Authors: Xanthe Walter
that, Matty."
"Then yes! Yes, yes, yes!" Matt launched
himself into Rick's arms, and Rick picked him up
bodily and swung him around, and the entire room
erupted into a thunderous round of applause,
clapping and cheering.
Rick put Matt down, and the room went
deathly quiet as Matt stood in front of him, gazing
up at him. His eyes were shining as Rick carefully
wrapped the collar around his neck and fastened it.
Then Rick dipped his head and pressed his
mouth to Matt's, his head spinning as he kissed his
collared sub for the first time. He'd collared a sub.
For the first time in his life, he'd actually collared
a sub for real, not for a night, or a joke, or as part
of an acting job.
The dom in him flared into life, causing a
sudden surge of desire in the pit of his belly. "I
can't wait to get you home," he whispered into
Matt's ear. "I need to make you mine - really mine
this time. No playacting."
Matt's eyes were still shining as he nodded
eagerly.
"Oh, thank fuck for that," a voice said, over to
one side, and Estelle strode onto the set, closely
followed by Daniel and the twins. They swarmed
around Matt and Rick, laughing and hugging them.
"We've been waiting ages for this," Karl said,
joining them.
"It was driving us all nuts!" the twins added.
"Watching you go off with that horrible dom was
torture, Matt! We knew you belonged to Rick, but
we didn't know what to do to make you see sense.
Oh Rick! Oh Matt!" They enveloped them both in a
big twin hug.
"Congratulations. I'm glad someone finally
tamed you. It's been a long time coming, and you
need someone sensible to help you get your act
together," Daniel said, shaking Rick's hand.
"You do know that Matt won't let you get
away with any of your shit, don't you?" Karl said.
"I'm counting on it!" Rick said happily,
hugging Matt close.
He looked up to see Petra coming towards
them, hands planted firmly on her hips.
"Is this what you meant by staying out of
trouble?" she demanded.
Rick winced. "Sorry, Petra. I realize we
probably just lost the show a big contract, but -"
"Oh, shut up, Rick." She enveloped him and
Matt in a big hug of her own. "It was killing me
watching that bastard sinking his claws into Matt -
or should I say 'pincers'?" She grinned at him.
"Yes, we'll lose the contract, but we're the highest
rated scripted drama on TV. We'll get by."
"Hey guys," Chang said. "Just to let you know
that I didn't stop filming, so we've got everything
on tape." He jerked his head at the camera. "If that
shithead ever tries to threaten you, then tell him
you'll put the whole fucking thing up on YouTube."
He gave a sly grin.
"It'll go viral in seconds!" Karl whooped.
"Rule will never live down the humiliation of
being smacked in the gob by his own sub."
"My sub," Rick corrected him, and he felt a
surge of possessive pride. "My collared sub," he
repeated, as he realized he'd never said those
words before. "Mine."
"Yes, dear." Karl rolled his eyes. "We know.
You just collared a sub for the first time and now
you're coming over all toppy on us. I think we
should finish up the scene, so you can drag Matt
back to your cave and do all the things newly
collared couples like doing to each other." He
winked at them knowingly.
"Forget it," Chang said. "There's no way we'll
get any decent work out of either of them now, and
the first take was good."
Rick glanced at Petra, and she sighed. "All
right then - go home. Shoo. We'll see you in a
couple of months."
Rick looked at Matt and held out his hand.
Matt smiled at him and took it, and they ran for the
door together.
Matt buried his face in Rick's leather jacket
as they rode back to Rick's house on his Harley.
His entire life had changed in an instant, and while
he usually hated surprises, this time he felt an
overwhelming sense of relief, combined with a
giddy happiness.
The plain black collar around his throat fitted
far more comfortably than Rule's restrictive gold
cuff had fit around his wrist. He loved that it was
the collar Rick had been wearing every day at
work for months; that somehow made it more
personal.
They sped through the wrought iron gates to
Rick's house, and Rick got off the bike, turned, and
swung Matt up in his arms, all in one quick move.
"Hey! Oh shit…" Matt flung his arms around
Rick's neck. "I can walk, you know."
"I know… I just need to hold you." Rick
grinned down on him.
"You're lucky you're so damn big. I mean, I'm
not small, and most doms wouldn't be able to do
this, and - mmmfh!" Rick silenced him by kissing
him, and Matt laughed up into the kiss.
Rick carried Matt into the house and up the
stairs, kissing him repeatedly as he walked. Matt
was surprised when they walked past the
playroom, but Rick shook his head.
"Not the playroom - the bedroom. There's
plenty of time for the playroom later, but right now
we're just us. No games, no scene, no acting, no
master/slave scenario - just a dom and his newly
collared sub."
He kicked open a door, swept Matt into a big,
white room, leaned in for another kiss… and then
paused. "I can still smell that bastard on you; his
fucking cologne. It makes me feel ill."
Without missing a beat he swung around,
carried Matt into the en suite, and put him down in
the shower. He yanked Matt's jacket off, and his
own, then got in beside him and turned on the
faucet. They both laughed as they stood there, fully
clothed, under the spray of warm water, getting
soaking wet.
Rick grabbed the soap and lathered it in his
hands, then scrubbed them over Matt's still clothed
body. "I don't want to smell him; I only want to
smell you," he said as he worked.
"You're insane!" Matt laughed. "And your
boots are ruined." They both looked down at
Rick's boots, which were the thick leather ones
that Alex Tanner always wore as they were both
still in costume.
"I don't give a fuck." Rick pulled him close,
and they shared a long, wet kiss, their clothes
sticking to their bodies as the warm water
drenched them.
Then Rick snapped off the faucet and leaned
in to sniff Matt again.
"Better?" Matt rolled his eyes.
"Much better." Rick grabbed a towel and
rubbed it through Matt's hair and then his own, and
then he took hold of Matt's hand and led him back
into the bedroom. Matt took the towel with him,
rubbing himself dry as they went, and he was about
to hand it to Rick with another joke about their wet
clothes when he stopped in his tracks.
Rick had turned to look at him, and there was
had an expression of total shock on his face. His
gaze alternated between Matt's eyes and the collar
around his neck, in disbelief.
"I… shit…"
His eyes were glistening, and he looked
suddenly vulnerable. "Hey - it's okay," Matt said
throwing the towel onto the floor and going to his
dom. He caressed Rick's cheek with his hand, and
Rick shook his head, looking down. Matt put his
arms around him to find that he was trembling.
"Hey - ssh, it's fine. I'm here," he said soothingly,
wondering what was going on for his new dom.
"I know." Rick leaned into him. "But you so
nearly weren't. I almost lost you."
"But you didn't. It all turned out okay."
"I collared a sub. Me." Rick looked up, his
eyes wet. "I never thought that this was something
that could ever happen to me. You… you are so
perfect, and I love you so much."
"I love you too." Matt pulled him in close and
kissed him again, and Rick responded like a
starving man, thrusting his tongue into Matt's mouth
and kissing him back hungrily. Matt couldn't
remember ever feeling any kind of passion in his
short-lived relationship with Rule; it had all been
very neat and tidy but lacking any kind of heat.
"I need you," Rick said urgently when they
finally broke apart. "I need to know that you're
really mine."
"I am yours."
"I know, but it still hurts." Rick drew in a
ragged breath. "The thought of that bastard
touching you, kissing you, and hurting you…" He
picked up Matt's arm and bestowed a gentle kiss
on his chafed wrist. "Damn it, that hurts."
"He isn't here. He'll never touch me again,
Rick."
Rick's eyes were dark, and he was shaking
almost uncontrollably. "Shit… what's happening to
me?" he whispered.
Matt took hold of his face, noticing how his
touch seemed to calm him. "It's okay; I think you're
just going into your top-space."
"It's never felt like this before." Rick rested
his forehead against Matt's. "I feel like I'm burning
up. I need to touch you, to claim you, to be inside
you. It's killing me."
He grabbed a handful of Matt's wet shirt and
ripped it open, startling him. He splayed his hand
over Matt's bare chest and when Matt moved to try
and strip off the tattered remains of his shirt, Rick
grabbed his hand. "No! No, Matt. Don't move or
try to do anything. This time, this first time, what I
want - what I need - is your complete surrender.
Can you do that for me?"
"Yes," Matt said quickly. Rick had taken him
on a journey a few weeks ago, in the playroom
down the hallway. Now Rick was going on an
equally profound journey of his own, and Matt
wanted to be there for him in return. "Whatever
you want from me, I can do it."
"Trust me," Rick said hoarsely. "Do as I ask,
immediately. Let me own you - all of you. Don't
hold back. Come down with me. We'll go down
together."
His breath rasped his throat, and he spoke in
short, staccato sentences as if he was having
trouble saying the words, his gaze raking hungrily
over Matt's body the whole time.
"I do trust you," Matt said quietly. "I'm
wearing your collar." He reached up to touch it,
and Rick's eyes flashed.
"No… don't…" His chest was rising and
falling heavily, and he brushed Matt's fingers
away, holding his hand tight. "Don't touch yourself
- the only hands I want to see on your body are
mine," he growled. "You're mine now."
Matt gazed at him, transfixed. This was a
Rick he'd only seen glimpses of before. He had an
air of tightly controlled danger that Matt found
highly arousing, but he had no experience of
handling passionate doms. He hoped he was sub
enough to handle Rick in this new, highly dominant
headspace, and he decided that there was only one
way to find out.
"Then show me," Matt challenged, tilting his
chin up. "You scrubbed Rule's scent off me - now
mark me with your own. Show me who I belong to
and make me believe it."
Rick pounced on him with a low growl. He
tore the remainder of Matt's shirt off his back,
tossed it to one side, and then stripped the rest of
his damp clothes from his body like a whirlwind,
throwing them across the room in a frenzy of
activity.
When Matt was completely naked, Rick took
a few steps back and stood there, his chest
heaving, as he studied his sub's nude body intently.
Matt stayed still, trying not to wilt under his dom's
scrutiny, waiting to find out what would happen
next.
Just when Matt was sure he couldn't stand it
anymore, Rick prowled back towards him, his
eyes dark, looking like a panther anticipating a
good meal. Matt held his breath, expecting to be
thrown to the floor and fucked within an inch of his
life.
So he was taken aback when Rick slowly,
almost reverently, got down on his knees in front
of him.
His sub was beautiful. His skin was pale, his