Serena (25 page)

Pemberton did not follow but drove fifty yards past. He turned the Packard around and parked it on the road’s weedy shoulder. The day was warm, but he didn’t roll down the passenger window. He wanted to blame the heat for the sweat matting his shirt. Twenty minutes later the
sheriff’s car came back up the secondary road and turned toward Waynesville.

There was a two-foot-long Stillson wrench in the trunk, and for a few minutes he imagined the ten pounds of iron in his grasp. It would be enough. Or he could simply make a phone call to Meeks, a few words passed on to Galloway. He turned the key and his foot pressed the starter button. Pemberton let his hand settle over the black gear shift knob. He squeezed and felt the ball of hard rubber in his grip. He pressed the clutch and paused a moment longer, then shifted the Packard into gear. When he came to the Deep Creek turnoff, Pemberton did not slow but kept on going. He drove into Waynesville, on past the hospital and elementary school and the train depot, then on toward Cove Creek Valley.

As Pemberton passed the saw mill, he remembered his father’s funeral, though “remembered” didn’t seem as apt a word to him as “recovered.” He could not recall the last time he’d thought of the funeral since his return from Boston. Or when he’d last thought of his mother or two sisters. The letters they’d written him those first months had been thrown away unopened. Partly it had been his freeing himself of the past, as Serena advocated, but it had also been a self-willed amnesia, a spell willingly succumbed to.

Pemberton was halfway to the camp when he pulled off at the summit where he’d first shown Serena the lumber company’s holdings. He stepped to the precipice and looked down at the vast dark gash they’d made on the land. Pemberton stared at the razed landscape a long time, wanting it to be enough. He looked beyond the valley and ridges and found Mount Mitchell. The highest point in the eastern United States, Buchanan had claimed, and so it appeared to be, its tip closer to the clouds than any other in sight. Pemberton gazed at the peak a long time, then let his eyes fall slowly downward, and it was as if he was falling as well, falling slow and deliberate and with his eyes open.

B
EFORE SHE SAW THE LATE MORNING LIGHT,
Rachel had felt it, the sun’s heat and brightness lying full on her closed eyelids. She heard Jacob’s steady breaths and something, something not remembered in those first moments of waking, caused her to know the importance of his breaths, that he
was
breathing. She reached her arms around the child, pressed him closer. He made a soft complaint, but his breath soon soothed into the calmness of sleep. It all came back to her then—the sheriff at the cabin door, a dress and shoes quickly pulled on and a carpetbag stuffed with what Jacob would need. Maybe nothing, just a rusty, the sheriff had told her, but he didn’t want to take a chance. He’d brought her to the boarding house, given her and Jacob his own room for the night. Rachel had listened to the grandfather clock in the hallway chime the hours toward dawn, unable to sleep until first light filtered through the window and
Jacob had whimpered and she’d suckled him. Only then did she fall asleep.

Now, in the early afternoon, she and Jacob were in the back seat of Sheriff McDowell’s police car, heading down what was little more than a skid trail along Deep Creek. They made another turn, the road now nothing more than a winding gap between trees. Sapling branches raked the car’s sides, the seat springs creaking and bobbing beneath her and Jacob. The road made a sharp final bend and then was simply gone. Nothing but a stand of maple trees, a foot-wide path leading into them. The sheriff backed up and turned the car around to face the way they’d come. He cut off the engine but did not make a move to get out. Rachel had no idea where they were. When she’d asked the sheriff where they were going, the only words she’d spoken since his landlady had brought her and Jacob to the courthouse, he’d just answered somewhere safe. The sheriff looked in the rearview mirror, met her eyes.

“You’ll be staying down here a few hours with a man named Kephart. You can trust him.”

“It could have been just a rusty somebody was playing, couldn’t it, like you said?”

The sheriff turned and placed his arm on the seat.

“Adeline Jenkins was murdered last night. I think the folks who killed her thought she could tell them where you and that child were.”

The car’s metal and cloth upholstery seemed to thin and lighten, the seat beneath her and Jacob seeping away, a sense of weightlessness like the moment between the rise and fall on a rope swing. She pressed Jacob tighter, closed her eyes for a few moments, opened them.

“You mean the Widow?” Rachel said, saying it that way because if it was a question it could still, for a few moments longer, be a question and not a confirmation.

“Yes,” McDowell said.

“Who would do such a thing?”

“Serena Pemberton and a man who works for her named Galloway. You know who he is, don’t you?”

“Yes sir.”

Jacob squirmed in her lap. Rachel looked down and saw his eyes were open.

“Mr. Pemberton…,” Rachel said, and could think of no more words to follow.

“He wasn’t up there, I know that,” the sheriff said. “I’m not even sure he knew what they were going to do.”

McDowell let his gaze settle on Jacob.

“I’ve got my own ideas about why she’d do this, but I’d be interested in yours.”

“I think it’s because I could give him the one thing that she couldn’t,” Rachel said.

The sheriff gave a nod so slight it seemed to Rachel more an acknowledgment that he’d heard her than a sign of agreement. He turned back around, seemingly lost in his own musings. Somewhere in the trees Rachel heard a yellowhammer tapping at a tree. It started up, then paused, then started again, like someone knocking on a door and waiting for a response.

“You’re sure she’s dead?” Rachel said, “not just hurt bad?”

“She’s dead.”

They did not speak for a few moments. Jacob fussed again but when Rachel checked his swaddling it was dry.

“If he’s hungry I can get out and give you some privacy,” Sheriff McDowell said.

“It’s too soon for him to be hungry. He’s just put out because I forgot to bring him some play-pretties.”

“We’ll stay here a couple more minutes,” McDowell said, checking his watch, “just to be sure we weren’t followed. Then we can walk down to Kephart’s place. It’s not far.”

Jacob fussed some more, and she took the sugar teat from the carpetbag, put it in his mouth. The child calmed, a soft kissing sound as he worked the cheesecloth and sugar between his gums.

“What it was that happened,” Rachel asked. “They done it to her in her house?”

“Yes.”

Rachel thought about Widow Jenkins, how the old woman had loved this child in her arms. As far as Rachel knew, the one other person in the world who loved him. She thought of the old woman in her chair by the hearth, knitting or just watching the fire and hearing a knock on the door and probably thinking it could only be Rachel, thinking that maybe Jacob had the flux or a fever and Rachel needed her help.

“They had no cause to kill her,” Rachel said, as much to herself as to Sheriff McDowell.

“No, they didn’t,” the sheriff replied, and reached for his door handle. “We can go now.”

McDowell carried the carpetbag and Rachel carried the child. The trail was steep and narrow, and she watched for roots that could send her and Jacob sprawling. Purple-tinged pokeberry clustered beside the path, the berries shiny-dark as water beetles. Come the first frost, Rachel knew the stems would sag and the berries wither. Where will me and this young one be then, she wondered. They crossed a weathered plank that wobbled over a tight rush of whitewater, and the land leveled out.

The cabin was small but well built, the wattle and clay daubing packed with care between the hand-hewn logs, not so different from her and Jacob’s cabin. A drift of smoke rose from the corbelled chimney, the door partway open.

“Kephart,” the sheriff said, addressing not just the cabin but the nearby woods.

A man Rachel guessed to be in his late sixties appeared in the doorway. He wore denim breeches and a wrinkled chambray work shirt. His gallouses were unstrapped from his shoulders, and a gray stubble showed he hadn’t shaved in several days. The skin below his eyes was puffy and jaundiced looking, the eyes themselves bloodshot. Rachel knew from being around her father what that meant.

“I need a favor,” Sheriff McDowell said, and nodded toward Rachel
and Jacob. “They need to stay here, maybe just till this evening, maybe till morning.”

Kephart looked not at Rachel but at the child, who’d fallen back asleep. His tan weathered face revealed neither pleasure nor irritation as he nodded and said all right. Sheriff McDowell stepped onto the porch and set the carpetbag down, turned and looked at Rachel.

“I’ll get back soon as I can,” he said, and walked down the trail and soon disappeared.

“I have a bed you can lay him on if you like,” Kephart said after an awkward minute had passed.

Kephart’s voice sounded different from any she’d heard before. Flatter, leveled out as if every word had been sanded to a smooth sameness. Rachel wondered where he was from.

“Thank you,” Rachel said and followed him into the cabin. It took a few moments for her eyes to adjust to the darkness, but then she saw the bed in the back corner. Rachel laid the child on the bed and opened the carpetbag, removed first Jacob’s bottle and then the pins and clean swaddlings. Shadows cloaked the cabin’s corners, and Rachel knew that even had the two oil lamps been lit shadows would remain, like a root cellar where so much dark had gathered for so long it could never be gotten completely rid of.

“When’s the last time you two ate?’ Kephart asked.

“I fed him near noon.”

“And you?”

It took Rachel a few moments to remember.

“Supper last night.”

“I’ve got beans simmering in that kettle,” Kephart said. “That’s about all I have but you’re welcome to it.”

“Beans is fine.”

He filled a bowl and placed it on the table with a tin of cornbread.

“You partial to sweet milk or buttermilk?”

“Buttermilk would be my rathering,” Rachel said.

Kephart took two pint jelly glasses outside. He came back with one brimmed with buttermilk, the other sweet milk.

“I figure that chap will be hungry again before too long,” he said. “I got another pot to put on the fire if you want to warm him a bottle.”

“That’s alright. He’s learned to drink it cold.”

“Get your bottle then. I’ll pour this in and set it in the springhouse so it’ll be ready when he wakes up. Got some graham crackers too if he wants something to nibble.”

Rachel did what he suggested, knowing he’d done these things before, maybe a long time ago, but sometime. She wondered where his wife and children were and almost asked.

“Have a seat,” Kephart said, and nodded at the table’s one chair.

Rachel looked around the room. Another chair and table were in the corner opposite the hearth. On the table was one of the room’s oil lamps, beside it paper and a typewriter, the words
REMINGTON STANDARD
stamped in white beneath the keys. A mason jar filled with a clear liquid was also on the table. The lid lay beside the jar.

While she ate, Kephart took Jacob’s bottle to the springhouse. Rachel was ravenous and ate every bean in the bowl. Kephart refilled her jelly jar and she drank half, then crumbled a square of cornbread in it. It struck her how eating was a comfort during a hard time because it reminded you that there had been other days, good days, when you’d eaten the same thing. Reminded you there
were
good days in life, when precious little else did.

When Rachel finished, she went out to the creek with the bowl and spoon. She laid them on the mossy bank and went into the woods to squat. She came back to the creek and cleaned the bowl and spoon with water and sand and brought them inside. Jacob was awake, clutching the bottle to his mouth. Kephart sat on the bed beside the child.

“He wasn’t of a mind to wait for you, so I figured I’d oblige him.”

Kephart lingered a few moments longer and then went outside. When Jacob finished the bottle, Rachel burped him and changed his swaddlings. The room felt cozy, but it didn’t seem right to be in the cabin
without Kephart there, so she took Jacob outside. Rachel sat on the lowest porch step and placed the child on the grass. Kephart came and perched on the top step. Rachel tried to think of something to make conversation, hoping it’d take at least some of her thinking off Widow Jenkins, them that would do the same to her and Jacob.

“You live here all the time?” Rachel asked.

“No, I got a place in Bryson City,” Kephart answered. “I come out here when I’m tired of being around people.”

He hadn’t said the words in a mean sort of way, the way he would have if he meant to make her feel bad, but they made Rachel feel even more like a bother. Half an hour passed and they didn’t speak again. Then Jacob began to fuss. Rachel checked his swaddlings and set him on her lap, but he continued to whine.

“I got something in the shed I bet he’ll like,” Kephart said.

Rachel followed him behind the cabin. He opened the shed door. Inside two fox kits nestled against each other on a bed of straw.

“Something got their mama. There was another one, but it was too weak to live.”

The kits rose, mewing as they came to Kephart, who scratched them behind their ears as he might pups.

“How do you feed them?” Rachel asked.

“Table scraps now. The first few days cow milk in a medicine dropper.”

Jacob reached out his hand toward the kits, and Rachel stepped inside, kneeled as she held Jacob by the waist.

“Pet them soft, Jacob,” Rachel said, and took the child’s hand and brushed it over one of the kit’s fur.

The other kit nudged closer, pressed its black nose against Jacob’s hand as well.

“It’s about time for them to go out and fend for themselves,” Kephart said.

“They look fat and sassy enough,” Rachel said. “You look to have been a good parent.”

“It’d be the first time,” Kephart said.

After a while, Rachel and Jacob went back to the front steps and watched as the afternoon settled into the gorge. It was the kind of early fall day Rachel had always loved, not warm or cold, the sky all deep-blue and cloudless and no breeze, the crops proud and ripe and the leaves so pretty but hardly a one yet fallen—a day so perfect that the earth itself seemed sorry to let it pass, so slowed down its roll into evening and let it linger. Rachel tried to lose herself in that, let it clear her mind, and for a few minutes she could. But then she’d think of Widow Jenkins, and she could just as well have been sitting in a hailstorm for the comfort the day gave her.

Soon shadows splotched the yard and began to spread. The air cooled and a breeze stirred the higher branches. In that breeze Rachel felt a tinge of the cold weather coming. Kephart went back into the cabin, and the typewriter’s rat-tat-tat began. A few minutes later, as if in reply, the yellowhammer found a closer tree to peck. The typewriter’s sound seemed to soothe Jacob, because he soon crawled into Rachel’s lap and napped.

I
T
was early evening when Rachel heard footsteps coming up the path. The sheriff stepped into the clearing, a cardboard container slightly smaller and shallower than a cigar box in his right hand.

“Something for him when he gets fussy,” the sheriff said, handing the container to Rachel. “Got them from Scott at the general store.”

She set the container between her and Jacob, the contents shifting and rattling inside. Rachel lifted the lid and found it held marbles.

“Scott said there’s cat eyes and solids and swirls. Some steel shooters in there too.”

Kephart, who’d come out on the porch, shook his head and smiled.

“What?” McDowell asked.

“They’re usually not shooting marbles till they’re a tad older.”

The sheriff’s face reddened.

“Well, I guess he can grow into them.”

“Look here, Jacob,” Rachel said, and lifted the box slightly so marbles rolled and clacked. The child placed his hand inside, lifted as many as he could hold and let them drop back in. He picked up more, dropped them as well. Rachel watched to make sure he didn’t put one in his mouth.