Authors: Cathy Kelly
once and so could claim that the meal was international
in honour of the international guests. Another dollop of
the seriously alcoholic Irish Mist in the pudding should
help too.
An entire bottle of vintage port was gone, along with
two bottles of white wine and three of red by the time the
deeply appreciative guests had been decanted into their
taxi by a swaying Stephen. Olivia stared at the devastation
of her dining-room table and decided that she’d leave the
tidying up for the morning.
‘That was wonderful,’ said Stephen loudly, when he
arrived back in the apartment and slammed the door.
Olivia winced at the thought that he’d wake Sasha but
reasoned that if the little girl had slept through Stephen’s
slurred rendition of ‘Seven Drunken Nights’, then she’d
sleep through anything.
‘I’m going to bed,’ he muttered, nearly cannoning into
Olivia’s prized peace lily in its Spanish pottery container.
‘Mee too,’ she said.
He looked surprised. Olivia normally didn’t go to bed
while the place was a mess, no matter how late the party.
She always stayed up to fill the dishwasher, wash the
saucepans and restore order to the dinner party mess.
In their bedroom, Olivia pulled off her slingbacks and took
her hair down from the knot she’d tied it into for the dinner
party. She’d only removed one earring when Stephen came
out of the bathroom, clad in shirt and socks that showed off
strong, hairy legs, and took her in his arms. His dark face was relaxed, his mouth, sometimes harsh, was smiling.
‘I like having people over when you cook but I didn’t
like the way Gerhard was looking at you,’ he murmured,
clumsily unbuttoning her blouse.
‘Don’t be silly,’ Olivia answered, aware that Gerhard
had been eyeing her up in a less than surreptitious manner.
He’d been so charming, too, offering to help her in the
kitchen, something Stephen would never dream of.
‘He was.’ Stephen’s voice was hard. ‘When you weren’t
watching, his eyes were all over you. I’d kill anyone if they
ever touched you,’ he said. His fingers slid greedily inside
her blouse. ‘You’re mine, Olivia, all mine. I couldn’t share
you with anyone.’
A tremor ran through her body at his words. Not sharing
her with anyone presumably included the viewers of a
morning television show.
As his mouth closed fiercely on her nipple, she closed
her eyes in resignation and chickened out of telling him.
Maybe in the morning, she thought hopefully.
Morning brought a raging hangover for Stephen and an
argument about clothes for the two-week trip he was
taking that afternoon.
‘I didn’t know you were going away today,’ said a
startled Olivia.
‘It came up yesterday,’ he said curtly from the depths of
his wardrobe where he was searching for his black Ralph
Lauren polo shirt. ‘I rang you twice but you weren’t home.
Where the hell were you?’ he said in annoyance.
‘Out,’ she said. ‘You know, out and about. Buying food
for the dinner party.’
‘Got it,’ he said triumphantly, extracting the missing
Lauren shirt. ‘Now where’s that blue one …’
Tempers were very frayed by the time Stephen’s case
was packed to his satisfaction, having mentioned twice that
he’d have liked to have taken the blue polo shirt with him.
‘If you’d remembered to tell me last night, I could have
washed everything you needed,’ Olivia said, feeling she
couldn’t take all the blame for a last-minute trip she’d
known nothing about. And I’m going to miss you,’ she
added placatingly, which wasn’t entirely true.
‘I know. My poor baby will have to be Mother Hen
while I’m away,’ he said, pulling her to him. ‘Last night was
very sexy,’ he added.
Mother Hen, thought Olivia. Is that all I am to him? Mother bloody Hen! That was it. She was telling him about her new job. He could do with a shock of the short, sharp
variety. If she wasn’t Mother Hen she was the damned
Irish washerwoman. There had to be more to life than
that.
‘There’s something I’ve been meaning to say to you,
Stephen.’ she said coldly.
‘What?’ He gave her a sharp look.
Under his suddenly belligerent gaze, Olivia felt herself
quake. ‘I might go down to my parents’ house for a few
days if you’re going to be away,’ she said quickly.
He looked puzzled. ‘You normally can’t get away from
them quickly enough,’ he said, before shrugging in a
‘Women, who understands them?’ way. ‘Do what you
want, dear.’
When he was gone, she tugged at a strand of her hair
with impotent self-disgust. Stupid, stupid bitch! Couldn’t
you have had the courage to be honest, just for once!
She’d only returned from leaving Sasha at playgroup
when Paul Reddin - Max’s producer friend whom she
hadn’t met - phoned to say he was delighted with her
audition tape and could she please come in the next day to
sign a contract?
‘Of course,’ Olivia said, delighted. Then, because she
didn’t want to appear too unprofessionally excited about
the whole thing, she inquired about fees and expenses.
Putting the phone down, she danced around the kitchen
with glee. Her fee was twice what she earned for a
morning’s teaching. She should have gone into the TV
business years ago.
When the phone rang a second time, Olivia answered
with a lift in her voice that hadn’t been there for months.
‘Olivia, it’s Max. I wanted to find out how you got on
with the audition?’
‘Max!’ she said, pleased he’d rung her. ‘Wonderful! I got
the job, can you believe it?’
‘Of course I can,’ he responded warmly. ‘I spotted your
potential as soon as I set eyes on you. What did you think
of Paul?’
‘I never got to meet him,’ Olivia confessed. ‘But I met
Nancy Roberts and I got such a shock. She’s nothing like I
imagined …’
Max’s rich laugh interrupted her. ‘I could tell you stories
about that lady that’d make your hair curl. I’ll tell you
what, how about I take you out to lunch to celebrate. Are
you free this week? Today?’
Faced with the prospect of having nobody else to
celebrate her good news with, Olivia jumped at the
chance.
This was the beginning of a new life for her, she decided,
singing to the radio as she raced around the apartment
tidying up before she left. With Stephen and his glowering
bad mood gone, the place felt lighter, a happier home
altogether. Olivia felt capable of anything.
The dishwasher was humming with dirty dishes, the
crumbs had been hoovered up from the dining room and
the kitchen gleamed like a showroom specimen by the
time she hurried out of the front door, wearing a businesslike
striped suit in honour of the occasion. Well, Olivia
reasoned as she jettisoned her original choice - a rose pink
slub silk dress - in favour of the suit, she had to start
looking like a professional woman now.
Max drove up just as she was jamming coins in the pay
and display machine on Merrion Square.
‘You look lovely. Very “woman in the media”,’ he said,
kissing her hello on the cheek.
‘I normally get dressed in five minutes,’ Olivia replied.
‘This look took ages to get right.’
‘Suits you.’
The number of people who greeted Max when they
entered Patrick Guilbaud’s made Olivia aware of his status
as a mover and shaker.
He greeted everyone by name, chatting urbanely and
charmingly to all comers as he moved easily to their table
in the restaurant ante-room. He was graceful for such a big
man, she thought. She’d always thought that Stephen had
the most fluid gait of all the tall men she knew, but Max,
though of a more powerful build than her athletic husband,
was positively feline.
When he introduced her to a media tycoon whose
name she’d only ever seen in the world’s richest people
list, and the tycoon slapped Max on the back and
demanded to know when they were going marlin fishing
again, Olivia realised that he really was a man of influence.
And that he’d gone out of his way to use that
influence to help her.
His friend Paul was a big name in the world of television
yet a word from Max had secured her, a complete novice, a
much sought after audition. The question was: why had he
done it?
‘Why did you fix me up with an audition?’ she asked
bluntly as they sat with the menus and glasses of mineral
water.
‘Do you think I did it with an ulterior motive in mind?’
he responded.
Olivia grinned. ‘That’s like that joke that goes, “Do you
know that an Irishman always responds to a question with
another question?” And the Irish guy replies, “Who told
you that?”
Max chuckled. ‘Fair point, Mrs MacKenzie.’ he conceded.
‘Or should that be Ms de Were?’
‘You’ve spoken to Paul,’ she said accusingly. ‘I wanted to
fill you in on the details.’
‘Sorry.’ He looked unabashed. ‘I only rang to ask him
how you got on after you’d told me you’d got the job. I
wouldn’t have gone behind your back to ask otherwise, but
I do think it’s a marvellous idea to use your maiden name.
It’s much more interesting but…’ he paused delicately
‘… problematic’
She exhaled heavily. ‘Yes. I haven’t told my husband
about either the interview or the name yet. He’ll go mad.
I’d hoped to tell him this morning but he went off on
another business trip and there never was a moment to
talk. Well, there was but I fudged it.’ She looked up at
Max, startled. ‘What is it about you that makes me divulge
my innermost secrets to you within three minutes of
meeting you? Are you a wizard or something?’
She was only half-joking. It was utterly bizarre the way
she felt she could speak to him on the sort of subjects
she’d normally only discuss with Evie. Here she was telling
him everything. She’d never had that sort of relationship
with a man before.
Platonic and yet truthful. Because it was totally platonic
between her and Max. There wasn’t the faintest spark of
attraction there, they were comfortable with each other
but that was it.
‘I mixed up eye of newt, wing of bat and a few hairs I
stole from your brush,’ he said solemnly. ‘That’s the secret.’
If they hadn’t been in such a classy restaurant, Olivia
would have flicked her menu at him. As it was, she restricted herself to a stern look that vanished as soon as she caught the gleam in his eyes.
‘Really,’ she said reprovingly, ‘what is it with you?’
He shrugged, in the nicest possible way, I’m not interested
in you, Olivia. I’m sure that’s very rare in that you
are a very beautiful woman and most men probably drool
openly in your presence or else are rendered speechless.’
She would have gone red if any other man had said this
but with Max speaking, she merely grinned in mild embarrassment.
‘I
appreciate your beauty,’ he emphasised, ‘but I don’t
want to possess it or you. And you instinctively know that. That’s the difference. You’re not threatened by me.’
‘It’s like having a marvellous gay friend,’ she said wickedly.
‘Well,
you’ve found all my secrets out,’ he said dead pan,
‘so we’re equal.’
When the waiter had taken their orders, she returned to
the subject.
‘Right, so you don’t want to get me into bed,’ she
quipped, as if ticking off an imaginary list, ‘and I don’t
think you’re doing it to get my husband into bed, so why
did you fix me up with the interview?’
Max steepled his fingers in front of his face and regarded
her through suddenly veiled eyes, ‘I wanted to do something
for my new family,’ he said.
‘I’m not a member of your new family,’ she pointed out.
‘No,’ he said slowly, ‘but you’re a close friend of …’ he
was about to say something else but stopped himself just
in time ‘… the family.’
Olivia knew he was hedging but she left him alone.
Because she instinctively knew which member of his
new family he really wanted to help, which name he’d
nearly blurted out: Evie. Olivia had seen the way Max’s
gaze had lingered on Evie at the wedding, the way he’d
stared at her and Simon with fierce concentration, only
breaking away when either of them turned his way. Poor
Max was crazy about Evie, she was sure of it. But would
any good come of it? Had he tried to make his interest
plain already and was that why Evie was so vehemently
anti him?
‘That’s all, that’s my motive,’ he said firmly, making it
clear the subject was closed. Olivia would have liked to
discuss it more but Max obviously didn’t want to.
During a marvellous lunch, he regaled her with stories
of the television world and the dreaded Nancy, who was as
sexually voracious - if Max’s terrible stories about innocent
young camera men seduced in hospitality were to
believed - as she was malicious.
Olivia hadn’t enjoyed herself so much in ages. Max was