REMEMBER ME: GODS OF CHAOS MC (3 page)

“
No
?”
he asked.
 “
Well, you were already passed out by the time I got there, so
I’
m not surprised.  But listen, yo
u’
re okay now.  Doc fixed you up.  And your bruises are pretty gnarly, but the scratches are superficial and should heal up pretty quickly
.
”

What was he talking about?  How was that possible?

“
How long have I been here
?”
I asked.

“
Well. Three days to be exact
.
”

“
What
!
”
 
I said, panic and pain washing over my body simultaneously as I tried to sit up again. 

“
I
t’
s okay, really.  Now that yo
u’
re awake, you can tell me who you are and where you live and we can take you back home.  I would have contacted your family or something, but you did
n’
t have any identification or anything on you
.
”

“
Oh. I did
n’
t
?
”

Ryder smiled at me reassuringly.

“
Seriously, i
t’
s okay.  Do you want to call someone? I bet yo
u’
ve got some people worried about you, right? You can use my cell. Here
.
”
 
He reached into his pocket, pulling out a cell phone and handing it to me.

“
No, u
m…
I do
n’t…
u
m
…”
 
My voice trailed off as I searched my brain for clues.  Anything.  But there was nothing.  I had no idea who to call.  Or where to go. 

“
Hey, wha
t’
s your name, anyway? 
I’
ve been dying to know.  Guessing, even
,”
he said, shrugging playfully, smiling at me as if the whole world had
n’
t just crumbled into a big pile of uncertainty.
 “
Liz? Sarah? Tiffany
?
”

“
I-I-I do
n’
t know
,
”
 
I whispered, my eyes filling with tears.
 “
I ca
n’
t remembe
r…
my nam
e…
or who I a
m…
or where I liv
e…
or anything.  Oh, my god
!
”
 
I sobbed, my heart filling with fear.

“
What
?”
he asked, his eyes blue widening with shock.
 “
No fucking way
!
”

CHAPTER SEVEN

Ryder

Well, fuck, now what?  I certainly was
n’
t expecting her to wake up and not know who the fuck she was.  I figured once she woke up,
I’
d explain what happened, and sh
e’
d be up and around and go back to her life.  But she did
n’
t even know her name.  What the fuck was I supposed to do with that?

“
U
m…
fuck.  I do
n’
t know what to say, Miss.  Do you know anything?  Where you grew up?  Anyone els
e’
s name
?
”

“
Nothing.  My memories are completely erased.  I ca
n’
t believe this
!
”
 
She kept sobbing, and it was making me even more uncomfortable.

Shit!

This was
n’
t the right time for me to be thinking about myself, so I pushed my frustration aside and tried to put myself in her place.  She must be terrified.  I patted her arm as she sat up in my bed, her head in her hands, her sobs shaking her entire body.

“
Okay, okay, liste
n…I’
m sure this is just temporary, okay?  I
t’
ll all come back to you soon, I bet.  Just try to rest and relax.  Yo
u’
re safe here, I promise.  Whatever happened is over.  That guy wo
n’
t be coming back for you, and yo
u’
re welcome to stay here until you get better
.
”

She sobbed and sobbed, huge tears leaking out the side of her hands as she buried her face in them.  When I mentioned the man that had beaten her, she gasped and looked over at me.

“
Why would a man beat me up? How do you know he wo
n’
t come back for me
?”
Fresh fear filled her eyes as they darted to the closed door and back to me.

Fuck.  I was hoping that question would come later.  I did
n’
t want to scare her at all, and I knew that if I answered truthfully, she might not trust me after that.

“
Well, how about we talk about that more in depth later?  Just trust me.  He wo
n’
t be bothering you again, I promise.  Like I said, yo
u’
re safe
.
”

“
Maybe I should go to the hospital
?”
Her eyes squinted at me as another realization dawned on her.
 “
Why did
n’
t you take me there anyway
?
”

Fuck!  She was full of questions that were sure to make me look like an asshole. Normally, I would
n’
t give a shit.  I was used to being the bad guy, so it did
n’
t really matter.  But, for some reason, with her, with this beautiful stranger, I did
n’
t want her to think of me that way. 

“
Look, Miss
,”
I took a deep breath before continuing.
 “
Like I said, this is a motorcycle club.  W
e’
re outlaws.  We do
n’
t operate like normal folks.  I found you, and wel
l…
if I took you to the hospital in the state I found you in, they surely would have assumed I was the one who did that to you, and I just could
n’
t have that. 
I’
m not a big fan of being confined or eating shitty food.  Not to mention the lack of bikes and the entertainment sucks.  And Doc knows his stuff.  I should have told you.  H
e’
s a retired Army medic, and I trust him. He said you were okay, he kept a very close eye on you, and your vitals, and we made the decision to keep you here, to keep you safe. Like I said, there was no identification on you, and I do
n’
t know anything about you.  Or who might be looking for you
.
”

“
Outlaws
?”
she asked
.“
Like criminals
?
”

“
Sure, if you wanna put it that way
,”
I replied.

“
I see
,”
she whispered, her eyes drifting away from me and looking around the room.
 “
So, where have you been sleeping? This is your room? Your bed
?
”

“
Sleep?  Well, I have
n’
t really had a lot of that. 
I’
ve just been basically waiting for you to wake up
.
”

“
For three days
?
”
 
she asked, her left eyebrow arching up, causing her to wince in pain. 

“
Yeah. Three days. Toda
y’
s Friday
.
”

“
Friday?  What month? What year? God, I ca
n’
t believe I do
n’
t remember this
!
”
 
Panic rose in her voice, and her eyes once again filled with tears.

“
Today is Friday, October 13th.  I
t’
s about eleven at night
.
”

“
Okay
,”
she whispered, her voice so lost and small I almost could
n’
t hear her.
 “
Thank you
.
”

“
Yo
u’
re welcome.  Feel free to ask me anything at all. 
I’
ll be here to help, and ther
e’
re some other people in the clubhouse that you can talk to, also.  It can be a little chaotic around here, but for the most part, everyone is harmless
.
”
 
I saw the fear in her eyes, and I reminded myself to have a talk with everyone else as soon as possible.
 “
Listen, do
n’
t worry.  W
e’
ll figure this out
,”
I said, reassuringly. I had no idea how, but there had to be something we could do.
 “
Everythin
g’
s going to be okay, I promise
.
”

She smiled for the first time, and my breath caught in my throat as I realized just how beautiful she really was. 

“
Thank you for saying that
,”
she said, sighing.

“
Yo
u’
re welcome.  Can I get you anything right now?  Do you need anything?  Those clothes yo
u’
re wearing belong to one of the club ladies here, well, the t-shirt is mine, actually
.
”
 
She looked under the sheet at the sweats and t-shirt she was wearing. I realized what she might be thinking.
 “
The girls changed you, helped make you more comfortable
.
” 

Relief flooded her eyes, and she nodded slightly.

“
What was I wearing
?”
she asked.

Visions of what she might look like naked filled my head, and for the first time since I had picked her up, I felt my cock swell slightly in my pants.  What the hell was wrong with me?  I snapped out of it.

“
What? Wearing
?
”

“
Yeah, when you found me
.
”

“
Oh, yeah, that.  Well, you were barefoot, but I found some heels that probably belong to you.  And you had on a very short, tight denim skirt.  And a tight, black tank top
.
”

She wrinkled her nose, and all I could think about was how adorable she was.  And how, if the circumstances were different, and she was lying in my bed, under my sheets, I would
n’
t be sitting here beside her fully clothed.

“
I see. Tha
t’
s so weird
.
”
 
Her voice fell away and her eyes filled with confusion. 

“
U
m…
I u
m
…
”
she turned to me again shyly, and then took a deep breath.
 “
I really need to use a bathroom
.
”

“
Oh!  Right
!
”
 
I jumped up.
 “
Of course, god, I bet you do
.
”
 
I stared blankly at the IV tube coming out of her hand.
 “
Okay, shi
t…
u
m…
well, let me go get Doc again, okay
?
”

“
Jus
t…
u
m…
you know, stay here.  Do
n’
t go anywhere
.
”
 
I said, and I ran out the door to find Doc.