Stories Beneath Our Skin

This is a work of fiction. Names, characters, places, and incidents either are the product of the author's imagination or are used fictitiously. Any resemblance to actual events, locales, organizations, or persons, living or dead, is entirely coincidental and beyond the intent of either the author or the publisher.

Stories Beneath Our Skin

Torquere Press Publishers

1380 Rio Rancho Blvd #1319

Rio Rancho, NM 87124

Copyright 2014 by Veronica Sloane

Cover illustration by
BSClay

Published with permission

ISBN: 978-1-61040-677-2

www.torquerepress.com

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First Torquere Press Printing: March 2014

Printed in the USA

For my parents, who taught me to love language.

Chapter One

Great Sin Ink lived in a crumbling excuse of a building, tucked in next to a strip mall on a local main road lined with other soulless strip malls. The last time Liam had seen it, it'd been a faded hardware store with claustrophobic aisles filled with dusty cans of paint. That was years ago though, and someone cared enough about the place now to slap on a coat of paint in a shade of green usually reserved for hospital corridors. The sign, unlit in the waning afternoon sun, looked like it was written in dried blood. Blackout shades kept the outside world at bay, and a classic orange-on-black "Open" sign hung on the door with a handwritten list of hours.

Night owl hours. The hours Liam desperately needed filled. He rubbed his thumb over the faux leather cover of his flash
book, deliberating one last time. If he turned around now, no one would ever know he'd been here. They'd write him off as a flake who ditched an interview, a forgotten resume filed in the trash. He could go back to the dark house, gone cold in the summer heat without the loving presence that had once made it a home.

Liam wrapped his hand around the door handle and pushed inside.

The scent in the air sucker-punched him with memory. There was a tattoo gun in his hand, his fingers thinner and shaking as they needled a black line over a practice pig skin. A stronger, broader hand curved over his, paired with the sharp nip of a kiss on the back of his neck. In a paralyzing instant, he was sixteen and vulnerable all over again. This dive looked nothing like the slick operation where he'd first learned the trade, but that smell that he could never describe -- some amalgam of latex, disinfectant, churning air conditioner, and ointment -- dragged him straight back to that bruised and bloodied place.

An electronic chime announced his entrance into Great Sin. It was barely audible over the heavy bass of music coming from deep inside the shop, but loud enough to shake him out of the sticky morass of memory. The waiting room was small, blocked off from the rest of the store by a black plywood wall and a thick red curtain. Frames hung on every blank surface in a gallery of tattoos. A bright splash of color right in the middle caught his eye
, and he stepped around the sagging couch to get a closer look.

The
piece was incredible, an intricate tangle of knotwork around the point of an elbow. It took him the last few steady breaths back into the present moment. He had no idea what it symbolized, but he knew he wanted to meet the artist with that light of a hand and such bottomless patience.

"
Can I help you?"

Liam started, turning around to discover a woman with a buzz cut dyed a brilliant magenta. Her bodybuilder biceps were tempered with a field of roses on the right and an enigmatic chubby Buddha on the left.

"Sorry." She held out her hand. "I'm Deb. You walked right past the desk."

"
Liam." He shook her hand, trying not to wince when she put the pressure on. "I called about maybe getting some table hours?"

"
Thought it might be you." She made a show of giving him a once over. "Don't really look the part, do you?"

"
I've been out of the business for a bit." He knew he shouldn't have settled on his usual uniform of pressed khakis and crisp polo shirt. With his dark sweep of neatly parted hair, lanky frame, and clean-shaven baby face, he knew he looked more like someone who should be folding sweaters at the Gap than a tattoo artist. "Is that going to be a problem?"

"
Not my call. I keep the books, do some piercing, and schedule appointments. Which, I should warn you, we haven't had many of recently." She sank back into the chair behind the desk. "Kids go home from the state college over the summer, and there goes half our customers. Picks up again in fall."

"
You said on the phone there were hours available."

He could
've screamed. Now that he'd gotten himself inside and the sickness had faded, he badly wanted to stay. Even without Brandon's guiding hand, maybe especially without, Liam had been a good artist and passionate about the work. This was the only parlor in a twenty-mile radius. If he couldn't get time here, it was going to have to be some weird warehouse gig with not enough to occupy his cluttered, rattling head.

"
I said there might be." She shrugged. "Again, not up to me."

"
Then who's it up to?"

"
That'd be Ace." The shoes she put up on the desk matched her hair. "He owns this incredible palace."

"
Are you trash talking me already?" A man's voice came through the curtain, the music taking a sharp plunge in volume. "Shit, Deb. It's not even three in the afternoon. We agreed you'd wait 'til midnight to start in on me."

"
Glad to see you noticed the time." She rolled her eyes heavenward in silent supplication. "Your three o'clock interview is here."

"
You know, as my secretary, you're supposed to tell me these things." The curtain moved aside. "What interview?"

"
The only interview you have this month? Artist with the crap resume who you wanted to see 'cause you liked the paper it was printed on, ya weirdo."

"
It wasn't the paper." The man, Ace presumably, stepped through the curtain.

At six foot three, Liam often found himself describing people as short. Yet even for him, Ace was remarkably small, barely coming up to Liam
's shoulder. Good thing then that Ace had clearly set out to make his height the very last thing people would notice about him. Instead, they would take in the shaved sides of his head and the twisting blond dreads that ran down the center of his skull held together with a brown cord. Or they might notice the piercings: labret, septum, three tiny silver rings through his left eyebrow, and an elegant twist of bone shot through the cartilage of his right ear. His petite stature would be the very last thing anyone observed.

Except for Liam apparently. He always did miss the big picture in favor of meaningless detail. Or was it the other way around?

"Like the hardware?" Ace had the faint remnants of an accent, too lilting to be English. Maybe Irish. It wasn't quite like anything Liam had heard before.

"
The bone." Liam blurted. "That real?"

"
Sure. Genuine buffalo, if you can believe the advertising." Ace reached out a hand. "Let me see."

"
See what?"

"
That's your book, right?" Ace waggled his fingers impatiently. "Gimmie."

"
Why buffalo?" He handed it over, trying not to let the roiling in his stomach show in his face.

"
Who the hell knows? I just liked the shape of it."

The book flipped open in Ace
's hands, and he studied each page with care. There was nothing special on the laminated pages: dragons, hearts, and crosses in a half-dozen guises. It could be any flash book in any shop. Liam hadn't been in the business long enough to build up a good portfolio. If his resume hadn't given that away, then his flash book surely did. It was a little like letting someone poke around his bedroom when there were dirty clothes strewn on the floor.

To keep from fidgeting, Liam went back to staring at Ace. Despite all the skin Liam could see, there w
asn't much artwork on display -- a bit of indecipherable writing that peeked out from the collar of his t-shirt, a snake's body winding out of his left sleeve, and a sword carved into his right forearm, drawing three thick drops of blood where the point of the blade met the wrist. Between the frayed edges of his cut-offs and the top of tight-laced black boots, Liam could just make out matching green bands wrapped around strong thighs. Celtic knotwork, he guessed. Maybe it continued upwards. He could imagine a rich spiral climbing vine-like toward an unknown heaven.

"
Okay, so you know how to do what drunk frat boys want." Ace snapped the book shut, and Liam brought his attention back front and center. "What about that thing on your resume?"

"
What thing?"

"
The thing." Ace made a vague motion.

"
He means that doodle next to your limited work experience." Deb drawled.

"
Yeah. That."

"
Oh." Liam sank his hands into his pockets. "It's an old fashioned gaslight. It's sort of a pun on my last name. Lamplighter."

"
Not really a pun, sort of more an illustration, isn't it?" Ace snapped his fingers at Deb. "Do we still have it?"

"
A please wouldn't kill you." She pulled the sheet from a pile on her desk and waved the familiar heavy paper at Ace.

"
Please and thank you and sorry, ma'am." He took the resume from her, glancing over it. "See, this I like. Why don't you have this in your book?"

"
Never had anyone ask for it." Liam shifted on the balls of his feet. "It's something I came up with after I stopped working."

"
And you stopped because?"

"
College." Liam said, just like he'd practiced in the mirror. He thought he carried it off a breezy nonchalance. The downward tilt of Ace's mouth told him otherwise. "Look, I know I don't have a lot of experience. I just... need some hours."

"
This is a small place. Me, Deb, and Goose. Even if I give you time and a table, I can't guarantee work. There's bigger shops in the city that would probably take you at a cut rate commission price, and you'd still make more money than you'll get here."

"
Are you trying to run me off or offer me a job? 'Cause I'm getting some mixed signals." Liam folded his arms over his chest. "I don't care what I can find in the city. You're local, and that's what I need."

"
Okay, okay! Relax. Just a little weird that's all." Ace tapped the gaslight. "You don't have a drop of ink or a piercing. I gotta ask why. Sort of like a nun signing up for work in a cathouse."

"
Just because you can't see it, doesn't mean I don't have it."

"
Show me." Ace demanded. Liam glanced over at Deb, who looked supremely bored, flipping through a magazine. Did Ace demand new employees to strip so often that it had become routine to her? "Come on, man. I don't have all day."

"
Yeah, he's got an appointment at seven." Deb licked a fingertip and stuck it to a magazine page. "Busy man."

"
For the love of Christ, Deb." Ace groaned. "Let me maintain a little mystery."

"
The only thing mysterious about you is why you think you're mysterious."

"
I'll have you know that I am a goddamn man of international fucking mystery."

"
Yeah, you're a regular James Bond. You going to show us your ink, kid?" She asked, not entirely unkindly. "We could go on like this for a while if you don't."

Liam tried to look casual as he hiked his pants up a little higher to hide the mess of old pain scrawled over his stomach. When he was sure nothing would show, he hooked his fingers under his shirt and drew it up over his head. The air conditioning washed over him, raising goosebumps over every inch of his skin in the span of a breath. Despite the
flaws of the man that inked it, Liam still loved the intricacies of the mechanical heart etched above his living one from the straining bolts to the steam blowing up to his collarbone. The cog nipple ring finished the steampunk look nicely.

"
Who designed this?" Ace didn't quite reach out, but Liam saw his fingers twitch like they had when he reached for the flash book.

"
I did. The artist added a few details."

"
Why isn't it in your book?"

"'
Cause I didn't do the work." Liam clutched at his shirt, sweat gathering in his palms.

"
Is there more?"

Reluctantly he turned, exposing the extensive work down his spine. It had been his first piece, not yet legal and heady on the misdemeanor of it. The jagged rip of a design clawed through skin to show the bone, sinew and rot he had once imagined lurked under the surface. The drawing had flown off his fingers as if in a trance
, and he still wasn't sure if he loved or hated the damn thing.

"
That's some kind of detail. Must've taken a ton of hours." Ace's voice was too close. "Is that... is there something in there? Fuck, there is. Are those eyes? Is that a squid?"

"
A kraken.
Far, far beneath in the abysmal sea, His ancient, dreamless, uninvaded sleep. The Kraken
sleepeth
," Liam recited in easy sweet lines as he pulled his shirt back down. When he turned, Ace was still standing too close.

"
Should I know that from somewhere?" Ace lifted an eyebrow as if it was Liam invading his space.

"
Um, probably not? It's from a Tennyson poem I liked at the time."

"
Huh."

"
Satisfied with the merchandise?" Liam asked impatiently.