No More Waiting (The James Family Book 3) (8 page)

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Once we got to the hospital, she ran into her parents’ arms. Mr. James gave me a nod as I waited for them to break apart. I knew we were in for a serious talk, but I’d been waiting for a long time for that conversation.

We walked into his room where he was resting. He looked brutal. How he survived was a big blessing. Vanessa left my side to go sit by her brother. For the next fifteen minutes, she tried to get him to talk, but he wasn’t really focused.

“Come on, Vanessa. I’m going to take you back home. Then we can come back when he’s a little more lucid.”

She nodded sleepily, walking to my side. I slid my hand around her waist and escorted her out to her family to say goodnight. They were going to stay in the hotel next door and told us to get some rest.

“See, babe. He’s going to be okay.”

“He’s still very hurt. I want him to be better already. I don’t like him like that. It’s not the strong, bad ass Cam I know.”

“I know, babe. I might even let him win the next time we spar.”

“Ha. I don’t think that’ll happen for a long time, but you know I might have to cheer for him.”

“Now that’s not nice. You want your brother to give me a beating.”

“Well, then I can kiss your boo-boos.”      

“Speaking of kissing,” I whispered, leaning into her and pressing her against the truck. I pinned her in before kissing her softly, letting our lips play gently. Pulling back after a minute, I helped her into the truck.

We drove in silence. After months of talking on the phone, just being with her was enough. We were almost there when I asked, “Babe, I know it’s late, but did you eat?” It was then that I turned to her and she was passed out. Smiling to myself, I drove on, every once and a while glancing at my sleeping beauty.

Returning to the estate, I carried a sleeping Vanessa to her room. Instead of laying her down and running, I locked the door behind us. She woke up the moment when I laid her down.

"Tim, that kiss today? Was it because you missed me or…?" her voice begged for clarification trailing off so that I couldn’t hear the last bit. It didn’t matter. I knew what she was asking.

"Sweetie, it was real. You're mine—pure and simple. I let you leave me knowing you wanted me, and it was the hardest thing I ever had to do, but you needed to experience life outside your castle."

"I've spent enough time away."

"Yes, you have. You definitely have,” I whispered. I bent down and pressed our lips together. Slowly and sweetly, we kissed, cementing our lives as one. The taste was sweet and all consuming. We kissed until we came up for air. Her eyes met mine with a look of absolute desire, sleeping no longer interesting.

13

Vanessa

The look in his eyes told me everything I needed to know. I was safe in his arms and in his care. A life with him was all I needed. Elise was right; fuck what others thought.

“I want you so much, Tim,” I said, fearlessly.

“I want you more than you can understand. I’ve waited so long to be with you.”

“Kiss me,” I demanded, tilting my face toward his. He took my mouth again, and it was just as amazing as the last. Moaning in his mouth, I whimpered with need. My hips tipped up, trying to touch his body with mine, but he had his body planked over me, like he didn’t want our bodies connected. Feeling disheartened, I pushed his shoulders away from me.

“What’s wrong?”

“You’re confusing me. You say you want me and after all this time we are together, but you’re moving your body away from mine.”

He started to laugh a little with an embarrassed smile on his face. “Sweetie, I’m trying not to come. Just kissing you has got me fucked up. My dick is so hard, I know if he gets anywhere near your pussy, he’s going to shoot hard.”

“Oh,” I said with a blush. I felt a little naïve. This was all new to me. Having sex never crossed my mind before with anyone else. Something about the guys I dated told me they would try to knock me up if I gave up the pussy. Will tried to pressure me several times, but I always stopped our make out sessions. Waiting felt like a burden and a relief at the same time.

I didn’t want to tell him that I was a virgin. He waited this long, if he knew he might want to wait. I’ve been longing for him for as long as we’ve known each other. Waiting wasn’t in the cards for me.

“No more waiting?” I asked. 

“No more waiting. We’ve waited too long.” He leaned back on his heels, and lifted off his shirt. I let out a gasp at his perfection. Damn, he was gorgeous. His muscles were just as defined as when we trained. I thought maybe it was just my fantasies. My body tensed as my desire built easily at the sight before me. His body flexed as I watched him undo his belt. Something about the way the belt was pulled from his pants sent wicked thoughts through my body. It was nuts because I’d never done anything with a man before, but I’d dreamed of us.

He bent down, slid his hand under my top and unsnapped my bra, then he pulled that and my tee over my head. Feeling his eyes on my breasts, my nerves kicked in. I tried to use my arms to cover myself, but he grabbed hold of them and lifted them above my head.

“How dare you, princess? I’ve waited so long to see you undressed. Don’t cover them up,” he pleaded.

I relaxed when I saw that he was pleased by them. He leaned down and took my lips briefly, before working his way down my neck. I squirmed because it tickled, but I calmed down because I didn’t want to seem like a rookie at this. Plus, it felt so damn good, I forgot my own name. The moment his tongue hit by nipple, my back arched off the bed. “Ah,” I cried out.

He looked up at me with a wicked grin, then licked the harden peak without taking his eyes off me. I broke the contact when the pleasure went straight to my core. I moaned and sighed his name. “Tim.”

He sucked my nipple into his mouth. It was intense and I felt my pussy throb. I was so close to cumming, and he hadn’t even touched my pussy. Moving to the other nipple, he teased and nipped at the flesh. My heart was pounding. I started lifting my hips looking for my release. Knowing what I needed, Tim slipped his fingers down and unbuttoned my pants. Getting up, he pulled them down and off my body. I nervously bit my lips when his face got close to my pussy. Trying to play it cool, I thought about something else. Like how he enjoyed watching me come for him. His scruff tickled me as he moved back up to my thighs, sniffing and kissing his way to my center. Tim didn’t take my panties off, so when he reached my covered mound he pushed it to the side. The feel of the fabric rubbing against my lips sent a delightful chill up my body, and then before I could calm the tingling he pressed his lips to my pussy. Instantly my hips bucked and I cried out. Even with every fantasy of him over the past months, I’d never come so fast. He lifted my hips up to drink from my body like it was a golden chalice.

“Damn, you taste better than I could have ever imagined,” he growled. “But, you came too fast. I think I need to make you come again.” He made my pussy throb with that low rumble. He climbed up my body, slowly and lazily leaving kisses on my skin.

“Baby, are you on birth control?”

“Yes, I am.”

“Okay, good because I don’t want anything between us. But as soon as we’re married, you’re going off that shit. I want you to have my babies.” He moved into position, pressing his cock at my entrance. I tried not to tense, but I did. His mouth crashed onto mine as he thrust into me. The pain was immediate and raw feeling.

I cried into his mouth, Tim freezing on impact. I tried not to let the tears fall, but I had no idea that it would sting so bad. He pulled away from my mouth and stared down at me.

“Fuck, was there something you forgot to tell me?”

“Maybe…”

“Damn it, don’t cry Vanessa. I never meant to hurt you. Shit.” He tried to pull off me, but the damage was already done and the pain was gone. I wanted to finish what we started. I wrapped my legs around his bottom and held him in place.

“Don’t please. I’m better I promise. Or is it you don’t want me now?” I was really worried about it.

“Babe, I want you more than you could know. You’ve given me your virginity. I’ll just go slow, okay?”

I nodded. He swirled his hips stretching my walls some more. I let out a soft sigh; my pleasure was building fast. I purred when he pulled out slightly before working back in. He groaned and watched every expression on my face like he was testing my reaction.

He pulled out then stroked deeper this time. “Do you like that, my love?”

“Yes, Tim. Oh please. More.” I felt his thickness continue to stretch me wide. It was an amazing feeling. I cried out after a few more thrusts, coming on his cock. My body shook and I almost collapsed in complete euphoria. His body rocked and then I felt it. His release splashed my walls, coating them with his cum.

“Mine,” he roared, pumping the rest of his load deep within me.

“I love you, Vanessa, so very much.” He took my mouth, stopping me from saying the words that thumped in my heart. I pulled his hair, tugging his face away from mine. Looking into his eyes, I let him know that he wasn’t alone in this.

“I love you, too. With everything I am.”

“I know,” he whispered absentmindedly, kissing me again.

I felt like a fool for having even mentioning my love now. He knows…what a dick. I pushed his face away again. “I knew you figured out that I loved you a long time ago, but I never actually said it out loud,” I said in a hiss.

He tipped my chin to look at me with a confused expression on his face. “Honey, I didn’t know you loved me until a little while ago when you gave me your virginity. Then I knew. Why are you mad?”

“But when you sent me that text when I went back to school?” Could he have meant that he was already in love? I closed my eyes.

“Open those eyelids for me so I can look at your face.” I did as he commanded. “I remember what you’re talking about. I was talking about myself. I was already there, madly in love with you. When you didn’t respond back, I thought it was because I rushed it and you didn’t feel the same.”

“No, I just thought you were cocky and didn’t love me back.”

“God no. I knew from the start that you were mine. I told you every chance I got.”

“Yes, but I didn’t believe it.”

“I hope you do now, but I do. I want to spend the rest of our lives together. Fucking, making babies, and watching them grow.”

“I’d like that, so very much.” He reached down to where his pants were and pulled something out. As soon as I saw the box, I knew what it was. He knelt on the bed, while I sat up. I bit my lip in anticipation. The tears were in my eyes as I watched him nervously open the box.

“Vanessa, I love you and I plan to make an honest woman out of you. Will you marry me?”

I nodded like a mad woman, squealing “Yes,” over and over again, I hugged him tightly then kissed him. “You know I will. Tim! I love you,” I cried out as he slipped the ring on my finger. “It’s huge! You shouldn’t have.”

“I wanted to missy. So, thank you for saying yes, not that I was going to let you say no anyway.”

“So, what if I said no?” I asked itching to get him riled up.

“Well, all it would take is a screaming orgasm, baby. You know how compliant you get when you come for me.”

“Damn, I guess I should have said no then,” I teased, wanting to mess with him.

“No you shouldn’t have. If you want orgasms, I’ll give you a lifetime of them. Please don’t tell me you don’t want to marry me.” I hadn’t expected fear in his voice. I felt like a jerk.

“I didn’t mean it,” I whispered, reaching for him and pulling him until our bodies locked tightly together. His cock sank in home. We rocked slowly, making love again. It wasn’t long before our bodies, tired and sated, passed out snuggling in each other’s arms.

14

Tim

We woke up in the morning wrapped up in each other. Her body was on top of mine, resting with our legs intertwined and my arms hugging her close. I’d waited for this for so long that I didn’t know if I could let her go back to school. She was mine and being without her was too much for me. With my arms holding her tighter, I squeezed a little too hard. “Tim, are you okay?” Vanessa asked in a sleepy voice.

“I’m feeling wonderful, why?” I lied. What if after yesterday she had changed her mind? The shock and then the pleasure clearing her head.

“Because you’re all tensed up,” she replied looking at me with her chin resting on her hands that were on my chest.

I sat up taking her with me. Her thighs on the outside of mine. “I’m sorry. What are your plans for school?”

“Do you want me to stay?”

“That’s a stupid question. Of course I want you to stay, but that’s not the issue. Do you want to stay or do you want to go back?”

“After our first kiss, I didn’t want to leave.”

“You know where this is going right?” I had to remind her where I’d been leading us with every call. There was no doubt in my mind that marriage and a hoard of children was my ultimate goal. 

“You want me to be your girlfriend?” she asked teasingly.

“I want you to be my wife,” I growled, pressing my hips up into her mound, causing her to moan.

“Oh. Are you sure?”

“Baby, I haven’t been more sure about anything in my life. You’re the one. We’ve talked about this over and over again. I’m not letting you go. I’m yours, but before we go any further, I need to talk to your father.”

“Does it have to be right now, or can we…?” She rolled her hips on stiff cock.

“We can.” I flipped her onto her back and immediately moved my hand to her sweet spot. She was wet as fuck. I parted her curls thinking about how freaking delicious she was and how I planned to have her sit on my face and ride the fuck out of me.

“You’re so wet. You make me thirsty. Fuck, I want that pussy on my face baby,” I growled working my way down her body, planting kisses on her soft pale flesh. She moaned the moment my lips sucked on her pussy lips. I groaned, our sex still lingered on her and sent a straight shock to my cock. I felt the first spurt of cum hit the sheets. I needed to be in her. Like an animal, I climbed on top of her and sunk into her depths.