Necropolis (6 page)

Lefty’s was a grimy boxcar that had been ready for the scrap heap a century ago. Its interior had been enlivened with mirrors and police memorabilia, but it didn’t help much.

Lefty had been an ex-cop who’d washed out on the detective exam, drifted to foot patrol for a couple years, then gratefully bailed when, during a budget crunch, the city had offered an early retirement package. His nickname came from legends about how once, on a solitary stakeout, he’d jerked off in his undercover car—but with his non-dominant hand, so his right paw was free in case he needed his Glock. Hence, Lefty.

Bart led me to the darkest corner, next to a window sill decorated with mummified flies. We settled into a booth of cracked red leatherette.

I’d spent many nights in this very place, winding down from a tour of duty. Coming to Lefty’s to depressurize with my crew was as much a part of the job as putting on my gun and shield.
 

There were only three items of discussion at Lefty’s—sports, women, and the job. The pussy talk was endless and inventive. The more disgusting the better. Topics for discussion were what secretary from the three-seven was a copsucker; what assistant DA was a dyke. I’d mostly kept quiet and drank my beer as the night wore on and the garrulous voices grew louder. When lured into an evaluation of a set of tits, I’d just wiggle my wedding ring at them, and they’d punch my arm and call me whipped.
 

Don’t know why I didn’t like that kind of talk. Maybe I pictured my Dad as a gentleman. Who knew? I sure as hell didn’t. He might’ve been a foul-mouthed bastard.

So here again I sat, smelling disinfectant and stale beer, feeling the crunch of peanut shells and the tacky pull of the floor. A waitress with battle hips and steel wool hair approached. Her aura of weary friendliness evaporated the instant she saw me.

“Hey, Maureen,” said Bart.

Maureen looked nervously over her shoulder at the man behind the bar, an old jock gone to seed. Clearly the new owner.

“Listen, um, Bart,” said Maureen. “It ain’t me, but Frank don’t allow—”

“It’s okay, Maureen. Tell Frank that Bart says it’s okay, this one time.”

She gave me another look, some indecipherable mix of compassion and fear, and took our orders.

A couple minutes later the beer was cold and good in my mouth. I fiddled with the edge of the bottle’s label. How many labels had I peeled in this joint?

“Bart—”

“Look, Paul. It’s not legal for reebs—I mean reborns—to serve as peace officers. You can’t return to the—”

A wave of my hand stopped his floundering. “I know all that.” A silent beat. “You know what, Bart? You look great. For your age, you really look great.”

Bart nodded with a strange smile. “Yeah, modern medicine. The juvie centers—”

“You mean Juvie Hall?”

Bart smiled. “No, juvie as in rejuvenation. You think I kept my good looks by doing yoga and drinking wheat grass?”

I didn’t know what the hell he was talking about.

“I’m ninety-one, but I have the bio markers of a sixty-year old. Which is why I can still proudly call myself semi-retired instead of one of those decrepit shuffleboard addicts at Coney Island.”
 

“That’s great.”

“Lots of people work into the triple digits now. Lots of them have to.”

“Never figured to find someone still around that I knew.”

“Yeah. Well, there was Baker. He revived ten years ago.”

“No kidding. I remember him! Where is he now?”

“Ate his gun.”

We finished the first round in silence.

“Who’d you partner with?” I asked. “After I was… gone?”

Bart dug his nail into carved graffito on the tabletop. “Lazlo, the garlic-eating asshole. Stunk up the whole car.”

“Shoulda worn your hazmat suit.”

Bart nodded and laughed, almost drawn into the old camaraderie. Almost. But he caught himself, reddening.

My face showed nothing.
Keep moving. One foot in front of the other.

“Look, I need a favor, Bart. One favor, then I’m gone.”

All I got was a wary look.
 

“I want a look at a case file. My case file.”

Bart didn’t even blink. I suppose he wasn’t surprised. I waited while he examined his sausage fingers. “Donner, odds are, the guy’s dead. Even if he’s back, the Fresh Start Act protects criminals from being prosecuted for their pre-Shift crimes.”

“Fuck the Fresh Start Act,” I hissed.

“Anyway, it’s a moot point, ’cause I don’t have that kind of access anymore.”

I gave him a look.

“Goddamn it, I know, okay?” he said, blanching. “I remember every goddamned thing you did for me.”

We’d been recruits out of the same class. A year and a half on foot post at the 73rd in Brownsville. Then a sector car at the 94th in Greenpoint—back when they called it RMP for Radio Motor Patrol. Then to a plainclothes anticrime unit. It’d been hard for him. I’d grown up on the street, but Bart’d had a middle-class Long Island childhood. Learning the shelters, bodegas and pool halls, learning to blend in, cultivate snitches, work info from the skells—it’d taken him time.
 

“I almost washed out,” he said. “But someone told me to hang tough. That eventually I’d adapt.”

 
After the Robbery Investigation Program, it had been a short leap to Homicide and the top of the pile for both of us.

“Donner, look. You were good. This guy—find his records online. You can probably go right to his grave and spit on it.”

“I don’t have a name, Bart,” I said.
 

“A stranger shot you?”

I held his gaze. He still didn’t get it. Then, like that, the gears turned over. His face registered genuine surprise. “But— I mean, you were
there
.”

“The last day’s gone. Something about brain death.”

“The case file won’t help you, then. It went cold.”

“It’s got evidence, details. Something to get me started.”
I knew I was in dangerous territory now. The police didn’t like private citizens launching criminal investigations, meddling into official business. Especially former cops. Especially former cops investigating their own murders.

“It’s not like it was, Paul. We can’t take a piss without Surazal holding our dicks.”

“A corporation running the cops? Who the hell let this happen?”

Bart’s eyes narrowed. “
The fucking rules of the Universe changed, Donner
. Understand? One morning we woke up, and up was down. Left was right, dead was alive. The priests couldn’t explain it, the scientists couldn’t explain it. Do you know what it’s like to lose all your landmarks in one day?”

I said nothing.

“I used to think I had life figured out,” he continued. “There were good guys, bad guys—you and them.” He pointed to his own chest. “You were a good guy. You had twenty-three to retirement and then you could take your boat off Long Island Sound full time. You visited your mother every Sunday whether you felt like it or not. You had sex with your wife twice a week and maybe it wasn’t always great, but it was always good. On weekends, you worked on the junker Plymouth in the driveway and fell asleep watching the eleven o’clock news.” His eyes looked funny. “You know what reality is, Donner? A house of cards. A row of fucking dominos. One goes down, and the whole thing collapses.”

I nodded. “If you can’t trust life and death…”

“What the hell difference does it make what pant leg you put on first thing in the morning, huh? Why obey the laws of man when the laws of God are up for grabs? Shit, those first few months, it was all out the window. We were that close from turning into some Mad Max movie.” He leaned forward intensely. “The government, oh, they were a big help. Most military and guard reserves were in hotspots around the globe trying to shove democracy up the world’s ass. Washington said we got hit by a bio weapon, but nobody really knew what the fuck was going on. Nobody knew shit.

“Surazal saved us. Their private security forces took the lead, here in New York. It wasn’t pretty. It took muscle. But they got the job done. They stopped the looting, the killing. Now, we gotta live with it.” Bart pursed his lips bitterly. “In my book, it was an okay trade-off.”

I hadn’t been there. I couldn’t judge. But it seemed to me that the only thing more disgusting than the speed at which we’d handed over our freedom for the promise of security was the speed in which others had stepped in to take that control.

“I’m sorry about you and Elise, Donner,” my old partner ventured. “It shook us all up. But that was a long time ago.”

“Not to me,” I said.

“Yeah. You okay for things?”

I shrugged.

Bart seemed to mull something over. He pulled out a small leather-bound notebook and pen and scrawled something onto a clean page. “This ain’t much…”
 

He tore the page from the book and handed it to me. A name and phone number. “Like I said, it ain’t much. An MP.”

I groaned. “You know how many missing persons in this city are never found?”

“This broad has been driving us crazy. Missing husband, and we’re nowhere. This lady won’t take ‘we don’t know’ for an answer.”

“I’m not licensed.”

“She won’t care. She wants someone good. And she’s got dough.” He paused, looking torn. For a moment I thought he was going to tell me to forget it. Something was eating him. Why would he be conflicted over throwing me this meager bone?

“She’s big league, Paul,” he said. “Handle her right, and you could be set until…”

“Until I’m too young to drive,” I said, folding the paper away. “Thanks.”

“You ever want that P.I. license, I got friends in Albany.”

“Let’s see how this one goes first.”

“You need a couple simoleons?”

I smiled a no and stood. Nothing more to say.

“Take care, Bart,” I said.

I started for the door.

“Donner.”

I turned.

“You meant what you said, right?” asked Bart. “About not coming around here again?”

It’s amazing. There’s always a new level of pain.
 

9

DONNER

T
he next morning, I rolled my neck, trying to work out the pounding in my head.
 

After my oh-so touching reunion with Bart, I’d spent the night drinking. And looking at the slip of paper he’d given me. I couldn’t figure out if he’d thrown me a lifeline or a quick brush off.

I called for Maggie, but there was no response. I sat up and the world did a dipsy-doodle. I rushed for the john and almost made it. Afterward, I stared at the dead cigarettes, the empty bottles, the phone number I couldn’t work up enough courage or enthusiasm to call.
 

A boozer cop. Jesus, what a cliché.

The Venetian blinds sliced the sunlight into neat lines on the hardwood floor. Outside, antique horns
ah-oo-gahed
and people laughed and life… Life went on.

The question was, could I? I hated this new existence. I was a blind man who’d been escorted into a strange room and left to grope for himself. I couldn’t get my head around what was in store for me—growing younger, a young man, a teen, eventually being too young to care for myself, living in some reborn child care center with a child’s body but an adult’s mind, finally devolving into infancy. I’d feel my wits and memory fade as the neural pathways melted away to nothingness. It brought a thunder cloud down on me, blotting out light and air.
 

Lots of reborn suicides, Maggie had said. I could find a gun. The tried-and-true office-in-blue method. What point was there to sticking around?

Only one.

Still one thing I wanted. It was ugly, but I couldn’t shake it.
 

My blue rose. Whoever had killed her might still be out there, walking those streets. If he’d been young, or had used the juvie centers, he could still be alive. He’d be an old man, but he could still be alive. I still had a chance to…
 

To make him pay. To make him hurt. To make him beg for his life.

Then to make him beg for his death.

Then to grant him his wish.

That was it, then. The rest I could put on hold. When I’d sent this scumbag to the hell I hoped existed, only then it would be time to decide whether to follow him or not.

I took a walk through Prospect Park and tried to plan my moves. Got nowhere. I was the only reeb in sight. A young couple who’d been making out on a bench saw me, shuddered and fled. Fifteen steps later a stone hit my shoulder, thrown from teens who’d interrupted their pick-up game of hoops to hate me. They gave me the dead eye treatment. I sent it back half-heartedly. I had no stomach for anything more.
 

The cold air cleared my head a little, at least.

When I returned to the apartment, a stranger was waiting for me in my living room.

***

She sat in a corner in a cloud of blue cigarette smoke.