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Simon Mundy
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Contents
I. Before and After the Abduction
A Prayer for a New God-daughter
VI. Radnor (Old), Church and Harp
I
Before and After the Abduction
Such a clear division, surely impossible
That life can be so definite, so ordered
By one night, one dream remembered through the bruises,
The hands and worse carrying me away,
Discussing me inside and out,
Killing the pleasure of my secrets,
The frenzy of his misunderstanding
Becoming the public truth.
I have begun again, not at the beginning,
But instead at the moment when beauty
Became the source of conquest and Eros
The cruel god, instrument of Aphrodite's revenge.
This must not decide my story, shroud my breath
Forbidding ecstasy. I will shake the dark spots from the sun.
II
As the fruitless hours wore on
In a foreign town
She could hear the absent men in battle,
Disputing her favours, her qualities,
The entrances and storerooms of pleasure
She tried to keep hidden on parade.
Lying awake and naked but mercifully
Alone she imagined distant alliances
Forged as her messages
Fell on listening ears
Inspired to faster rescue than could be managed
By the rancid men
Squabbling on the beach at dawn.
Then there would be perfect nights
Secure, warm, dark, rich and out of exile.
III
The braiding could take a morning
From dawn, when the other women
Yawned, too stiff to flaunt their lesser virtues,
Through the brilliance of the southern sun,
Its brightening echoed in the lightening
Of her strands from reddish gold to almost white.
Only far below, the place of Paris,
Did a dark shadow expose the soul,
Even that mown and ordered
To obedient falsehood.
IV
She carries all the contradictions
Of peonies, body and soul,
Bloom and stem, held proud in Spring,
First and fast to rise. Her face a glory
Budding in a perfect moon, a mystery
So contained, complex in hidden folds,
So fecund in astonishing conclusion.
In full June panoply she seems
Gaspingly beautiful, her white cheeks
Tinged with pink, her neck flecked
With clever hints of colour, her scent
Pervasive late into the cathartic evening.
Her petal skin, though, flinches
At the slightest touch, bruises even
From a kiss of admiration,
Collapses as soon as picked,
A sigh of quick capitulation.
Your sadness is misplaced, don't worry,
For though she hates to be moved
Her roots will be among the earliest
To sense the death of frost,
Pierce the reluctant earth
And send her incarnation
Shooting from her bed again.
V
She rarely shows herself in person,
Reachable flesh, febrile scent,
Cause enough for a riot, another assault,
Escalating her protective walls, tearing aside
Her screen of indifference. But her image
Is everywhere â icon and full-length,
Embellished and crude, accurate and all make-up.
Sometimes, before the men go out to fight,
To line up for destruction, they parade
Everything they've got of her, portraits
So ideal they take the breath away and leave
Their bearers reckless for castigation.
VI
All that has gone is time
Elastic hours and nights at sea,
Around the fires fuelled with sticks
The goats left and the skeletons
Of passing ships. I tried to see you
As you were the night before our parting,
Those hours of astonishment, discovery and fear
So fleet beside these barren years.
All I can summon is the icon,
The flat ideal of beauty
Seen through another's eye
And I dread the reuniting minutes,
You torn from your ruptured city
Wearing the lines and paint of exile
The resignation of a trophy handed back.
VII
You are a judge of course
As well as supplicant and victim,
So what will my sentence be?
A napier to your household,
Counting the cost, laundering,
Rinsing the unfortunate past
From your bright future
And all the distressing while
Acting as banker to your dreams.
VIII
She is so far away
I have never smelled her skin,
Felt the texture of her dress,
Once a voice sounded silken enough to fit
The official picture but it was nothing
I could prove â just a distant
Parting of the air that carried hope.
No woman I have touched is worth my life
No goddess needs it
But she is not for touching
And the years will leave her
Warm when I am mud.
IX
That first night together again
When all that had happened in between
Came down on our tongues like kitchen weights,
We couldn't decide where to put our hands,
Whether to flutter them, trapped birds of apology,
Or hold, trace a line of memory.
How could you be the same?
Life's wars produce their little changes,
Damp patches on your fresco,
So desire was not the old desire,
Fraught with possession, pushed
To the limits of your acceptance,
But the slow joy of visiting
A half-remembered clearing in the woods
And finding wild strawberries
Growing there, beneath a fallen oak
Just as they always did.
X
There have been and will be
Many powerful queens and women
Who drive boys to war,
Girls of every land will suffer
The terrors of your life,
The intrusion of strangers
Deep in the guts, the abiding hurt
No kindness can assuage,
But none will claim such beauty
That the gods become
As bellicose as men.
This rock, this divan of stone
Is too jagged for your tail, tearing
Young scales, the salt of sea and tears
Searing raw skin as you preen and comb,
Holding the pose for shipsful of men
Who pass in the morning.
What else can you do?
Hide in the cold northern waters that sparkle
On the surface but hold poisons that pock
Your fins with dirty sores.
Or you could hitch on board those ships,
Shed the tail, rejoice in legs and bush,
Bask on the warm sands of love
Before the mortal tides creep in
Across the disappointing strand.
No. Keep amphibious. Immortal
Beauty is worth a little weeping.
Beyond midnight curfewed hands sought sanctuary
In the crypts of bodies primed for implosion.
The car rocked, imitating the breath of the distant sea
In obedience to the moonlight over the street,
Empty save for the free contentment of intent lovers
Caught by the watching sky full of rigid wings.
Besieged families had been left to the ruins, the fundamentals
Of their bickering, the petty caveats and forbiddings,
The creeds of good behaviour in atrocious times.
Across the world no caress went unnoticed,
No kiss born again without approval;
On this alone the invading and parental tribes agreed.
Such bush fires had to be snuffed out.
Whose was the cry of victory? Whose
Red line finding whose spot? Whose moral
Mountain? Whose transit of Venus?
Whose perpetual dust?
I
Water cannot be compressed
But in that uncontrite volume
More elements can lie dissolved
Than in any self-admiring wine.
The surface is shield and invitation
To this high lake beneath the fragile mountain top
(Cracked by erosion but proud summit nonetheless)
Abandoned by its glacier,
Rarely fed but often raided.
II
I kiss to be expelled,
Withdraw to draw the sortie.
It is a feint
For you rest,
Stare out calmly,
A fortified inch from my hand,
Secure in your decision that I will be
Tolerated but never pampered,
Indulged in anger or desire.
III
Impregnable
Like the old forts on tall hills
That defied all the assaults of Italy,
The Imperial ambitions
The promises of comfort and alliance.
Such formidable defences,
Rampart after rampart,
Vicious pointed stakes lining every ditch and gully,
A taunt of arrows, stones and
Fire for the unwanted visitor.
But time is for biding
The stone's throw to the river a mile too far
When the besieger is camped on the bank.
Seldom did the warrior's heart let her believe
The lesson from all the other forts.
That swift surrender was the only certain way
To forestall the sky from falling on her head.
IV
I open to you like flowers straining for the sun.
Swish. There.
Beheaded with one swipe
Barely pausing in your stride
You have rid the garden of me.