Pride & Passion (14 page)

“I think you a maddeningly obtuse woman,” he growled, and her eyes widened, either at his tone or the look in his eyes. “You could have been killed tonight—or worse,” he said, reaching out to stroke her silken cheek with the back of his hand. “You might wonder at that statement, what fate could be worse than death, but I assure you, there are fates out there that would make death appear a blessing. And regardless of that, you walked blindly into the depths of it.”

“Nothing happened,” she whispered, shivering, his touch obviously repulsing her.

Abruptly his hand fell away, only to return to the arm of the chair. “We’ll never know, will we? For I intervened, saving you from a certain distasteful end, I am certain.”

“Thomas would never let anything happen to me.”

“No? He let some stranger come out of the darkness and drag you into an alley before the night watchman could even lift his torchlight. Do you think he is still there, waiting for you? Wringing his hands with worry? Or do you think he muscled up and had the carriage turned around in the direction of your home to see if you were safe and sound?”

“You’re crowding me,” she sniffed, trying futilely to press away from him. He dipped his head, forcing her gaze to land on his face.

“Tell me,” he said, his voice dropping low when his gaze lingered over her moist, pink lips, “why he is so much better than me? Is he handsomer? Wealthier?”

“None of that means anything to me,” she spat. “If you knew me, you would never dare insult me with such innuendos.”

“Then what can it be?” he asked, determined to be without mercy, even if it cost him his pride, a strip of his hide. Damn it, he could no longer go on wondering what this man was, how he could provoke her to such lengths of loyalty, when he would do anything—
anything
—for her, and yet she would not give him one glance.

“Your grace, this is not at all proper.”

“But you don’t like it when I’m proper. You think me a prig, remember?”

“I think the whiskey has made you say things that you will regret upon the morrow.”

“You think this is all the work of liquor, do you?”

“Of course.” She gazed at him with something like pity. “Obviously it has made you not in your right mind. If you were, then you would not be here. I would not
be here, and we would not be having this conversation in this home, under these very peculiar, not to mention potentially destructive, circumstances. You do realize how this appears, do you not? If we were to be discovered—”

“I don’t give a damn how it appears, and every demon in hell could descend upon this room and I won’t give a farthing until I know if his touch makes your heart flutter. If his kisses leave you witless, breathless, aching for more.”

She blinked, her lips parted, breath stilled for a fraction of a second. Adrian didn’t dare blink, for fear he would miss some nuance of need. A flicker of desire. Her mouth opened, worked, but no words, no sounds were emitted from her beckoning mouth—she just studied him, and he moved closer, insinuating himself to stand between her thighs and loom over her, taking up the space between them.

“Do his hands touch you, caress you so softly you want to weep, to shudder in anticipation? Do you let down your hair for him? Does he brush it over your shoulder and allow his fingers to skim over the delicate curve of your arm? Does he kiss your neck, whisper in your ear?”

“Your grace…” she murmured as she stared intimately into his eyes, seeing something, something he didn’t want her to know. But he was too far gone to think. To see the look of fear in her eyes. He’d been deprived too long. And yes, the whiskey was swimming in his blood, not intoxicating him, but giving him the courage to shed his reputation for politeness and solicitude, and give free rein to the darker needs and pas
sions that were festering inside him—needs that had always been there, the ones he had been forced to hide from the world.

“Does he murmur all those naughty, highly improper things he had dreamt about? Does he tell you in a most ungentlemanly fashion of all the things he wants to do to you, wicked, wicked things involving beds and settees and darkened corners?” She gasped and color infused her cheeks. “How he wants to give you the greatest pleasure of your life, to feel you squeeze around him as he merges his body with yours?”

Tilting her chin up, he cradled her cheek, allowing his gaze to roam freely over her flushed face.

“Tell me, Lucy,” he asked as his mouth descended in a slow slide, “does his kiss feel like this?”

The feel of her satiny lips against his made him moan. She did not pinch them together, but left them soft, pliable, and he deepened the kiss, mouth opening, tongue aching to reach deep inside, to lose himself to a place he thought never to go, a place to return to, where he had felt solace and warmth and love…

L
UCY WAS CAUGHT
in a sensual haze. She had never before been spoken to in such a brazen manner as the duke had just spoken to her. It caused a strange tingling in her belly. His mouth on hers only heightened the feeling, and she tipped her chin up, brushing her mouth against his, as he slowly widened his lips across hers. She wanted more of it, a deeper intimacy, and she pressed forward, her breasts thrusting upward, which made him growl deeply, an answering echo in her own body.

“Yes.” His hand left the arm of her chair, only to wrap gently around her throat, his thumb placed directly over the pulse that beat hard and fast. “Reach for me,” he murmured wickedly, as his palm smoothed down the column of her neck to the expanse of skin above her bodice. Her body jolted and she pressed in, her hands bound behind her back, making her spine arch, and her modest bosom thrust forward. His moan was deep, guttural, making her own body answer to it, while his lips caressed, teased, his tongue making decadent little sweeps across her lips.

His control was rigid, and she felt…so out of control, especially with the cravat tied around her hands. She mewled, tried to inch to the edge of the chair, to feel his tongue surge within her mouth, and his hand pressed deeper into her skin. But he was patient, making her wait, teasing her, and she would not cry out, not plead with him.

“Tell me,” he murmured against her mouth as his palm slowly descended to the front of her bodice, leaving his fingers to trail lightly over her breastbone. “Does he inflame you like this? I’ve barely kissed you and I can feel you panting for more.”

Oh, she wanted to hate him for that! Wanted to tell him to go to the devil, and if she wasn’t a lady, she would spit in his face for that. But strangely, bound like this, with him looming over her, large, and masculine, and utterly controlled, the quip only aroused her more. He was dominant, she the supplicant, and it felt…strangely compelling, and sensual, and unbearably erotic. She, Lucy Ashton, cool, aloof and always in control, giving up her control, and…aroused by it.

“I will keep you here all night until you say it, Lucy.” His voice dropped to a seductive purr, and the cool of his gray eyes was replaced with molten silver that made his eyes glitter, and the scar in his dark brow all the more alluring for the danger it represented. His hand, so big and strong, slipped down until he brushed his palm over the small rise of her breast. Closing her eyes, her head tipped to the side, and she did nothing but enjoy his touch. The soft but seductive way he flattened then plumped her small breast.

Nudging her head back, his mouth sought the sensitive patch of skin behind her ear. His tongue trailed out and she jumped as he made little circles with the tip. She was aware suddenly that he had hooked his fingers beneath the sleeve of her gown and was baring her shoulder as his mouth descended in a series of kisses and licks, a pattern that was making her writhe in the chair.

When his mouth arrived at her shoulder, he licked then sucked the rounded curve, making her moan out loud, while the entire time he palmed her breast.

She couldn’t remember what they had been talking of. She was supposed to be answering something—a very improper, smug question, but she couldn’t think clearly enough to remember it exactly. She was caught up in a swirl of feelings that ranged from weakness to strength to longing to fear.

She had never been this exposed—not even naked. Thomas had excited her, had aroused her passion, but never like this. This… What the duke was making her feel was quite terrifying—and addicting, for she wanted
more, and more, to never stop feeling the heady sensations.

His lips were making slow progress to the center of her chest, his palm still a heavy, insistent presence. Despite the fact that he was so much taller than her, he did not drop to his knees, but loomed over her, his head between her breasts, the silken stands of his onyx-colored hair sliding against her chin and cheeks. She could feel the movement of his head—could watch but could not touch or clasp him to her. She was immobile, a supplicant for his pleasure. He would claim, take, press upon her kisses and touches, and she could do nothing to stop him. And it excited her to know it. To sit as still and quiet as a statue and watch him, study his face, how his eyes were closed, how his lips looked against the paleness of her shoulder and chest. And then suddenly—and she couldn’t understand how or when he had done it—the bodice of her gown slipped down, leaving her in her chemise. She had not bothered with a corset this evening—the gown and her modest breasts had not required it. She was left sitting there helpless as the duke pulled back slightly and stared at the dark shadows beneath the fine lawn. Puzzled, he glanced up at her, then with a wicked smile, he lowered his head to her breast, turning his face to the side, so she could watch his every torment, and licked the straining tip until the lawn was more than damp—it was wet, and it was clinging to her ruched nipples.

“How interesting,” he whispered as his thumb circled the small tip. Her body answered, her core clenching and dampening. His gaze had flickered to hers, and she knew she should look away, but she couldn’t. Thomas
had been disappointed when he had seen her. He hadn’t said the words, per se, but she had seen it in his eyes. She wondered if Sussex would feel the same.

“Beautiful and dark,” he murmured as he watched his thumb touch her nipple. “Such a lovely surprise when I have always imagined your nipples to be a pale pink or a lovely coral. But this…dark and mysterious, a dichotomy for one so fair.”

She had always hated her breasts, small and insignificant with dark nipples that stood out against her flesh. “Please, don’t,” she whimpered when she saw him reach for the strap. His gaze flew to hers, she saw something there, he looked…stricken.

“I cannot leave tonight without seeing them. Touching them.”

Cool air kissed her skin, and Lucy was mortified to discover her breast bared, a small little apple cupped in his hand, with a dark berry for a nipple.

“Cherries,” he murmured as his thumb and forefinger gently pinched and pulled, making the nipple less rounded, and longer. Then his mouth lowered and she watched with shock and fascination as his tongue caressed the tip, circling around, making her hips move. Arched as she was, it appeared that she was offering herself to him, and he growled, noticing her position, too. He was still bent over her; she could still watch him pleasure her with his mouth, still unable to touch him—to only endure what he would give her. And he was taking his sweet time about, too!

Finally he kissed the tip, brought it into his mouth to suckle, and she watched, wicked creature that she was, she watched as her dark nipple was pulled into his
mouth, and escaped with a little pop, only to be drawn back, and in the process repeated until she was moving her hips to the rhythm of his mouth. He was playing with her, and he seemed fascinated by it all. His eyes had stayed focused on her breast, and that one dark nipple he had made plump and big, which he toyed with mercilessly.

It was not enough. She needed more, and with her hands tied, she had little room, so she began to rock, the hardness of the chair, the slide of her linen chemise creeping between thighs eased, yet heightened some of the unbearable ache that was building as he worked his way to torment her other breast.

And before she knew it, her vision dimmed, and she cried out, terrified of what was happening. This had never happened with Thomas.

“What have you done to me?” she cried, and then began to shake. From a distance she heard the duke’s voice. “Yes, yes, just like that.” She was practically incoherent, but still she was aware when he told her to move her bottom closer to the edge of the chair—how she was cognizant enough to follow his direction, she had no clue. She felt his arm around her waist, pulling her forward, his knee nudging between her thighs, widening them, the hardness of his thigh riding against her sex—the chemise rubbing between her folds. His mouth was raining havoc on her nipple, his thigh creating release—and ecstasy—between her legs.

“Yes, like that,” he was encouraging her in a deep whisper. “Shatter for me. Let me watch.”

Her back was arching more, her rhythm—no rhythm at all, just fast, furious jerks of her hips that were un
coordinated movements, until his hand firmly planted on her waist, his fingers biting into her waist as he took over the task for her, moving her forward and back, onto his thigh as he commanded the rhythm.

“Damn, you are hotter than hell itself like this,” he murmured over her breast. “Come for me, little Lucy, show me the fire that burns in you.”

And then it happened: a feeling of utter euphoria, of floating weightlessly—not a care in the world. She was aware of Sussex there, holding her, keeping her safe, and then she was falling over a sort of precipice, shaking and trembling, and he was there, whispering in her ear, encouraging her to risk the leap. She didn’t want to, didn’t want to give that up, afraid of allowing herself to fall over that cliff where the future was unseen and unknown.

“Lucy,” the duke whispered hotly in her ear, a beckoning voice that her body wanted to obey. “Come for me.” He flicked, thumbed her nipple, the wetness of his tongue against her lips, the ride of his thigh brought her up once more to the point she couldn’t think or see, only feel. “Yes,” he whispered. “Give this to me—your first climax.”