Obsession (Endurance) (19 page)

I
felt powerful for the first time in my life.  I felt like the grown woman
I was.

We
stared into one another’s eyes as we came down from the peak, both of us
breathing as if we’d had a hard run, our hearts slamming in our chests. 
Leaning down, I kissed him slowly and his fingers fisted in my hair to hold me
to him.  It went on and on.

I
pulled back with a smile and met Jordan’s eyes.  “More.”  It was a
whisper that laid bare my need, my desire, for both of them.

His
smile was tense.  “Thank god, Ellie.  I almost came watching you.”

I
tilted my head.  “You did?  How?”  As I watched, he moved his
hand down his body and fisted the base of his rigid cock with one of his huge
hands.  “That…that is very erotic.” 

I
remembered watching…one of them…in the shower so long ago.  The memory
affected me now just as it had then.  My body tightened convulsively
around Jonas and he moaned. 

He
laid me on my back and went to dispose of the condom.  I stared at Jordan
as he touched himself and there was no way to hide my reaction to it. 

“
Ellie…
” 
My eyes met his and kissing him was the only thing I could do.  I felt the
muscles in his shoulder, knew he continued to stroke the length of his dick
while I ate at his mouth.  “Ellie…fuck, I’m coming.”  I felt the
warmth of his semen splatter my hip and looked down to watch. 

My
fingers smoothed over the slick head and jets of his release coated my
fingertips.  Before I realized what I intended, I lifted them to my
lips.  The flavor was musky but not unpleasant and my eyes drifted
closed. 

A
warm washcloth touched my skin and I watched as Jonas cleaned me.  He
handed the cloth to Jordan who cleaned himself. 

They
held me between them and I said, “I watched you…one of you…do that once.”

“I
know.  You almost discovered our secret that night, Ellie.  I was
standing a few feet behind you while you watched Jonas in the shower.”

I
covered my face, instantly embarrassed that I’d been caught doing something I’d
known at the time was wrong.  Jonas gently pulled my hands away. 

“We’d
been guarding you for more than a year by then, Ellie.  We wanted you so
much.  As you stood watching, I was imagining it was your hand on me.”

I
tugged my lower lip between my teeth for a moment.  “You were?”  He
nodded.  “That…is what I’ve thought about every time I’ve touched myself
since.”

Their
hands smoothed my hair from my face and Jordan said, “Someday, you’ll have to
show us.”  Then they laid down beside me, pressed close, and we drifted to
sleep.

I
don’t know who woke up first, who touched or stroked me in such a way that I
was already near orgasm as I opened my eyes, but I knew I needed them.  I needed
this for the rest of my life.  I came, rocking my hips against the hand
that played with me, pressing my breast firmly into the palm that cupped
it. 

I
knew there were two of them but in that moment, all I could think to moan was,
“Hyde…”

“More,
Ellie.”  I pulled the man I thought was Jordan to me, over me, and sighed
as he settled between my thighs. 

“Please. 
Now, Jordan.”  The rustle of plastic again and a pause of several seconds
ramped up my need and when he slid deep, I wrapped my legs around his
waist.  My eyes opened and I stared at Jordan above me then at Jonas
beside me.  “Yes.”

He
started to move and I stroked his body.  He held his upper body suspended
above me on his hands and I glanced down to where we were joined. 
“Jordan.  Oh my
god
.”  I watched the length of his cock
withdraw from my body, slick with my fluids, and disappear deep.  Again
and again. 

“That
is so…I’m coming.”  My body locked around him and I watched him through
the slit of my eyelids as he forced himself to hold back.

“Jesus.” 
The words were barely understandable since his teeth were clamped
together.  “You feel so good, Ellie.  So much better than I ever
dreamed.” 

Then
he was moving faster, his thrusts stronger, and my climax went on
forever. 

“Come
for me, Jordan.  I want to feel you come.” 

His
rhythm stumbled and he growled as his hips rocked against me.  “So fucking
good.  Fuck, Ellie, oh my god.”  Then he slammed forward, burying
himself to the root and I felt his cock throb inside me an instant before he came. 

Jordan’s
hand squeezed my breast then slid along my side to stroke over my ass.  I
stared into his eyes as his breath sawed in and out like a freight train. 
His strokes were shallower as he emptied his seed into the condom. 

Slow. 
Slower.  Stop.

Their
faces were above me, staring down, their eyes hot with their need to share
me.  It was something I’d never considered before discovering there were
two of them and had imagined many times since. 

“Yes,”
I answered an unspoken question.    

Jordan
pulled from my body and they turned me to my side, hands and mouths
everywhere.  Cool lubricant brushed through the cleft of my ass and I held
my breath.  Two fingers entered my pussy and I whimpered with need. 
The finger that circled and pressed against my rear entrance had me pushing
back. 

Jordan
slid down my body, his mouth sucking my folds as Jonas whispered in my ear,
“When I take you here, Ellie, I don’t want you to be afraid.  It may feel
strange at first.  There may be pain until you stretch to take my cock.”

“It
will be worth it.”  His finger pushed inside my rear, shallowly stroking
until he slipped passed the ring of muscle and I moaned at the pleasure/pain of
it.  “More.  More, Jonas.”  He added lube and another finger,
going deeper, curling his fingers inside me as I writhed between them. 
Jordan’s mouth was magic.

“Ellie,
you’re so hot inside.  I want to bury myself in you and stay
forever.” 

He
added a third finger in my ass and Jordan pushed into my pussy as he suckled my
throbbing clit and I couldn’t have held back the orgasm for anything. 

They
didn’t stop, pushing me up again and again until my body felt so wet and open I
was embarrassed.  I could feel slickness on my inner thigh and knew it
eased from my pussy.  The window was lighter and I realized they’d been
preparing me for more than an hour. 

When
I heard condom wrappers being torn open I sobbed in relief. 

Jordan’s
mouth was slippery with my juices but I couldn’t let him go as he positioned
his cock at my pussy and lifted my knee over his hip.  He slid in easily
and simply held me, kissed me, loved me as Jonas sealed himself to my
back. 

I
turned my face and he gave me the kiss I needed, the reassurance that he was
there with me, too.  I was sweaty, my hair stuck to my body, my skin
flushed and they looked at me as if I was the most beautiful sight they’d ever
seen. 

“Jonas. 
Please, Jonas.”  I sounded weak but felt strong.

“Ellie.” 

It
was all he said as the head of his cock pressed into my ass and he worked
himself deep.  I felt so filled up with them.  They looked like
conquering warriors but I knew that even now, if I said I needed to stop, they
would.  There would be no question, no guilt, no pressure. 

There
was probably no more sexual position yet I’d never felt so loved, so cherished
as when they held me between them, hard bodies tightly pressed to my front and
back, and began to move.

They
worked in counter-thrust, one withdrawing as the other entered.  I could
feel their friction against the thin wall that separated my two channels and
knew I would want this, need this often. 

I
touched them, stroked them, kissed them, and bit them while they loved
me.  While they
fucked me
into the new life I’d stumbled
upon. 

I
screamed when I came – the only word I was coherent enough to say. 
“Hyde!”  It drove them to greater efforts and their cocks worked in and
out of my body faster and harder until who was who blurred in my mind and I
simply let go, let the pleasure claim me, let myself soar. 

Every
cell, every nerve reached for them as the world seemed to stop for one
beautiful perfect moment and there was only this.  My name was groaned
into the silent room simultaneously and then there was the heat of their
release filling the condoms lodged deep in my body. 

I
slipped into unconsciousness with a long, pleased sigh.  

The
sun was high in the sky when I woke.  I felt the warm breath of one of my
men on my neck but it appeared the other was gone.  “Jonas is playing with
Katie but we wanted you to sleep more.”

He
slowly climbed from the bed and padded naked to the bathroom.  I heard
water running a few seconds before he came back to crouch beside the bed. 
“Come on, baby.  Take a nice soak.  I bet you’re sore.”

A
little but I only smiled as he took my hands and pulled me up.  His arms
were hot on my skin and I hugged him for a long time.

“It’s
daytime.  You’re still here.  I didn’t dream it.”

I
felt kisses along the top of my head.  “Neither did I, Ellie.”  One
more squeeze then I was led to the bathroom and plopped into the tub.  I
sank lower with a moan of happiness. 

Jordan
planted a kiss in my lips and left the room. 

I
knew the moment Katie was near me.  Her smell of baby powder and
perfection got me every time.  I opened my eyes to see her naked baby self
being held in front of me.  “I made sure the water was cool enough that
she could join you.”  Jonas was kneeling beside the tub with a grin. 

I
took my daughter and nuzzled her all over.  I talked for a long time but
don’t remember what I said.  She laughed a lot.  I lifted my knees
and sat her butt on my tummy so she could lean back and see my face
completely.  Water sprinkled on her belly made her squeal with
excitement. 

“She’s
so beautiful, Ellie.  I look at her and see your mom.  I see her
laughter and wonder what life would be like without her…and I can’t imagine
it.”  He smoothed damp hands over my hair.  “You made the right
decision for you and for Katie and we couldn’t love her more if she were ours.”

I
nodded and pretended like there weren’t tears sliding down my cheeks. 

I
spent the day adjusting back into my life.  There were charities to
oversee and projects that involved several impoverished areas I’d visited in my
travels. 

I’d
been toying with a sort of
Extreme Home Makeover
that was community
based instead of individual family.  I thought it would work but needed to
get more input regarding insurance and code compliance before I could do a test
run. 

Several
times throughout the day, I would daydream about the night I’d spent with the
Hyde brothers.  Jonas and Jordan guarded me quietly while I worked but I
caught them looking at me hungrily more than once. 

The
feeling was mutual.

As
the sun was setting, I read to Katie before tucking her in snugly.  Diva
curled up happily beneath the crib and refused to leave.  I grinned and
headed downstairs to the dining room with the Hydes behind me. 

Just
before the door, they whirled me around and pressed me between them.  And
just like that I responded to their touch.  “Eat. Quickly.”  One of
them whispered.

When
the house was quiet, I showered and paused before pulling on a shorts pajama
set once I was dry. 
Who was I kidding?
 

Instead,
I smoothed vanilla bean moisturizer all over my body and let that be my
outfit.  Opening the bathroom door, my men turned to me in sleep pants and
raked their eyes over my body from head to toe.

With
a smirk, they pushed the pants down with their thumbs and kicked the fabric
away.  I was already breathing harder.  My heart was pounding. 
The folds of my pussy were glazed in preparation to take them. 

“More.”

It
was all I said, all I needed to say.  It was exactly what they gave me.

Fifteen
years later…

Cameron
stomped into the house and put his hands flat on the surface of my desk. 
“Seriously, Ellie.  Please tell me you didn’t get her an ATV. 
Please.  She’s wild and reckless.  I’m about to have a heart attack
from my office.” 

He
was tall and lean now, unbelievably intelligent, and still convinced he’d one
day marry my free-spirited daughter who considered him a stuffy, annoying older
brother. 

Last
year, he’d taken over his father’s businesses when Thadias had died in his
sleep of an undetected blood clot in his brain.  The loss had hit all of
them hard but Cameron had stepped up to do what had to be done.  His
father would have been proud. 

I
smiled as I heard the object of his distress running through the house. 
Katie skidded to a stop with a grinning Robyn behind her.  The bodyguard
thought Katie was the funniest creature on the planet.