Run Wild (23 page)

She rubbed at her temples. “Get ahold of yourself, Samantha,” she whispered.

There had to be a logical explanation for what was happening to her. She was exhausted. She’d been under a great deal of strain. She’d been living in a cave, for heaven’s sake! What she needed was to get out of here. Then she’d be fine. Then she would feel like herself again.

Yes, she would feel like herself again. Soon.

The sooner, the better.

~ ~ ~

The chain scraped the stone floor with a metallic jangle as they walked—but for once the sound made Sam feel happy. Almost exhilarated. It was good to be moving again. Moving toward freedom.

A cool breeze on her face made her pause. “Do you feel that? Fresh air.” She turned to look over her shoulder. “The exit must be just ahead.”

“Well then, keep walking,” her companion urged, panting for breath. “Don’t wait for me. Something tells me I won’t be far behind.”

She smiled ruefully. He was regaining his sense of humor—sarcasm and all. A few extra hours of sleep had helped him immeasurably, but he was still very weak.

Once they had started out, he had refused to stop and rest, perhaps fearing that he might not get up again. Though, of course, he would never admit that.

She hadn’t argued with him this time. She was just as eager as he was to get out of here. Perhaps more so. She never wanted to see another cave as long as she lived.

Hefting the fishing creel on her shoulder, she kept walking.

The creel was much lighter minus the foodstuffs and whiskey bottle. They had precious few supplies left—just the utensils, the pouch of coins, the fishing line and rope. He held the biscuit-tin torch, its glimmering fire illuminating their footsteps. Whenever she spotted a patch of moss, she scraped it off with the knife and added it to the tin.

They turned a corner and she saw a gleam of light ahead.

She stopped in her tracks. “Oh, thank God!” she breathed.

“That doesn’t look like sunlight,” he said dubiously.

As her eyes adjusted, Sam realized he was right. The light that spilled across the rocky floor a few paces ahead wasn’t bright and golden like sunlight. It was a muted glow. Almost unnatural.

“Almost like a lantern,” she whispered. “Or—”

“Listen,” he said sharply. “What’s that sound?”

She strained her ears. There could be no mistake. They both said it at the same time.

“Waterfall.”

She felt her stomach drop to her toes. No, it couldn’t be! The thought of having to go through another bout with the river...

They looked at each other. His expression held the same reluctance and dread she felt.

But a moment later, his jaw hardened. “Let’s go,” he said grimly.

“Right.” She echoed his determination. They had survived days of the worst kind of suffering in this place. After all that, she refused to be daunted by any obstacle thrown in their path.

Quickly, without another moment’s hesitation, they walked toward the light, side by side. The cavern floor sloped downward, and the walls closed in around them, narrowing until they were forced to stoop over. The sound of the water grew louder, the wind stronger.

An opening appeared ahead, blocked by branches. Her pulse raced. They might find themselves at the top of a cliff or some awful precipice.

They pushed the branches aside. Cautiously slipped through the exit, bracing themselves.

It was like stepping out of the deepest pits of hell straight into heaven.

Into a lush, green Eden.

Sam gasped in awe as they straightened and looked around. The light they had seen was not sunlight but
moon
light. And starlight. Gleaming on a carpet of grass that stretched before them. They had exited into a small glade, tucked into a corner of the mountain of rock that formed the cavern. Craggy walls of stone protected it on three sides, while the fourth opened into the forest.

The waterfall they had heard was little more than a gentle shower, spilling over the hillside on the opposite side of the clearing, into a stream that wound through the pines and oak and ash trees of the forest.

Silently, they walked forward, out into the fresh air. She inhaled deeply. The scent of summer flowers, grass, leaves met them like a warm welcome and she knew she would never forget this particular fragrance as long as she lived. She had never smelled anything so sweet in her entire life!

The silver light, the clear night air, the sound of the wind in the trees, even the waterfall—they all seemed ordinary yet exquisite.

They were
alive
.

She wanted to fall to her knees in gratitude and dance across the grass at the same time. Joy welled in her heart and flooded through her, so overpowering it brought tears to her eyes, so refreshing she swore she could taste it.

Then her eyes fastened on the stream, and she glanced at the rogue, and she didn’t need to express the thought they were both thinking.

Water.

They rushed, stumbled, ran toward the stream, fell onto the bank and slurped up handfuls of the fresh, clear, sweet liquid. She didn’t bother to dig out the cups from the fishing creel. She splashed her face, her hair. Her relief bubbled up in her throat and came out as laughter.

A small, furry creature dashed away from the opposite bank to take refuge in a nearby shrubbery.

“A rabbit,” she exclaimed in delight, breathless, falling onto her back. “I don’t think I’ve ever seen anything so wonderful in my whole life.”

“Forget wonderful—he looks like supper to me.” The rogue studied the spot where the rabbit had disappeared. “Where there’s one, there are probably more. Maybe a whole warren.”

“But how can we catch them? We don’t have the pistol anymore.”

“We’ve got fishing line. I’ll make some snares.” He stretched out beside her, looked up at the night sky.

And suddenly cursed.

“What?” Sam followed his gaze, but saw nothing threatening in the cloudless black sky spangled with stars. “What’s wrong?”

“The moon is wrong,” he choked out, sitting up. “The night we stayed at the cabin, it was a quarter full. Look at it now.”

“It’s half full.” Sam shrugged. “What does it matter?”

“It matters because we weren’t in there for three or four
days
. We were in there for a week. I’ve lost an entire
week
.” He uttered a short, vicious oath. “I’ll never make it to York in time.”

“I
don’t understand why you are in such a foul mood.”

Nicholas didn’t reply to Miss Delafield’s annoyed comment. He was busy gnawing on a piece of rabbit, and he wasn’t about to apologize for his swearing, his table manners, or his temper.

They had settled beneath a stand of trees a few yards from the small waterfall. The moon and the firelight shone on the remains of their supper, scattered around them on the riverbank. They had roasted two rabbits and a fish, fried a half-dozen eggs—gathered from a nest near the water’s edge—in the biscuit tin, and made short work of a score of wild strawberries found growing beneath the evergreens.

But even a hot meal in his belly hadn’t improved his humor in the least.

One week
. He had lost an entire week. Which left him only five days to get to York before Michaelmas. Impossible. Food and rest were helping to restore his strength, but he would never make it in time. Not on foot. He needed a horse.

And how the devil was he supposed to obtain a horse in the middle of Cannock Chase?

“I honestly don’t see what difference a few extra days makes.” Miss Delafield lay on her back, her head pillowed on the fishing creel, as she contentedly munched a strawberry. “Surely whoever you’re meeting in York will understand the delay.”

“Not bloody likely,” Nicholas muttered, sitting near her feet, his back against a pine tree. He finished eating and flicked a bone toward the stream.

“Well, we’re alive. That’s something to be grateful for.”

He slanted her a glare. Her cheery attitude had grated on his nerves all night, ever since they had left the cave. “Why?” he snapped. “What’s there to feel grateful for? That the inevitable has been postponed? It may have slipped your mind, your ladyship, but we’re still facing a few problems. Like these for one.” He shook his right leg, jangling the shackles. “Not to mention a few dozen lawmen out there somewhere”—he jerked a thumb toward the far end of the glade, where it opened into the forest—“who want to put a bullet or two or ten into us. It’s a little early to be holding a victory parade.”

She sat up, her expression as calm as her voice. “I think the fact that we were in the cave for seven days instead of three or four is a good thing. It works in our favor. The lawmen obviously gave up searching this part of the forest a long time ago. Maybe they’re looking for us in the towns by now. Or they think we’re dead. Or—”

“Or maybe they’re still out there somewhere. Waiting for us to fall into their snare just like Mr. Bunny here fell into ours.” He nodded toward the blackened carcass impaled on a spit over their fire.

She glanced at the rabbit, then back at him. “You’re right. We have plenty to worry about. And as soon as you’re strong enough to move on, we’ll worry about it.” Lying down again, she sighed wearily. “But do I have to think of all that right this minute?”

Nicholas muttered an oath. He couldn’t
stop
thinking about it. He had wanted to press on the instant he realized how much time they’d lost. But he wasn’t strong enough for a grueling trek through the woods. Not yet.

Which aggravated him more than anything else. The pain in his shoulder had ebbed to a dull throb that he barely noticed, but the fever had sapped his energy, left him weak when he most needed to take action. The feeling was intolerable. It seemed as if his own body had joined the conspiracy against him.

And he already had enough to contend with: time quickly running short, marshalmen somewhere hunting for him, no weapons on hand.

And this stubbornly cheerful lady chained to his ankle.

Who vexed him in ways he didn’t want to think about.

Nicholas picked up the flask by his side and drank a long swallow of clear, cool water, wishing it were fiery, bracing whiskey instead. “You’re right. Why worry?” He wiped his mouth with the back of his hand. “It’s only a matter of life and death.
Ours
.”

She gazed up at the night sky, her expression still unconcerned. “My point exactly. Don’t you think that if we were meant to die, we would have died in that cave? Or drowned in the whirlpool? Or been caught by the dogs on the riverbank?”

“I don’t believe in fate, Miss Delafield.”

“Neither do I,” she said adamantly. “There aren’t any guarantees in life. I know that. Believe me, I know that.” She closed her eyes, and her voice was softer when she continued. “But we
didn’t
die. We’re alive. For now, for this moment, we’re all right. Isn’t that enough? Do you always have to look at the dark side of things?”

“I’m not looking at the dark side. I’m looking at the only side. The realistic side.”

“Fine.” She raised her head and shot him an icy golden glare. “You go right ahead and be realistic. I am going to lie here on the grass and listen to the wind and look at the stars and be grateful and happy that I’m still alive. Because for the last few days—”

“
Seven
days—”

“For the last
seven
days I thought I might never see any of this again!” She lay down once more, folding her arms over her chest. “I’m rather enjoying getting reacquainted with the moon and the stars, and when the sun rises in an hour or so, I’m going to enjoy that, too. And I would greatly appreciate it if you would shut up and stop ruining it for me.”

Nicholas bit back a hot retort. He normally wouldn’t sit still while anyone chastised him—least of all a woman. But arguing with this lady was clearly a waste of breath and logic.

He took out his frustrations by tossing pebbles toward the stream, testing the strength of his injured left arm.

Silence fell between them, as heavy as the chain that bound them together, as vast as the night sky overhead, broken only by the crackle of the fire and the liquid rush of the waterfall a few yards upriver.

A warm breeze ruffled his hair. Somewhere off to the left, a small animal ambled through the underbrush. The stream burbled over smooth stones as it flowed past, and silvery pinpricks of starlight reflected off the shallow waters.

If not for the ocean of troubles facing him, he thought sourly, still tossing pebbles, he might have found this little glade peaceful. Even pleasant. There was a great deal a man could make of a moonlit night, a soft carpet of grass, and a lady in a good mood...

He switched to his right hand, trying to cut short that line of thought. Ideas like that could prove dangerous to his health.

He didn’t have time for any kind of pleasure. He had to concentrate on getting his strength back and getting the hell out of here.

“We’ve been given another chance,” Miss Delafield said, suddenly breaking the silence. “And I think we’re going to be all right.”

He paused in mid-throw. “By what logic do you reach that conclusion?”