Loving Angel (34 page)

I took a sip from my glass
because he was making me mad nervous. It tasted so satisfying I took a couple more gulps and finished my drink. “I just wanted to check out your spot since you’re always inviting me, no biggy.” My voice sounded a lot calmer than I was actually feeling.

“
Well whatever the reason, it’s good to see you. Where’s your girl at? I thought the two of you were joined at the hips.” He took my empty glass from me and handed me a filled one.

I took a drink from my new glass.
“She had other plans. Let me find out you have a thing for her.” I was only teasing; I knew he didn’t have any interest in my cousin.

“
You and I both already know where my interests lay.” He looked me dead in the eyes and I could tell that if I allowed him to he would rock my world. I looked away because I didn’t know what else to do. “You want to dance?”

“
Sure,” I replied eagerly, happy that our little moment had ended.

He
took my hand and led me to the dance floor. The club was a reggae and hip-hop club and they were currently playing a very provocative reggae son that had a lot of bodies gyrating in a sexual manner on the dance floor.

Kit grabb
ed me by the waist and pulled me close to his hard body. We started moving in tandem to the beat of the music.

“
Let me find out you got some real good moves,” he leaned down and whispered in my ear. I could have sworn he licked the shell of my lobe.

“
I could say the same about you.” After pouring two drinks down my throat in a matter of minutes I was feeling really flirty.

“
Jamaican men always have moves, in and out of the bedroom.” He wrapped his arms around me and next thing I knew his hands were all up on my ass. I didn’t tell him to remove them; I instead placed my arms around his neck.

“
Let’s get out of here,” he suggested. I looked up at him with indecision written all over my face. “We can go somewhere and talk.”

I nodded and he leaned in and gave me a light kiss on the lips.

I was immediately whisked out the club and into his car.

“
Where are we going?” I inquired when we were on our way. I was feeling hella nervous and was wondering if I was making a huge mistake but I kept telling myself we were only going to talk although deep down I knew it for the load of bullshit it was.

“
My place,” he replied removing my hand from my lap and playing with my fingers. I think he was trying to reassure me. “It’s not far.”

And it really wasn
’t, it was only five minutes away from the club. We took the elevator up to his apartment and as soon as his front door was close he was attacking me, not that I minded.

He pushed me against the door and grabbed my face in his large hands and kissed me.
It wasn’t a tender kiss, it was hard and passionate, like he’d been waiting a very long time to do it and now that he finally had the chance he couldn’t hold himself back.

I opened my lips and his tongue invaded my mouth and dueled with my own. My body was alight, it was as though I was on fire and only he could put it out. He grounded himself against me and I could feel his big hard dick pressed up against my belly.

“Damn, you can’t imagine how long I’ve waited to do that,” he told me as we came up for air. He pulled the top of my dress down and took my breast in his hands. “These are so beautiful,” he intoned reverently before he sucked one nipple in his mouth and worked on it until I was wetter than a river before he moved on to the other. “I‘ve been meaning to taste these all night.”

It didn
’t take long before I found myself lying in his bed and he was slipping my panty down my legs leaving me completely naked.

“
You’re the most beautiful woman I’ve ever seen.” He was straddling me with his naked body and placing kisses down my neck, when he got to my girls he lavished them again before moving to my belly button and then my coochie.

He parted my lips with his fingers before delivering a lick to my hot pussy and eliciting a moan from my lips as my hips rose from the bed. He sucked onto my clit until I was begging him to let me cum and was clawing the sheets from the bed. He placed two fingers in my pussy and finger fucked me as he worked my clit with his mouth and it didn
’t take long for me to squirt all over his tongue.

He kissed his way back up my body until he got to my mouth. I could taste my essence on his lips
as his tongue massaged mine. I grabbed onto his huge dick and pumped it, more than ready to feel him inside me.

“
Tell Daddy you want his dick,” he demanded.

It was like he had thrown a whole bucket of cold water on my body and I instantly stiffened beneath him.
Those were the exact words Tyga said to me every time we made love. Now all I could think about was my husband; my husband whom I loved more than life itself even though he had hurt me. I knew without a doubt that if I fucked Kit it would be the end of my marriage. Tyga would never forgive me if I gave someone else his pussy. Worse, let a nigga fuck me while I was carrying his baby. A nigga he was having beef with. I couldn’t even imagine having to live without my bay and I felt sick to my stomach at what I had almost done.

“
Tell me,” Kit ordered. He hadn’t realized I wasn’t there mentally with him anymore. I pushed on his shoulders until I woke him from his fervent ardor of worshipping my neck with kisses and he looked at him questioningly. “What’s wrong?”

“
I can’t do this.” I felt bad that I was gonna have to leave him in a lurch, but I couldn’t have sex with him. It was already bad enough that I allowed him to eat me out. “I’m sorry.”

He looked at me for a long moment until I thought he was gonna flip on me.
He kissed my nose. “It’s ok; we don’t have to have sex this time.” I didn’t bother correcting him that there wouldn’t be a next time. “You should spend the night though, I promise I’ll be good and I’ll only hold you.”

“
I can’t, my cousin is babysitting my son and I have to go pick him up.” I just wanted to leave and find a hole to crawl into until the memories of what I had done had faded away.

“
Ok, I’ll take you to your car.” He gave me a deep kiss which I returned because the coward that I was I didn’t want to make him suspicious.

We got redressed and he took me to my car back at the parking garage a block away from the club. Another kiss and an exchange of numbers, again to allay any suspicions and I was on my way home.

When I pulled onto my block I was feeling awful about what I had done and just wanted a shower to wash away my guilt and crawl into bed but when I pulled up to my house and saw my husband’s car in our driveway  I went from feeling guilty to feeling utter and complete dread.

CHAPTER FORTY-TWO

TYGA

It was almost six in the morning and I had been sitting on the couch for the last fifteen minutes waiting for my wife to get home. I had spent the night at the club and was all liquored
up so I had decided to drop in at my house to see what was up and beg my wife to give my horny ass some pussy only to find the house empty. I had called her phone three times since I got here but there was no answer.

I was just about to hit her up again when I heard the front door open and close. I went to welcome her home and find out where the fuck she
’d been till six in the morning. She was wearing a little black dress with heels and was looking mad sexy with her hair looking all messed up like she had bedhead.

“
Where have you been?” I asked in a deceptively calm voice.

“
To the club,” she replied with a little attitude.

“
By yourself, where’s your cousin at?”

“
She had to go take care of her mom because she caught the flu.” She tried walking by me but I snatched her purse from her hand.

“
Give me back my purse!” she tried to retrieve it but I pushed her a little too hard and she fell on her ass.

She was cur
sing like a sailor calling me all types of names as she jumped on my back and was hitting me in the head but I ignored her and scrolled through the call log of her IPhone. I didn’t see any suspicious calls so I moved on to her text messages and hit the jackpot. There was a message that came in five minutes ago from Kitsune. It read: Just making sure you got home safely. I had fun tonight. I loved the taste of that fat pussy; hopefully you won’t back down next time and let me hit it.

I immediately saw red. She
’d been with that nigga Kitsune and made him eat my pussy. I reach behind me and punched her in the face causing her to fall to the floor. She tried to scramble away and I grabbed her little dressed and it ripped from her body. I discarded the dress and took hold of her hair instead. I delivered some punches to her face blacking one of her eyes and splitting open her lips. She was crying and begging me to stop. She folded herself in a fetal position and I kicked her in the back causing her to cry out that I was gonna kill her baby. That was when I remembered she was pregnant and let go of her like she was caught on fire. This bitch had me so pissed that I had forgotten she was carrying my seed.

“
If you go anywhere near that nigga again I’m gonna kill you,” I promised and I was dead serious. “You heard me?” She was still folded up on the floor sobbing violently. “Do you hear me?” I yelled and she nodded vigorously. “Now get the fuck up and go wash his stink off you.”

She rose cautiously giving me a wide berth. Her face was bruised, swollen and wet with her tears. I didn
’t feel bad for her and if she wasn’t pregnant with my baby I would have fucked her up some more. I followed her upstairs and to our bedroom. As soon as she locked the bathroom door behind her I sat on the bed with my head in my hands. I could feel my eyes watering and tears wanting to make a punk of me. I’d never cried in my life not even at the death of both my parents but this bitch had my head so fucked up I had tears running down my face.

I couldn
’t believe she tried to step out on me. We were married, had a baby together and another one on the way and she was doing shit with another nigga. I don’t know what I would have done if she had made him fuck her. Yeah I knew I had been cheating on her our entire relationship but as unfair as it was if she fucked another nigga I would be done with her.

She came out the bathroom wrapped in a towel
and I discreetly dried my eyes.

“
Why’d you try to fuck that nigga while you’re pregnant with my baby Angel?” my voice was sounding mad hoarse.

Her tears immediately began again but she didn
’t reply. She just stood there in the middle of the room looking at the floor all sad and broken.

“
If you don’t love a nigga anymore let him know so he can give your ass a divorce and let your ass go.” Her head snapped up at my statement and she looked as if her world had ended. I wasn’t being real with her, I would never let her go, and I couldn’t even picture myself living without her. “Don’t try to look contrite; you’re the one who’s fucking our family up.”

“
I’m sorry,” she whispered so softly I wouldn’t have heard if I wasn’t paying close attention.

“
If you go near that nigga again you’ll live to regret it, baby or no baby and he better watch his back because I’m gonna end him.”

I knew
Kitsune was gunning for me secretly, trying to get in on my hustle and now trying to fuck my bitch. He fucked with the wrong person because now I was going to be coming back at him mad hard.

I wasn
’t about to let him take my woman from me so I knew I had to let up on Angel.

“
Come here Sexy.” As soon as she reached me I took her in my arms and allowed her to cry on my shoulder. I wasn’t sorry I beat her ass but I was worried I might have hurt our baby. “I’m sorry too. Is the baby ok?” she nodded and I exhaled the breath I didn’t realize I’d been holding. I held her face in my hands and looked into her watery green eyes. “I love you; I don’t love any other chick but you, that’s why I married you. Yeah I’ve fucked up but that bitch is lying when she said she’s pregnant with my baby. I haven’t fucked with that bitch since way before we got married because I take my vows seriously. If you don’t want to be with me just let me know but if you run around with some other nigga behind my back again, even if you don’t fuck him, you and me through. Do you understand?”

“
Yes, I’m sorry and I don’t want to be with anyone else either because I love only you,” she confessed also.

I gave her a careful kiss because her lips were busted. I knew it would take some time for us to get back to where we once were but I was willing to put the work in to get us back there.
We got in bed together and I wrapped her in my arms. I wanted to fuck my pussy to mark my territory but I was worried about the baby knowing that I’d kicked her in the back so I settled for having her in my arms all night after having to sleep alone for the past two weeks.