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And then she lowered her pretty head into his lap.

***

“
He’s cheating on me.”

“
What?”

Noelle’s heart dropped, wondering how Jordin knew.

“
Slim. Slim is
cheating
on me,” Jordin repeated. “That was my cousin Shay on the phone. She said he is over at Slick’s, the bar that she works at, right now as we speak… with some chick.”

Noelle’s blood was boiling and her stomach turned. Was Slim cheating on Jordin, with someone else besides her? Was he cheating on
them
?

“
Well what the fuck we doing here? Let’s go! Let’s go to Slick’s!”

Noelle was ready to fuck shit up. Jordin closed her eyes tights as a few teardrops fell onto her cheeks. She shook her head from side to side wearily.

“
Noe, I’m tired. Do you hear me girl… I am
tired
. I’ve been with this man for over ten years. I’ve been there through all of the hustling, when he was on top…fighting bitches just to show I was his woman. All for what? To be the only one there when he was on the bottom? Locked down, with none of those other chicks and none of his so called friends to call on. Where were they? I lost my
house
. And even while we are here trying to get back on our feet, he still got the nerve to be out in them streets. I lost my
family
…they cut me off. My parents are so disappointed in me, and it’s all because of him. I refuse…no, I’ll be
damned
, if I lose my mind over him. I will…I will deal with him when he comes home. But for now, I am
tired
.”

Noelle looked at her friend, who looked so run down, so weary, and she felt horrible for her.

But she was also hurt, and angry. And she, unlike Jordin, could not wait until Slim came home. Her hands were shaking and her heart was racing. She had to see this other woman. She was thankful of the next thing that came out of Jordin’s mouth.

“
If you don’t mind girl, I think I wanna be alone. I’m going up to take a bath.”

Noelle knew that Jordin was going to cry her eyes out, and she would let her, because she had business to handle.

“
Okay mami. It’ll be okay… I love you, J.” And she meant it, contrary to what it may have seemed.

“
I love you, too.”

When Jordin was up the stairs and Noelle could hear the water running, Noelle jumped up and threw on her running sneakers that were by the door, never mind that she was still wearing the maxi-dress that she had worn to class. She didn’t even bother to grab an umbrella against the heavy rain that was now coming down, cooling down the warm temperature they had earlier that day. She just grabbed her keys, ran to her Benz, jumped in, and sped off.

I’m gonna turn Slick’s the fuck out!

***

Julez could feel his toes curl against his will as Kira began to bob up and down on his tool, her juicy, wet lips slurping and sucking him into bliss.

“
Oh shit,” he whispered, throwing his head back and closing his eyes. She was good, she was good as hell. She began to suck hard, as if the skin itself would slide off of his dick. “Ahhh, shit!” Julez exclaimed, fluctuating between pushing her by the shoulders off of him and pushing her by the head back onto him. He couldn’t decide if he wanted her to stop or continue.

Shit feels too good. Damn, I aint get my dick sucked like this in a long ass time. Aw man, what about Noe? I can’t do this. Aw shit, is she licking my balls? How much saliva do this bitch mouth produce?

“
Nah, stop yo.” He was almost out of breath. Julez lifted his head up and pushed her forcefully off of him. “Get up, c’mon. Get the fuck up. I can’t do this shit.”

Kira was shocked but not surprised. She knew she was a pro, but she also knew Julez’s heart was somewhere else. She wiped her mouth with her hand and nodded, looking down. Julez began to buckle his pants.

“
I know…it’s Jordin right?”

Julez furrowed his eyebrows like she was crazy and stood up.

“
Fuck you mean, Jordin? You mean Noelle?”

Kira tittered and rose herself, fixing her dress.

“
No…I mean
Jordin
. If it was Jordin between your legs you wouldn’t have stopped me, would you?” Julez looked at her sharply but didn’t answer. This bitch was crazy and she didn’t know what the fuck she was talking about. Or did she?

“
Get the fuck out, you talking stupid. Go home, Kira.”

She nodded slowly with a smirk and began heading for the door.

“
Goodnight Mr. Payne.” She stepped out but then doubled back, peeking her head inside and Julez looked up at her. “You’re a good man Julez, I hope Noelle realizes how lucky she is. I hope she’s as good to you as you are to her. Oh, and let her know I seen her the other day, car still looks good.” The way she said it caused Julez to wonder.

“
Where’d you see Noelle at?” He was feeling guilty, and he was hoping this bitch wouldn’t start any shit with his wife. But Kira didn’t answer exactly where; she only shot him a wink.

“
It was last Tuesday, on my lunch... Goodnight Julez.” And then she walked out.

***

“
Is that right?”

“
That’s right. You think I don’t remember you, but I do. You used to be over at my cousin’s house all the time. I always thought you was a cutie.”

Slim grinned at the average looking girl with the fat ass and took another sip of his Heineken as she flirted with him.

“
Who’s ya cousin?” He asked.

But the girl didn’t reply, she just looked on behind him with wide eyes. And before Slim could turn, he felt a quick blow to his head by something heavy.

‘
Who the fuck is this?” Noelle screamed, hitting him with her huge pocketbook. Slim spun around and ducked as she swung again.

“
Yo, what the fuck?”

“
Huh? Who the fuck is this ugly ass bitch!” Noelle barked.

“
Yo Noelle, chill!”

“
No!” She had tears in her eyes, and the people in the bar began looking. She told herself she wouldn’t make a scene, but when she saw him, her emotions took over. She was glad that Jordin's cousin wasn't there anymore and there was a different barmaid.

“
Who the fuck you calling ugly, bitch?” The girl jumped in, a little delayed on her response.

“
You, hoe!” Noelle lunged at the girl and smacked her swiftly before Slim grabbed her and began pushing her to the door.

“
You the hoe, bitch! That’s why I was about to fuck your man! That’s why you looking like a fucking mental patient!”

Slim felt Noelle flinch trying to get loose, while she screamed, but he continued to carry her outside. She was going crazy, making a huge scene. And her maxi dress with sneakers get up, and her soaking wet hair and running mascara, made her look wild.

“
Mami, cool out!” He turned his head around. “And shut the fuck up, bitch!” He barked at the girl who was still talking shit. Once he pushed Noelle outside, she slapped him hard against the cheek.

“
Fuck you!” She spat. He put his hand to his face and chuckled from the harsh sting, she hit hard.

“
Mami, c’mon now…I don’t even know that bitch.”

“
Liar!” She swung again. “I fucking hate you, Slim! It’s over!” The rain couldn’t disguise the tears streaming down her face.

“
Noe, I swear to god. I don’t fucking know her! Calm down.” She hog-spit at him and went to walk away, pushing at him, and he grabbed her by the arms and slammed her against the outside wall of the bar. “I said calm the fuck down!”

“
Let me go!” She struggled to get away, but Slim pressed his lips to hers passionately.

“
Stop it,” he ordered. “I love you.”

“
No, let me go!” She was crying, and moving around, but the kiss had secretly set her on fire. He kissed her again, still holding her wrists above her.

“
No,” she whimpered, when he came up for air and made his way to her neck with his lips. “No, Slim. No.”

But he continued to tongue her neck. He felt her body relax and he released her wrists and used his hands to palm her breasts roughly. Noelle bit her bottom lip and stared at his sexy chocolate ass. Slim was crazy, he was a street nigga, but the fact that she made him weak made her feel powerful.

“
Mmmm,” she moaned as he groped her body. His eyelids were low with lust and he coolly pressed his body against hers.

“
It’s over?”

She didn’t answer. So Slim lifted her long dress up to her waist and ripped her panties off with force.

“
It’s over?” He asked again.

Noelle’s chest heaved in passion. Up, down, up, down….

“
Yup, it’s over.” She pushed him hard, getting mad all over again thinking of him handling that girl the way he handled her. She tried to get loose from him. Slim pushed her back up against the wall, unbuckled his pants and lifted her leg, using his knee to wedge in between her thighs as he lifted her dress. He entered her fully in one stroke and Noelle cried out.

“
Oh god!”

“
It’s over? Huh? Nah, it aint fucking over... You hear me?”

He was drilling her against the wall as the rain beat down on them. Noelle could feel her juices pouring out of her like she was a tender bird in the oven and she held onto Slim for dear life. Her mouth was opened but no words would come out. They just couldn't.

Slim pulled out of her and spun her around forcefully. He pushed up against her and Noelle’s cheek was pressed against the wet and dirty brick wall, but she didn’t care, all she cared about was how good it felt when Slim entered her from behind and started knocking her pussy out again.

“
Don’t you ever say no shit like that, you hear me? It aint never fucking over. This my pussy. You mine, Noe.” Slim slid his tongue in her ear as he grunted in pleasure and Noelle whimpered. She was on her tippy toes trying to run from his long dick. She felt her nut rising.

“
Oh god! Oh my god! Oh, I love you!”

Slim smiled and closed his eyes, as he moved in and out of her. There was no feeling like fucking Noelle.

“
I love you, too. God damn, I love you.” As they sexed, they knew they were wrong, but it felt so right. The smell of her hair, the feel of his skin, all of the small things that made them crazy about each other mixed with the rain and the intensity of their fight, made the sex that much more passionate. By the time Slim had squirted his semen deep inside of Noelle, she had forgotten why she’d come down to the bar in the first place. Slim had her going crazy.

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