Obsession (Endurance) (18 page)

Jordan
turned to me and I handed off the soap to Jonas before duplicating my
assistance on the back of his body.  “Both of you are…so beautiful.” 
Even I could hear the reverence, as well as the self-doubt, in my voice. 

“Ellie,
you’re not allowed to over-think anything.  Not one person in our lives,
either separately or together, has ever affected us as you do.  No one,
Ellie.  You hold the power.”

I
was buffed dry with soft towels and wrapped in one while they dried
themselves.  I couldn’t drag my eyes away from such a simple thing; the
realization that men did things so differently than women, even drying off,
struck me as long-overdue knowledge. 

Their
hands moved faster, rougher than they had on my body.  One stepped forward
to scoop me up, planting a gentle kiss on my lips as I was carried from the
bathroom and laid delicately in the center of my big bed.  Jordan pulled
my hair from beneath me and spread it on the pillows. 

They
took their places at my side, stretched out, heads propped on their
hands. 

The
fact that there was no rush was impressed upon me when they proceeded to pass
my mouth back and forth, kissing me for long minutes.  While one was
kissing my lips, the other was stroking my hair, planting little open mouth
kisses on my neck and playing with my fingers. 

My
hands explored them, drifting over warm skin that was so different than
mine.  When I wrapped a fist around their cocks, they threw their heads
back with a hiss of barely leashed control. 

“That
feels good then…” my husky voice said into the darkness as I traced Jonas’s
collarbone with my lips.  “Good to know.”  I moved to Jordan’s
pectoral, licking once over the tight nipple.  Their hands fisted in the
towel still wrapped around me. 

I
whispered, “It’s alright.  I’m okay.  Please.”

Jonas
rested his forehead against mine.  “Ellie, if you don’t stop touching me,
I’m going to lose it.  I’m barely hanging on to my control as it
is.” 

Jordan
lowered one side of the towel and took my nipple inside the wet heat of his
mouth.  I released his cock and gripped the back of his head, arching at
the previously unknown sensation.  It pushed me firmly against his mouth
and increased the pressure of his suckling. 

The
moment I was distracted, Jonas repeated the action on my other side and I
tightened my hands in their silky hair, soft moans I couldn’t muffle escaping
me. 

Fingers,
light as butterflies, trailed a path over my ribcage, abdomen, and hips. 
Lines were traced and followed by both men back and forth across my lower
pelvis, directly above my mound.  A sensation I’d never felt with another
person tightened me, gathered directly beneath their questing hands, linked to
where their mouths suckled me. 

When
they dipped lower, lightly outlining my outer lips, my hips rocked up of their
own accord, and pleasure slammed into me like an arrow from a bow, robbing me
of breath. 

The
erotic tension slowly drained from my muscles and I was able to speak. 
“It’s so
different
.”

The
men looked up and smiled.  My eyes were incapable of opening all the way
but I could see their hazel eyes reflecting the light in the room. 

“We’re
honored to be the first to show you what you deserve, Ellie.”

“Relax
and enjoy, Ellie.  This is all about you…about making your first time
everything it should be.”  I started to interrupt, to state the obvious
and I was kissed firmly into instant silence. 

“No,
Ellie. 
Your
first time, when you give yourself willingly, that is
now
. 
You should always remember it with happiness…and maybe a blush or two.”

I
watched both men give me wicked smiles and kiss my nipples.  Their hands
hadn’t stopped moving on me, caressing my torso, my hips, my thighs inside and
out.  They focused intently on my breasts, sucking them deeply before
tugging the sensitive tips with their teeth. 

Back
to the outer lips at the juncture of my thighs and one finger slid through the
cleft causing me to suck air sharply between my teeth.  Continuing on to
circle the entrance of my core, pulling a small whimper from my chest. 

The
fingers of one strong hand would make the journey over me,
into
me then
be replaced by the other.  Over and over until one focused on the tight
nub of my clit while the other remained to stroke gently into my pussy. 
The sensation was foreign and yet instinctually my body rocked into the shallow
thrust, inviting it deeper. 

I
was awash in sensation, unsure what I should be doing, or if I was reacting in
a normal way.  I felt
good
but thought I should be doing something
for the men playing my body like an instrument.

Jordan
looked up at that moment.  “Let it go and just allow yourself to
feel.  Let us please you, Ellie.  Let us love you.  Our pleasure
will be heightened by the pleasure we give you.” 

I
looked down his hard body and watched his fingers circling gently over my
clit.  The sight was so stimulating I shivered and Jordan smiled. 
Meeting his eyes again, I tugged my lower lip between my teeth and he moved up
to kiss me. 

I
returned the kiss as if my life depended on it and he groaned.  As he
pulled back to look into my eyes, he whispered, “I love you, Elliana.” 

I
smoothed his hair back from his face and pulled him back to me.  An
instant before our lips met, I responded, “I love you, too, Jordan.”  Then
sealed it with a kiss.  He moved along my jaw to my throat, returning to
my breast.

Raking
my fingers through Jonas’s hair, he lifted his face to watch me as he stroked
deeply into my body.  As he stared at me, he added a second finger and I
moved in urgent need. 

“You’re
so responsive to all the love we want to give you, Ellie.”  I pulled him
to me, rising to my elbows to get closer.  He made love to my mouth in the
same rhythm as his strokes inside me and I was gasping for breath as my head
fell back on my shoulders.  “Yes, baby, only pleasure.  Sweet Ellie,
you’re the only woman I’ve ever loved, come for me.” 

As
if waiting for the command, my body coiled and exploded, rocking against their
hands.  “I love you, Jonas,” I gasped past the wave of pleasure coursing through
me.  I rode it, my body lifting from the bed and my eyes shut against the
dizziness. 

Before
the climax let me go, warm breath caressed my mound a moment before I received
a kiss so intimate, so unexpected, I cried out in shock. 

Jordan
kissed me, capturing my exhale and giving it back.  “Yes, Ellie.  So
many things we long to show you.  Ways we want to make you happy.” 

He
sat up and lifted my upper body.  Moving behind me, he settled his legs
along mine and reclined me against his chest.  His hands reached around to
cup my breasts and his mouth kissed behind my ear.  “Watch Jonas.  We
want you to be ready so there is no pain, no fear.” 

His
lips trailed down my neck and back again.  “We love you so much. 
Touching you, tasting you, having the chance to make you ours has been our
dream for years.  Do you like how that feels, Ellie?”

I
nodded, reaching out to put one hand in Jonas’s hair and up to slide into
Jordan’s.  I watched as his lips worshipped every fold, paying special
attention to my clit.  His movements alternated between gentle
open-mouthed kisses to flat passes with his broad tongue to tiny flicks
directly on my clit that had me writhing in need. 

All
the while his fingers stroked lazily in and out of my body, three now, curling
inside me and pressing a spot I hadn’t known existed until this moment in my
own body.  Jordan held my nipples between his thumbs and forefingers,
tugging and rolling them.

Never
had I felt such pleasure.

I
wanted to touch them, to please them, but couldn’t think beyond the ecstasy
they were giving me.  “I feel so selfish.  Oh god, that feels so
good.”

Jordan’s
voice in my ear was deep and rough, sending chills along my body as he
murmured, “You’re not selfish, Elliana.  You’re loved.”  He tilted my
face up and stared into my eyes, “Just holding you right now, having you in my
arms, is everything.  We’ve longed to show you pleasure and now you’re
here.”

My
eyes drifted shut as his lips met mine.  Jonas sucked my clit firmly and
my shout of release was muffled in the damp heat of Jordan’s mouth.  He
breathed for me as I experienced a harder climax than the first.  When my
body eased back to earth, I broke the kiss and watched as Jonas crawled up my
body.  He hovered above me and I saw the love, the need in his eyes. 

I’d
seen it often enough in my own eyes that I recognized it. 

The
fingers that had been inside my body were brought to my kiss-swollen lips,
coating them with my own essence.  Jordan turned my face and devoured my
mouth with a harsh growl.  After a long time, he moved back enough to say,
“Ellie, I need to taste you for myself.” 

He
moved from behind me and positioned himself as Jonas had between my spread
thighs, a desperate moan as his mouth settled on me. 

Stretched
out beside me, his head bent to suckle my breasts as he held my upper body,
Jonas sighed against my skin.  I raised his face to mine.  “I…I don’t
know what to do.” 

He
smiled and watched as my hips rocked gently against Jordan.  When he
looked back at me I felt like he could see
everything
, who I’d been and
who I could become. 

It
was frightening and exciting all at once. 

“You’re
doing it.  Trusting us to guide your pleasure.  To love you into the
new phase of your life and give you good memories to overwrite the past.” 
A small kiss at the corner of my mouth made my heart catch.  “We just want
to love you and keep you safe.” 

His
hands never stopped moving on my breasts and Jordan’s hands and mouth were
moving more urgently on me.  My breath was faster now, my heart racing, as
I felt the now-familiar tension tightening my body. 

Their
touch was everywhere, reaching a heart that had retreated in fear.  As I
careened over the edge of bliss again, I
knew
they would see me safely
to the other side. 

“Please
make love to me now.” 

There
was the sound of plastic tearing before Jonas rolled to his back and pulled my
limp body over him.  “Ellie, do you want to take a little break? 
There’s no rush.  We can rest.”  I could feel Jordan rubbing my back
and kissing my hair a moment before he stretched out beside us. 

“I
need you.  I want you so much.  Please.”

With
a small nod, Jonas gently slid himself along the slickness of my cleft and I
felt my fluids coating him.  “Ellie, if anything gets to be too much you
need to tell us.  If we scare you, even if you just need to breathe for a
minute, don’t hold back.  Do you promise?” 

I
nodded and felt the thick head of his cock enter my pussy.  I tensed for a
moment at the unfamiliarity and he went still.  Lifting to look into his
eyes, I whispered, “I’m okay.  Don’t stop, Jonas.” 

He
began a gradual thrusting back and forth until he was fully seated.  His
eyes never left mine and the intimacy was almost too much.  “I’m going to
give you time to get used to the feeling of having me inside you.  Are you
alright?”

I
lifted my body so I could see their faces.  The position pulled him deeper
and my eyes widened.  “Can I move a little?” 

“You
can do whatever you want, Ellie.”

Raising
myself a small bit, I let myself drop again and shivered.  Jonas had his
jaw clenched.  Every muscle of his body was tense and I realized he was
keeping a tight rein on his control.  For me. 

“I…I
want to make you come now.  Show me how.”

Between
my thighs I felt the tremor of pass through Jonas’s body as his hands settled
on my waist.  “Ellie, you’re in control.  I can move.”  He
withdrew halfway and surged back in.  I arched in pleasure.  “But you
can decide if you want me to.” 

Experimentally,
I rocked up and back down again.  “Yes, baby.  It’s just like
riding.”  His smile made me tingle.  “And you’ve always been a
natural in the saddle, Ellie.”

Tugging
my lower lip between my teeth, I braced my hands on his chest and lifted from
him until I thought I might lose him completely.  Then I lowered, watching
as Jonas’s body locked hard with a sharp exhale. 

After
a few strokes, I found the rhythm of the movement and a tightening began from
my breasts to my womb.  I
needed
…I had to have what I was
chasing.  I felt every inch of him inside me and knew it was my womb he
bumped with each entry.  Both of us were slick with sweat.

Faster
and harder I moved, the sensations wrapping around my body until the tension
bordered on pain.  Then it broke over me and I dug my nails into Jonas’s
chest as I let it consume me. 

He
continued to move, thrusting up into my body.  It felt as if my climax
cloned itself several times over, then Jonas was coming with a roar.  Hard
and hot and deep inside me, I watched as I took every ounce of control this
powerful man had, held it in the palm of my hand, and gave him pleasure.