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“Understood,” Dean says with a grin.

“Alright Babe, Brayden and I will head to the 24 hour clinic now, the faster we get this done the faster I get to feel what it’s like to be bare inside you,” Layden growls.

“I told you its heaven, pure fucking bliss, the Jade water is mighty fine,” Dean smirks while packing my shower caddy for me.

“One more thing
ya’ll can’t fucking have sex with anyone else. I can’t risk you guys being inside me bare if a condom breaks with another random bimbo got it?” I hiss.

“Babe, we only want you, we’re going to make this work,” Layden says as he kisses me on the lips goodbye. It’s a short sweet kiss something I’m not used to from Layden.

“I totally get to do this now,” Brayden growls and pushes Layden away. He sweeps me into his arms and slams his lips to mine. I drop my towel out of my hands and wrap my arms around his neck. His tongue begging for entrance, it’s domineering, it’s sexy and it’s exactly how I thought Brayden would taste and kiss. His tongue wraps with mine and he groans gripping me tighter to him. It seems like hours have passed by before he pulls away leaning his forehead to mine. “Fuck,” he whispers “totally worth the wait.” He pushes himself away as if he’s trying to restrain himself. “Alright Lay let’s go,” he pushes Layden towards the door.

    “Yeah, as much as I’m in a hurry to get inside her bare,” he shakes his head in a no manner “I’m not looking forward to having a swab shoved down my dick hole.” And with that Layden and Brayden leave.

“Alright Gorgeous, while you’re in the shower I’m going to go and get the Rover,” he hands me my caddy and gives me a light kiss.

“What? No shower with me?” I smirk.

“No, Jade, I want to spend the day with you at the amusement park on the boardwalk. So—wear a sun dress or something it’s going to be hot.”

“Okay, bye babe,” I wave him out the door.

I decide to text Sheila and Amber so I pick up my phone to see I have a few missed texts.

Amber: I need 2 talk 2 u soon about u know what!

I need to respond to this, she needs to know I’m here for her.

Me: Ambs it
’s okay whenever u need me I’m here

Amber: Thx! 2morrow during lunch?

Me: That works

Amber: Kay c ya then

And now moving on to Sheila’s text messages.

Sheila: Need 2 talk 2 u asap

Sheila: Dammit Shamrock I need 2 talk 2 u

Me: Hey I’m here what’s up?

Sheila: I fucked up!

Me: With what?

Sheila: I fucked Nate last night and Ambs walked in & flipped out.

My chest starts pounding. I don
’t know if it’s for the pain for Amber or if it’s because she slept with Nate.

Fuck I’ve got three men I do not need another one!

Sheila: r u there?

Me: Yes, srry just stunned

Sheila: It just happened he was crying bout u yada yada and it just fuckin happened

Me: So why did u fuck up then?

Sheila: Cuz Ambs was pissed I think cuz she likes Nate or something I don’t know. I don’t want her 2 hate me!

Me: I’m having lunch with her 2morrow I’ll talk 2 her

Sheila: TY! Love u

Me: love u bk

As if shit couldn’t possibly get any more confusing it does. After my hot shower I go for a pony tail and a pink sun dress with baby pink cork wedges. I don't even bother with makeup it’s going to be hot and I’ll just sweat it all off anyways. 

Just in the
nick of time there’s a knock on my door. A huge smile comes across my face at the thought of spending a full day at the boardwalk with Dean. I fluff my pony tail and open the door only to follow my smile with a frown.

Nate!

I sigh and lean against the door frame. “What do you want Nate,” I gesture with my hand “why are you here?”

“I fucked up last night,” he mumbles.

“Oh yeah? With what screwing Sheila?” I bark.

I don’t know what’s wrong with me I’m now in an agreement of dating three guys. But, it’s fucking Nate.

Shit!

“Well—I don’t know what you expect me to say Nate, I mean you ignored me, had a change of heart and now you’ve slept with my best friend.” I shrug.

“Look, I’m not mad in fact I am dating three guys right now I don’t have time to be upset or jealous anymore. I’ve wasted enough time trying to get you to notice me and now that you have it’s too late.” As I’m finishing my sentence Dean walks up looking mighty yummy. A white tee stretched across his Mr. Chiseled chest and khaki shorts along with a perfect pair of Nike high tops.

Bend me over, flip me over and ram into me over and over again! Fuck me this man is hot!

“Hey gorgeous, ready to go,” he grins winking at me.

“Yeah, just a minute.” I step back and snag my purse and phone.

“Well Nate I have a date so I gotta run,” I awkwardly hug him goodbye when the door shuts behind me.

“Jade—we’re still best friends right,” he whispers into my hair.

And with that my heart breaks and I feel tears stinging my eyes.

“Of course we are, I love you Nate, I’ll text you later okay?” I pull out of the awkward embrace and give him a reassuring smile.

Dean holds out his hand and I take it fighting back my tears.
I am so fucked up. Four amazing guys. Each with their own pros and cons and yet I am still stuck in this mental fucking dilemma.
Time will only tell how all this shit pans out.

Mr. Chiseled opens my door to his sleek black Rover helping me inside before closing the door.

Pro about Dean he opens your door. Mentally noted.

Even though the boardwalk is in walking distance he still wants to take the Rover. I shrug it off. We make it to the boardwalk within minutes.

“So, I was thinking we could eat lunch first, walk on the beach letting our food settle then ride some rides and afterwards have dinner and a few drinks. Sound okay?” He squeezes my hand.

“It sounds perfect,” I answer truthfully.

—Dean’s Thoughts

She looks gorgeous with barely any makeup on. Hell she’s gorgeous even without it. But, ever since my brothers and I agreement. I find myself back on the same mind fuck. Layden fucked Ty again. I groan inside my head. Because, what no one knows is that I have been fucking her on and off for the past two years. I can have any piece of ass I want, but yet I kept giving it to her. They don’t call me Dean “walk-er on outta there” Walker for nothing. The pussy comes easy to me. I never wanted that to change until I met Jade in her dorm room hall. My charm had barely worked on her. As soon as she realized who the fuck I was she backed up.
Backed up so fast it was like she was the fucking road runner.

Layden thinks he’s the only one that has a past that will come back and haunt him. He doesn’t know shit. If she even knew half the shit that all of us went through with Tyson she would drop kick us swiftly and quickly in the balls without a second thought. And that right there is a thought I know I never want to happen. Jade radiates with a glow. Her glow is an addiction, she takes shit and just rolls with it. She’s fresh air that’s what she is. My Angel who was kissed by Angels.

We sit down and we’re about to order when the subject of my fucking inner thoughts stops right in front of us.

FUCK did we have to sit outside?

Chapter Three
— Part Two — Jade

We settle on a cozy little restaurant for lunch. It
’s got everything seafood, burgers and fries. It’s perfect. We sit on the outside deck under an awning. 

The waitress is walking towards us and my direction flies to the women who stopped next to our table. She’s gorgeous, she’s a brunette is tan. She smirks behind her glasses.

Fuck this can’t be good! I smell fucking trouble.

“Dean, hunny, where have you been?” Gorgeous girl purrs.

I look to Dean and his whole body tenses his grip on my hand sitting on the table top clamps tightly around mine.

“Ty, I’ve been busy,” he growls out.

Shit this is Ty? I’ve never doubted myself until this very second!

I immediately unlock my hand with Dean’s and do something to make myself not feel less inferior to this bitch. I stick out my hand for her to shake.

“Hi, I’m Jade it’s nice to meet you,” I say with a straight face. Even though my entire body and brain is screaming leave him alone bitch!

She doesn’t shake my hand instead she refocuses her gaze on Dean. “Dean, I haven’t talked to you in about two weeks, what’s going on?” She purrs.

Yeah, WTF DEAN! I turn a death glare on him.

“I started dating Jade, I’m not screwing around anymore Ty,” he says with a straight face.

“So you fuck me two weeks ago and then go and get all serious, in two weeks? Oh, c’mon that’s not the Dean I know.” Ty hisses.

I don’t usually deal with cattiness very well, but she has history with all my men. I don’t think I can compete with this shit.

“Well—Ty, believe it because actually all three of us are dating Jade,” he smiles at me reassuringly.

“What? You’re definitely not serious now. I just fucked Layden a few weeks ago. He didn’t say shit about being attached,” she stops for a moment. “This is the Jade, the Jade he cried over for months?” She looks at me in disbelief.

I’m still stuck on her doing Dean and Layden weeks ago. My heart feels constricted. They aren’t over her. I’m just a decoy something to keep them occupied. I gulp down the water that is on the table.

“Jade, don’t react until you’ve spoken to Lay,” Dean pleads.

I can’t breathe so it’s hard to find my voice so I just nod.

“Ty, you need to go you’re interrupting our date,” he deadpans.

I drop my hands to my lap and fidget. I don’t ever fidget.

Fuck this is one giant mind fuck!

“Whatever, I’m calling Layden surely this shit isn’t happening!” She takes her phone out while walking away.

“Excuse me are you ready to order?” I look over at the waitress who looks just as uncomfortable as I feel.

“Yeah, umm I’ll just take a burger with fries please. Oh and your beached sized strawberry margarita, extra salt on the rim.” I hand her my menu. Dean orders the same except a beer instead to drink.

“So—that—was very unpleasant Dean,” I whisper.

This isn’t me, day one and their ripping me apart.

“Jade
she’s in the past,” he tries to reassure me.

“In the
past isn’t a few weeks ago Dean its months, years even,” I mumble.

“I’m nothing compared to her, what the hell are you guys doing with me? Especially when you can have that?” I frown.

He looks at me with an earth shattering look. “What in the hell do you mean what are we doing with you? Jade, you’re special plain and simple. You’re fun, witty, outgoing, beautiful, gorgeous, smart and fucking a million times more responsive in bed then that bitch will ever be. I do not ever want to hear you doubt your fucking self again. Do you understand me Angel Kisses?” He reaches across the table and scoops up my chin holding it tightly staring at me with those gorgeous green eyes of his.

“Okay,” I mumble through a clenched mouth and chin.

“Good, now let’s eat and enjoy the rest of our day all be damned if I’m going to let that bitch get my gorgeous girl down.” He leans over and kisses me lightly on the lips.  

Chapter Four
— Jade — Part One

Dear Mental College Diary,

Remember to write about this Ty bitch.