Playing For Keeps (22 page)

She wanted him. Tonight.
Now.

"Jason, please," she pleaded, trying
not to squirm against the unforgiving cement surface.

"Shhh, it's okay," Jason murmured
against her leg. He pressed another kiss against her inner thigh
before running his wet hot tongue down her leg. He avoided where
she needed him the most to run his tongue just below her belly
button to her other leg.

"Please!" she cried, as another cool
breeze teased her over sensitized skin, making squirm
desperately.

"That's not what I want to hear, my
little grasshopper," Jason murmured against her thigh. He ran his
wet tongue in a circle over her inner thigh before softly suckling
the area.

He pressed a soft kiss against the
thatch of soft curls between her legs, earning a loud moan. "So
wet," he said, running the tip of his tongue between her folds. "So
sweet."

His tongue traced her slit as he
placed her knees over his shoulders. When she felt his thumbs
separate her folds she ran her fingers through his hair, gently
encouraging him.

He ran the tip of his tongue around
her little sensitive nub and around her core in what felt like a
figure eight, making sure not to touch the spots that ached for his
touch the most. She spread her legs wider in silent invitation,
making Jason chuckle.

"You want more?" he asked, pressing a
delicious kiss to her clit.

"Mmhmm," she somehow managed to
answer.

He flicked his tongue over her
sensitive little nub as a reward.

She threw her head back, moaning
loudly. Her fingers knotted in his hair, urging him on.

Her breath caught in her throat when
his tongue ran down to her core and slid in smoothly. His thumb
gently circled her clit slowly, using her juices to heighten every
touch.

In and out his tongue moved in a
rhythm that had her gripping his hair, panting, moaning and
half-screaming his name. Her orgasm caught her off guard. One
minute she was panting and the next she was undulating her hips and
screaming his name until her voice was raw.

Jason pressed a quick kiss to her
stomach. "Come here," he said tightly.

Still trying to catch her breath,
Haley sat up. Jason stepped between her legs, keeping them
separated as he leaned down and took her mouth in a hungry kiss
that stole whatever sanity she had left. She ran her hands through
his hair and down his back only stopping to work his shorts
off.

As soon as his erection was freed she
gave up on the shorts and took him in hand. Jason moaned long and
loud in her mouth as he worked to remove his shorts, careful not to
dislodge her hand.

Without a word he picked her up. Haley
wrapped her legs around him, loving the way he felt. She shifted in
his arms until his hard erection was pressed firmly against her wet
core.

Jason gripped her bottom, teasing her
slit with the tips of his fingers as he moved them through the
water. Haley was so caught up in what they were doing that she
didn't realize they were out of the water until he placed her on a
lounge chair.

He released his hold on her to half
kneel on the lounge near her face. "Open up, sweetheart," he said,
casually stroking himself, rubbing the head across her
lips.

Haley leaned over and took him into
her mouth without hesitation. She reached up and gently gripped his
firm balls as he leaned over and slid two fingers inside of
her.

"That's it, my little grasshopper," he
encouraged hoarsely.

She loved doing this for him, loved
the way he felt, tasted and moaned. She pulled her mouth away so
she could run her tongue up his cock and tease his slit. He hissed
in a breath when she took him back in her mouth, sucking him
harder. She was going to come soon and she was determined to take
him with her. She added her other hand, knowing how much he loved
that as she absently rode his fingers. This was so
good....

"Not tonight," Jason said suddenly,
pulling away.

"What?" she asked in a daze as he
moved to lie down on top of her. Her confusion quickly turned to
pleasure as he rubbed himself between her legs.

Smiling, she pulled him down for a
kiss. He kissed her leisurely as he shifted on top of her. When she
felt the hard velvet head of his erection tease her core she gasped
into his mouth.

"Do you like that?" Jason asked as he
teased her folds.

"Yes," she hissed when he teased her
clit.

"Do you want me?" he whispered against
her mouth, placing the tip of his erection against her core once
again. This time he gently thrust his hips, teasing her.

Did she?

Yes.

She loved him and all this waiting was
killing her. It no longer mattered what the future held. She wanted
him now.

"Yes." The word was barely out of her
mouth when Jason thrust forward.

Hard.

A small cry escaped her as he rammed
all the way home. She was barely aware of the kisses he was
pressing against her face or how he wrapped his arms around her and
held her tightly. The only thing that registered in her mind was
the pain from being split in two.

It hurt so much. She squeezed her eyes
shut, hoping it would get better. It didn't. Jason continued to
thrust into her, taking her cries and the way she dug her nails
into his back as encouragement.

Just when she thought she couldn't
take any more he stilled on top of her and groaned.

Well, she thought as he pressed a
tender kiss to her forehead, she knew the first time was going to
hurt. Granted it probably wouldn't have hurt if she'd talk to him
about this before they did it, but they'd been caught up in the
moment. It was better this way, more romantic. She liked the idea
of her first time being a result of being out of
control.

Okay, so it had hurt....bad, but it
was over now and Haley was glad.

She pressed a kiss to his damp
forehead.

Jason chuckled, leaning back to press
a kiss to the tip of her nose.

"I knew it," he said,
panting.

"Knew what?" she asked
confused.

He brushed his lips against
hers.

"I knew they were full of shit when
they said you wouldn't sleep with me."

Chapter 20

Jason couldn't help smiling as he
looked down at his little grasshopper. Not only had he proved that
Haley loved him, but that had been the hottest sex of his life.
She'd been so unbelievably hot and wet and so fucking tight he'd
almost exploded when he'd entered her.

The last two months had definitely
been worth the wait. Sex had never felt so good before. Just
thinking about how good it was had his cock hardening for
more.

"Get off me!" Haley said, shoving him
away.

Confused as hell, Jason moved off of
her.

"What's wrong?"

"You had sex with me because someone
told you I wouldn't have sex with you? You had sex to prove someone
wrong?" she damn near yelled.

He held his hands up in a placating
manor, hoping to calm her down, but dropped them when he remembered
she couldn't see.

"It's not like that!"

"Oh? Then no one told you I wouldn't
sleep with you?"

He ran a hand through his hair,
wondering how this had gone bad so fast. "Look," he sighed, "maybe
we should go inside and talk about this."

"Now? Now you want to talk about
this?" she demanded, trying to walk past him and almost falling
into the pool. He quickly caught her. As soon as she was steady,
she shoved his hands away and cautiously walked around the
pool.

"I can't believe you did
this!"

That caught him short. "What the hell
do you mean? How exactly was this a surprise? I'm your fucking
boyfriend, Haley. This was bound to happen sooner or later with the
way we were going at each other."

"Just because we're dating doesn't
mean I was going to sleep with you!" she snapped.

Holy shit.....

They'd been right.

"You were never planning on sleeping
with me were you?" he demanded, not bothering to hide how pissed he
was.

"I wasn't sure yet! Up until ten
minutes ago I hadn't made up my mind!"

He rounded the pool just as Haley
found her glasses and put them on.

"You were fucking playing me?" he
demanded.

When she didn't answer he continued.
"Your friends were right. You were getting a kick out of playing
me!" he yelled, for the first time since he met her not caring that
he made her flinch.

"Did you brag that you brought me to
my knees and kept me panting? Was this payback for all the bullshit
I put you through over the years? Did you even care for me a little
bit or was all this a fucking game to you?"

"A game?" she demanded, wiping away
tears that Jason wouldn't let affect him. She was upset? Too
fucking bad, because he was pissed. She'd played him.

"You have the nerve to yell at me when
you just took my virginity to prove something?" she
demanded.

He froze.

A virgin?

She'd been tight,
but.......

"Oh my god," he croaked.

"I don't know who you spoke
to, well, I have an idea who, but they left out one very important
item. I was saving myself for the man I thought I'd spend the rest
of my life with.
That's
why I didn't sleep with you," she said, clearly
trying to fight back the tears.

Just like that all the anger in him
drained away. He reached out to pull her into his arms only to have
his hands weakly slapped away.

"You were so damn eager to prove
something that you didn't even stop to think about what you were
doing!"

"Baby," he said, keeping his tone
gentle, "if I had known you were a virgin I would have done this
differently, but I can't regret this." He took a steadying breath.
"I'm in love with you Haley."

"Ow!" he said when his little
grasshopper kicked him in the shin. "What the hell was that for? I
told you I love you and you attack me?"

"That's for being a jerk! You wait
until you screw up to pull out the big guns? How about telling me
that and making love to me because you love me and not because you
felt you had something to prove?"

He nodded solemnly as he reached out
for her. "That sounds reasonable. Let's go inside and I'll do this
right."

"Are you crazy? You think I'm going to
let you touch me after what just happened?"

"I'm really sorry about this," he
said, reaching for her again.

"You actually thought I could hurt
you? That's worse than anything you've done here tonight," she
said, gesturing wildly towards the pool. "It should have been more
than obvious that I loved you," she mumbled, wiping frantically at
the tears streaming down her face.

Jason felt his heart break as he
watched her. "Haley, I'm so sorry."

Haley ignored his apology and he
couldn't say that he really blamed her at the moment. "You were so
busy trying to prove that I wasn't playing you that you didn't
think."

"What are you-"

"Jason, I'm not on birth control and
you didn't wear a condom," she said, cutting him off.

"Oh shit," he mumbled. He'd fucked up
in so many ways tonight he wasn't sure where to start, but he knew
which fuck up was the most important.

"Oh shit is right," Haley snapped,
opening the sliding glass door and stepping inside.

He'd never forgotten to wear a condom
before. Not once. He licked his suddenly dry lips. "Haley, we have
to talk."

"You should have thought about that
before," she said, turning her back on him.

"Haley, please don't do
this."

"Just leave me alone, Jason," she
said, shutting the door and locking it.

She was just mad, he told himself as
he waited for her to come back and give him another piece of her
mind. He'd fucked up big time, but they'd both known from the
beginning that he was probably going to do that.

After a few minutes he was sure she'd
realize that he never really believed she could hurt him. He loved
her. She had to know that he wouldn't love her unless he trusted
her. She just needed a few minutes to cool off.

When a few minutes turned into thirty
minutes he forced himself to move. He just needed to apologize to
her. He hopped over the small picket fence separating their
properties and made his way to her window more than ready to beg
and plead if that's what it took to get her to listen to him when
the sound of her quiet sobs caught his attention.

"Haley?"

No answer.

He stood there wondering what the hell
he should do. Suddenly crawling into her room and pleading with her
didn't seem like such a smart idea. She needed time to think,
probably more time then he'd given her.