Authors: Barbara Westbrook
himself for what was coming. With only a vague idea of what
he was going to see after his visits to some of the sites
online, he hoped he wasn’t going to humiliate himself with
an unwanted arousal if they played one of the scenes he’d
heard about or seen online. He’d planned on wearing baggy
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jeans during their visit to the club to hide his possible
reaction, not these tightly tapered trousers. He should have
known Adam would never let him get away with that. He was
beginning to realize exactly how much control Adam would
have.
Taking some solace in the length of the suit jacket, he
had to drop his gaze in embarrassment and irritation when
Adam made him remove his jacket and tie and unbuttoned
most of the buttons on his shirt. If anyone saw the muscles
in his jaw jumping from gritting his teeth, too damn bad.
“What, no collar?” Chad, his voice tight and pissed off,
knew he was being a sarcastic ass, but he didn’t care. He’d
have to pretend to be meek and obedient soon enough. For
now, he felt a little better expressing himself.
“You haven’t earned one yet. You’re supposed to be in
training, remember? My friends aren’t stupid, Chad. Drop
this macho bullshit and straighten up. You’ll have to at least
try
to role play. Otherwise you’re just wasting my time.”
Chad dropped his eyes. “I’m sorry. You’re right.”
“Good boy,” Adam told him. “Now follow along behind
me. Stand behind my chair and present yourself.”
“Um…what?”
Adam turned am angry gaze up to his face. “Did you
read
any
of the materials I suggested? This is basic stuff,
Chad. Everything you do in there reflects on me. Do you
understand that?”
The remark surprised and chastened Chad. People
inside the club would be watching him, thinking he was
Adam’s sub. The sudden weight of responsibility landed on
his shoulders. He had a job to do, one he’d sabotage if he
didn’t straighten himself up, and he found himself not
wanting to embarrass Adam. After all, the department had
gotten Adam into this, and Adam was trying to help. Chad
squared his shoulders, determined to be the best sub he
could be to impress the professor. He stood silently, fidgeting
a little, but lowering his gaze and hunched his shoulders,
trying to look like he thought a sub should look.
Adam blew out a long, irritated breath. “Okay, stand
up straight. Clasp your hands behind your back. Good. Now
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spread your legs a little farther apart. Chin up, eyes down.
Good.” Adam walked around him, inspecting his posture
before giving a curt nod. “Okay, I guess you’ll do. Stand like
that behind my chair, but first offer to get me a drink. After
you bring it back, stand behind my chair in this position.
Don’t make eye contact with any of the Doms and let me do
the talking. Got it?”
“I got it,” he said quietly. “What if someone asks me
something I don’t know?”
“They shouldn’t. As a general rule, other Doms don’t
speak to a sub without his Dom’s permission, but you’re not
collared, so if you stray too far, someone might speak to you.
If something like that should happen, just look to me. I’ll
keep an eye on you and help out. Now, are you ready?” Chad
nodded. “Then let’s go.”
The club looked to be a converted warehouse. A guard
checked Adam’s membership card and opened the door for
them. Chad made a mental note to ask Philips if they knew
guests were allowed in without identifying them. Inside, the
music was loud, the lights were dim, and there seemed to be
a good number of people inside, though there were also a lot
of empty tables. A number of people were eating dinner and
chatting. It seemed like any other club at first glance.
Males and females of various ages either sat at the
tables or moved around the room. The club had a large
dance floor and a long bar along the side. The lighting was
low, like most every other club Chad had ever been to. As his
eyes adjusted to the dimness, however, he saw the
differences. Some of the men and women were wearing
choker style necklaces, and a few were even wearing what
looked like black or spiked dog collars.
Chad was at first shocked and then fascinated. A few
people knelt on the floor next to their companions or leaned
against their legs, while the people sitting at the tables
seemed to mostly ignore them, except for an occasional pat
on the head or off-hand caress. A couple of men and women
were standing behind their companions, like Adam told
Chad he was to do, all of them in the position Adam had just
shown him. What was shocking to Chad was the way they
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were dressed…or undressed as the case may be. There was a
great deal of leather and piercings, and one woman and a
few of the men were totally nude. Some were wearing bikini
briefs or jock straps, while a few he spotted even wore black
leather hoods that completely covered their heads.
Something else to mention that to the investigating team.
Anyone could hide under one of those hoods.
He also noticed the huge mixture of social classes in
the room. Some were like Adam, preppy and prosperous
looking, while others seemed to have much rougher edges.
He remembered Adam’s warning about the hardcore Doms
.
It was easy to see what he’d meant. Some of these boys
looked like they played rough.
Adam elbowed him in the side. “Don’t stare. It’s rude.
Focus on me and pay attention. Stay at my heel.”
Chad lowered his eyes immediately and started
forward, only too happy to be following Adam and sticking
close by him. Adam had become a familiar port in an alien
sea. When Adam reached behind him and took Chad’s hand,
Chad’s first instinct was to pull away. He forced himself to
relax and realized he actually felt grateful.
Adam towed him to a table in the back and sat down,
releasing his hand. Several men were already there, but
before he could focus on them, Adam pulled him down
toward him by putting a hand around the back of his neck.
Speaking in his ear over the loud music, he said, “Bourbon
on the rocks, Chad.”
Chad stared at him blankly for probably a few seconds
too long before he remembered he was supposed to get Adam
a drink.
Chad nodded and hurried off to the bar to order
Adam’s drink for him. It took him a few minutes to get the
attention of the bartender, but then he had his prize and
began to carefully carry it back to the table. On the way
back, he noticed another sub delivering a drink to his Dom
He knelt beside him and held the drink up to him before
settling back in a waiting position, still kneeling, but sitting
back on his heels, his hands behind his back.
Realizing Adam had been going easy on him, Chad
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found himself wanting to impress him with how quickly he
could learn. When he got to their table, he sank to his knees
beside Adam and held the drink up like an offering.
Surprise and pleasure leap in Adam’s eyes, and he
smiled. “Thank you, Pet.”
A voice from across the table startled Chad.
“Well, Adam, he’s very pretty, but I didn’t think you
liked gingers.”
Gingers?
Chad made an unconscious movement, and
Adam pressed his shoulder back down. “Settle down, baby.”
Sitting back, Chad heard a little tsking noise from
Adam and realized his posture was bad. Remembering the
boy he’d seen on his way back to the table, he mimicked
him, knees apart, back straight with his hands locked
behind him. Adam rewarded him by running his fingers over
his hair.
“I wouldn’t say that,” Adam said softly. “Besides,
Chad’s hair is lovely.”
“So you’re training a new sub? I didn’t think that was
your preference,” another voice said to Chad’s left.
Adam’s voice was silky smooth as he answered. “Only
with someone truly special. As you can see, he is.”
The talk became more general then, thank God, and
the men at the table continued with their dinners. With the
attention not focused on him, he allowed himself to
surreptitiously scan the men at their table, listening absently
to their conversations. There were four of them, all fairly
young, mostly dressed in suits, like Adam, as they’d just
come from the funeral services. Only one was wearing
leathers. Three subs knelt beside their Doms as well, though
they were across the table. All four Doms appeared to be in
their thirties, from early to middle, their subs from middle
twenties to maybe early thirties. He didn’t miss the fact
everyone at the table fit into the victims’ profiles.
“Rubin is pretty nervy for a preacher,” one commented,
catching Chad’s attention. “He didn’t come right out and hit
me up for a donation today, but promised me he’d be in
touch.”
“It is a worthy cause,” said another of the men.
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“I won’t debate that, but I get tired of his almost
constant requests for donations. The minute he shows up, I
get out my checkbook just to get rid of him.”
The conversation lapsed as a server brought Adam a
plate, and Chad’s stomach growled. It was getting late, and
he’d been too nervous to eat much lunch. He’d missed meals
before when he was busy on a case and didn’t have time to
stop, but he’d been active then, not just sitting around, or in
this case, kneeling. He was wondering how much longer to
would have to wait to eat when Adam held out a small piece
of a sandwich in front of his mouth. He was so startled he
jumped a little, and Adam’s other hand fell lightly on the
back of his neck. He shook the piece of sandwich in front of
Chad’s mouth slightly, and Chad got the hint, trying to take
it with his hand. The sandwich was pulled away. Chad
looked up in surprise.
Adam was giving him a stern look. “I didn’t tell you to
move your hands, Chad. Open your mouth.”
He put his hands behind his back quickly. The
sandwich piece reappeared. He opened his mouth, and the
piece was placed on his tongue. It was some kind of ham and
cheese, and as hungry as he was, it tasted absolutely
delicious. He sat happily chewing until another piece
appeared, and he opened his mouth again. He got a sudden
mental picture of how he would look if any of the guys from
work could see him, but mentally shrugged. None of them
were here, while he was starving and playing a part.
Adam eventually fed him what must have been an
entire sandwich, and he ate every bite, even taking sips of
Adam’s water when he held it down to Chad’s lips. The entire
operation was surprisingly intimate, and when the meal was
over and Adam pulled him over to rest against his leg, he
went willingly and without even thinking about it. He
realized he hadn’t really been totally aware of his
surroundings since he’d begun eating from Adam’s hand and
reminded himself to focus.
The man across the table from them was speaking
again. “My sub and I are doing a scene in a few minutes. Are
you going to display your new boy tonight, Adam?”
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“No, not tonight. He’s not ready,” Adam answered.
“I’d be glad to lend a hand in his training, Adam,”
came a voice from across the table. “We could take him to a
private room.”
Chad glanced up to see the man wearing leathers was
the one who’d made the comment. He was balding, though
probably only in his mid-thirties, and had a slight paunch.
Chad didn’t find him the least bit attractive, certainly not as
attractive as Adam. Since Adam hadn’t replied, the words
came out of Chad’s mouth before he even thought about it.
“He doesn’t need any
help
from you.”
A small silence fell over the table, and the Dom in
leathers gave Adam an incredulous look before he turned a
furious glare on Chad.
Adam looked down at him. “Your behavior just
demonstrated how
unready
you are.” Adam said sternly. He
leaned over and took Chad’s chin in his hand. “Now
be