Sebastian (The Beck Brothers #2) (15 page)

  He crushed her to him and slanted
his mouth over hers. Sebastian kicked away his pants then lifted her. Raelynn instinctively
wrapped her legs around his waist. He loved picking her up like this. It was so
easy to do because she was so tiny and light. He made his way over to the couch
and sat down with her on his lap, as she dragged her mouth down over his jaw to
his neck. Sebastian moaned as she sucked, licked, and nibbled at his neck. His
hands kneaded her perfectly rounded ass.

"Shit, baby...I can't wait much
longer to be inside of you," he rasped.

  Raelynn slipped off his lap and
stood between his spread knees. Her smoldering blue gaze locked onto his, as
her hands reached behind her back. Sebastian moaned low and wrapped a hand
around himself, stroking lightly. He wanted her so badly, missed her so much.
The bra fell away, and Sebastian's breath caught, she was absolutely
breathtaking. The panties were next, and he thought his eyes were going to roll
back in his head. She had the most beautiful body he has ever seen. She was
toned and soft at the same time. She was bare between her legs, which he loved,
and her breasts were just the right size, centered with a dark pink nipple.

  Raelynn tossed her hair over her
shoulder as she climbed back onto his lap. Sebastian latched onto her nipple as
she sunk down onto him, his cry muffled by her soft skin. She gasped and
grabbed his head, holding him to her. Oh, he wasn't going anywhere. She was his
and he wasn't letting her go. Raelynn started moving and he was lost. All
conscious thoughts left him at this point, and the only thing he felt was pure
pleasure.

Sebastian tore his mouth away from her
and grabbed her face. He kissed her hard then pressed his forehead against
hers. "Ugh...ride me baby," he gasped, "Fuck me hard."

  Raelynn's only response was a low
moan before kissing him senseless. She gripped his hair and tugged his head
back until it rested on the back of the sofa. Her hips rocked, bringing him
closer and closer to oblivion. Sebastian grabbed her hips, holding her still
while he took over, pumping up into her hard and fast. Raelynn screamed his
name, the grip on his hair tightening. Her whole body trembled.

"Come with me, baby,” Sebastian
panted.

  He was teetering on the edge now;
another couple of seconds and he would be done for. He knew she was close, but
he just couldn't hold himself back any longer. Sebastian crushed her to him,
his arms wrapping around her, as he slammed into her one last time. A strangled
cry escaped him as he felt her convulsing around him. Raelynn whimpered and
clutched his head.

 
Holy fucking shit!
That had been the most explosive orgasm
he's ever had. Sebastian panted so hard that his chest actually lifted Raelynn
up and down. She was limp against him, her face tucked into his sweaty neck.
Sebastian's arms fell away from her, his head still on the back of the couch.
He closed his eyes to rest for just a minute.

  Sebastian jolted awake when
something warm and wet slipped around his cock. He gasped and opened his eyes
to find Raelynn wiping him off with a rag. Sebastian was confused for a moment
before remembering the sex they just had.

"Shit, did I fall asleep?" he
asked, his voice low and raspy.

Raelynn smiled softly. "We both did
actually. I just woke up a few minutes ago and thought washing up might be a
good idea before we got stuck together."

Sebastian chuckled low. "Thanks."

She leaned forward and kissed him
tenderly on the lips. "You're welcome."

  He watched her walk naked back
down the hallway to the bathroom. He sighed contently and rested his head back
on the couch. That had been the most amazing sex he's ever had in his life. He
wasn't surprised really because it was with Raelynn. He scrubbed his hands over
his face then raked them through his hair. What the hell was going on with him?
He was addicted to her or something. He remembered his thought earlier about
how she was his and he wasn't letting her go. What did that mean? Could he
possibly be having feelings for her? He didn't want to get hurt again, but
there was no way in hell he could go another day without seeing or talking to
her. Aw, fuck...he was so screwed. Raelynn returned to the living room a minute
later.

"How long did we sleep for?" Sebastian
asked, holding his hand out for her.

Raelynn walked over and took it, letting
him pull her down onto his lap sideways. "Only about fifteen
minutes."

"Oh...okay,” he murmured, tucking
his face into her neck.

"We need to talk," she
whispered.

"Shh, don't ruin the moment,"
Sebastian said, hugging her tighter.      

  Raelynn chuckled low and ran a
hand down his shoulder to his bicep and back up, then repeated. They sat in
silence for a good twenty minutes before Sebastian had to get up to go to the
bathroom. He pulled his sweatpants back on and headed for the bathroom. When he
finished, he went back to the living room, where Raelynn was now dressed and
sitting on the couch with a can of Pepsi.

Sebastian plopped down next to her.
"So, you wanted to talk?"

Raelynn nodded and set her soda on the
coffee table. She turned slightly, tucking one leg under so that she could face
him. "I'm sorry about earlier. I shouldn't have been such a bitch to you."
She frowned, her light blue eyes searching his.

"You've more than made up for it,
sweetheart," Sebastian said with a wry smile.

Raelynn smiled softly before it faded.
"I'm confused, Sebastian. I don't know what you want from me. This one
night stand has evolved into something else entirely, and I have no idea what
that is." Raelynn sighed.

Sebastian sighed heavily. He didn't know
either. "I don't know, Raelynn. I'm just as confused as you are. I swore
to myself that I would never let another woman get close enough to hurt me, but
I find myself unable to stop thinking about you. I want to keep seeing you and
being with you."

Raelynn frowned at him again. "I
thought you didn't want a relationship."

"I don't! I mean...I thought I
didn't. Shit! I don't fucking know! The only thing I do know is that I don't
want to go another three weeks or more without seeing you." Sebastian
huffed, raking his hand through his hair.

Raelynn nodded, brushing her long blonde
hair over her shoulder. "I don't want to get hurt either, Sebastian. I
don't want to be used. Is sex the only reason you want me around?"

"What?" He asked
incredulously. "No! Definitely not!"

Raelynn gave him a satisfied smile and
shifted so that she was on her knees. She crawled onto his lap, straddling him.
She draped her arms around his neck and placed a soft kiss on his lips.

"So you like me?" Raelynn
asked wryly.

Sebastian gave her a bland look. "Of
course I do."

"I like you, too." She smirked.

Sebastian hummed his satisfaction, and
then pulled her down for a more thorough kiss. "Let’s not think about this
too hard, okay? Let’s just take it one day at a time, and enjoy what we have
together. There is no need to label it," he murmured when they separated.

Raelynn nodded slowly as she seemed to
think about it. "Okay," she agreed.

  Sebastian smiled, glad that she
didn't argue with him about wanting to call them boyfriend/girlfriend or some
shit like that. He wanted them to be together, but he wasn't ready to call it a
relationship, or tell her anything other than that he liked her. He wasn't
going to drop the guard on his heart either. No matter how much he wanted to be
with Raelynn, he was
not
going to fall for her. He didn't know how long they were going to be together,
and he wasn't going to worry about that right now. He was going to take it day
by day, as he said.

"Just promise me one thing?" Sebastian
said, really feeling like a pussy for asking what he was about to ask.

"What's that?" Raelynn asked
quietly, her blue eyes roaming over his face.

"Promise me you won't be with anyone
else while we're together,” he whispered. He couldn't handle her being with
other guys while she was with him, even if they weren't officially in a
relationship.

Raelynn gave him a tender smile and
brushed her fingers through the hair just above his left ear. "I promise,
as long as you promise the same thing."

Sebastian scrunched his nose in disgust.
"Oh, believe me...I promise not to go fucking guys while I'm with you."
She laughed, making him smile. "No...I promise there will be no other
women,” Sebastian said sincerely, threading his fingers through her silky hair,
before pulling her down for a kiss.

Chapter
10

  Football season was starting and
it was the one sport that Quinn actually liked, mostly because he and his
brothers got together for every game. They took turns watching at each other’s
places. Sebastian offered to host the first Eagles game of the season. He and
Henry were serious fans, but Quinn and Christian could really care less.
However, it was a chance to be with their big brothers, so they never missed a
get together.

  Quinn knocked on Sebastian's door
and walked in at the same time. He spotted Sebastian squatting by the open
fridge, putting beers in the bottom drawer. There was also a drop-dead gorgeous
blonde woman standing at the counter, making some kind of taco dip. Sweet.

Sebastian looked up and grinned evilly.
"Hey, Prince Charming. Have you kissed your frog yet?"

Quinn frowned and thought about what
Sebastian just said. When it hit him, Quinn chuckled and shook his head.
"You're an asshole."

Sebastian laughed. "Henry told me
about the French chick you're working with." He shrugged.

Quinn hummed, not surprised that Henry
told Sebastian; those two told each other everything.

"Did you seriously just refer to a
French chick as a frog?" The blonde asked dryly, eyebrow raised.

  Sebastian laughed heartily, a
sound that Quinn hadn’t heard in years. Quinn looked at the blonde curiously.
She had to be the woman Quinn has heard about from his mother for the past two
and a half months. His mother went on and on about the girl who has been making
Sebastian so happy. Quinn had yet to meet her, though.

"Quinn, this is Raelynn. Raelynn, my
younger brother, Quinn," Sebastian introduced as he straightened up.

Raelynn gave him a tight smile and held
out her hand over the counter. Quinn moved forward and shook it. "Nice to
meet you," she said.

"You, too," Quinn said,
glancing at Sebastian, who wouldn't meet his eyes.

  Was Sebastian uncomfortable about
her meeting his family? He hadn't introduced her as his girlfriend. Just ‘Raelynn.’
What was that about? Were they not dating? From the way his mother talked about
them, one would think they were ready to get married. Obviously, there was
something else going on here. Quinn glanced back at Raelynn to see her frowning
slightly at Sebastian's back. Giving Quinn another hint as to what was going
on. Sebastian didn't want to be in a relationship, but he apparently really
liked this girl a lot, or she wouldn't be here. And it looked as though Raelynn
was hurt that Sebastian didn't acknowledge her as anything more than a friend.

  Quinn sighed to himself. This
would not turn out well for Sebastian if he didn't man up soon and let this
woman know how he feels. He could see that Raelynn was the type of woman who
knew she deserved better and wouldn't wait around for a guy who wasn't going to
admit that he cared for her - damn respectable in Quinn eyes. Sebastian was a
stubborn bastard, so Quinn hoped he realized what he could be losing before it
was too late.