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My head thrashed
on the bed as my body writhed beneath his intimate touch. My moans grew more
frantic as I built towards a monstrous release. When his finger slipped into my
hot center, I was overwhelmed with a mindless red-hot pressure. I yelled out
his name as another finger joined the first, stretching my insides and rubbing
my inner walls.

Tiny white lights
danced in my eyelids as I exploded around his fingers. I felt the molten juices
of my climax as my muscles spasmed around Alex's fingers. His tongue quickly
replaced his fingers as he lapped at my creamy release.

As my quaking
muscles began to slow their frantic shuddering, Alex joined me lying next to my
side. I smiled, feeling so blissfully alive, and pulled him to me. I kissed his
lips tentatively, tasting my sex on his mouth.

His hand strummed
up and down my body softly, leaving my skin shivering and aware, as he deepened
our kiss, kissing me passionately. There was something sinfully erotic about
lying naked underneath Alex while he was still fully clothed. I let myself
become swept away by the sensations, his mouth possessing mine, his hands
worshipping my body. As his hands caressed my body, expertly playing the peaks
and valleys, I began to feel the dull ache of need once more between my legs.

I squirmed underneath
him as I pleaded, "Alex, please. I need you."

His fingers found
my sensitive clit. "You're not screaming yet."

Gasping at the
jolts of pleasure radiating from my clit, I barely managed to reply, "I
will be if you don't get your clothes off now."

Alex pressed a
finger into my wet center. "I won't be able to stop myself once my clothes
are off."

I moaned as his
finger rubbed in and out of me. I felt an orgasm already beginning to rise up
inside me. "Alex, I'm going to come again soon and I want you to be there
with me."

My pussy clenched
in agony when his fingers left me to undress. He slid his t-shirt off in one
fluid motion. I'm not sure if he was wearing anything under his jeans, but if
he was, it all came off at the same time. My eyes flicked to his thick cock and
I felt a shiver of anticipation. But as he lowered himself towards me, my eyes
were drawn to his tattoos. For a moment, it wasn't Alex that was about to take
me, but a sexy bad-boy - a rock star.

Alex spread my
legs apart with his knees and pressed the head of his cock against my quivering
pussy. I whimpered as he slid the tip through my wet sex, teasing me without
mercy. His cock pressed slightly into my slippery center, spreading me open and
teasing, before it withdrew and rubbed against the length of my slit. I watched
his face as he alternated between glancing at me and concentrating on the
visual of his cock slowly slipping into me.

He was driving me
wild with need, leaving me throbbing to feel his cock buried deep inside me. My
hips thrust upward, demanding more. "Alex, I can't hold back much
longer."

Alex looked at me.
"Don't hold back, baby."

His cock plunged
into me. I gasped as he slid so easily and so deeply inside. As he began to
thrust into me the pleasure rapidly grew to unbearable heights. I was racing
toward climax as each thrust took me closer and closer towards a mind-blowing
ecstasy.

I was yelling out
his name and my fingernails were raking across his back. Alex was hurtling me
towards the edge of oblivion. His thrusts became faster and I was lost. When
his thumb reached down to rub my clit with each stoke, I exploded. A flood of
bliss washed over me, and wave after wave of pleasure coursed through my body.

As my muscles
clenched frantically around his cock, Alex let go. One deep thrust and I knew
that he was pumping his seed inside me. We clung to each other as our bodies
slowly came back down to earth. My body was still trembling with tiny
shockwaves when Alex pulled out. He laid next to me and gathered me in his
arms.

I was basking in
the wondrous afterglow of our lovemaking. And feeling so completely in love. I
snuggled deep in his arms, breathing in his intoxicating scent... And must have
fallen asleep.

At first I thought
I was dreaming again. But the warm body below me was definitely real. I could
hear his heart thudding beneath my ear. I opened my eyes and saw that Alex was
watching me. "Did I fall asleep?"

Alex smiled,
"Yes."

I felt his cock
pressed against my belly. A jolt of awareness sliced through me as I realized
how hard he was. "How did I end up on top of you? And why didn't you wake
me?"

Alex's fingers
trailed over my ass and up my spine. "You just kept inching up on top of
me in your sleep - I'm certainly not complaining. And I wanted you to rest
up."

I kissed his
chest. "Did you have something in mind?"

"I just want
to hear you screaming out my name again." His fingers lazily traced
circles on my back.

I slid down his
body, raking my hardened nipples across his skin, and kissing a trail down his
toned abs, down past his belly to the tip of his bulging cock. My tongue licked
the drop of slightly salty pre-cum off the tip of its head before my lips
sealed around him. My tongue laved his cock, working the ridge and the
sensitive underside of it, as I gently sucked.

I took more and
more of him into my mouth as I continued to lick and suck. I felt an ache of
pleasure in my own core as Alex became more excited. I could have stayed there
forever, bringing him pleasure, bringing him to completion. I wanted to make
him lose control, to come in my mouth, to taste his essence. But he stopped me.

"Come here,
Lena."

I climbed up to be
next to him. He kissed me tenderly. Our kiss was the joining of two connected
souls. We touched each other not in a panicked, frenzied groping, but in an
emotional and sensual exchange. I explored his body as he touched me, bringing
me to a burning hunger just as devastatingly overpowering as the frenzied
joining before.

He made love to me
slowly, locking eyes with me as he thrust deep inside. A cluster of powerful
emotions gnawed at my soul before becoming absorbed by the mindless ecstasy of
my approaching orgasm. I cried out his name again as bliss overtook me. When he
joined me in release, I felt complete.

I knew our time
together was slowly ebbing away as we lay entwined together. "Alex, can I
see the pictures you took?"

Alex sat up and
retrieved his phone. He lay down next to me and opened up the pictures.

I squirmed with
embarrassment as he clicked through each one. "They're very...
provocative."

Alex laughed.
"They're hot."

"You're sure
no one is going to see them?" My fingers traced the tattoo on his upper
arm.

"Positive.
Believe me, I'm not going to let anyone see them. They're just for me."

I tentatively
asked, "Have you done this with other girls? I mean, take pictures."

Alex kissed my
forehead. "I don't want to remember other girls. Just you."

"That didn't
answer my question." I'm not sure why I wanted to know so badly.

Alex sighed.
"Other girls have sent me pictures. But why would I want to talk about
other girls when I have you right here with me? I don't want to be with other
girls, I want to be with you."

"Have you
ever made sexy videos before?"

Alex inhaled
sharply. "No. But maybe I should, I
am
a rock star as you keep
reminding me. That would be so sexy, babe. We can try it out. Take it slow -
start by filming and not recording it at first."

I could barely
look him in the eye. "It sounds kind of hot. I think you're corrupting
me."

Alex dragged me on
top of him. "I think you're amazing."

I loved feeling
our bodies together, his hard length under mine, our skin touching. "Alex,
if I'm going to let you keep those pictures, I'm going to need a picture of you
to remind me of tonight."

Alex's face fell.
"You want a picture of my dick? It's kind of spent right now. Not exactly
what I'd call
provocative
."

I giggled.
"No! Although I wish I had thought of that sooner... I just want a picture
of us together."

Alex got up and
found my phone. He laid back down beside me and we put our heads together smiling
up at the camera. At the last moment as the flash lit us up, Alex planted a big
sloppy kiss on my cheek. The shutter clicked just as I scrunched up my nose
laughing.

The cute picture
was the epitome of Alex and me. That was the Alex that I loved, not the rock star,
but the boy from college.

I was still
giggling at the goofy picture when a pounding at the door startled me.

"C'mon Alex.
Johnnie wants to leave. We've been waiting out here for over an hour
already." It sounded like Tyler.

I heard Alex muttering
'Fuck' as I sprang up from the bed and started hunting down my clothes and
dressing quickly. Alex slipped his jeans on and then grabbed me, halting my
frenzied dressing. "I'm not ready to say good-bye yet."

I swallowed past
the lump starting to form in my throat. "It's better this way. I don't
think I could handle a long drawn out goodbye where I could potentially blubber
all over myself. I need to go."

I pulled out of
his arms and finished dressing silently. When I had gathered all my stuff, Alex
led me out of the room and through the bus.

As Tyler saw us
emerge, I heard him mutter, "Finally."

We passed him by
and Alex led me off the bus. I could see Tommy and Melissa standing back
waiting. Alex turned me to face him and pulled me into his embrace. He
whispered into my ear, "I love you."

My voice came out
shaky as I repeated it back to him. "I love you, Alex."

I heard him say
good-bye as I turned around and walked away. I held back the tears as walked
through the parking lot. I was vaguely aware of Melissa catching up to me and
guiding me toward the car.

"I'll drive,
honey. Don't worry. I didn't drink much. That Tommy sure knows how to get down
to business."

I managed to laugh
weakly as I got in the car. My mind was replaying the last fleeting look in
Alex's eyes as I turned away. He looked so lonely. I remembered the words to
the song he sang to me. And I knew Alex's song would haunt me in my dreams - my
dreams of Alex when he was far away.

My phone buzzed,
interrupting my melancholy thoughts. It was a text from Alex.

Miss you
already
.

Chapter Eight

Three weeks after
Alex had said goodbye to Lena, he still couldn't shake his dark mood. He walked
around with a permanent scowl on his face, except for when he was on stage. But
as soon as their set was done, Alex felt his mood spiral downward. It was after
a performance when he felt the worst.

Adrenaline would
be pumping through his veins, as the band would finish their last song. He
would slowly come down from his high just as the night really started rocking. His
friends would be partying around him and he would just obsess about Lena.
Checking for texts. Missing her so badly.

He knew that the
band was beginning to notice that he was becoming a wet blanket. It pissed him
off that he couldn't even enjoy himself without Lena. Sure, he wasn't going to
sleep around on her, but he could at least have some fun just hanging out.
What
was wrong with him?

He had started
drinking more to get through the endless nights. At least when he got smashed,
he could crash on the bus and not spend his nights thinking about her. And
occasionally, a little pot helped to mellow him out a bit. Lately he had been
seriously tempted by harder stuff.
Jesus, he was falling apart.

If he could make
it five more weeks, he'd be okay.
Five fucking weeks.
The band had a three-day
break in between Houston and Dallas. The other guys all grew up in that area,
so they'd be visiting friends and family back home. And Lena had promised to
fly out to see him. She was coming to their Houston show and then she would be
all his for three days.

His cock thickened
in his pants just thinking about her. He pulled out his cell phone and checked
for new messages. None. Damn. It was shit like this that bothered him. A new
message from her could have his heart racing. No new messages sunk him into
despair.
It was fucked up.
He had to get his shit together.

"Hey, Tommy.
Pass me that blunt." He took a long drag and let the effects numb his
tortured mind.

He watched the
girl sitting on Tommy's lap surreptitiously rubbing his cock through his pants.
Tommy didn't even seem to notice.

"Hi
Alex." A girl with pouty lips sat on the couch next to him. She looked
vaguely familiar, but Alex couldn't place her. He nodded to her as he took
another swig of beer.

That must have
been enough encouragement for her. "Great show tonight. You were really
awesome."

"Thanks."
He took another sip as her hand crept onto his thigh.

He got angry with
himself as he felt his cock twitching at the touch. He hadn't had sex in three
weeks. Three weeks! And it was torture.

He momentarily
thought about screwing this girl. Just to get some relief. It wouldn't mean
anything to him and Lena would never know. Her hand started sliding towards his
crotch.

Grimacing as he
jumped up from the couch, he turned to Tommy. "Hey man, have you seen
Tyler?"

Tommy's girl was
now laying across his lap with her ass upended while Tommy played drums with
his fingers on it. "He went back to the bus to get something before we
headed out."

Alex nodded. He'd
catch up with Tyler. Some fresh air would do him some good right now. He left
the girl with the pouty lips and headed through the backstage area towards
their bus. As he walked through the lot, he couldn't help but check his phone
for new messages or texts. Nothing.

He hopped on the
bus and headed toward the back. He didn't see Tyler so he poked his head
through the open door to the back lounge. Tyler was standing in the room, pants
around his ankles, lips around his dick. Just what he needed, to walk in on
Tyler getting a blowjob.

Tyler nodded in
greeting. "What's up, Alex?"

"Fuck, Tyler.
Couldn't you close the door?" It seemed like every time he turned around,
Alex was bombarded with sex, and ended up sporting a hard-on.

"I'm sure uh,
Vanna, could take care of you too," Tyler offered.

The girl popped
her head off Tyler's dick. "It's Angie. And sure, I love to work two dicks
at once."

Tyler guided her
head back onto his cock. "Don't stop, babe."

As disgusted as he
was, Alex felt his cock throbbing with need. "No thanks."

Tyler took his
sunglasses off. "How long has it been, man?"

Alex took a drag
of his beer. "Three weeks."

"Fuck."
Tyler looked shocked. "What's wrong with you? You're not married to her.
Lena will never know."

Alex didn't
answer.

Tyler shrugged.
"You saw her for like one day. And suddenly you're completely
pussy-whipped. It's not gonna work, man."

Alex stared into
his beer lost in thought.

"Oh yeah,
babe. Keep doing that. Faster." Tyler's voice started sounding thready.

It was time to
beat a hasty retreat. Alex turned away to leave. "We're heading out soon.
You coming?"

Tyler groaned.
"Oh yeah. Real soon."

Alex left the bus
before he could hear any more.

––––––––

★★★

The party was
already in full swing when they got there. Lena still hadn't returned his messages,
but it was a Friday night and she was probably out with her friends. He had to
stop being so stalkerish.

Tyler handed out a
round of beers. "Hey, Alex. You get that boner taken care of yet?"

Alex grabbed his
beer from Tyler. "Very funny."

Tyler slapped him
on the back. "Nick, maybe you can give Alex some pointers. You've been a
real pussy-magnet lately. I think you've been averaging two a night. Those two
blonde girls last night? Holy shit, man."

Alex thought Nick
was going to get angry. He'd been real moody and secretive for a while. But
Nick just smiled. "Our boy here is in love. Alex is going to need a lot
more than pointers to get through that shit."

Alex felt his face
getting warm. What the hell was with these guys getting on his case so much
tonight? He took a long draw of his beer trying to blow off his friends. It was
best not to feed the fire.

Tommy dislodged
the girl he had been drumming on earlier from his arm. "Are you serious?
You're in love with her, Alex?"

God, they wouldn't
shut up. "I don't want to fucking talk about it."

"Is that why
you've been such a bitch to hang out with lately?" Tommy was shaking his
head, still looked incredulous.

Laughing, Tyler added.
"He's been a bitch because he hasn't gotten laid in 3 weeks."

Alex shifted
uncomfortably. Even Tommy's girl was laughing at that remark.

Tommy's eyes
widened. "Jesus, Alex. When are you going to see her again?"

Five fucking
weeks!
Alex couldn't even meet his eyes. "She's coming out to Houston
in five weeks."

The guys all
sniggered and Tommy exclaimed, "Five weeks! Holy shit! That's impossible
dude. Why don't you bring her out on tour with us for a week? Remember when
Tyler brought that girl out when we had the van? Shit, the bus is a fucking
castle compared to that. You could have the back room for the week."

Alex shook his
head. He had considered it. He wanted to be with her so much it hurt. But then
she would see just how shallow his life was.

"Nah, it
wouldn't work. She's got real work and stuff. Besides, what would she do all
day?"

They were all
staring at him. Alex took another drag of his beer.

Tommy laughed,
"She would be fucking you all day, bro. Then she would go to our shows and
party. It would be perfect."

Alex got a
reprieve when Tommy's girl turned to him. "I would go on tour with you!
That would be so awesome."

Nick and Tyler
laughed at Tommy's petrified look. "I don't think there's enough room for
two girls, babe. Anyone need a new beer? I'm going to get another round."
Tommy took off before the girl could say anything else.

Luckily, Tommy's
departure seemed to end that particular conversation. However, Alex had noted
that no one in the band seemed to object to the idea of Lena coming on tour
with them for a little while. But would Lena even want to do it? And what would
she think of Alex when she saw what his life was like? Would she think him as
worthless as his father did?

Alex took another
sip, finishing his beer. Tyler had turned his attention to Nick when two hot
girls had approached him, leaving Alex alone for a moment. He thought about
ditching the bar and finding a ride back to the bus. Maybe he could catch Lena
when she got in and they could talk.

Their schedules
were so different. During the week, he had a lot of free time during the day
when the bus was rolling to a new town. But she couldn't talk because she was
at work and her boss was strict. Usually it was too late to call her when his
show wrapped up. They communicated almost solely by texts and voicemail. Except
when he caught her on a few weekends - like tonight.

He looked around
to make sure the guys were busy and then he pulled out his phone. No new texts.
No messages.

A hand slid around
his chest. He tensed as Cassie slid up against him. "Hi Alex. You look so
lonely over here."

"I was just going
to head back to the bus."

Cassie smiled.
"Ooh. Take me with you Alex. I want to feel your fingers strumming me like
you strummed your guitar tonight on stage."

Alex frowned.
"Not tonight, Cassie."

She pouted her
lips and was grinding against him. "Remember all the hot nights we had
together, Alex? I miss that. Remember when Anna and I both took care of you?
That was so hot and she's here tonight. I know she'd love a replay as much as I
would."

Alex took a step
back from her. "It's not gonna happen."

Cassie looked
angry. "Well let me know when you're ready to have some fun again."

She stormed off,
probably in search of a new target. Alex looked around for Tommy and the new
beers he was supposed to be getting. He spotted him laughing in a group of
girls, his arm around the chick from backstage. If Alex wanted a new beer, he'd
have to get it himself.

Instead, he
decided to ditch the bar. All it had gotten him so far was a bad case of blue
balls. He headed to the front of the bar, looking for potential rides back to
the bus, when he ran into Nick and Tyler, with four girls between them, heading
out.

Alex caught up to
them. "Hey, you guys leaving? Can you give me a ride back to the
bus?"

Tyler slapped him
on the back. "Sure. We're heading back to the bus too. We've got a couple
of hours before the bus leaves..."

Shit. They were
going back to the bus to fool around with the chicks. Just what he needed.

"Can't you
guys go back to one of their places?" Alex cringed, he almost sounded
whiney.

Tyler shook his
head. "They don't live close enough. Since when did you become such an old
lady? You can turn into a monk for all I care, but don't rain on our
parade."

Alex ran his hand
through his hair. "You're right. Sorry man. I'm just going crazy. I'll
catch a ride with you if you don't mind."

"No problem.
And there's even an extra chick if you change your mind." Tyler grabbed
one of the giggling girls.

"Right."
Alex put his hands in his pocket. It was going to be another long night.

As they walked
through the parking lot to the girls' car, Nick hung back to talk to Alex.
"Hey man, you alright?"

Nick always seemed
to be the smartest one of them. And he seemed to have a glimpse of knowledge as
to what Alex was going through.

Alex took his time
to reply. "I don't know. Lena coming back into my life is the best thing that's
ever happened to me. So, why do I feel so fucking miserable?"

"Long
distance relationships are shit, man."

Alex nodded his
agreement. "What about you? You've been a fucking downer lately too, in
case you hadn't noticed. But you seem to be doing better lately."

Nick looked at him
oddly. "Remember when I told you it takes ten good fucks to get a woman
out of your head? Well, I was wrong. It takes a lot more than that."

Nick caught up to
the group, leaving Alex trailing behind.

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