The Boat Builder's Bed (10 page)

A sharp ripping noise behind her made her whirl around to investigate. Rafe knelt on the deck attacking one of the boxes with a knife from his toolbox.

“What are you doing?” she asked, walking closer.

“Making us a couple of decent chairs.”

“Change out of your suit then.” She said it without thought, so used to giving Camille guidance on her Sunday visits.

“Yes, Mom,” he teased, never knowing how the words hurt.
 

She hesitated a moment before speaking again. “Steve from Faye’s place turned up at the studio with Thai lunch.”

“Spying?”

“Spying for Faye? I hope not. I always liked him. Big Steve with the horn-rims.”

“Steve from ‘Noo Yark’? Yeah...watch out for Faye though, she holds a grudge forever. You’re not too hungry then? Pizza maybe?”

“Fine by me.”

“Any special orders? No anchovies? Double parmesan?”
 

She shook her head. “Whatever you usually have.”

He dug out his mobile and beeped through to one of the pre-selects as he walked towards the house. So he was a regular customer? Sophie pictured him here on his own eating takeaways. But he wouldn’t be on his own, she swiftly corrected herself
.
There’d be a woman for sure.

She tried to banish the scene from her imagination. None of her business. She couldn’t possibly get involved with him, so what did it matter...

She occupied herself for the short time he was gone by unpacking the first box. She set the seat-cushions aside and placed all the timber components in an organized line. Then she unfolded the instruction sheet, looking up from the diagrams as she heard the door close.
 

Rafe walked across the deck towards her.

And she felt her pulse soar up through fast, through disturbed, past urgent to total hammer.

CHAPTER EIGHT

He sent her a broad smile, white teeth against dark skin, and continued on past as far as the cable-car.

Sophie drew a quick panicked breath as he reached in and pushed the ‘up’ command. The winch-motor whirred. The carriage door rattled momentarily and then became quiet. It started to climb.

She was now trapped half-way down a cliff-face with no-one else in sight—except for a huge strong man who was—

Who was what? Totally naked?

Less than half-dressed, anyway.

“You’re going well.” He set down two champagne flutes and the bottle of Moet, and tossed a white cloth aside.

She dragged her eyes up his long, seriously-muscled legs to his flat belly, up past his hard chest and shoulders to that devastating smile again. She swallowed.

“I just...thought...” she mumbled.

What? What the hell did I think?

“...that I’d make a start for you.”

He squatted beside her and surveyed the collection of legs and cross-bars and heaven-knows-what-else.

She could now see he wore dusty brown elastic-sided ankle boots—standard-issue for Kiwi builders. And soft old khaki shorts, slung low on his narrow hips. That was all.
 

It wasn’t nearly enough, but at least it was more than her first startled impression. His dark-gold skin and khaki shorts and brown boots had all merged in the warm evening light into one long tanned naked body. A body with no apparent genitals, now she thought about it more lucidly.

“These won’t take long to assemble. Want that drink we both missed out on yesterday?”

She swallowed again and nodded, trying hard not to supply the missing pieces to her fantasy.

He rose to his feet and peeled the foil off the bottle’s neck. Sophie thrilled as the muscles of his arms stood out in sharp relief as he wrenched at the cork.

“She’s a tight one.” He reached for the piece of cloth to get extra traction, eased the cork out with the barest pop, gave a grunt of satisfaction, and bent down to pour.

Sophie upended the empty box so they could use its flat base as a makeshift table.
 

He raised his glass to her, sipped, then set it down and began to arrange pieces of timber. A plastic zip-loc bag contained screws and washers.
 

“I’ve been meaning to do this ever since the weather came good,” he said. “The lightweight chairs blow around if the wind picks up. These’ll be a lot more stable.”
 

He reached out for the white fabric and tipped the contents of the plastic bag onto it so no small pieces could escape through the gaps in the decking. Sophie now saw it was a somewhat paint-spattered T-shirt.

She handed him the instruction sheet.

Rafe shook his head and grinned. “If I can build a boat I can manage a kitset chair.”

She silently acknowledged the truth of that, watching him arrange the jigsaw without effort.

“Can I hand you things then?”
 

“A screw and a washer each time? That’ll speed it up.”
 

They worked without talking, Rafe fitting the pieces together, inserting the screws that Sophie offered, and driving them in deep and fast with a noisy tool that spat and rattled in his big hand.

He set the first chair aside just a few minutes later.
 
Sophie retrieved the cushions and sat. He split open the second box.

“Is it to madam’s liking? Or are you still mademoiselle?”

“What?”

“Did you marry him—Mr. Hang-glider?”

“No,” she said, surprised Rafe had asked. “He was just a friend who persuaded his mother to give me my first job. I was grateful. He was fun.” She shrugged, not wanting to give him any more of her story.
 

She’d conceived Camille even though they’d always used condoms. Marriage had never been discussed until that point, and was quickly dismissed. They were both far too young and had little in common apart from their child. Sophie was organized, and determined to make something better of her situation. Adrian was a laid-back thrill-seeker, and seeking those thrills had taken his life only days after he’d given her the silver and lapis earrings.

“Grateful for the job he got you?” Rafe queried. “How’s the chair? Is that making you feel grateful, too?”

Sophie heard the laughter in his husky voice.

“Not
that
grateful. Sorry Rafe, I’ve grown up a bit since then. The chair’s good,” she added, wanting to change the subject.

Rafe finished assembling the second one, and they sat together and drained their glasses before prowling the top floor of the house, checking measurements and discussing details. They’d barely returned to the deck when there was a shout of “Yo, pizza!” from road level.

A few seconds later the cable-car began its descent.

Sophie walked across to the landing platform and waited for it to arrive, feeling silly now she knew why he’d sent it up the cliff. Not to strand her. Not to leave her at his mercy.

Indeed he seemed intent on looking after her. He’d hung her fabrics because he thought it was too dangerous for her to do. Taken her to lunch and introduced her to influential people. Bought her the champagne...been willing to play barman so she could devote her whole attention to her clients...foregone the dinner he probably wanted.

She decided she needed to slightly review her opinion of him as a rash and arrogant womanizer. Damn—that was going to make her situation even worse.

She picked up the warm box and padded back across the huge deck in her rubber-soled skate-shoes, determined to be pleasant to him.

By the time she returned he’d poured more champagne and lounged in one of the chairs with his long legs extended and his arms tucked back supporting his head. He stretched like a lazy cat and Sophie watched as all his muscles tightened and then relaxed again.
 

She laid the pizza down and sat quickly, hoping for respite from the maddening throb which had just returned double-strong right against the centre seam of her hitherto comfortable jeans.

“This you’ve got to see,” he said.

She shot a sideways glance at his acres of bare skin. “I’ve seen plenty, thanks.”
 

He repeated the cat-stretch thing. The pizza box sat unopened.
 

“What?” she demanded, spooked and apprehensive all over again.

“Just wait. See that glow over the top of the hills?”

She drew a deep breath. Was this a game?

Slowly the edge of the moon rose over the skyline. More than the edge. Even more.

“To new beginnings,” Rafe said, reaching for his glass and tilting it in her direction. Sophie sat, entranced, as the final curve of a huge golden disc emerged from behind the dark hills across the harbor.

She tilted her own in answer. “New beginnings,” she agreed. “For my little studio. For your lovely house.”

“For us as well?”

She shook her head. “Thank you, but no thank you.”
 

She hoped Rafe sensed it wasn’t an angry turn-down. Hoped he knew she found him attractive, but circumstances were against them. She flicked a cautious glance sideways and saw he was staring out to sea, face neutral, body long and taut in the moonlight. He tipped his glass up and swallowed. She watched his throat constrict and was hit again by that hot sexy throb.

Was she mad? Should she go along with his flirting and see where it led?

No, she daren’t. It would be far too easy to fall for him, and agonizing once he’d had enough of her. And what else could she expect but eventual dismissal?

Sighing, she reached across to the pizza box and levered the lid up. The steam carried parmesan and tomato and oregano into the still air.

“Eat,” she said. “It smells fantastic.”

Rafe turned and reached for a slice.

“Yeah, they do a good one. Even my Italian sisters-in-law don’t turn their noses up too far at this.”

“Both your brothers married Italian girls?

“At Papa’s suggestion. He never left his roots far behind. Even after all these years in New Zealand he’s as Italian as they come.”

“But your mother’s not Italian?”

“Huia is certainly not Italian, although if you saw a photo of her at twenty and didn’t know she was half-Maori/half Cherokee, you’d easily believe she came from somewhere around the Mediterranean.”
 

“Would you show me? The photo of her?”

“I don’t have one,” he said, sharp and cold. “My mother never did any of the mother-things other women do. Why would I want a photo of her?”

He took a savage bite of pizza and chewed for too long while he decided what to say next. Sophie silently took a slice and bit into it less fiercely than he had.
 

Finally he swallowed, knowing he must have shocked her with his comment. He considered what he could offer in explanation.

After a gusty sigh he said, “When I was born, I looked so unlike my father he more-or-less disowned me. I’m not sure he ever believed I was his child.” He fell silent for a while longer, and then added, “I know I am. I sneaked some of his DNA a couple of years ago and had the tests done. Just for my own curiosity.”
 

He took another bite of pizza, wondering why he’d told Sophie that. He’d never told Faye or anyone else. But hell, what did it matter now? Grudgingly he continued.

“He put up with me for a few months after I was born, but when my mother fell pregnant with the twins, he persuaded her to
whangai
me until her new babies arrived. Know what I mean by
whangai
?”

He saw her tentative nod.

“More-or-less. It’s an unofficial adoption thing the Maori people sometimes do.”

“Close enough,” he agreed. “There are Maori kids
whangaied
all over the place. Mostly for perfectly good reasons. Orphans brought up with cousins. A baby handed on to a childless woman by her over-fertile sister.”

“I’ve heard of that. How can they bear to do it?”

“It solves both sides of the problem I suppose. No different from surrogate mothers if you look at it that way.” He took another bite and chewed for a while longer. “Parents in shearing gangs or traveling for other seasonal work sometimes park their children with friends or rellies so the kids can stay in school. It can be short or long-term.”

“And how long were you
whangaied
?”

“For my whole life.”

He heard her shocked intake of breath as he upended his glass and drained it.

“Children often move easily between their real family and their w
hangai
family,” he added as he set it down deliberately on the box. “They’re loved and wanted by both. That wasn’t what happened to me.”

“So who...?”

“My mother’s mother. Matakino from the military dance all those years ago. She married Koro after John Blackhawk was killed. Brought my mother Huia up, but never had any more babies, which was unusual for the times.”

“And she was good to you?”

“Wonderful. And as angry as me about why Huia and Luca never took me back. I heard the arguments...”

Oh yes, he’d heard the arguments all right. His grandmother insisting it was time for him to live with his parents and brothers. His mother equally insistent there was no room in their house...not enough money to raise a third child...that he looked nothing like her twins, which would make it ‘awkward’.
 

He’d listened outside the open kitchen window, keeping well down out of sight, petrified he’d have to leave Nanny and Koro, and just as scared he’d have to stay with them because Huia and Luca still didn’t want him.
 

As he grew, Koro encouraged him to take
utu—
Maori revenge.

“Do everything well, boy. Do it better than them. Be a better rugby player, better at your job. Outshine them everywhere. Tramp on their pride. Go far, and leave them sniveling in your dust.”
 

It had been a big challenge for a gangly twelve-year-old, but it had got him through, and got him ahead. Got him three boatyards, a socialite wife, and a house the talk of the capital city. So why didn’t it feel like enough?
 

He reached out to pour himself more Moet, topped up Sophie’s glass at the same time, and set the empty bottle down.