Pasta Imperfect (2 page)

Like Tuscany.

“How do you s’pose they keep the floor in this place so shiny?” Nana asked as we stood near the monstrous holy water stoups in the nave of St. Peter’s.

I marveled at the acres of gleaming marble that stretched before us. There was only one way to keep this floor looking as polished as an Olympic ice-skating rink. “Zamboni,” I concluded.

Nana sighed with nostalgia. “Your grampa always wanted to drive one a them Zambonis. He said watchin’ that machine resurface the ice sent chills up his spine. I never had the heart to tell ’im it wasn’t the Zamboni what give ’im chills. It was his underwear. Cotton briefs don’t cut it at a hockey game. You gotta wear thermal.”

Nana stood four-foot-ten, was built like a fireplug, and despite her eighth grade education, was the smartest person I knew. To kick off the first day of our Italian tour, she was dressed in her favorite Minnesota Vikings wind suit and wore a Landmark Destinations name tag that identified her as Marion Sippel.

I never wore a name tag, but all twelve seniors in my tour group knew me as Emily. Emily Andrew — the theater arts major who’d gone off to the Big Apple to become a serious stage actress, even landing a minor role in
Joseph and the Amazing Technicolor Dreamcoat,
only to return home to Iowa after my husband ran off with the dreamboat who donned Joseph’s dreamcoat every time the lead actor was under the weather. Life has a way of turning lemons into lemonade though. I applied for an annulment, which returned me to “virgin” status in my mother’s eyes, and I found permanent employment at the Windsor City Bank as the well-paid coordinator for its Senior Travel Club. I arrange day-trips throughout Iowa during the year and holidays abroad through national tour companies. Then I get to accompany the group as an official escort. It’s a dream job that suffers only one major drawback.

People keep dying on me.

Nana assessed the floor with a critical eye. “You s’pose the floor’s as slippery as it looks? This would be a bad time to fall and break my hip.”

Unh-oh. I’d had a feeling all day long that some calamity was about to happen. It was like a ripple in the order of things. A disturbance in the force. Ever since my eerie encounter at an Irish castle last month, I’d flirted with the idea that I might be possessed of some kind of sixth sense, but to be honest, I hoped I was wrong. Living through disaster was bad enough. Being able to predict it would be right up there with tooth extraction by rusty pliers.

“The floor only looks like ice,” I assured Nana, checking out her size five sneakers. They weren’t Nike or Converse but appeared to be some off-brand she’d bought at Wal-Mart for ten bucks. She might be a lottery - winning multi-millionaire, but she still knew how to save a dime. “Do those have latex bottoms?”

She shuffled her feet, making a loud, squeaking noise. “You betcha.”

“You’re all set then.” But I suddenly realized I was hesitant to let her out of my sight. “Do you ever have feelings you can’t explain, Nana?”

“Female intuition,” she groaned. “Awful thing. I’m glad I don’t get them intuitive twinges much anymore, and when I do, it’s usually gas.” She fixed me with a fretful look. “You’re taller’n me, Emily. You see George anywhere out there?” She glanced around to see who was within earshot before whispering close to my ear, “Him and me have big plans these next two weeks…if we can steer clear of
you know who.”

George was George Farkas, an Iowa retiree with a prosthetic leg, a great sense of direction, and an expandable body part that was reputed to be of mythic proportions. He and Nana had developed the hots for each other on our trip to Ireland, but they hadn’t wanted to raise eyebrows back home, so they’d kept the relationship under wraps. They’d been thinking of this trip to Italy as an extended date, until the unthinkable happened.

My mom got talked into coming along.

Nana went up on tippy-toes and in her best imitation of a periscope in search of enemy vessels, scanned the cavernous depths of the basilica. “You think I’ve lost her? She’s been stickin’ to me like denture cream ever since we left Des Moines. I swear when we get back home, I’m gonna strangle your father.”

Dad had meant well. When Nana’s assigned roommate, Bernice Zwerg, had to cancel her reservation to undergo emergency bunion surgery, he’d suggested my mom take her place. “It’d give you three girls a chance to spend some quality time together.” I’d been a little frightened by the idea. Nana had nearly swallowed her dentures. I’d had to perform the Heimlich maneuver just to get her breathing again.

Nana wrung her hands beside me. “How’s a mature widowed lady s’posed to carry on a serious flirtation with a fella when the woman’s
kid
is taggin’ along?” It didn’t seem to matter that the “kid” in this case was fifty-eight years old. I guess the theory was, once your kid, always your kid.

“There’s George,” I said, spying his bald head, tartan plaid shirt, and chino pants at a second holy water stoup across the way from us. I pointed him out and aimed her in the right direction. “Remember to guard your pocketbook.”

She massaged her oversized bag with a reverent hand. “We don’t have to worry about no criminal element in St. Peter’s, Emily. This is the safest place in all Italy. It said so in a travel guide your mother checked outta the library.”

“Well, be careful anyway.”

Mesmerized by the sparkle and glitter in every corner of the basilica, I dug my Canon Elph out of my shoulder bag and spun in a slow circle, dazzled. Wow. I studied the holy water font in front of me. In my parish church back home, holy water was dispensed in a metal container the size of a soup bowl. Here, it was dispensed in a marble shell the size of a man-eating clam and supported by two cherubs whose heads were as big as wrecking balls. I pondered the cherubs. Weren’t they supposed to be itty-bitty creatures with tiny little wings?

Obviously, I’d been confusing them with Tinkerbell.

I wormed my way through the crowd, looking for a shot that would capture the essence of the basilica, and soon found it in the ceiling above me — a gold-toned mosaic of a wave-tossed boat jammed with apostles. Outside the boat, a haloed Jesus stood atop the water, his hand extended in an obvious attempt to prevent a prayerful Peter from sinking to the bottom of the Sea of Galilee. Aha! This was perfect. It had everything. Raw drama. Human emotion. Bible-based special effects. I took aim with my camera.

I couldn’t fit all the apostles into my frame.

I changed the setting on my camera to panoramic print. I could fit all the apostles into the frame now, but I was faced with another
teensy
problem.

They no longer had heads.

Okay. So maybe I wasn’t getting any great pictures of the world’s most famous basilica, but on a brighter note, think of all the film I was saving!

I continued to wander, my shoulder growing numb from the sheer weight of having to shlep my bag around. But I was an escort. I needed to carry a lot of essential stuff. Over-the-counter medications. Itinerary information. Pocketknife. Sunblock. Address book. Post-it notes. Maps. Cosmetics. Cell phone. The bank had decided to spring for the cell phone to spare my having to battle Italy’s notoriously bad phone system in case of emergency. It was a really good one, too — the kind that could handle transatlantic as well as local calls. I was carrying my passport, money, and credit cards beneath my clothing in a neck wallet that the tour company, Landmark Destinations, had sent out to all its guests. They suggested this was the only sure way to protect currency and travel documents from the pickpockets and purse snatchers who preyed upon summer tourists.

At a side altar mobbed with people, I saw a glossy white sculpture perched high on a plinth behind a glass enclosure — a depiction of Mary cradling the lifeless body of her Son. Around me, shutters clicked, lights flashed, film whirred. I could feel a palpable kind of energy as people pushed and shoved their way to the front, but I expected their excitement was fueled less from the idea that they were staring at the marble masterpiece than by the fact that this seemed to be the only statue in the whole basilica that could fit inside the frame of a thirty-five-millimeter camera.

I whipped my Elph up to my eye and zoomed in. I poised my finger on the shutter button.

“There you are, Emily.” I froze at the sound of my mother’s voice behind me. “Have you seen your grandmother? I’ve been telling her to stay close by me so I can protect her from being crushed to death by the crowd, but she keeps disappearing. I’m afraid this can only mean one thing.” She let out a woeful sigh. “Her hearing’s gone. First thing when we get back home, I’m calling the Miracle Ear people.”

My mom stood an inch over five feet and was as soft and round as a pigeon — kind of like a Midwestern version of Bette Midler. She had a moon face, round blue eyes that crinkled at the corners, a cap of wavy salt-and-pepper hair, and a fanny pack that bulged at her waist like an Igloo cooler. I looked nothing like my mom. I was taller and thinner, with an unruly mop of shoulder-length dark brown hair, cheekbones you could actually see, and enough fashion sense never to allow a fanny pack anywhere near my waist. Neither Mom nor I had inherited Nana’s bulbous nose or Alfred E. Newman ears. Sometimes you just luck out.

Mom glanced beyond me, riveting her attention on the glassed-in altar. “Oh, my goodness, Michelangelo’s
Pietà.
Did you know I have a photo of this very statue from the 1964 New York World’s Fair? You have to get a picture of that, Em. Here. Give me your bag so you can maneuver a little better.” She grabbed my shoulder strap with one hand, gave it a tug, and let out a surprised gasp when it broke loose from her fingers and fell to the floor with an echoing
thunk.
I stooped down to grab it.

So did she.

“You must feel so bogged down toting this thing around, Em.” She gave the breathable nylon fiber a possessive pat. “Why don’t you let me carry it for you?”

I manacled my hand around the strap. “You’re sweet to offer, but I can manage. Besides, it’s too heavy for you.”

“Heavy? This little bag of yours? Really, Emily, it’s light as a feather.”

Sure it was. That’s why it was sitting on the floor.

“Think how much nicer it would be for you if I carried it,” she continued. “Imagine the wonderful things you could do if your hands were freed up.”

I gave her an expectant look. “Like…?”

“Well…you…you…” She shot a quick look around her. “You could bless yourself. And with Vatican holy water! I bet the water here is much holier than it is back home.”

This was so like my mom. It was bred in her bones to want to make everyone’s life better, to be generous to a fault, to be responsible for everyone’s happiness. But she always ended up going overboard, like putting whole heads of lettuce on a sandwich when a single leaf would do, or arranging the cold medications in your bathroom in alphabetical order during the commercial breaks of TV shows. She’d been on a tear about alphabetizing stuff ever since she’d started volunteering at the local library. Dad was doing his best to keep her away from alphabet soup, but it was a constant worry for him.

“Here’s the scoop, Mom,” I reasoned, trying to “out-nice” her. “You want to show Dad what the inside of the basilica looks like, don’t you? If you’re saddled with my bag, you won’t be able to take pictures yourself.”

She crooked her mouth slightly and spoke in an undertone. “Maybe you haven’t noticed, Em, but most of the statues around here are the size of forage silos. Who can take pictures? Besides, I read an article in
The Catholic Herald
that hinted it might be sacrilegious to take photographs in places as holy as this.” She gave my arm an encouraging squeeze. “But don’t let that stop you. If you didn’t read the article, it probably won’t count as a sin for you.”

I hung my head and moaned. When Mom got an idea in her head, she could make the much touted “dog with a bone” look like a slacker. I wasn’t a wuss. I mean, I could deal with rabid killers, runaway horses, and Irish ghosts, but dealing with my mom was a whole different dynamic. Through the years my family had learned there was only one sane thing to do when she got like this.

Give in.

If I didn’t, I’d be engaged in a tug - of - war over my bag that would continue until it was time to leave, and then I’d get
no
pictures.

I raised my hands in surrender. “Okay. You win.” I stood up, hoisted my bag off the floor and looped the strap over her head and shoulder. She looked up at me with an exuberant smile lighting her little moon face.

“I’m so happy you’re letting me do this for you, Emily, but do you suppose you could do me one small favor before you leave?” She lunged for my arm. “Could you help me straighten up? My knees have frozen solid on me.”

Five minutes later, with her joints thawed and circulation restored, she was ready to be on her way. “Remember,” I instructed, as I shielded her arm over my shoulder bag, “this place might be the safest place in Italy, but don’t tempt Fate. Hold the bag close to your body and keep your hand over the zipper. Everything I own at the moment is in that bag.”

“That was such a shame about your luggage, Em. I know they’ll find it quickly though. I said a prayer to St. Anthony.”

Everyone’s luggage had arrived at the Fiumicino Airport, except mine, which had probably ended up in Rome, all right, but the one in Kansas. The Fiumicino Airport officials assured me they would track my bag down and rush it to my hotel; but just in case it was missing for longer than twenty-four hours, I wrote down names, badge numbers, and phone numbers. I threatened to contact the American embassy. Rome was the fashion capital of the world. If I ended up having to wear Nana’s little lace-trimmed sweatshirts and polyester togs again, I’d create a commotion that would leave Alitalia Airlines begging for the kinder, gentler days of Attila the Hun.

I checked my watch. “Okay, we have ten minutes before we’re due to regroup at the front entrance.” We actually had a half hour before we were scheduled to meet our Landmark Destinations guide at the door, but Mom operated on Iowa time, so she needed to be at least twenty minutes early to be “on time.” “Any questions?”