Silent Doll (34 page)
Authors: Sonnet O'Dell
Tags: #England, #Magic, #Paranormal, #Supernatural, #Vampire, #Urban Fantasy, #dark, #Eternal Press, #Sonnet ODell, #shapeshifter, #Cassandra Farbanks, #Worcester
“Aram, that’s…” I cut myself off. I didn’t want to say sweet. I found calling a vampire “sweet” a tad moronic.
“We must return to the topic of our relationship. Again I find myself, as you put it, being the woman in our relationship,” he said.
“Can you see a pattern developing?”
“Mmm, and it’s not one I care for.”
“Don’t panic,” I said, giving up and leaning my head on his shoulder. “You’re all man, all the time, to me.”
He pulled me tight against him.
“May I simplify? Cassandra, do you love me?”
“Yes,” I replied, hating how small and weak my voice sounded.
“Then why must you persist in this notion that we must be apart?”
“I want time to regain my balance, pull all the pieces into perspective and feel like I was me again. You deserve a together me, not a neurotic mess me.”
Aram grasped my shoulders and leaned back to look at me.
“You have always been special to me,” he said, “regardless of who you are, what species you are, and what powers you possess. I love you.”
“It has less to do with your perception of me but with my perception of myself,” I said. “You can’t make someone see them the way you do.”
“It does not change the facts. I love you, and I would prove it any way you asked of me.”
I smiled and tried to lighten the situation by teasing him. “You do? Then would you scream it to the world?” He smiled at me, leaned into my ear and whispered.
“I love you.”
“Why did you just whisper that?”
“Because pet, you are my world.”
I blinked. Where the hell did he get these lines? He pressed his mouth to mine as I stood dumbstruck, sending a current of electricity coursing right down to my toes. He held me close again and we swayed softly to the music.
“I return to my original question, pet. How much more time do you require?”
“I don’t know. If you’ve grown tired of my indecision, I understand.” Maybe. Eventually I’d understand. He hushed me with another kiss.
“I would not be here if that were the case.”
“All I ask is that you let me come to you. I’ll know when I am ready. No more dreams, no more prodding or subtle maneuvering. That goes for Jareth, too.”
“That would, technically, not make us a couple.”
“Technically, no.” I didn’t want to say he saw other people if he wanted, because damn it, I didn’t want there be anyone else.
“I understand. May I ask something in return? A promise?”
“I guess that’s fair. What is it?”
“That you will warm your bed with no one but me until you decide.”
He was asking me not to have sex? Well, that should be a fairly easy promise to keep. “Yes,” I said. “I promise.”
The music returned to a racy beat, and we pulled apart.
“Perhaps you should go back inside, pet,” Aram said, “if only to stop the futile glances out the window.” I turned to look back at the building and saw DJ at one of the high windows; he must have stood on something. He ducked his head out of sight but I’d already seen him. I turned back to Aram to find him gone and his voice echoing in the dark:
“Remember your promise.”
As exits went, it was a good one. I pulled the sling from my pocket and put it back on, then walked back into the bar. DJ was standing with one foot on the back of a bar chair and one on the seat, still as a statue.
“You and I need to talk,” I said. “Get down from there, you look ridiculous.”
I headed across the floor to the door that led to the bathroom and the kitchen—where we could have the illusion of privacy. I wasn’t sure he was following me until I head the door clank shut behind me. I turned to face him; he had the audacity to grin at me.
“Giving the vampire his marching orders?” he asked hopefully.
“No, and,” I said, poking my finger into his chest, “I do not appreciate being spied on.”
“Are you together?”
“Technically, we are not a couple right now,” I said. He grinned. “You and I are not a couple either.”
His smile faltered. “Why not?”
“Well, to start, neither of us has actually asked the other out.”
“Will you go out with me?”
“No!”
He crossed his arms and pouted. Lord save me from petulant men.
“Give me a good reason why not,” he said. “I can feel you react to me. When we kiss, it’s amazing.”
I started to blush and made a waffling motion with my hand. “That’s not the point. I react that way to a lot of guys. Gerard Butler, for instance.”
“He’s not offering himself to you. I am.”
“I’m sure he would if he met me,” I said, trying for arrogant. “Besides, I’ve done the whole possessive boyfriend thing, and it’s tiring.”
“Like the vampire isn’t possessive!”
“Look, DJ, you’re a nice guy, but I don’t want to go that next step. If that means I have to find another instructor, I can.”
“Don’t do that. Don’t threaten to take yourself out of my world completely. I’m the best instructor you’re going to get.”
I put my hand on my hip. “Then can you behave yourself?”
He nodded. I nodded back, then walked past him, heading for the door back to the bar.
“I want my chance with you,” he declared behind me.
I sighed. “Well, good job. You’ve certainly gone about it the right way.” I pushed through the door, leaving him behind. I took a seat at the bar, facing the dance floor; LeBron was twirling his date around and grinning like it was the best day of his life. He handled the changes in his life a lot better than I was. I’d have to ask him what he was taking.
The record of the jukebox switched to
Bad Moon Rising
, prompting a chorus of pleased howls—the song was practically the were national anthem.
I hoped that song wasn’t a sign of things to come.
About the Author:
Sonnet was born at the John Radcliffe in Oxford and spent the first six years of her life living in the town of Abingdon close to both her grandparents and most of the rest of her family. She moved after that to Cornwall for three years and then to Devon for another three before moving to where she has lived for the last fourteen or so years.
Sonnet now lives in Worcester, Worcestershire, famous for Lea & Perrin’s Sauce and as the site for the last battle of the Civil War.
Sonnet has had a passion for the written word from a very young age and enjoys nothing more than to read a good book. The worlds created by words.
Please visit her at
http://www.sonnetodell.com
or email
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Other books by Sonnet O’Dell:
The Cassandra Farbanks Series
Also from Eternal Press:
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Then by accident, she meets Karsh who is a full merman. They are drawn to each other and fall into a strangely instant and intense relationship as a mated pair. But knowing Karsh brings her into danger.
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