Authors: Derek Walcott
that seared through his skull; he cried his father’s name
over the river. Then he swam to the opposite trees.
He cut off their circle. He hid and felt the same
mania that, in the arrows of drizzle, he felt for Hector.
He let them pass. One was laggard; with a clenched roar
he swung at the grinning laggard and the bladed oar
cleft through his skull with a sound like a calabash,
splattering his chest with brain; then the archer
thudded in his death-throes like a spear-gaffed fish
as Achille hammered and hammered him with the oar’s head,
as the skull grinned up at him with skinned yellow teeth
like a baboon mating; then Achille wrenched the bow
from the locked hand, and then, sobbing with grief
at the death of a brother, he shot like the brown arrow
of the sea-swift through ferns, not shaking their leaves,
brushing webbed vines from his face, and the leaf-shade
freckled him like an ocelot, like the leopard loping,
as he hurdled the roots, raking the way clear of the net
of vines, till his palm was streaked with blood, unroping
himself from their thorns, his eyes salted with sweat,
and the one thought thudding in him was, I can deliver
all of them by hiding in a half-circle, then I could
change their whole future, even the course of the river
would flow backwards, past the mangroves. Then a cord
of thorned vine looped his tendon, encircling the heel
with its own piercing chain. He fell hard. He saw
the leaves pinned with stars. Ants crawled over Achille
as his blind eyes stared from the mud, still as the archer
he had brained, the bow beside him and the broken oar.
Chapter XXVIII
I
Now he heard the griot muttering his prophetic song
of sorrow that would be the past. It was a note, long-drawn
and endless in its winding like the brown river’s tongue:
“We were the colour of shadows when we came down
with tinkling leg-irons to join the chains of the sea,
for the silver coins multiplying on the sold horizon,
and these shadows are reprinted now on the white sand
of antipodal coasts, your ashen ancestors
from the Bight of Benin, from the margin of Guinea.
There were seeds in our stomachs, in the cracking pods
of our skulls on the scorching decks, the tubers
withered in no time. We watched as the river-gods
changed from snakes into currents. When inspected,
our eyes showed dried fronds in their brown irises,
and from our curved spines, the rib-cages radiated
like fronds from a palm-branch. Then, when the dead
palms were heaved overside, the ribbed corpses
floated, riding, to the white sand they remembered,
to the Bight of Benin, to the margin of Guinea.
So, when you see burnt branches riding the swell,
trying to reclaim the surf through crooked fingers,
after a night of rough wind by some stone-white hotel,
past the bright triangular passage of the windsurfers,
remember us to the black waiter bringing the bill.”
But they crossed, they survived. There is the epical splendour.
Multiply the rain’s lances, multiply their ruin,
the grace born from subtraction as the hold’s iron door
rolled over their eyes like pots left out in the rain,
and the bolt rammed home its echo, the way that thunder-
claps perpetuate their reverberation.
So there went the Ashanti one way, the Mandingo another,
the Ibo another, the Guinea. Now each man was a nation
in himself, without mother, father, brother.
II
The worst crime is to leave a man’s hands empty.
Men are born makers, with that primal simplicity
in every maker since Adam. This is pre-history,
that itching instinct in the criss-crossed net
of their palms, its wickerwork. They could not
stay idle too long. The chained wrists couldn’t forget
the carver for whom antelopes leapt, or
the bow-maker the shaft, or the armourer
his nail-studs, the shield held up to Hector
that was the hammerer’s art. So the wet air
revolved in the potter’s palms, in the painter’s eye
the arcs of a frantic springbok bucked soundlessly,
baboons kept signing their mimetic alphabet
in case men forgot it, so out of habit
their fingers grew leaves in the foetid ground of the boat.
So now they were coals, firewood, dismembered
branches, not men. They had left their remembered
shadows to the firelight. Scratching a board
they made the signs for their fading names on the wood,
and their former shapes returned absently; each carried
the nameless freight of himself to the other world.
Then, after wreaths of seaweed, after the bitter nouns
of strange berries, coral sores, after the familiar irons
singing round their ankles, after the circling suns,
dry sand their soles knew. Sand they could recognize.
Men they knew by their hearts. They came up from the darkness
past the disinterested captains, shielding their eyes.
III
Not where russet lions snarl on leaf-blown terraces,
or where ocelots carry their freckled shadows, or wind erases
Assyria, or where drizzling arrows hit the unflinching faces
of some Thracian phalanx winding down mountain passes,
but on a palm shore, with its vines and river grasses,
and stone barracoons, on brown earth, bare as their asses.
Yet they felt the sea-wind tying them into one nation
of eyes and shadows and groans, in the one pain
that is inconsolable, the loss of one’s shore
with its crooked footpath. They had wept, not for
their wives only, their fading children, but for strange,
ordinary things. This one, who was a hunter,
wept for a sapling lance whose absent heft sang
in his palm’s hollow. One, a fisherman, for an ochre
river encircling his calves; one a weaver, for the straw
fishpot he had meant to repair, wilting in water.
They cried for the little thing after the big thing.
They cried for a broken gourd. It was only later
that they talked to the gods who had not been there
when they needed them. Their whole world was moving,
or a large part of the world, and what began dissolving
was the fading sound of their tribal name for the rain,
the bright sound for the sun, a hissing noun for the river,
and always the word “never,” and never the word “again.”
Chapter XXIX
I
At noon a ground dove hidden somewhere in the trees
whooed like a conch or a boy blowing a bottle
stuck on one note with maddening, tireless cries;
it was lower than the nightingale’s full throttle
of grief, but to Helen, stripping dried sheets along
the wire in Hector’s yard, the monodic moan
came from the hole in her heart. It was not the song
that twittered from the veined mesh of Agamemnon,
but the low-fingered O of an Aruac flute.
She rested the sheets down, she threw stones at the noise
in that lime-tree past the fence, and looked for the flight
of the startled dove from the branches of her nerves.
But the O’s encircled her, black as the old tires
where Hector grew violets, like bubbles in soapy
water where she scrubbed the ribbed washboard so hard tears
blurred her wrist. Not Helen now, but Penelope,
in whom a single noon was as long as ten years,
because he had not come back, because they had gone
from yesterday, because the fishermen’s fears
spread in the surfing trees. She watched a bleaching-stone
drying with lather, the print of wet feet fading
where she had unpinned the yellow dress from the line,
while the ground dove cooed and cooed, so sorrow-laden
in its lime-tree, that the lemon dress was her sign.
Embracing the dry sheets, Helen entered the house
where the moan could not reach her, she crammed the sheets down
in the basket. She unhooked her skirt, then the blouse,
panties and bra. She sprawled on the unmade bed, brown
and naked as God made her. The hand was not hers
that crawled like a crab, lower and lower down
into the cave of her thighs, it was not Hector’s
but Achille’s hand yesterday. She turns slowly round
on her stomach and comes as soon as he enters.
II
Lonely as a bachelor’s plate, a full moon cleared
the suds of the clouds. Seven Seas felt the moonlight
on his hands, washing his wares. The dog appeared.
He scraped rice and fish into its enamel plate
and said, “Watch the bones, eh!”; then he smelt Philoctete
entering the yard, making sure to hook back the gate
so the dog wouldn’t slide out. He said: “Nice moonlight,”
following the man’s sore’s smell. “No news about your friend, yet?”
he asked in English. Philoctete sat on the same
step he chose every moonlight and said in Creole:
“They say he drown.” The dog chewed noisily.
“His name
is what he out looking for, his name and his soul,”
Seven Seas said.
“Where that?”
They both looked at the moon.
It made the yard clean, it clarified every leaf.
“Africa,” the blind one said. “He go come back soon.”
Philoctete nodded. What else was left to believe
but miracles? Whose vision except a blind man’s,
or a blind saint’s, her name as bright as the island’s?
III
On that moonlit night I was snoring, cupping her side,
when she shook me off from her damp flesh with a shout
that bristled me. She yanked the chain of her bedside
lamp, as I, with ponderous head and wincing snout,
saw her hands claw her face. As I shifted closer
she flailed me away in terror and she cowered
close to the headboard, so I moved to enclose her
within my split trotters, with my curved tusks lowered,
spines prickling my hunch. “Monster!” She shuddered. “Monster!
I turned round to watch your face while you were sleeping,
and you snored, rooting a trough, and covered with flies.”
By then, if monsters weep, I would have been weeping
through the half-sleep that still gummed my slitted eyes.
Her fingers were branches. I boared through their bracken
towards her breasts, and their tenderness took me in.
I felt her sobbing, then her small shoulders slacken
to her body’s smile. “Oh, God, I drank too much wine
at dinner last night.” Then Circe embraced her swine.
Now, running home, Achille sprung up from the seabed
like a weightless astronaut, not flexing his knees
through phosphorescent sleep; the parchment overhead
of crinkling water recorded three centuries
of the submerged archipelago, in its swell
the world above him passed through important epochs
in which treaties were shredded like surf, governments fell,
markets soared and plunged, but never once did the shocks
of power find a just horizon, from capture
in chains to long debates over manumission,
from which abolitionists soared in a rapture
of guilt. Kings lost their minds. A Jesuit mission
burned in Veracruz; fleeing the Inquisition
a Sephardic merchant, bag locked in one elbow,
crouched by a Lisbon dock, and in that position
was reborn in the New World: Lima; Curaçao.
A snow-headed Negro froze in the Pyrenees,
an ape behind bars, to Napoleon’s orders,
but the dark fathoms were godless, then the waters
grew hungrier and a wave swallowed Port Royal.
Victoria revolved with her gold orb and sceptre,
Wilberforce was struck by lightning, a second Saul
at the crossroads of empire, while the spectre
breathed in the one element that had made them all
fishes and men; Darwin claimed fishes equal
in the sight of the sea. Madrasi climbed the hull
with their rolled bundles from Calcutta and Bombay,
huddling like laundry in the hold of the
Fatel
Rozack,
ninety-six days out and forty-one more away
from the Cape of Good Hope. In a great sea-battle,
before them, a midshipman was wounded and drowned.
Dawn brought a sea-drizzle. Achille, cramped from a sound
sleep, watched the lights of the morning plane as it droned.
Chapter XXX
I
He yawned and watched the lilac horns of his island
lift the horizon.
“I know you ain’t like to talk,”
the mate said, “but this morning I could use a hand.
Where your mind was whole night?”
“Africa.”
“Oh? You walk?”
The mate held up his T-shirt, mainly a red hole,
and wriggled it on. He tested the bamboo pole
that trawled the skipping lure from the fast-shearing hull
with the Trade behind them.
“Mackerel running,” he said.
“Africa, right! You get sunstroke, chief. That is all.
You best put that damn captain-cap back on your head.”