âIt didn't do that when Master Faelán picked it up,' said Ket ruefully.
âIt wasn't afraid of Master Faelán,' said Nath-Ã. Ket lifted the tiny grey ball onto his hand and they both peered at it closely. All they could see was the hard shell. The delicate feet and soft underside were tucked safely inside. âI wish I had a shell like that,' said Nath-Ã. âImagine! Even if it fell from the top of a tree it wouldn't hurt itself.'
âFaelán told us to study them and learn from them,' said Ket. âMaybe . . . maybe if we curl up when we fall . . .'
âLike this!' cried Nath-Ã excitedly. He jumped up, hunched his shoulders, folded his long arms against his chest and bent his knees. Ket thought he looked more like a grasshopper than a woodlouse. âOkay, push me,' ordered Nath-Ã.
But when Ket gave him a shove, Nath-Ã crashed to the ground with a yowl and sat up rubbing his elbow.
âIt didn't work,' he grumbled.
âYou didn't keep your arms tucked in!' said Ket.
â
You
try keeping your arms in when you're falling,' retorted Nath-Ã. âIt's not possible. We can't learn anything from stupid beetles.'
He stood up and hobbled off.
âFaelán says we can,' muttered Ket.
He tipped the woodlouse back among the leaves, wrapped his arms around his knees and waited to see what would happen. He could hear the others tramping through the trees. From deep in the forest came the bellow of a stag. Then, just in front of him, a blackbird landed on the ground, and cocked its head.
Ket froze. The bird hopped closer, took a stab at the leaves, tilted its head again, and then, deciding Ket was no threat, began to search busily.
Ket watched intently as the bird burrowed with its beak, flipping and tossing leaves, every now and then lifting its head to gulp something down. It was so close, Ket could see the specks of soil and insect legs sticking to its beak. He could almost feel he had a beak himself. If he wiped his face he would find crumbs of insects on his lips.
Twinges of pain began to pluck at Ket's shoulders. Cautiously, he unlaced his fingers to ease his back. Instantly, the bird let out a peal of alarm, and flew away.
Ket unfolded, and rose stiffly to his feet. As he crossed the clearing he glanced at his reflection in the bucket of water. He almost expected to see a beak growing out of his face. Instead, he saw a boy with hair and eyes the same dusky brown as a skylark's wing.
âAnd there's dirt all over my clothes and face,' he muttered ruefully. âThat blackbird probably couldn't even see me among the brown bracken.'
Squatting down to wash his face, he paused first, eyeing his reflection, and tried to imagine how he would look wearing a silver circlet round his head, and a long grey robe, like an anruth.
âHey, what are you gawping at?' Lorccán came sauntering over.
âNothing.'
Ket splashed water on his face, and jumped up. He scowled at the tall boy with hair of pale, shining gold. It was easy to imagine Lorccán dressed in the garb of an anruth.
That night, when they sat around the fire, Lorccán was bursting with pride.
âGuess what I found!' he said. âI saw an otter! And I watched how it used its legs in the water. When the weather warms up, I'm going to be the best swimmer of everyone.'
âI looked in the river too, and I searched all over the woods but I didn't see anything,' grumbled Nath-Ã.
âThat's 'cause you crashed along like a herd of cows!'
said Bran. âI found a squirrel and you scared it off.'
âAnimals are too hard!' sighed Riona. âIf you try to get close, they run away. I just gave up and looked at the trees. What did you do, Ket?'
âI . . .' Ket was embarrassed. He didn't want to sound boastful like Lorccán. âI was lucky. A blackbird came feeding right up close to me. I watched it for ages. But I don't think I learnt anything.'
âYou probably learnt how to eat worms,' chortled Bran.
âA blackbird!' Riona exclaimed. âHow did you get it to come so close to you?'
âI curled up like this.' Ket hugged his knees. âAnd kept still.'
âLike a woodlouse,' said Nath-Ã.
Ket stared at him. Of course! It wasn't the bird who had taught him a lesson at all, it was the woodlouse. While Nath-à had been crashing around frightening the animals, he, Ket, was learning how to watch without disturbing them. Maybe next he would learn to walk like Faelán!
It was the eve of Samhain â the last day of the year, a time of danger and powerful magic. Tonight the Spirits of the Dead would rise from their tombs and search for living bodies to possess.
At the druid's camp, preparations for Samhain were very different from the panic and fear Ket remembered in his father's household. Here there was no frantic gathering-in of crops and livestock, no hiding behind high stone walls. Instead, Faelán ordered the anruth to open the doorway to the burial mound and lay out gifts of nuts and apples to welcome the Spirits of the Dead.
âNow,' he said, addressing the fosterlings, âgo gather some aspen branches.' He hurried away to check that the apples were washed and polished and all the nuts perfect.
The fosterlings eyed each other. Aspen was used to measure the dead for their graves. The scent of its burning would help to lure their spirits.
Lorccán was the first to speak.
âI'm not afraid. I know where to find an aspen,' he cried, and bounded towards the forest.
The others followed reluctantly.
âI don't like Samhain,' whimpered Riona.
âHere!' called Lorccán. âOver here!'
He was waiting in front of a tree with a tall, silvery trunk. Above his head, bright yellow leaves trembled and whispered. Dutifully, Nath-Ã bent to scavenge for fallen twigs. Bran took hold of a lower branch and gave it a tug.
âBran!' said Nessa. âYou're not allowed to do that!'
Bran snorted. âOld Feather-cloak can't see me.'
âBut . . .'
âAre you going to tell on me?'
âNo, of course not. But you're hurting a living tree.'
âSo?'
When Bran ripped the branch from the tree, Ket felt uncomfortable, as if he was watching someone tear out another person's hair. He fumbled for the red band Auntie Mell had tied around his wrist all those years ago, that last Samhain before he left home. He rubbed the worn, frayed strands between his fingers and felt comforted. The red dye, colour of fire and blood, would bring him protection.
âI'm going to find some holly,' said Nessa. âCome on, Ket, come and help me.'
The fosterlings would spend the dreadful night of Samhain cowering inside the hollow oak, hoping that red berries and spiky leaves hung around the tree would ward off evil spirits.
As Ket and Nessa threaded their way through the forest, they came upon a man from the ringforts lopping branches from a holly tree.
Nessa called a greeting, and then her face lit up as the man turned. âUncle Tirech!' She ran towards him. âHow's everyone at the ringfort? How's Mother? And all my cousins?'
âNay, no time to gossip now, Nessa!' The man shook his head. âI've lots to do before sunset!' He glanced at his basket of holly. âThat'll do,' he muttered, and looking harassed, he tramped off through the forest.
Nessa watched his departing back with disappointment.
âCome on, Nessa. Look at all the leaves and berries he's dropped on the ground,' said Ket, gathering them up.
As the fosterlings headed back to camp, loaded with boughs of aspen and holly, the scent of baking barm-brack cakes wafted towards them. Ket and Nath-Ã looked round for Goll. As eldest sons, they were obliged to carry cakes as offerings to the tombs of their ancestors.
Goll met them by the fire, where Maura was laying lumps of dough to cook on a heated stone. Her cheeks were red as the holly berries from the effort of kneading, and her stiff, straw-coloured hair stuck out in all directions from the silver fillet that circled her head. She flipped the cakes over, then lifted two and laid them on pieces of bark.
Nath-Ã rubbed his belly wistfully. âCan I eat one now?' he asked. Spindly and fast-growing as a foxglove flower, he was always hungry.
Maura shook her head. âWhen you come back.' She slapped another lump of dough on the stone. âI'm making plenty.'
Nath-Ã held the fresh-baked cake to his nose and gave a longing sniff, then set off holding it gingerly.
âTry not to drop it!' Maura called after him.
Nath-Ã headed for the hills, for his clan lands were in the north, and Goll took the path across the plain down to the marshes.
Ket waited impatiently for the next cake, his stomach gurgling as the hot, sweet aroma filled his nostrils. At last his offering was ready. He curled the bark carefully around it, and hurried into the forest. The sooner he returned, the sooner he could sink his teeth into one of those golden rounds sticky with dark chunks of bilberry.
The Cormac ancestors lay buried in a clearing in the forest. The tall stone pillars that circled their mound cast long shadows. As Ket stepped into the clearing, he saw that the flat slab of stone set in the side of the grass-covered mound had been pushed aside.
âFather!' he called in a loud whisper.
Ossian emerged, and waved. He was stooped now, and almost bald.
âFáilte!' he replied. âStill no anruth robes?' He gestured at Ket's short brown tunic.
âNo, but soon, maybe.' In an eager undertone, Ket told Ossian about the challenge. âMaster Faelán is going to judge us, and choose one of us to be an anruth.'
âI'm sure he'll choose you,' said Ossian, patting his shoulder. âBut if he doesn't, no matter, Ragallach will still take you. Now . . .' He held out a hand. âYou've brought the offering, I see.'
Ket hesitated. âShould I do it myself?'
âTime enough when you're older,' said Ossian.
Ket nodded with relief. âWhen I'm a druid, nothing will frighten me! And I'll know all sorts of spells to protect me.'
âBut you must pay your respects to your ancestors out here,' his father reminded him.
As Ossian crouched down to ease his way back through the low portal, Ket turned reluctantly to the white stones standing sentinel around the grave. Slowly, he began to move around, resting his hands on each pillar. The stones were cool and moist and it seemed to Ket as if the coldness and heaviness of death were seeping inside his own skin.
The tallest and broadest pillar was Grandfather Cormac's memorial. Orange lichen dappled the bleached surface, and marks, half worn away by age and weather, were etched up one side.
Ket stretched out his hand, then stopped, trans-fixed. Of course! Those marks were feda, just like Faelán had carved in the birch rod!
âOgham,' he whispered, shaking with excitement. He looked round wildly for something to copy them on. There was a flat stone near his foot, half-buried in the earth. He scrabbled it out, and using a piece of sharp rock, started to scratch the word on its surface.
âWell, that's done then.' Startled by the sound of Ossian's voice, Ket almost stabbed his own hand. âBetter get home . . .' Ossian's voice sharpened. âWhat are you
doing
, Ket?'
Ket scrambled to his feet. âSorry, no time to tell you now!' he blurted. âGot to go!'
Hugging the precious clue to his chest, he turned and sped back to camp.