âThe sunshine moves around the class
And brightly measures out our hours.
Today will be tomorrow's past
These seeds will be tomorrow's flowers.'
Nestor Fawkes read his poem with a deep frown.
âI'm not too sure that I'm really ready
To walk out of these doors and into the street.
I can hear people outside there, laughing
I hope at jokes and not at me.'
When each student had finished reading, they all clapped â not just as a compliment, but with a feeling of mutual pride. When they had all finished, Jim stood up and said, âI didn't think that I would be reciting anything to you ever again. But I'd like to leave you with one poem by Conrad Aiken that will give you all something to think about, and maybe something to guide you, too.'
He took a book out of one of his packing cases and opened it.
â⦠The mirage of spring
shatters about us in a broken prism of rainbows
never to be assembled again, or to be assembled
only in the ironic despair of a dream;
the false sunset has vanished under more than the sea:
the stage is suddenly vaster, there are no wings
for the off-stage voice of the pseudo-god
â that's me â
instead, the silence and loneliness of self
become a new world, of which the shores
are faintly audible, faintly visible.'
Jim paused and looked up, and took in one face after another. â
We will go there
,' he said, and closed the book.
J
im drove back to West Grove Community College later that morning, and parked his Cadillac, as usual, in Dr Friendly's personal space â even though Dr Friendly had already taken his wife and two children to Oahu for their summer vacation and the gesture was only symbolic. The campus was deserted except for a team of pool-maintenance men emptying out the swimming pool and cleaners sweeping and polishing the corridors.
He walked through to the library, where he found Clarence the caretaker up a stepladder, replacing the fluorescent tubes.
âHi there, Mr Rook! Thought you'd taken off to Washington, D.C.!'
âHi there, Clarence. One or two loose ends to tidy up.'
âYou should have seen my cousin Hattie. She had the loosest end I ever saw! Hey, caught you on the TV news last night â that guy who drowned in his living-room. Soon as I saw it was you, I said to Charlene, “You can guarantee it ⦠anything weird happens around here, Mr Jim Rook's got his thumb in the pie someplace.”' He climbed down the stepladder and said, âWhat was the story on that â drowning in his living-room?'
âKind of a psychic phenomenon, Clarence. Hard to explain.'
âHard to pronounce, too.'
Jim found the serried ranks of West Grove Community College yearbooks, bound in green leather with gold lettering, and took one down from the shelf. âTell me, Clarence, do you remember that first summer I was here, that girl who drowned? Jane Tullett?'
âFor sure, Mr Rook. How could I ever forget it? That was a sad, sad business.'
âYou were there, Clarence. Do you think we could have done any more than we did? Do you think that we could have been more vigilant?'
Clarence took out another fluorescent tube. âNobody saw what happened, Mr Rook. She dove off of the diving board, but there was more students in that pool than a bucketful of shrimp, wasn't there, and when she didn't come up â well, nobody took no notice.'
âSo you don't think we were to blame?'
âMr Rook â that poor young girl took a heck of a chance diving into all of those people. She was showing off. It wasn't your fault and it wasn't nobody's fault. She struck her head on the bottom of the pool and nobody saw her and that was all there was to it.'
âI don't know,' said Jim. âSomehow I'm not convinced. When you think about it, she must have hit the water with one hell of a splash â how come nobody saw her floating at the bottom? How come nobody realized what had happened to her?'
âWhat you trying to say, Mr Rook?'
âI'm trying to say that maybe somebody
did
see her â and, whoever it was, that somebody was negligent, at the very least. Or actually wanted her to die.'
âOh, come on now, Mr Rook. Some of these students have blood-feuds against each other, that's for sure â and we've had two guns confiscated this semester, haven't we? â but I can't believe that nobody would have seen Jane Tullett drowning and not done nothing about it, do you?'
Jim opened the West Grove College Yearbook for 1990 and flicked through it until he found Special Class II. There â right in the center of the page â was a smiling photograph of Jane Tullett, her long blond hair swept back, her eyes sparkling. On her left was George Opal, the captain of the college football team â wavy hair, modest smile and a deeply-cleft chin. He looked like a young Jack Kennedy, but he had never had anything like the young Jack Kennedy's brains. He hadn't been quite illiterate enough to rate a place in Special Class II, but Jim had given him one or two private-tuition sessions. One of his knottiest problems had been telling the difference between âof' and âhave', as in, âwe could of gone to the football game, last Saturday'.
âCome here, Clarence,' said Jim. âLook at these two, Jane Tullett and George Opal. Didn't they go steady for a while?'
Clarence took his wire-rimmed eyeglasses out of his dungarees pocket and squinted at the yearbook intently. âSure. I remember George because his old man was Carson Opal, who used to play football for the Bears. George looked the spitting image of his old man. He was always walking around campus arm-in-arm with Jane. She was a beauty, wasn't she? They was always talking about getting engaged, but George had kind of a restless eye, if you know what I mean. He was always messing around with other girls, especially the sophomores, and then he and Jane would have a heck of a scrap, and then they made up and it was all quiet for a while. Until next year's intake of pretty young trouble, anyhow.'
âGeorge wasn't in the pool when Jane drowned, was he?'
âNo, he wasn't. He was over on the basketball court. I remember that because Dr Ehrlichman had to send a student to run tell him what had happened.'
âSo ⦠that rules
him
out, doesn't it?'
âI don't get it. What makes you think that Jane was drowned on purpose?'
âI've talked to her.'
âYou've
talked
to her? Come on, Mr Rook. She's ten years dead.'
âThat guy who drowned in his living-room was a medium, a psychic, somebody who can talk to people who have passed over to the other side. Or not quite passed over, in this particular case. We held a seance ⦠and Jane appeared and I talked to her.'
âNo shit. And she told you that she was drowned on purpose?'
âNot in so many words. But she kept asking me what happened in the swimming pool that day â like there was something that I'd missed.'
Clarence slowly shook his head. âI don't know, Mr Rook. I was there just like you were that morning and I never saw nothing untoward.'
Jim looked at all the faces in the yearbook. Eager, expectant, all on the very edge of adult life. Except for Jane, who had never grown to be an adult, and seemed to be taking out her bitterness on those she had left behind.
He sat down at one of the library desks and wrote out the names of everybody in Special Class II. âWhat you doing?' Clarence asked him, as he climbed back up his stepladder.
âI'm doing the only thing I can do: finding witnesses. If Jane was really drowned deliberately, somebody must have seen something, even if they didn't understand what they were looking at. It's like being a passer-by, and seeing some guy walk into a building. What you saw isn't important unless you know that somebody was killed in that building only a few minutes later.'
âIf you say so, Mr Rook. I just hope you ain't barking up some blind alley.'
He found Piper McConnell working in a bar called the Black Velvet Alligator, on San Vicente. The bar was pitch-dark after the glare outside and the air-conditioning was set to âigloo'. A worn-out sound system was playing syrupy orchestrated versions of old Monkees hits. âWell, hey-hey-hey ⦠I'm a believer ⦠couldn't leave her if I tried â¦'
Piper looked so different from her yearbook picture that he hardly recognized her. The neat brunette hair had been replaced by masses of highlighted blond curls. Her nose had obviously been surgically bobbed and given a little tilt, and her lips were so plump with collagen that she seemed to be permanently pressing them up against an imaginary toy-store window. She was wearing a black velvet
bustier
to match the dusty life-size alligator which was suspended on the wall behind her.
Jim sat up on a bar stool and she came over and asked him, in a deeply bored voice, âWhat's it to be?'
âDraft Bud would be good, thanks, Piper.'
She frowned at him through her sooty eyelashes. âDo I
know
you?'
âYou should do. You and I spent nearly a whole year together once, bickering with each other.'
She peered at him even more intently. âWe weren't
married
, were we?'
âNo, we never had the time. We were too busy arguing about the relevance of
Paradise Lost
to a career in the modern catering trade. You said you never saw the point of learning Milton if you were going to work for Burger King.'
âSay what?'
â“Embryos and idiots, eremites and friars â white, black, and gray, with all their trumpery” â and two double cheeseburgers to go.'
Piper clapped her hands to her mouth. âMr
Rook
! I can't believe it! This is amazing! What are you
doing
here? It's so good to
see
you! I never had the chance to say sorry for the way I was always talking in class and saying what's the use of English and all. You taught me so
much
! Do you know I can still remember some of that
Paradise Lost
! “My fairest, my espoused, my latest found, Heaven's last best gift, my ever new delight.” That sends
chills
down me, these days! Mind you, my husband thinks I'm talking, like, Korean or something.'
âSo you're married?'
âNumber four, would you believe? I always found it difficult to stick at anything for long. My psychiatrist said I have the lowest boredom threshold of anybody he ever knew. I can get bored crossing the street.'
âI remember. So what's your name now?'
âMrs Piper Bogdanovich. No â not
that
Bogdanovich! I wish! But I'm very happy. Well, I'm not
unhappy
. Ray's into audio-visual. He sets up public-address systems for weddings, business meetings, stuff like that. You know ⠓Testing, testing, one two three ⦔'
âHow about kids?'
âOnly one. He was a little boy. Stillborn. Well, you know. But I can still remember
Paradise Lost
. Don't ask me why. He would have been five next Tuesday.'
âI'm sorry.'
âWell ⦠you can't be sorry for ever. I don't even remember who his father was. But I was going to call him Kenny, if he'd lived. After
my
father.'
Jim took hold of her hand. âPiper ⦠can you remember when Jane Tullett drowned?'
âJane Tullett? How could I forget it? That was so
awful
! That was the last day of the summer semester, wasn't it? I liked Jane. We weren't close or anything, but I liked her.' She blinked at Jim, and said, âAre you asking me all of this stuff for a
reason
?'
âThat day when Jane drowned, I wonder if you saw anything unusual, that's all.'
âLike what? The pool was so crowded and everybody was splashing.'
âWere you close to Jane when her body was discovered?'
âSure, pretty close. Me and Rachel Mendosky were splashing water at Dick Ramon and some other guy.'
âWho else was around you?'
âI don't know ⦠I can't really remember. I know it was Jennie Bauer who first saw Jane lying under the water. She was screaming like you couldn't believe.'
âWho was Jane's closest friend at college, would you say?'
âOh, Mary Weiland, of course. Do you remember Mary? Very frizzy hair, like one of those big tumbleweed things you see rolling around in cowboy movies. They were so close, though, she and Jane. They even shared lip gloss. Yeuch! I wouldn't share my lip gloss with
anybody
.'
âMe neither,' said Jim. âYou don't know where she is these days, do you, Mary?'
âNo, I don't. But Rachel would know. I'll give you her number.'
At that moment, a fat man in dark glasses came out of the rear of the bar and said, âCome on, Piper! Quit gassing! You got work to do!'
Jim turned on his stool and looked around the bar. Apart from him, there were only three people in there, two men and a blowsy woman in a leopard-spotted leotard who was smoking a cigarette in a long cigarette holder and arguing with one of the men in a voice as harsh as a nutmeg grater.
Piper picked up a ballpen and wrote Rachel's number on the palm of Jim's hand. The fat man said, âHey! Dates you can fix up after hours!'
âHe's my teacher, not my date,' Piper retorted. âHe taught me all about Milton.'
â
Milton?
You mean Milton, North Dakota? What the hell for?'
As Jim left the Black Velvet Alligator he was almost blinded by the bright sunlight. But as he unhooked his sunglasses from the front of his polo-shirt he noticed a quick, semi-transparent flicker on the far side of San Vicente â like the wavering heat from a midsummer barbecue.
The sidewalk opposite was jostling with people, which made it difficult for him to distinguish what he had seen. But as his eyes became more accustomed to the glare, he picked out a barely visible figure moving through the crowds. It was no more substantial than a bending of the light, but as it passed it created a ripple in the air that Jim found that he could just about follow, if he shaded his eyes.