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“Her father claims she was one of the girls murdered at that ranch in the desert. The ones whose bodies they’ve been digging up. It’s been in the news.”

“Oh, wow,” the boy said again. “What makes him think that?”

There was a breakfast bar with neat bentwood stools that had cushions of natural linen. Dave sat on one of the stools, took an envelope out of his jacket pocket, and slipped from the envelope a smaller envelope that was soiled, rumpled, and addressed in a childlike hand in blue ball-point ink. “You want to look at this for me?”

The boy came to the bar, carrying the clear plastic part of the coffee grinder that held the pulverized beans. He looked at the envelope without touching it. He looked at Dave. Stricken. With a finger, Dave pushed the envelope closer to him. He said:

“Is that her writing?”

The boy nodded. He gave a sad little smile. “It was always like that, never got any better. I’ve got a lot of her letters. I don’t know why I keep them. She changed. She wasn’t the same anymore. The way she was acting, I didn’t want anything to do with her. She didn’t want anything to do with me.” He set down the container. The coffee smell that rose from it was dense and appetizing. He picked up the envelope and squinted at the blurry postmark. “Perez,” he said, and stared at Dave again.

“Go ahead,” Dave said, “open it. Take out what’s inside.” What was inside was a letter on dimestore writing paper in the same clumsy, childish hand, the same cheap ball point. Also a snapshot. The boy unfolded the letter and read aloud under his breath: “Dear Daddy. So you won’t worry about me, I want you to know that I am very happy, now. I have found someplace where I can be at peace…” He let the letter drop. He picked up the snapshot. “Oh, wow,” he said again, and looked at Dave with tears in his eyes. “She was there. Look. That’s her, standing right next to Azrael. Smiling. Oh, wow.”

“You’re sure?” Dave said.

“I saw her every day of my life almost,” he said, “from the time when we were babies. Of course I’m sure.”

“There are six girls in the photo,” Dave said. “You mean the dark, roundfaced one with the long straight hair?”

“That’s Serenity.” The kettle began rattling. The boy picked up the container of ground coffee and went back to the counter beside the burner deck. He dumped the ground coffee into a glass coffee maker, fitted its sections together, picked up the kettle by its handsome bentwood handle, poured the boiling water in, set the kettle down.

“There wasn’t much of a lens in that camera,” Dave said. “The image isn’t sharp. And she’s not so different from a hundred thousand other girls her age.”

The boy switched off the burner. “It’s her.” He got coffee mugs down from a cupboard, brought them to the breakfast bar, set them there. He picked up the grubby envelope again and peered at the postmark. “This was mailed almost two years ago. Just after she ran away.”

“And in two years,” Dave said, “she could have run away from Azrael, too, couldn’t she? That’s what makes Banner Insurance nervous about this claim. They’re going to be even more nervous when I report that the man who filed the claim has also run away. Why did Serenity run away—can you tell me?”

The boy winced at him. “Is this how you do your job? I mean—don’t you know anything about the Westovers?”

“That there were four of them, Charles, Anna, Serenity, and Lyle—father, mother, two children. I know their ages and that they live, or lived, across the street here. I have a telephone number that no one answers. I can’t find an office, so I assume Charles Westover used his home. He’s an attorney.”

“Used to be,” the boy said. “He got disbarred for bribing witnesses and went to jail for a year. That was when Serenity took off.”

“Disappointed in her father?” Dave said.

The boy laid strips of bacon in a frying pan. “She could never be that. It was her mother. Her mother divorced him and Serenity couldn’t forgive her for that and they fought all the time and finally Serenity left.” The boy opened a big coppertone refrigerator and put the bacon package back and brought out eggs. “No—she and her father were crazy about each other. This thing about bribing the witnesses and all that took about a year or something, and he was in deep trouble, you know? And he didn’t have time for her or anybody. He was trying to save himself, I suppose.” The boy broke eggs into a terra-cotta-color mixing bowl and put the shells down a disposal that gulped and shuddered. “We didn’t see him. He used to be friendly with my folks, he and Anna. But when this happened, he kept away. My dad didn’t judge him. He was a friend, all right? But Chass was ashamed I guess, or afraid or something, and we hardly saw him at all. I mean, he’d speak if you said hi when he was coming out of his driveway or something, but he wouldn’t drop over like before and he stopped going to the beach club and anything like that. Just holed up over there. And his wife was the same.”

“And Serenity?”

“She went crazy, sort of. I mean, we were buddies—like brother and sister, if you want to put it like that. We played together all the time when we were little and it was just”—he was beating the eggs with a fork and he moved his shoulders in a shrug—“a companionship that went on, all right? I used to wonder if we were in love, sometimes. I could never answer that.” Butter sizzled in a frying pan, and he poured in the beaten eggs and set the bowl in the sink and stirred the eggs around over the burner-deck flame with the fork. “It just seemed like we’d always been together and so, maybe, we always would be. But then this rotten thing happened that her father did and she stopped coming around. I tried for a while to get her to. I mean, it was very”—he reached down plates from a cupboard—“I missed her, I was sad, I was lonesome, okay? But she began running around with beach bums and druggies from Venice, a whole crowd of freaks. She seemed to want to do every crazy thing they were doing. Drunk half the time, wandering around spaced out on God knows which kind of pills the rest of the time. Once, her mother went and found her living with some greasy weirdo that called himself a poet, in a ratty old dump, one room with a mattress on the floor. She wouldn’t leave for her mother, and her mother asked me to go along to try to get her to come home. She was passed out on reds, and I just picked her up and carried her out to the car.” He spooned the eggs out of the pan onto the waiting plates. He turned off the burners. He forked bacon onto the plates. He brought the plates to the breakfast bar and set them down. He gave a little bleak laugh at himself. “Hell, I forgot forks, I forgot napkins.” He got these from drawers. The forks were good Danish steel. The napkins were linen that matched the seatcovers of the stools. He sat on the stool beside Dave, then got off it and went for coffee and sugar, spoons, and cream in a squat carton. He sat on the stool again. “Then the trial came and he went to jail.”

“He didn’t try to appeal?”

“No. Maybe he was tired of fighting. Maybe Anna saying she was through with him forever made him give up or something. That’s what my father said. He’s a psychiatrist.” The boy began eating hungrily. “And that’s when Serenity ran away.” He cut at a bacon strip with the edge of his fork, stopped, looked at Dave. “You don’t think he’s right—Serenity wasn’t one of those girls Azrael buried?”

“I don’t know enough yet,” Dave said, “to think anything. But for what it’s worth, Banner Insurance is in doubt. Three of the recovered bodies have been identified and claimed. Three no one has come for. I guess they didn’t send their parents letters and snapshots. One of them could have been Serenity. Blood type, hair color, height, and general skeletal conformation all match. But the girl in question was a perfect specimen—no dental work, never broke a bone.”

“Serenity never broke a bone,” the boy said. “Her teeth were perfect.” The boy worked on the bacon and eggs for a minute. Then he said, “They take a baby footprint in the hospital when you’re born.”

“These bodies weren’t in a condition to yield footprints or fingerprints,” Dave said. “But I’m glad to know about Serenity’s teeth and bones. That helps. Thank you. And to answer your question—yes, this is how I do my job. And now I do know something about the Westovers, don’t I.” He gave the boy a tight little smile. “I appreciate your help.” He tasted the coffee. It was first-rate. “And I appreciate the breakfast.”

“I don’t know where Chass went,” the boy said.

“What about his wife? Where is she now? Anna?”

“I think she runs a school for little kids, a playschool. Someplace in West L.A.” He wrinked his forehead. “What does she call it? The Hobbit School. Yeah.”

“Thanks. I’ll look her up.” Dave ate for a few minutes, drank some more coffee, lit a cigarette. “What about the son, what about Lyle? Does he go to college somewhere?”

“Juilliard in New York,” the boy said. “Only not this year. He was around. I don’t know, but I think he was working. Maybe to help his father out.” The boy went away and came back with a brown pottery ashtray for Dave. He set it on the counter. “He’s a musical genius.” The boy got onto his stool again, sipped some coffee, laughed wryly. “All the kids thought he was a retard, a moron. He has this very bad speech defect, all right? And he wasn’t any good at anything kids do—running, swimming, playing any kind of games. Very bad physical coordination, almost like a spastic, you know? And it turned out he’s a musical genius. We treated him really badly, really mean. Nobody could stand him. He didn’t do anything to deserve it. Kids are cruel, right?”

“But Lyle’s not there now,” Dave said. “And hasn’t been there. Also for a week or ten days. Could he have gone away with his father?”

“I guess so. They never seemed to have anything to say to each other.” The boy shook his head, frowning. “I don’t see why he’d go. He had a lot of friends coming around all the time. Music coming out of the windows over there—sometimes till two in the morning.”

“Did Serenity like him? Did he like her?”

“Not when we were really small,” the boy said, “but when we all grew up a little, she got mad at us when we called him stupid and told him to get lost. Then, pretty soon, it wasn’t a problem anymore. He got all wrapped up in music, practicing all day—only ten, eleven years old. Yes, sure, Serenity liked him—loved him, didn’t she? Sure. I guess he loved her too. I never heard any different.”

Dave checked his wristwatch, drank the last of the coffee from his mug, got off the stool. “I’d better find Anna Westover,” he said. “You’ve got my card?” The boy nodded and got off his stool. Dave said, “If Westover or Lyle shows up over there, will you phone me? I’ll be grateful. If I’m not there, leave your message on the tape, all right?” The boy said he would, and Dave looked around for the way out. The boy led him, opened the apple-green door. The sea wind crowded in. The sun hadn’t warmed it. When Dave was halfway down the drive, the boy called:

“I wish it would be Serenity who shows up.”

“So do I.” Dave lifted a hand, walked on down the drive, crossed the street. He started to get into the Triumph and halted. He looked back. The green door was closed. He went to the 171 mailbox and opened it. It was jammed with envelopes. He shut the box, got into the Triumph, and drove away.

A
NNA WESTOVER SAID, “ISN’T
it tiresome how right folk wisdom always turns out to be?” In an empty schoolroom strewn with naptime blankets, building blocks, toy xylophones, little red tables, little red chairs, she stood, small, thin, and brittle, facing a window where the clear morning light showed every line of worry and disappointment in her handsome face. She smiled wryly, and more lines appeared to frame her generous mouth. “‘As ye sow, so shall ye reap.’” She sighed, looked at Dave, straightened her shoulders. “How much I would have done differently, if only I hadn’t been so sure of myself.”

Outside the window, under old pepper trees, little kids in bright sweaters toddled and hopped, chirping and squeaking in a yard of grass-cracked blacktop, among gaudily painted swings, seesaws, jungle gyms. “It looks like a cheerful life,” Dave said. “There have to be worse ways to earn your living.”

“I agree,” she said. “It’s the loneliness I feel sorry about. I might have had my father and mother again, but a choice was given me a long time ago, and I chose my husband. Now I don’t have him and I don’t have them.”

“People who make either/or propositions to their children can’t be much of a loss,” Dave said.

She had fine, clear, gray eyes, and they searched his face now skeptically. “Have you children, Mr. Brandstetter?”

He shook his head. “I was one once. Does that help?”

“Almost not at all,” she said. She crossed her arms on her breast, clutching her arms. She walked around the room on legs that were good and straight and must have been beautiful before they became too thin. “What you want for your children is that they never stumble and fall and hurt themselves. Suddenly emotions take charge of you that you never knew you possessed. It’s appalling how strong they are. Common sense hasn’t a chance.” She stopped and looked at him again. “But you mustn’t think it’s their fault—my parents, I mean. Of course they would be happy to have me back in the circle of their love again.”

“Then, if you’re lonely—” he began.

“I am also stubborn and ashamed. When I wanted to marry Chass, my father said he was no good, and that he would bring me sorrow and disgrace. He said he didn’t have any moral fiber. He acknowledged that he was brilliant. He admitted that he had charm, grace, good looks, all of which would take him far in the law. But he saw into Chass as I couldn’t see, and knew that intelligence, charm, grace, good looks don’t add up to a man.”

“What about ambition?” Dave said. “That’s an expensive house out there at the beach. It takes hard work to earn a house like that. And he’s only forty-five.”

“Oh, yes.” She nodded and smiled sadly with a corner of her mouth. “Ambition. Yes, indeed. The really dangerous ingredient for a no-good. That was what my father trusted least in Chass. Oh, yes.” She laughed grimly. “Ambition he did have. I thought it was wonderful. It wasn’t. It was a disease, a cancer.”

A small oriental boy stumbled and fell in the yard. A mountainous black woman in a tent-size flowered smock swooped down, gathered him against her massive breasts, petted him, crooned to him. His cries from beyond the plate glass sounded like the reedy bleat of a squeeze toy.