Saviour (22 page)

I
buy, or rather Gabe does, a whole heap of funky photo frames and a huge clear Perspex frame. Not letting on to Gabe what my plans are for it. I'm going to be very busy tomorrow while he's at work and picking up the girls.

I
am loving this, just wandering around the Shopping Centre, hand in hand, not caring who sees us. I see a few faces that I know, acquaintances who look and look twice. I also love watching women, watch him, even when they know I have caught them, they don’t necessarily look away, and it makes me smile. More than once he just stops in his tracks and gives me a little peck on the lips and it gives me such a warm fuzzy feeling inside, I walk around the shops looking like a stoned Cheshire cat.

We
go food shopping next, which I leave to Gabe as he knows all of Ava's favorites but I do take mental notes of what he’s buying for future reference, my belly inexplicably flips at that word, future.

As
we queue at the checkout, I see the wife of one of the electricians who work for Jason and she's staring right at us. I don't like the woman, never have, but have always been polite for Jay’s sake.

She
puts up her hand and waves, so I smile politely back in acknowledgment. As I put the bags in the trolley, Gabe pays, and she comes over. Great!

“Hey
Lauren, how's it going, how have you been?”

“I’m
fine Julie, thank you”

“
I'm so sorry to hear about you and Jay, such a shame, I always thought you two would go the distance, John says Jay’s devastated, has been a mess since you left and a nightmare to work with”

Bitch.
Fucking nosey cow!

“Well
, tell John I'm very sorry to upset the joy of his work day but if Jason had kept his dick in his pants and his hands to himself and not used them to slap me around, things wouldn't be such a 'nightmare' at work for HIM”

I
even do that annoying finger coma, thingy, thing in the air as I say nightmare. The cheek of the woman, making it all sound like my fault when she has no idea what has gone on, spiteful, snipey bitch!

Gabe
steps to my side, oblivious to the conversation going on between us.

“
Right, just bread from the bakers, then I think we're done, then I can get you home and we can finish what we started earlier” He runs his mouth over the side of my jaw as he speaks. Oh there will be major, major, fall out when this gets back to Jay.

Juli
e Jug Ears doesn't miss a beat, looks from me to him and her mouth drops open. I smile politely and say sweetly, “gotta go Julie, need to get this man home and thoroughly fucked, nice to see you, say hi to John for me” I'm actually shaking with anger.

So,
it looks like the end of my marriage is being touted as all my doing and me being with Gabe isn't going to help matters and neither will Julie once she starts spreading the word about that little encounter.

We
walk away, Gabe pushes the loaded trolley over to the bakers with one hand, the other in the small of my back, sending delicious tingles through my body and I shudder and tuck my hand inside the waist of his trackies, I shiver, a combination of desire and anger. Gabe looks at me

“You
cold baby?”

I
smile and shake my head. Looking up at him I lean in and say “no, I just have an orgasm only half finished that I need to offload and your hands on me have just reminded me of that fact”

He
leans into my temple and kisses my hair; his breath on me feels amazing, it’s just breath, carbon dioxide but coming from his body and sliding over mine, it feels like heaven. He pulls me into him with his arm now around me.

“Fuck
Lauren you've just given me an instant hard on. I want to bend you over this trolley and fuck you right now. You will be getting bent over something and fucked when we get home, that I can promise you”

Oh
wouldn't that be a story for Julie to go home and tell John. I actually get a thrill run through me at the thought of public sex! My face must be crimson, it is burning, and my whole body is on fire. He leans down and kisses me gently on the mouth as I say to him, “bread. Now. Home. Fuck. Quick”

He
walks towards the counter shaking his head and laughing, after adjusting himself behind the trolley first, that is. I stand and laugh but as I turn I can see Julie Nosey Bitch is still staring at us. I smile and look away. Fuck, there will be murders to pay for this. Watch out phone networks for melt down, social media be aware #Lauren&HerNewHottie will soon be trending. Bring it on. All I care about is getting home and getting my brains fucked out and by the looks Gabe’s giving me from the bread counter, he's thinking along the same lines!

I have his cock out and in my hand before he starts the engine. As soon as we pull out of the car park and I know we can't be seen, I bob my head down and take him in my mouth. We run into the house and don't even shut the front door as we fuck on the floor of the hallway like animals. Nothing slow, sensual or romantic, just pure animalistic fucking. Good stuff!

We
only last a few minutes and it’s over. Without saying a word we clean-up and go back to the car and bring in all of the shopping, looking across and smiling at each other every now and then. Gabe takes the food upstairs and I put all the girls’ bits in their bedroom.

Phewwww
. We haven't even had a conversation. Straight Sex. No Talking. I love it. Another surprise!

As
I come up the stairs, Gabe is on the phone.

“Yeah
ok we’ll be there, what time?”

“Yeah Ava's here for the week; I'll take her back next Sunday”

“No, Sophie will be with her as per”!

“Yeah that's right”

“No, that will make four of us, yes four” He winks at me as he speaks and shakes his head at the person on the other end of the call.

“
Because I will be bringing someone with me too”

“
What the fuck Stell? Yes a fucking woman”

“No you don’t”

“Nope.... Yes.... Nope she hasn't ... No they haven’t” He rolls his eyes again, obviously running out of patience.

“
Tomorrow when she gets here”

“
She's living here” He flinches and moves the phone from his ear as a loud shriek echos down the line.

“
Yes Stell here, with me”

“
Yes she does know”

“
Lauren and not long”

“Fucking hell Stell, j
ust not long”

Yes, y
es I do” His blue eyes sparkle and his lips curl up on one side in a small smile.

“I do yes, a lot” His gaze roams from my head to my toes and back to my face.

“Could be, I hope so”

Cryptic
or what? He holds out his arm and pulls me to him.

“She
is yes”

“
Yes I've told her all about my beautiful and amazing little sister”

He
holds the phone out to me “Say hello to my sister baby”

“Hey
Stella, how you going?” I try not to sound as nervous as I feel

“Did
he just call you baby?”

“
He did yeah”

“
Wow. I mean seriously Wow, this makes me so happy. Hey Lauren sorry, hi. I cannot wait to meet you. I am just so...”

Gabe
pulls the phone away from my ear.

“Ok
ay Stella. Are we done?”

“Yes okay, from mid-day. What shall we bring?”

“
No the weather is supposed to be shit house and cold”

“
Yep no worries see you then. Love you too, Ciao, Ciao” He ends the call and puts his phone on the bench top.

“What
was that all about?” I ask intrigued.

“Footy
Grand Final Saturday, the whole families getting together at my Dad’s”

“The
whole family?” I ask

“My
Dad, his wife, my Brothers and their families, my Sister, us and the girls, I was thinking, we can stay over at dads, and then I can drop the girls back on Sunday”

Right,
well that seems to be sorted then. Anyone think of asking me if I want to go and meet all of his family and why didn't he say Step Mother, why ‘My dad’s wife?’ What’s her name? My brain is in over drive. Again.

“What’s
your Dad’s wife's name?”

“Jackie
”

“And
your Brothers?”

“
Coopers the eldest, he's 41 and Zacs 38, he's the one I run the business with. Coops an equal partner but deals solely with drawings, architecture, planning permits, all of that side of things, while me and Zac deal with the tradies and the contractors. Stella runs HR and admin’ for us”

I
let out a little sigh as I try and remember all of this but also because I suddenly feel lonely, I really am missing my boys, I know Sonny’s overseas but right now, he might as well be on another planet. Ryder is only around the corner but I have heard nothing from him. I am pretty sure he will side with his dad and I am terrified I am going to lose him over all of this.

“You’ll
be fine baby, they will love you, they are all good people, even the ol' mans mellowed with the years. Stop stressing. Right, anyways, get cooking wench, I'm starving”

I
raise my eyebrows and shake my head. So that's the end of the family low down then, now its food time!

I
cook salmon, chat potatoes, and green beans. We sit and eat at the bench and share a bottle of wine. After dinner, we curl up on the sofa, all rugged up under a blanket. 'The Goonies' is on the telly, one of my boy’s favorites, I will call them later. I try and time my calls so I can speak to them one after the other, Sonny in England, Ryder here. That way, they both get to hear things at the same time. With sms, email, twitter and the like, I always panic that as soon as I end my call to one of the boys, they are letting the other know all the details of our conversation, they probably don’t even wait for me to end the call, they are probably texting the other as I am talking and as the subject of their mum shacking up with a man only ten years older than them, is pretty big news, I need to get the timing right!

“So
, what's the deal with anal, have you never done that?”

Really?
Sunday arvo, curled up on the sofa together and this is going to be how our conversation goes. Is nothing off limits as a topic to this man?

Gabriel
shifts himself, then me so that we are lying side by side, face to face.

“You’ve
never tried anal, am I right?”

“Yes
your right, never tried anal but then there's a few things I haven't tried till this week”

“Really
, such as?”

“
I've never had sex in a spa and I've never swallowed”

He
leans away from me and raises his eyebrows

“What
? You've never swallowed, never?”

“Never
, I've sucked but I have never swallowed”

“Far
out. So why do it for me? I mean I'm glad you did, it was awesome but why do it, you didn't feel pressured, or anything did you?”

I
laugh and shake my head. Awesome. Ha my BJ'S are Awesome!

“
No Gabe, I didn’t feel pressured, I'm 45 not 16. Swallow and I'll love you forever don't work on me. I did it because I wanted to, I loved it, I felt comfortable and confident doing it for you and I would be more than happy to do it again”

He
smiles and pulls me against him.

“You’ve
given me an instant hard on again, can you feel that?”

His
cock is pushing into my legs, the tip just reaching my sex, this is what happens when you’re laying side by side with a six foot three or four hunk and your only five foot two. He tilts his hips up and moves them around. I smile at him

“
Yes Gabe I can feel that”

“So,
anal, shall we try?”

What
. The. Fuck???

“Now?
”

“No
Lauren not now” He laughs “If you've never done it, it's not something you can just do; it's something we will have to work up to, if you want to?”

“What’s
it like, what's different about it?” I'm curious now.

“Well
I can only speak personally from a man’s point of view but women have told me that it’s great. It's not for everyone but I have been with a lot of women that love it. For me the best feeling is if you push a dildo or a butt plug into a woman's arse and then fuck her. The sensation for me is like nothing else but its good the other way as well, a dildo in the front while fucking from behind. I've never fucked anyone who hasn't done it before though but there are plenty of toys out there we can try to see if you like it before we do it. Trust me Lauren, I would never make you do anything you didn't want to. There are so many things I want to do with you, do to you, to teach you. And now I'm finding out how little you've ever done, I just want to do them all the more. I love the fact that you will only have done these things with me, for me, for us, together”