Authors: Ray Bradbury
Now and Forever (4 page)
“I ⦠,” said Cardiff.
“Enough,” Culpepper interrupted. “For tonight.”
He held out another glass of bright amber wine. Cardiff drank. When he looked up, the front screen door of the Egyptian View Arms tapped shut. Someone went upstairs. His ambiance stayed.
Cardiff refilled his glass.
“Never coming home. Never ever,” he whispered.
And went up to bed.
Sleep well, someone said somewhere in the house. But he could not sleep. He lay, fully dressed, doing philosophical sums on the ceiling, erasing, adding, erasing again until he sat up abruptly and looked out across the meadow town of thousands of flowers in the midst of which houses rose and sank only to rise again, ships on a summer sea.
I will arise and go now, thought Cardiff, but not to a bee-loud glade. Rather, to a place of earthen silence and the sounds of death's-head moths on powdery wings.
He slipped down the front hall stairs barefoot and once outside, let the screen door tap shut silently and, sitting on the lawn, put on his shoes as the moon rose.
Good, he thought, I won't need a flashlight.
In the middle of the street he looked back. Was there someone at the screen door, a shadow, watching? He walked and then began to jog.
Imagine that you are Claude,
he thought, his breath coming in quick pants. Turn here, now there, now another right andâ
The graveyard.
All that cold marble crushed his heart and stopped his breathing. There was no iron fence around the burial park.
He entered silently and bent to touch the first gravestone. His fingers brushed the name:
BIANCA SHERMAN BATES
And the date:
BORN, JULY
3, 1882
And below that:
R.I.P.
But no date of death.
The clouds covered the moon. He moved on to the next stone.
WILLIAM HENRY CLAY
1885 -
R.I.P.
And again, no mortal date.
He brushed a third gravestone and found:
HENRIETTA PARKS
August 13, 1881
Gone to God
But, Cardiff knew, she had not as yet gone to God.
The moon darkened and then took strength from itself. It shone upon a small Grecian tomb not fifty feet away, a lodge of exquisite architecture, a miniature Acropolis upheld by four vestal virgins, or goddesses, beautiful maidens, wondrous women. His heart pulsed. All four marble women seemed suddenly alive, as if the pale light had awakened them, and they might step forth, unclad, into the tableau of named and dateless stones.
He sucked in his breath. His heart pulsed again.
For as he watched, one of the goddesses, one of the forever-beautiful maidens, trembled with the night chill and shifted out into the moonlight.
He could not tell if he was terrified or delighted. After all, it was late at night in this yard of the dead. But she? She was naked to the weather, or almost; a mist of silk covered her breasts and plumed around her waist as she drifted away from the other pale statues.
She moved among the stones, silent as the marble she had been but now was not, until she stood before him with her dark hair tousled about her small ears and her great eyes the color of lilacs. She raised her hand tenderly and smiled.
“You,” he whispered. “What are
you
doing here?”
She replied quietly, “Where else
should
I be?”
She held out her hand and led him in silence out of the graveyard.
Looking back he saw the abandoned puzzle of names and enigma of dates.
Everyone born,
he thought,
but none has died. The stones are blank, waiting for someone to date their ghosts bound for Eternity.
“Yes?” someone said. But her lips had not moved.
And you followed me,
he thought,
to stop me from reading the gravestones and asking questions. And what about the absent children, never coming home?
And as if they glided on ice, on a vast sea of moonlight, they arrived where a crowd of sunflowers hardly stirred as they passed and their feet were soundless, moving up the path to the porch and across the porch, and up the stairs, one, two, three floors until they reached a tower room where the door stood wide to reveal a bed as bright as a glacier, its covers thrown back, all snow on a hot summer night.
Yes,
she said.
He sleepwalked the rest of the way. Behind him, he saw his clothes, like the discards of a careless child, strewn on the parquetry. He stood by the snowbank bed and thought,
One last question. The graveyard. Are there bodies beneath the stones? Is anyone there?
But it was too late. Even as he opened his mouth to question, he tumbled into the snow.
And he was drowning in whiteness, crying out as he inhaled the light and then out of the rushing storm, a warmness came; he was touched and held, but could not see what or who held him, and he relaxed, drowned.
When next he woke, he was not swimming but floating. Somehow he had leaped from a cliff, and someone with him, unseen, as he soared up until lightning struck, tore at him in half terror, half joy, to fall and strike the bed with his entire body and his soul.
When he awoke again, the storm over, and the flying gone, he found a small hand in his, and without opening his eyes he knew that
she
lay beside him, her breath keeping time with his. It was not yet dawn.
She spoke.
“Was there something you wanted to ask?”
“Tomorrow,” he whispered. “I'll ask you then.”
“Yes,” she said quietly. “Then.”
Then, for the first time, it seemed, her mouth touched his.
He awoke to the sun pouring in through the high attic window. Questions gathered behind his tongue.
Beside him, the bed was empty.
Gone.
Afraid of the truth?
he wondered.
No,
he thought,
she will have left a note on the icebox door.
Somehow he knew.
Go look.
The note was there.
Â
Mr. Cardiff:
Â
Many tourists arriving. I must welcome them. Questions at breakfast.
Nef.
Â
Far off, wasn't there the merest wail of a locomotive whistle, the softest churn of some great engine?
On the front porch, Cardiff listened, and again the faint locomotive cry stirred beyond the horizon.
He glanced up at the top floor. Had she fled toward that sound? Had the boarders heard, too?
He ran down to the rail station and stood in the middle of the blazing hot iron tracks, daring the whistle to sound again. But this time, silence.
Separate trains bringing what? he wondered.
I arrived first, he thought, the one who tries to be good.
And what comes next?
He waited, but the air remained silent and the horizon line serene, so he walked back to the Egyptian View Arms.
There were boarders in every window, waiting. “It's all right,” he called. “It was nothing.”
Someone called down from above, quietly, “Are you
sure
?”
At midnight the wind blew softly in the window, whispering the curtains, shadowing the moonlight.
There, far across town, lay the cemetery, immense white teeth scattered on a meadow of fresh moon-silvered grass.
Four dozen stones dead, but not dead.
All lies,
he thought.
And found himself halfway down the boarding house stairs, surrounded by the exhalations of sleeping people. There was no sound save the drip of the ice pan under the icebox in the moonlit kitchen. The house brimmed with lemon and lilac illumination from the candied windows over the front entrance.
He found himself on the dusty road, alone with his shadow.
He found himself at the cemetery gate.
In the middle of the graveyard, he found a shovel in his hands.
He dug until â¦
There was a hollow thud under the dust.
He worked swiftly, clearing away the earth, and bent to tug at the edge of the coffin, at which moment he heard a single sound.
A footstep.
Yes!
he thought wildly, happily.
She's here again. She had to come find me, and take me home. She â¦
His heartbeat hammered and then slowed.
Slowly, Cardiff rose by the open grave.
Elias Culpepper stood by the iron gate, trying to figure out just what to say to Cardiff, who was digging where no one should dig.
Cardiff let the spade fall. “Mr. Culpepper?”
Elias Culpepper responded. “Oh God, God, go on. Lift the lid.
Do
it!” And when Cardiff hesitated, said, “Now!”
Cardiff bent and pulled at the coffin lid. It was neither nailed nor locked. He swung back the lid and stared down into the coffin.
Elias Culpepper came to stand beside him.
They both stared down at â¦
An empty coffin.
“I suspect,” said Elias Culpepper, “you are in need of a drink.”
“Two,” said Cardiff, “would be fine.”
They were smoking fine cigars and drinking nameless wine in the middle of the night. Cardiff leaned back in his wicker chair, eyes tight shut.
“You been noticing things?” inquired Elias Culpepper.
“A baker's dozen. When Claude took me on the bread and muffin tour I couldn't help but notice there are no signsâanywhereâfor doctors. Not one funeral parlor that I could see.”
“Must be somewhere,” said Culpepper.
“How come not in the phone book yellow pages? No doctors, no surgeons, no mortuary offices.”
“An oversight.”
Cardiff studied his notes.
“Lord, you don't even have a hospital in this almost ghost town!”
“We got one small one.”
Cardiff underlined an entry on his list. “An outpatient clinic thirty feet square? Is that
all
that ever happens, so you don't
need
a
big
facility?”
“That,” said Culpepper, “would about describe it.”
“All you ever have is cut fingers, bee-stings, and the occasional sprained ankle?”
“You've whittled it down fine,” said the other, “but that's the sum. Continue.”
“That,” said Cardiff, gazing down on the town from the high verandah, “that tells why all the gravestones are unfinished and all the coffins empty!”
“You only dug
one
up.”
“I don't need to open more.
Do
I?”
Quietly, Culpepper shook his head.
“Hell, Mr. Culpepper,” said Cardiff. “I'm speechless!”
“To tell the truth,” said Culpepper, “so am I. This is the first time anyone has ever asked what you've been asking. We folks have been so busy just living, we never figured anyone would come, gather his spit, grab a spade, and dig!”
“I apologize.”
“Now you'll want a practical history. I'll give it to you. Write it down, Mr. Cardiff, write it down. Over the years, when visitors arrived, they got bored quick, and left even quicker. We tried to
look
like every other town. We put on nice false-front funerals, hearse and all, real flowers, live organ music, but empty coffins with shut lids, just to impress. We were going to hold a pretend funeral tomorrow, show off, so you'd be assured we sometimes dieâ”
“Sometimes?!” cried Cardiff.
“Well, it has been a while. Cars occasionally run over us. Someone might fall from a ladder.”
“No diseases, whooping cough, pneumonia?”
“We don't whoop and we don't cough. We wear out ⦠slow.”
“
How
slow?”
“Oh, at last count, just aboutâ”
“
How
slow?!”
“One hundred, two hundred years.”
“
Which?”
“We figure about two hundred. It's still too early to tell. We've only been at this since 1864, '65, Lincoln's time.”
“
All
of you?”
“All.”
“Nef, too?”
“Wouldn't lie.”
“But she's younger than I am!”
“Your grandma, maybe.”
“My God!”
“God put us up to it. But it's the weather, mostly. And, well now, the wine.”
Cardiff stared at his empty glass.
“The wine makes you live to two hundred?!”
“Unless it kills you before breakfast. Finish your glass, Mr. Cardiff, finish your glass.”