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Paulo steps out of the lift, turns right and sees that he has arrived on time. Lawyers, interns, curious bystanders, litigants, civil servants, security guards; apart from the journalists almost everyone is troubled by the presence of the man in the mask. Paulo approaches. ‘You’re a very brave lad,’ he says. Donato turns. ‘Sorry, senhor, I’m not in the mood to talk.’ Though the sound that comes out from behind the mask is muffled, it’s possible to hear that he is apprehensive (over the years Paulo has become good at detecting apprehensiveness). ‘And your followers?’ Paulo asks. ‘I’m on my own,’ says Donato. ‘Don’t you get cramps standing in the same position for such a long time?’ He ventures this other question. ‘Sorry if I wasn’t clear, senhor, I don’t want to talk,’ he replies. ‘Wouldn’t it have been better to call for a lawyer to go with you? I can offer my services for free. It would be a pleasure to go into that hall with you,’ and he gestures towards the hearing room. ‘Let the world adapt,’ Donato says and moves away from him. ‘They’re going to make you take off that mask … ’ Paulo follows him. ‘I’ve stuck my forehead to the mask with superglue.’ Donato does not stop walking. ‘I knew Maína, your mother … ’ Paulo says. Donato stops. ‘What’s your name?’ ‘Paulo.’ ‘I was planning to hang myself tomorrow, Paulo.’ And Catarina runs over. ‘I’m sorry, I’m so late, aren’t I?’ and hugs Donato. ‘Catarina, I’d like to introduce you to my biological father: Paulo.’ Paulo moves away and, pathetic as always, seeks support from the wall. ‘Are you kidding?’ she says. ‘Can you give us a moment, Catarina?’ Paulo is looking down at the floor as if the floor might suddenly disappear. Catarina leaves. And Donato, understanding what it is to be two dead men (in Maína’s final breath), wants to hear a little more of the voice that till this moment he has only heard in the hissing of the recording that dribbled out of one of the audio cassettes that Luisa
kept.

For Maína

And for Donato

Besides the advice and invaluable friendship of Isa Pessoa, I am immensely grateful for the partial readings undertaken by Anna Dantes, Antônio Xerxenesky, Beto Brant, Camila Dalbem, Daniel Galera, Fernanda D’Umbra, Maína Mello and Olavo Amaral, and for the extremely pertinent suggestions they made. Likewise the reading of two thirds of the second version out loud (so that I could get a sense of the way it sounded) by the actress Glauce Guima. In addition: the bibliographic references furnished by Ana Elisa de Castro Freitas, Alberto Mussa and Marta Machado, and the advice of Gilson Vargas, Joca Reiners Terron, Ronaldo Bressane and Simone Campos. Finally, to Marcelo Ferroni and André Marinho and their respective editorial teams, as well as to the staff of Petrobras and the Ministry of Culture.

There were two days, when I was still living in the Jardim Botânico neighbourhood of Rio de Janeiro, when I read the first version of the novel to Marlene Iara Rocha Scott and Elói Rodrigues Scott, ever-present parents; besides the fun of it, there were little suggestions I did not follow, valuable though these suggestions
were.

The titles of the first two chapters and the fourth were taken, with the poet’s permission, from
Fragma
(Expressão Gráfica e Editora Ltd.
–
Fortaleza, 2007) by Cândido Rolim
–
my way of paying tribute to this remarkable writer.

Part of the interview given by Catarina to the reporter in the final chapter was adapted, with permission, from the interview I carried out with Thais Petzhold, who with Laura Leiner and Fernanda Chemale ran the Projeto Transeuntes (the Travellers’ Project).

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