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was, expecting Shawn to lay it all out on the table and confess his undying love for me.

I looked toward the front door when I heard it shut.

Shawn walked into the kitchen where I stood making dinner.

"Hey baby, how was your day?" He leaned down to kiss my cheek and then headed for the refrigerator to get a beer.

We'd settled into this homey life together. I would come over to make dinner and afterward we'd relax on the couch. Then later some bedroom activities, which were always my favorite part of the night. I smiled as I chopped up the tomatoes for the salad.

"It was great. Serena's practice has really started to pick up since I've been gone." I went back to cutting up the tomatoes.

Silence filled the room and I looked up to see

Shawn looking at me oddly. "What?"

"Baby, you said since you've been gone. Where did you go? You just moved here a few weeks ago and we've seen each other every day since, so I would know if you weren't here."

Well shit. How stupid could I be? How could I fix this
faux pas
? "I meant I feel like I've known her forever, so to me it's like her practice hadn't started until we met."

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Shawn looked at me with raised eyebrows and his

beer paused halfway to his mouth. I could tell he was trying his best to decipher what I just said. "Okay." He took a pull of his beer and set the bottle down on the countertop. "I'm going to hop in the shower before dinner."

As he walked out of the kitchen, I released the

breath I'd been holding. I'd dodged a bullet with that one. I needed to be more careful with what I said. Everything had gone over well with Serena because she'd figured it out for herself and she wanted it to be me. I wasn't sure how Shawn felt. My main concern was how Shawn would react to being with me as a man when he'd known me as a woman for so long. Would he be able to accept me as the man I am now or only ever see me as the woman I used to be? That one question kept me up at night.

I was setting the table when Shawn came back into the kitchen. He was freshly showered and looked yummy.

Drops of water dripped from his hair to run down his bare back. I licked my lips, my mouth watering at his half-naked appearance.

Shawn caught me staring and came over to wrap his strong arms around my waist. "I know what you're thinking, baby. If you're good I'll give you what you want after dinner."

I moaned as Shawn sucked my earlobe into his

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mouth then traced the shell of my ear with his tongue. My ears were a hot spot and I immediately became hard. Out of reaction, I started to grind my erection into his thigh.

"You're such a tease."

"No, I'm not because I deliver." Shawn slapped my butt hard as he turned to grab the salad bowl. He placed the bowl in the center of the table and took a seat.

I grabbed the steaks I'd grilled out of the oven where I had them warming. I remembered Shawn had to have his steak sauce so I went back to grab the bottle. As childish as this was, whenever I had to unscrew a twist bottle I couldn't resisted saying, "Righty tighty, lefty loosey."

"What did you just say?"

I looked up from twisting the cap off to see Shawn's eyes wide as saucers.

"What?" I asked in confusion.

"You just said righty tighty, lefty loosey."

Crap, I did. I had said that ever since I was a kid, something Shawn knew very well, but I wasn't thinking about it as I said the cute little rhyme. I looked up to see Shawn staring at me. His complexion had gone pale.

"Is that a bad thing?" Another lame response but I couldn't think of anything else to say. I was never good under pressure.

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Shawn shook his head as if trying to clear his

thoughts. His shaggy blond hair fell into his eyes and he pushed the wavy locks back before he spoke. "Marie always said that." A wistful smile crossed his lips. "When she was little, she would say it out of necessity but as we got older she said it out of habit." Shawn looked up to my eyes. "Hearing you say it made me think of her."

"I'm sorry, Shawn." My heart ached at the sadness on Shawn's face whenever he remembered me. The whole thing truly was a mind fuck. I've known Shawn for years and he wouldn't believe me, hell, if it wasn't happening to me, I wouldn't believe either.

"Don't be sorry, baby." Shawn pulled me onto his lap. "You know, it's funny how much you remind me of her. Sometimes the things you say and do, it's shit Marie did. Crazy? I know, but you help fill the void left by my best friend."

My eyes started to tear up at his sweet statement. I gave him a quick kiss and jumped up to grab the baked potatoes. We started to eat and talked about the day and when we were done, we cleaned the kitchen together. After that, we went into the front room to watch TV.

Shawn flopped down onto the couch and flipped on a game I wasn't interested in watching. I sat down next to him and wrapped my arms around his naked chest, reveling 107

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in the warmth his body radiated. As I snuggled closer, Shawn wrapped one arm around my shoulders and rested the other one on the side of the couch holding a beer in his hand.

I tilted my head up to watch him take a drink of his beer then set it on the side table. He was completely immersed in the game he was watching. I, on the other hand, was in the mood to play.

I trailed my hand down his chest. Shawn had very little hair on his chest but what he did have I ran my fingers through. As I caressed my fingers through the curly soft hair, I gave a little tug that had him jumping in surprise.

He didn't say anything so I continued my journey across his body. His nipples were next. I rubbed my fingertip over the rounded disk until the small nub hardened under my touch. As they pebbled up I pinched the peak between my thumb and forefinger. I shifted in my seat so I could lick at the abused flesh.

As I sucked on Shawn's nipples, I let my hand slide farther down his stomach. The feel of his hard muscles under soft skin never ceased to amaze me. I loved running my fingers over the dips and valleys of his tight abdomen.

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showed it. He hadn't said or done anything up until now, he was letting me control the foreplay.

The longer I took to get to the desired destination the more impatient Shawn became. He started to push my shoulders downward to where he wanted me to be. I sucked a little mark on his hip and then moved to pull down his pajama bottoms. His cock lay hard against his stomach, reaching toward his belly button. The weeping head left a wet mark where it kissed his skin. I ran my finger over the tip collecting the pre-cum at the small opening and brought my finger to my lips. My gaze never left Shawn's as I licked his salty goodness off my finger. I couldn't help but purr at the taste of Shawn's juices.

"God, baby, that is so sexy."

I winked at him and went back to his engorged

cock. I rubbed my cheek along the underside of his pulsing shaft, loving the feel of his silky smooth skin. As I continued to rub my cheek along his length, I nuzzled my nose into his pubic hair and took a deep breath. He smelled so good, warm skin and soap. Shawn mumbled something I couldn't make out, so I took a guess on what he wanted. I wanted the same thing so it wasn't that hard to figure out.

I ran my tongue from the base to the spongy

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Shawn's delicious essence. Shawn moaned and started shifting his hips, trying to push more of his length into my mouth.

"If you don't lie still I can't have my wicked way with you," I said as I ran my tongue along the veins on the underside of his cock.

"Who's teasing who now?" He caressed his hand threw my short hair. He repeated the motion but on the second pass through, he grabbed my hair and tilted my head up toward his. "Put your mouth on me. I want you to suck my cock until I come down your throat."

Shawn had never been so forceful with me, but his eagerness started a fire inside of me. I leaned down and took him deep into my mouth until he hit the back of my throat. Thank the lord I didn't have a gag reflex. Once he was fully lodged in my throat I pulled back on his shaft ever so slowly. As I did, I grazed my teeth very lightly over his cock.

I brought my hand up to circle the thick base and started a slow tortuous up and down motion. Shawn's cock was so long I couldn't keep up the deep throat sucking I wanted to do, so I used my hand to add to the stimulation I was giving the head of his cock.

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pre-cum, signaling he was getting close. I hollowed out my cheeks to suck even harder. Shawn's breath came out fast and hard and his whole body shook with the need to come.

The pressure on my shoulders increased but I didn't care. I started to bob my head faster.

"I'm about to come. If you don't want to swallow, you better back off now," Shawn said through clenched teeth.

I hummed along his length as I move my hand

faster. I wanted to taste him. I wanted to swallow him down and know a part of him was inside me.

Shawn's body tensed and he came shouting my

name. I felt every pulse of his thick vein as he filled my mouth with his salty seed. I swallowed as fast I could but some still leaked out the corners of my mouth. I licked him clean and let his cock slip free.

I looked up at Shawn and saw him staring down at me. He reached down and pulled me up his body. I started to wipe my mouth off but he pushed my hand away and used his tongue to clean up my face.

I closed my eyes at the feel of his warm moist

tongue on my mouth. The soft pink tip was smooth and wet as it glided over my lips. When Shawn stopped, I open my eyes to see him looking at me. My eyes dropped to his lips and we both fell forward until we connected in a bruising 111

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kiss. Shawn held nothing back. He used tongue and teeth to attack my mouth.

Shawn rolled me over until I lay on my back and he hovered over me. Sitting back on his heels, he started to remove my pants and I didn't need to ask what his intentions were. I could see the want and desire in his eyes.

What did have me gasping for breath was that his cock still stood erect and pushing against my thigh. I couldn't help but thank the heavens we had started to stash lube and condoms all over his house after the incident in the shower.

Shawn reached over to pull the drawer out on the side table and grabbed the lube and a condom. I pulled my legs up as he rolled the condom down his length then slicked his fingers. The clear gel was cold to the touch and I gasped when two fingers entered me as far as they could.

I started to push down on the invading fingers and cried out for more.

"Shawn, I'm ready."

"Not yet. Just relax and let me play." Shawn licked a hot path up my neck. "Not fun when the shoe's on the other foot, is it?"

I growled my frustration but that ended on a moan as he added another finger. His rhythm picked up and he made sure to brush against my prostate often. My nails bit into my legs where I held them in a tight grip. I desperately 112

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wanted to release one of my legs so I could stroke my dick but my hands were clenched so tight I couldn't uncurl my fingers.

My senses were reeling. I was powerless to Shawn's touch. When I thought I couldn't take any more, he pulled his fingers free. He placed one of my legs over his shoulder and wrapped his other arm under my knee. Being thin and petite came in handy when it came to flexibility.

I could feel his rigid shaft rub against my stretched hole. The teasing touch caused my body to tremble. Shawn rocked forward again with a little more force. I blinked my eyes open to see him grinning down at me.

"Can you help me out here?" Shawn looked from one of his hands to the other where they were holding my legs apart.

I commanded my arm to move, still a little numb

from squeezing my leg. I leaned forward and wrapped my fingers around the lubed shaft asking for entrance, guiding Shawn to my hole. He looked down into my eyes as he eased inside of me. As the crown broke through, I released him and brought my hands up to brace against the side of the couch.

Shawn didn't stop until he was completely inside me. My breath hitched at the rich, full feeling of having him so deep. Shawn gasped as he bottomed out. I took a 113

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deep breath and gave a slight nod for him to move.

He started to thrust in long easy strokes working the lube farther inside me. As he glided freely in and out, I arched up to help cement the contact. I wasn't a masochist but I wanted him to take me harder. By the look in his eyes, he was controlling the animal inside him that I wanted to set loose.

"Please," I panted as I used my hands to push against the couch in an effort to spear myself on the hard cock fucking me.