RR05 - Tender Mercies (2 page)

The slow molasses drawl clogged Solberg’s ears.
Why can’t the man learn to speak properly? Or at least faster
. He felt like snapping his fingers to encourage the words to come more rapidly.

“Mary Martha MacCallister, I want you to meet Pastor John Solberg.” Katy did the honors with her usual flourish.

“My sister is visiting from Missouri,” Zeb added. “We would have introduced you sooner, but with you being gone and all . . .”

Mary Martha? Couldn’t they make up their mind when they named her?
“I’m pleased to meet you, Miss MacCallister.” His voice sounded stiff, even to his own ears.
Probably good I have been gone. I needed that time with my family, and marrying off a sister was pure delight. So now I’m back and . . .
The day seemed to have brought nothing but annoyances.

“Ah’ve heard so much about you.”

She talked just like her brother. He glanced up from studying the hem of her skirt to see eyes that appeared to be laughing. At him? “Yes, well, welcome to Blessing. I hope you’ll enjoy your visit. If you’ll excuse me, I have somewhere I need to be.”

Liar
. He almost turned to see who was sitting on his shoulder. He moved toward the door, ushering them before him.

“Hey, Solberg, you in there?”

Saved by a Bjorklund. The irony of it all.

“You caught me, Haakan. Come on in.”

“How you doing, Pastor?” Haakan filled the door, ducking under the frame as a matter of habit.

Since today seemed to be one of honesty, John admitted to himself that maybe if he had the broad shoulders and arresting blue eyes of the Bjorklund men, perhaps Ka—er, a young woman of his own choosing would be more disposed to accept his advances. Often he felt he lived in the land of giants when around the men of Blessing. Including Zeb MacCallister.

“Why, Katy, Zeb, how are you? And Miss MacCallister?” Haakan smiled at each in turn. “What brings you to town?”

“We thought to show Mary Martha around some.” Katy sent a troubled glance Solberg’s way. “Now that Pastor Solberg is back, we—I thought—I guess . . .” She stammered to a close, glancing from the minister to her sister-in-law and back to Haakan.

See, another one. I didn’t expect this from my friends. Is there no safe haven?

Haakan nodded. “Ingeborg said if I saw you, I was to tell you that the coffeepot is always on and the ladies will be hosting the first quilting meeting of the fall on Saturday. That’s a good chance for you to finish meeting everyone.” He directed the last sentence to their visitor. “Right, Pastor?”

“Ah, right.” John took another step toward the door. He felt as though the room were trying to smother him. Something was.

“Good. Then we will go to Penny’s and swing by your house on the way home,” Katy said.

The look Katy gave Pastor Solberg clearly said she was not only puzzled but concerned by his actions. His mother would have burned his ears over such boorish behavior but . . .
Please, Lord, get me out of here
. When they finally got outside, John sucked in a breath of air as if he’d been underwater and about to drown. As if from a far distance, he heard the others saying “good-bye” and “see you soon,” but for the life of him, he couldn’t respond. Instead he raised a hand in farewell when Zeb had his womenfolk back in the wagon and was clucking his horse to back up.

“Are you all right?” Haakan asked.

“I will be.” John sucked in another breath of cold air and felt his head clear. Now he’d have to apologize. “You in as bad a need of a cup of coffee as I am?”

“You know me. I never turn down an offer like that.” Haakan held out a paper-wrapped packet. “Especially since Ingeborg sent you some molasses cookies fresh from the oven.” He nodded toward the loaf of bread John had tucked under his arm. “You had time to bake along with getting ready for all those children?” The twinkle in his eyes said he knew otherwise.

“Just another matchmaking mama.” John stepped back inside the schoolhouse and snagged his coat off one of the pegs in the cloakroom. “Won’t take too long to get the coffee hot. I sent Thorliff over to rattle the grates and fire up my stove. You know how hard I have to work to keep ahead of that young man, don’t you? I surely do appreciate Ingeborg sending him over to help me get the schoolroom ready for classes.” He closed the door behind him and turned to see the wagon raising a dust cloud down the road to the store. Yes, an apology was definitely in order. What an oaf he had been. After all, she was only a visitor here, and the Lord commanded them to welcome visitors.
As angels unawares . . .
He checked a groan. He hated failure.

“I don’t envy you.” Haakan shook his head. “Sometimes the questions that boy asks . . . He is always thinking, that’s for certain. Just the other day he asked me why, if God wrote the Bible, did most of the books in it have other men’s names on them?”

“What did you tell him?”

“To ask you.”

“And I suppose when he asked where babies came from, you told him to ask his mother.”

“You bet your britches. I did good on how the steam engine works though, and why the hailstorms skipped over the farms here in Blessing.”

John looked up at the man walking beside him. “What did you say to that?”

“God made it so, and so it is. That was my mor’s answer to any question she didn’t know the answer. Worked with me.”

Solberg groaned and rolled his eyes. “You know, it’s farmers like you who keep us ministers and schoolteachers in business.” He opened the door to his sod house. An orange tiger cat rose from its place on the rug in front of the stove, stretched every rippling muscle, and purred its way to the door to wind around the legs of the men as they divested themselves of coats and hats. The freeze the night before and the wind from the north seemed as if they’d skipped right over fall to winter.

When the coffee was poured and they’d both sat down—Solberg in his rocking chair—the wind could be heard pleading around the eaves to join them.

Haakan blew on the coffee he’d poured in his saucer to cool. “I sure ain’t looking forward to winter this year. I must be getting old.”

“Ja, and my legendary tante Irmy lives right next door.”

“Really? When did you sneak that one by us?” Haakan looked up over the rim of his cup. Reaching for one of the cookies now on a plate, he dunked it in the coffee and slowly blinked his eyes in bliss. “Now this is the way an afternoon ought to be spent.”

“And how is that?” Solberg broke off a bit of cookie and fed it to the cat waiting at his knee.

Haakan waved a cookie. “Hot coffee, cookies, talk with a friend. What more can one ask for?”

Putting all thoughts of his earlier visitors aside, John studied the man before him. “I know it’s about chores time, and you didn’t come pick up the children because they aren’t here yet. I don’t want to seem inhospitable but . . . why are you
really
here?”

Haakan examined the rim of his coffee cup. The silence between the two men stretched, the cat’s purring vibrating the stillness. Haakan looked up. “Now, you know I don’t take no part in gossip?”

Solberg nodded. “No fear of my thinking that.” He waited, watching as wrinkles chased each other across Haakan’s forehead and then turned to chase again.

“And that I ain’t an interfering man?”

Knowing the question needed no answer, John waited.

“Well, I just don’t think it’s right, that’s all, and I don’t know what to do about it.”

Hurrying one of the Bjorklund men was like trying to push water uphill. What in the world was Haakan referring to?

Chapter 2

“Why did Bestefar die?” Five-year-old Andrew Bjorklund propped his elbows on the table.

“Ah, child, the questions you ask.” His bestemor, grandmother Bridget Bjorklund, brushed a lock of snowy hair from her forehead with the back of a floury wrist. She reverted to Norwegian, unable to even
think
of an answer to such a complex question in her meager English. “Have a cookie,” she replied, giving herself more time to think.

“Mange takk.” Andrew could eat a dozen cookies—if anyone would let him—and then sit down to a full dinner without slowing down. Overnight he’d turned into all ankles and wrists. Since he grew up with both languages, he could switch back and forth with ease. He stared at his grandmother, waiting for an answer to his question.

Just thinking of her beloved Gustaf brought the sheen of tears to Bridget’s eyes. “His heart grew tired and quit one night while he was sleeping.”

“Didn’t he want to live anymore?”

“Some things we don’t have a choice for. When God calls you home, you go, whether you want to or not.”

“Like when Mor calls me from playing with the baby pigs? And if I don’t hurry and get here, she will use a switch on me?”

Bridget rolled her lips together to keep from smiling. The serious look on her sprouting grandson’s face warned her that he really wanted answers. He wasn’t just dawdling to keep from his chores or some such. “Not quite. See, you could still keep on playing—”

“And get in trouble?”

“Ja, but when God calls, you are gone”—she snapped her fingers, snowing flour and bits of sour cream cookie dough down on the table—“just like that.”

“Like when the hawk took my little chicks away?”

“Well, not exactly, but close. But dying does mean they won’t come back alive again.”

“Um.” Andrew reached for another cookie, checked his grandmother’s face for agreement, and at her nod helped himself.

When he looked up at her, his blue eyes so much like his grandfather’s, she felt her heart turn.

“Did you say good-bye?” he asked.

“No.” A simple word to cover a world of regret. Had Gustaf needed her, and she slept? Had he said good-bye, and she didn’t answer? What she wouldn’t give to hear his voice again, even if only asking for a cup of coffee. To see his boot marks across a clean kitchen floor, to sweep up curls of wood from his incessant carving, to hear his laugh, his wonderful laugh that made everyone around him laugh too. However, in the later years he had become more serious, bent over by the troubles of farming on land that wasn’t large enough to support his family, thus watching his sons leave for the new land. Never to return.

She left a fluff of flour under her eye when she backhanded away the tear that overflowed.
You should be done with the crying now, you crazy old woman. After all, dying is part of living
.

“I don’t like to say good-bye.”

“Ah, Andrew, neither do I.” She stopped rolling the cookie dough. “But you see, God didn’t offer me a choice.”

“Going along is better than saying good-bye.”

Bridget stared at her grandson. So often she had thought that very thing. Why didn’t God take her too? “Have another cookie, and then you must go bring in the wool for carding. I hung the fleeces out on the clothesline, and they should be dry by now.”

Andrew nodded and reached for another cookie. “I wish I knew Bestefar. Thorliff did.”

Bridget wiped her hand on her apron and brushed his curly blond hair off his forehead. “You have such a gift for saying the right thing.

Go, now, before there are no cookies left for the others and I have to start all over again.

“Put your coat on,” she called just as he started to slip out the door.

His chuckle, a younger version of his grandfather’s, floated over his shoulder before he closed the door.

Bridget dabbed away a bit of lingering moisture and went back to rolling out sour cream cookies. With Astrid down for a nap and no one else in the house at the moment, she returned to dreaming up plans for her boardinghouse. If she could get the men to build it, that is. Supper last Sunday evening had turned into a heated discussion, she recalled.

“And so, if I am going to stay here in America, I need to have something of my own,” she had said, looking from one astonished male face to another.
Where had they been when the women were talking about her boardinghouse? Men! Did they never listen until you took them by the ears and . . .

“But, Mor, isn’t helping Penny and Ingeborg enough work for you?” Her last remaining son, Hjelmer, rocked back in his chair.

She wanted to tell him to sit on the chair the right way so it wouldn’t break, just as she had those years when he was young, but right now she knew better than to start an argument over something like that. “No.” There, she’d said it.

“But you are busy from the time the rooster crows until the lamp runs low on kerosene.” Haakan nodded to the yellow circle of light cast by the lamp in the middle of the table.

And who do you suppose fills the lamp again?
Through the years she’d learned to keep thoughts like that to herself.

Ingeborg nodded when Bridget looked to her for assistance. “It seems to me that if Bridget wants to own a boardinghouse, she should do so.”

“It isn’t as if we don’t need one in Blessing. You all know I’ve been thinking along those lines myself.” Penny, Hjelmer’s wife, was already expanding her store in town into an eating establishment too. She looked directly at Hjelmer, as if daring him to disagree.

He dared. “But, Mor, aren’t you too old to start something like that now? After all you are—”

“After all, I am your mor, and I still have the strength in these hands”—she held them up and looked to her son—“to wash and cook and bake the bread you are selling in the store.”

“Not me,” he mumbled under his breath, but she heard him anyway.

“Ja, you. You might be the big-shot banker in town, but you still got black under your fingernails like any other blacksmith.” She watched as he checked his hands. When he closed one fist, she knew she’d hit on his weak spot.

While Hjelmer had always been a good blacksmith, he liked handling money better. But the bank hadn’t been in business long enough to pay him much, so when someone needed a blacksmith, he donned his leather apron again and fit wheels, repaired machinery, or shod the local horses.

“If it is the money worrying you, I will sign a note and pay it all back just like anyone else. I ask for no favors.” She glanced at Penny, who had talked with her about how things like that were done in America, and got a brief nod in return, along with a swift glimpse of the dimple in the young woman’s cheek. Penny had learned much with the opening and running of her store.