Savage Instinct (19 page)

Bianca looked like she was thinking about everything Lexi just said. She had definitely had her share of threesomes with Twin. In every city, not matter how small, he always had someone to call. It seemed like the only time they spent alone was when Lexi was on a trip with them. Twin knew the married with kids story was straight bullshit and he wanted her again. No matter how high he got her and how many bottles they downed, Lexi didn’t bite. He kept Bianca around in hopes of getting at Lexi just once more, and both girls got quite a bit of trinkets as their reminder of their run with Twin Star.

Bianca sighed. “He gives me the some sort of solidity. We have no titles, but I feel like I can call him my dude.”

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He’s done a gang of interviews. Has he ever mentioned you? Has he ever had you walk the red carpet with him and take pics? Come on, B, you know your worth. I ain’t got to the point where I want to be boo’d up and I can tell that’s something you want, but you don’t want it with him.”

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I know, I know. It’s a great fantasy, though. Have the baller boyfriend and living in the humongous house with unlimited funds.”

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You can have that, but it comes with consequences. Are you ready for that? Can you tolerate him being gone for days, weeks, and you don’t talk to him? I know you got it in you, but not if you in love, and you are.”

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I don’t know what happened,” Bianca confessed.

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You been saying you lonely and you wanna be boo’d up. I shouldn’t have put you on Twin knowing that. If you want to ride this out, then I got your back.”

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I’m just going to play it by ear. I mean, we just chillin’, we having fun.”

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If it’s just chilling and fun, then check ya feelings at the door. Don’t fool yourself and get hurt.”

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Shit, I always love it when I get a good dose of you. He gone for a few weeks, anyways. I need the break to get my head out the clouds.”

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What you gonna do while he gone?”

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Moving. I stacked enough money from him to get a lil’ house out in Stockton. Imma move my sister and momma there, and, of course, the kids.”

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Go ‘head, bitch. That’s all good. Bank Roll would be proud of a boss move like that. Just make sure you keep up them payments.”

Bianca laughed. “I got you.”

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That’s some cool shit for the kids. I remember going to my aunt’s house, not apartment, and just chilling. It’s a freeing thing to a kid to be able to go in the back yard and enjoy life. Why is it houses seem more stable than apartments?” Lexi asked, thinking back to all the ghetto places she had lived in her younger days.

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Cause they are. I feel so proud. We ain’t never lived in a house. Not my momma, my sister, none of us.”

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Gotta break the cycle and start something better sooner or later.”

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Yea.”

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Well, when you finish moving, you need to come out here and visit me. It’s about time for us to get together and wild out. I miss you, hoe.”

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I miss you, too, Ms. Porn Star.”

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Yea, right.”

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I bought one of your movies the other day. Bitch, you be putting it down.”

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Cause I’m a Savage. When I do something, I go hard.”

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So, is this what you doing now?”

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For now. I’m not trying to make a lifelong commitment. It’s fun and I get fucked hella good with no strings attached. Muthafuckas will be looking at my ass for years to come and jack off. Pussy rule the muthafuckin’ world.”

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You got that right.”

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Girl, get you enough money to pay off that house before you stop fucking with Twin. And, make sure you get a hot ass car.”

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You know I already flipped a car. Got a Benz SLK, it’s hot.”

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Ahh shit. I can’t wait to ride in it.”

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My momma just told me dinner ready. Can you believe that? We all having dinner together.”

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Keep those family ties close. I envy you.”

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I’m trying. I want to do things different, so these next few weeks I’m going to try.”

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That’s all you can do. Love you.”

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Love you, too, girl. Talk to you soon.”

Lexi hung up and smiled for her friend. Being around her aunt and cousins, she always wanted to sit with her sister and parents, and have dinner. She wanted them to help her with homework and encourage her to be better. Instead, she basically got sold for an unlimited high. Bank Roll had been great to her, but it still wasn’t an ideal situation.

Lexi leaned back on the leather couch. She knew how Bianca felt because living the lavish life had her hooked. She had started fucking with Harold and she lived in his humongous home. It looked like something straight off of
MTV Cribs
. The house was so big, a few families could live there and they would never bump into each other. Harold hosted many parties and even filmed there from time to time. It was always in Lexi’s nature to find the one running it and conquer them. Harold was a piece of cake.

She knew the best way to have a man lusting after her was to ignore him. When she ‘accidently’ confessed to Harold she was living motel to motel, he told her he had plenty of rooms at his house and she was more than welcomed to one until she got herself together. At first, they rarely saw each other. He was busy and she was always on set. She made sure she wasn’t home when he was, and she wasn’t at the set when she knew he was going to be there. That worked well for the first few weeks. They were strangers living in the same house.

When Harold extended the offer, he thought she would be like the rest of the girls who threw themselves at him the first night. All of the girls that he offered a room to before stalked him. They walked around naked and crawled in his bed in the middle of the night. In his lifetime of porn, he had gotten more pussy than he could have ever imagined.

He loved women. Always had. He could remember giving his babysitter big hugs and lying down with her to take naps to feel her soft titties. He always held onto ladies’ legs and rubbed them while they paid him no mind to a little boy being manish.

When he got a little older, around nine, his babysitter then was twelve. Nikki Towns was the hot ass around the neighborhood and loved to babysit to have boys over since her parents were so strict. Nikki caught Harold peeking at her while she was in the shower after sexing some guy, and she let him come in and feel her titties and even her hot box. When she couldn’t find someone to come over and fuck her, she let Harold suck her titties and rub her clit until she came.

When he was eleven, he had sex for the first time. Nikki had moved away and Harold was fiending to feel a girl again. He got his wish with the girl that, ironically, moved into Nikki’s old house. She was fourteen, and she always had a hot box that needed to be hosed often. Harold was tall for his age. Being around Nikki, he learned how not to be an overeager boy in the presence of a pretty girl. Nikki had played with his dick and even sucked it a few times. She told him he had a big dick for his age and young girls wouldn’t be able to handle it. She told him she was going to give him his first feel of pussy when she thought he was ready, but she moved before it happened.

Carmen was walking down the street when Harold first saw her. After that day, they said hello and bye, and exchanged smiles. It wasn’t until about a month later until they actually had a conversation. Harold saw Carmen sitting on the porch crying. He approached her and asked what was wrong. She told him about catching her boyfriend cheating with her friend. Harold sat there and let her cry on his shoulder. Before he knew it, she was kissing him, and then she asked if he wanted to go inside of her house. He felt it was the moment he had been waiting for, but he shrugged his shoulders and said he should be getting home. After she all but begged, he finally followed behind her inside of her house.

He wasn’t fully aware of rebound sex so as he coolly sat there on her couch while she got him a glass of Kool-Aid, she returned in nothing but her bra and panties. She pounced on him, wanting to get back at her boyfriend and fuck someone else. As she kissed Harold’s body he sat almost motionless, not wanting to do anything to mess up. He let her take control, and she did it so well. He came quick the first time, but he played with her pussy and sucked her titties as he had done with Nikki so many times. Seconds later his dick was hard again, and he gave her a run for her money putting her in various positions, savoring the warm gushy.

When she found out he was just eleven she felt embarrassed, but he fucked her so good he was her little secret for a few years. He wasn’t really a secret, she had told a few of her girlfriends about his skills, and soon, many of the teenage girls were after him to hit their spot and make them cum over and over. By the time he was in high school, his reputation had proceeded him and he was more popular than he could have imagined. He was a player, a ladies’ man, and the girls had no problem with waiting in line to be next.

He knew he was interested in film, and porn was the last thing on his mind until senior year. There was a party going on and his skillful smooth talk had two girls giving a show in the middle of the room. He softly talked to them, guiding them into giving the audience the best show they had ever witnessed. It was the nonchalant comment of, ‘Damn, that nigga need to direct porns and shit,’ that got him started in a lucrative business that paid him well.

Harold wanted Lexi the first time he saw her. He usually didn’t go for the chocolate girls, but there was something about those sexy ass eyes and that exotic look that pulled him in. On top of that, she was so professional. He thought she wasn’t fucking with him because she had a boyfriend, but he hadn’t known of her talking to anyone and neither had anyone else they worked with. He left her little gifts saying they were for her great performances, but they both knew that wasn’t the case.

Lexi finally made her move one night. Cherry Bomb was on the phone with her and during casual conversation, Cherry mentioned Harold had just left the studio and said he was going home to crash because he had had a long few days. Lexi was glad she had just gotten out of the shower, so all she needed to do was put on something that smelled good. She got off the phone and went in her room to spray on Chanel No. 5.

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Can’t go wrong with this,” she whispered.

Being that he could walk in the house and they not run into each other, she decided to go against the coy approach and put it out there. She was at the bottom of the stairwell in her birthday suit when Harold walked through the door. He was looking down at his phone, not paying attention to his surroundings. He smelled her first. When he looked up and saw Lexi standing there butt naked, he didn’t say a word. He tossed his phone on the small table near the door and grabbed Lexi into a kiss. He wasn’t going to fuck off the opportunity with small talk and get some bullshit about she didn’t expect him to be home and give apologies before rushing upstairs. He picked her up and carried her to the couch. Without a word, he spread her legs and finally did what he had been dying to do since he laid eyes on her. He ate her pussy with no mercy. Lexi moaned and crawled up the couch. She laughed inside thinking about shooting a scene on that exact couch about two weeks prior. She pulled Harold up, licked her juices off his lips, and tore off his clothes. She dropped down and sucked the life out of his dick as he held on for the ride. Not wanting him to cum, she stood up and placed one leg on the couch while one remained on the floor. Harold positioned himself behind her, bent her over, and fucked her dry. They showered together, fucked again, and after that night, Lexi was Harold’s girl.

Chapter 17

Lexi was in the Bay Area visiting Bianca. She hadn’t seen her in a while so she decided to make an appearance. Twin performed at a club in San Francisco and the girls were there having their usual ball of a time. As Lexi scanned the crowd, she saw a face she hadn’t seen in years. She blinked hard just to make sure she wasn’t seeing things, and then she pushed her way through the crowd. Bianca, not knowing what was going on, followed her in case she needed to have her back.

Lexi, where you going?” she asked, trying to keep up with her.

Lexi was quiet, she was on a mission. She rudely bumped past partygoers, ignoring their disgusted sighs and slew of cuss words. Finally, she was face to face with her. “Lexi?” she questioned, already knowing the answer.

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Sin! I haven’t seen you in so long. What’s been up? How are you? What are you doing here?” She didn’t expect answers, but the questions flew out of her mouth one after another. She grabbed her sister and hugged her. “Let’s go outside and talk.”

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Hey, girl!” Bianca said when she finally saw that Lexi was trying to catch up to Yesina.

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Bianca, it’s been years. Y’all looking good.”

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So are you.” Lexi actually meant it when she said it. There weren’t bruises and Yesina was drop dead gorgeous in a red mini dress that hugged her curvy body.

They walked outside and the sisters talked. Lexi wondered why Yesina never came to look for her when she left, but she knew what it was. Yesina wondered why Lexi chose to leave in the middle to the night, but she had a good idea Todd had something to do with it although she never said anything. They talked a mile a minute, trying to fill each other on everything when a guy walked up to them.