Reaching Out for You (26 page)

When we land in
Miami
, there is a car waiting for us at the
airport. It is about a two-hour drive and in a guarded neighborhood in
Miami
. I can’t wait to get there and just be
alone with Adam. He falls asleep during the car ride to the beach house. Connor
told me has not been sleeping after I left him, so I am happy he can finally
rest.

I look over at
him and smile. I am glad that he came to save me from Kyle. I watch his chest
rise and fall with each breath he takes. I pull out my phone and send a message
to
Erin
.

Me: Hey we’re in the car now. The flight
was good.

Erin
:
That’s good babe. Just have fun and relax. You guys need this.

Me: Thanks for everything. Tell Connor I
said thanks. Love you both!

Erin
:
We love you too! Have fun!

I smile and put
my phone away. This week is going to be great.

We pull up to
the beach house and I am surprised how much it seems different, but still the
same as it always was when our families spent summers here together.
 
The beach house looks like a mansion on the
sand. There are six rooms and two floors. Each room filled with pictures of our
families throughout the years. It feels so good to be here again. It is nearly
midnight
; we are both tired from the flight and
drive. Adam wraps his arm around my waist and kisses the side of my head.
“Alright, let’s get to bed baby.” He takes my hand and leads me upstairs. When
we get to our room, I am shocked at what I see. There is a picture of Adam and
me on the nightstand along with our shell collection. I walk over to the
nightstand and lightly touch the seashells. I pick up the picture of us and
smile. My mom took the picture when Adam and I were on the beach. We look happy
and full of life. I touch my chest and feel the tears coming. I swallow the
lump residing in my throat. I do not want to cry! We are
finally
alone.

The bedroom is
dark with the moonlight streaming through the windows. I can hear the waves
crashing down and feel the calmness of the night through the slightly open
windows. The walls are beige and there is a bookcase to the side of the room. I
look over and see the bed with the dark blue blankets and pillowcases,
Adam’s
favorite color.

Adam wraps his
arms around my waist and rests his chin on my right shoulder. “See I never
stopped thinking about you.” I want him so badly and I am ready to be his
tonight. I don’t know how to tell him how much I want him or how I dream of us
every night. I want to feel his hands all over me and to connect with him. I
turn around and put my arms around his neck. I pull him down hard to my face
and start tugging on his lips. I have no idea what I am doing, but hearing the
moans coming out of his mouth, I know I am doing the right thing. I feel his
harden length and my hand starts to explore his incredible body.

Adam pulls away
and looks at me. “Are you sure?”

“Yes, I need
you.” Tonight is the night. I will finally be his. After all these years and
what we lost, we are here. Unsure of what to do, I look up into his eyes.

“We don’t have
to do anything baby. It is ok.” He rubs my arms and I put my head down.

“I just want
things to be perfect.”

He tips my head
back and smiles. “You’re perfect.” He lightly kisses my lips. “We’re perfect
baby.”

I place my hand
over his heart. I love to feel it beating against my body. “I want you to be my
first Adam.”

“I’ll be your
first and your last, Sophia. I’m not going anywhere even if you keep pushing me
away.” The honesty in his voice sends me over the edge. I needed to hear him
say those words. I grab the hem of his shirt of pull it off. I kiss his chest
and feel his tone abs. His body is incredible.

“Please make love
to me Adam. I’m yours forever.” I slowly start kissing his lips and cheeks
while playing with his hair. This feels so good and I can feel my body moving
with his. All of my fears thrown out the window, it is just us. I have wanted
this for so long.

Adam grabs my
ass and picks me up. I wrap my legs around his waist and hold on. “Oh sweetheart,
I love you.”

“I love you
too,” My voice is breathy. This is it. This is what I have been waiting for. I
feel his body against mine. My arms are around his neck and I nibble on his
ear. He runs his fingers through my hair and gently pulls. I look up at him as
he stares at me.

“Do you know how
much I love you?” His lips crash into mine before I can answer. We move to the
bed and he slowly puts me down. His lips move all over me going down to my
stomach as he unbuttons my shirt. “You’re so beautiful,” he whispers.

His words are my
undoing. I start moaning as I feel his hands touching me slowly. I slide out of
my shirt as he takes off my bra and tosses it on the floor, his eyes never
leaving mine. I softly whimper. As I am lying there half-naked, I feel nervous.
I cover myself with my arms and see the fear in his eyes. He comes down next to
me and watches me. “Hey you have nothing to be ashamed of. Do you know how beautiful
you are?”

I turn away, but
then feel his fingers turn my face to his. “Stop hiding from me Sophia. I told
you we do not have to do anything. I will wait forever for you.”

I touch his hand
and close my eyes. “I want this Adam, so much. But I’m scared I’ll do something
wrong.”

He laughs. “You
can never do anything wrong. Just tell me what you want and I’ll do whatever
you want me to do.” He kisses my nose and I smile. I reach for him and pull him
down to me again. Our kiss is full of passion and want. I move my tongue into
his mouth and feel his in mine. The kiss leaves me breathless and wanting more.
He pulls away and his eyes roam my body. He stares into my eyes and makes his
way down my body. I see him licking his lips and giggle. “I want you Adam.”

“Baby I have
wanted this for so long.” His fingers play with my nipples and I feel the
wetness building. My breathing is uneven. I toss my head to the right and take
in this feeling of pure ecstasy. I love how he looks at me. There is so much
love and desire in his eyes and it makes me feel sexy. “Turn over.” I do what
he says and feel his strong hands rubbing my shoulders. He squeezes my
shoulders and I moan. All the tension from my body disappears and I feel more
relaxed. His mouth is near my ear and I hear him breathing. “Just let me take
you away.”

He flips me over
and kisses my neck. I see his soft expression and fall more in love. His
playful tongue gently licks my neck down to my breast again. “This feels so
good,” I whisper as I grip his hair into my fingers. I am lost in his kisses.
He holds me close and I feel his erection against my body. I can’t believe I
did this to him. He pulls me up to his body, “Take off the rest of your
clothes.” Without thinking, I do what he says. “Slow baby. I want to take you
in.” I rest my hands on his body and lightly push him on the bed. I am standing
before him, naked from the waist up. He loves watching me. He loves my body. My
heart is doing flips inside me. Adam Simpson is mine and only mine.

I slowly pull
down my yoga pants. When I have them off, I pull down my black thong. As I step
out of it, I see Adam’s face full of desire. He makes his way to me, “Do you
know how bad I want you?”

I quietly
swallow my fears and nerves. I can do this. I am in his arms again and feel his
need with his kiss. He leads me back to the bed and puts me down. “Adam...” I
start to say.

“
Shhhh
, baby I want to please you all night long.” He
suddenly drops to his knees and pulls me forward. His tongue runs down me as he
starts to lick my clit. My muscles grind together. I feel his mouth on me. It
is a feeling I have never felt before. I love how greedy his mouth is and how
he is taking his time to lick everywhere. He kisses my inner thighs and makes
his way back to my sensitive spot. His soft kisses make me want him more. I
cannot hold it in anymore.

“Oh my God,” I
mumble. He grabs my hips with such force and pulls me a little more off the
bed. That magnificent tongue kisses my hipbone and my stomach.

“Ah Adam,” I let
out a cry.

Adam continues
to slowly lick and suck me. He takes a finger and puts it in me, in and out. I
start to breathe faster and can feel myself ready to explode. “You like that
baby?” He slows down and starts to massage my clit. His fingers are like magic.

“Oh my God, Adam
that feels so good.” His finger moves faster in me as he starts moving his
tongue all over. I can feel the build-up and with one final lick, I come all
over. “
Ahhhh
,” I moan.

“Did that feel
good?” Adam starts massaging my breast and kissing my neck.

“Uh-huh.” My
body feels limp but I want more of him. I see him watching me with those fire
blue eyes.

He lightly
touches my lips. “I’m not done with you yet.”

I get up and
gently push him away. I am standing in front of him and start unbuttoning his
jeans. I can see his impressive erection bulging against his jeans. I slowly
pull down his jeans and boxers and stare at the glorious sight in front of me.
Without thinking, I wrap my fingers around him. “Do you like this? Am I doing
it right?”

“You can never
do anything wrong.” His hands are on mine as he guides me up and down his
length. His eyes never leave mine. I want to do more.
Erin
used to tell me what guys like and what
they want. I close my eyes and put him in my mouth. I hear him let out a moan
and it is so sexy. I close my mouth around him. I twirl my tongue around him
and push him deep into my mouth. “Holy shit baby.” I move up and down on him
and start sucking harder and faster. I look up at Adam and see his eyes closed
with his head tilted back. He is hard and tastes so good. I go deeper and
faster. Adam gently pulls on my hair, “Baby stop I don’t want to come yet.” I
do not listen to him and continue sucking on him. “Fuck baby.” He picks me up
and throws me on the bed. I am so ready for him to be inside me. He thrusts his
fingers back in me and I moan loudly.

“You’re so wet.
I want you so bad.” His mouth comes down on mine. I can taste myself on him as
our tongues continue to dance. I take him in my hand again as he plays with me.
It feels good. Everything is perfect.

“Then take me
now Adam! I want you!” I pull him down toward me and start passionately kissing
him. He moves my legs apart but then stops. “What?” I expectantly say.

“Shit, I forgot
to bring condoms. Fuck.”

I wrap my arms
around him again. “I’m on the pill don’t worry. I want you Adam. I want to feel
everything without any restrictions.” He smiles that devilish smile and slowly
enters me. It hurt like hell at first but feels so good.

“God baby,
you’re so tight.” He slowly pulls in and out of me. I cry out in pain but that
good kind of pain...the pain that I do not ever want to go away. “Baby, am I
hurting you?” He stops while looking down at me.

“No, no keep
going!” I say excitedly. Our wet tongues find each other again. With his mouth
on mine, he lightly plays with my hair. The kiss seems to never end. I raise my
hips to meet his loving thrusts. I grip his wrists and want more.

It is as if he
knows what I want. He eases back and slams back into me. I moan loudly and want
him harder and faster. My back arched and I am moaning so loud. “Oh my God
Adam, keep going…faster.” I lift my hips up and spread out a little wider. He
gets off the bed and pulls me to the edge. His hands spread me and take one leg
up in the air. My leg rests on his shoulder as he enters me again. He goes
deeper and this time with more force. Our eyes meet again. I feel the passion
that is so bright it consumes me. My breathing speeds up. I watch as he grinds
into me. He leans down while his hand plays with my favorite spot. He rubs it
lightly while slowing down his pace. His mouth is slightly open and I can hear
him groan.

He lifts me up
while still inside me and before I know it, I am sitting on top of him. I shake
my head, “I don’t know what to do.” He grips my hips again. “
Shhhh
, it is ok, I’ll show you.”

He slowly lifts
me up and brings me back down as if I weigh nothing. He does this a few more
times and I think I get it. I put my hands back as I touch his thighs for
support. I start going up and down. I tilt my head back and feel the wonderful
sensation of him filling me. “
Mmmm
..
keep going. God you’re so tight.”