The Boston Debutante (The Debutante Series Book 1) (18 page)

“Megan suddenly got up and burst into tears. She ran into the kitchen to her mother. She had heard all she could take.

Macy got out of her chair and walked over to Turk. She looked in his tear filled eyes and kissed him.

She opened up her cell phone and cancelled her reservations.   

       
CHAPTER VIII

       MACY GIVES IN

After a few days things started to settle down and get back to normal at the ranch. 

Turk started getting out and running the ranch again and Macy started helping her aunt with the house. She continued to talk to Turk but he didn’t try to force himself on her. 

She appreciated it because she still had the doubt in the back of her head about getting intimate with Turk after he had been with Mildred.

She figured Turk had gotten over her when he didn’t make any moves on her so she started talking about going back to Boston again.

Macy was still torn between Turk and Boston. She had things to do in Boston and she wouldn’t have to face her feelings. She knew if she stayed there things would remain tense between her and Turk. She figured if she gave him some space he might just get over her.

Aunt Maude spoke up and said, “Macy I don’t think it’s a good idea for you to leave.

I called a realtor in Boston and she said she could put your house up for sale if you wanted her to. I can have your furniture put in storage and your personal belongings can be here in a few days. Next week they can start your house on the ranch
anywhere you want it.”

Macy fell back against the couch.

“Aunt Maude I don’t like it out here and other than you and Megan I have no reason to stay. Turk acts stand offish toward me so I think he is over me finally. He’s probably going in town and seeing Mildred again. She is more his type anyway.”

“Macy you know Turk loves you. Look what he did when you left before. I don’t want to go through that again. 

I want you to stay.”

“But Aunt Maude I only planned to come out here long enough to find Turk. I have a boyfriend and a job there. I can’t just walk off from that.”

If she didn’t go back to Boston she would have to be confronted with the decision again with Turk.

Finally after several nights she went up to her room to go to bed. When she went in Turk was setting on her bed waiting for her.

Turk what are you doing in my room?”

“Macy, don’t get shook up. I just want to talk to you for a while. I haven’t had a
chance to spend much time with you. I had to see you tonight. I miss you letting me kiss you. I am so hungry for your lips.

Mom says you want to go back to Boston. Please Macy I don’t want you to go. I promise I want try to force myself on you anymore.”

“Turk you have made promises before and you have broken them.”

“I know Macy but this time I re
ally mean it I don’t want to lose you again.”

She stood where she was for a second, then she walked over and let him kiss her.  As soon as he pulled away she said, “Now you have had your kiss I want to know about Mildred. Have you been seeing her again?”

Turk replied, “Macy there is nothing going on between Mildred and me. The night you saw us together I took her home and went riding, I swear to you. Nothing happened that night. I felt guilty about being with her. I knew I had tried to push you too fast.

I should have never put my hands on you that night. Everything that has happened is my fault. I knew you had never been with a man before and I should never have tried to force you to go against your beliefs.”

“Turk if you only knew how hard it has been for me. I was raised to believe that sex before marriage was a sin.

When that is drilled into your head all your life you tend to have a problem with doing it. Every time I get to the point of having sex an alarm goes off in my head-screaming stop its wrong. I think the voice I hear is my mother.

I just have to take it slow and work past it. I will have sex with you someday maybe if it is that important to you but it’s got to be on my terms. I’m sorry it just the way it has to be.”

He stood up and kissed her again. “I will see you tomorrow beautiful. I have to get to bed.”

He walked out of the room leaving her standing watching as he stepped in the hall and closed the door behind him.

Her mind was in total turmoil. She didn’t know which way to turn.

What Megan had told her rang out in her head. If she went ahead and got it over with she could maybe put it behind her and get on with her life.

The torture that it was making her go through could be over in a couple minutes and then maybe she wouldn’t be tormented with it any more.

  “Relax and let things come naturally.”

Megan isn’t a virgin and it doesn’t bother her. She’s not worried that a guy
someday will not want her because she has had sex with someone else.

She is having sex with anyone anytime she wants to and she is having fun. Macy knew that is the one thing she was missing. She knew to if she had sex with Turk that
Michael wouldn’t want her. Of course he hadn’t really acted like he wanted her anyway. 

She made up her mind that’s what she was going to do.

She had just about decided she was going to let Turk have her virginity but she was still scared about it.

She talked to Megan some more about it and what to expect. She just wondered if it would be painful. She was starting to obsess about it wanting to go ahead and get it over with. Every time she was with Turk desire was getting harder for her to resist.

At times she wanted to run back to Boston to get away from the temptation but Aunt Maude had begged her not to leave.

One night after she got out of the shower her desire to get it over with was getting the best of her.

While she showered she was thinking about Turk’s hands on her body. She had worked herself up into an emotional turmoil.

She got out of the shower and dried herself while she watched in the mirror. She wondered if her body would change if she had sex. 

She knew it was time to start enjoying an emotional affair and start moving on with her life.

As she stood looking in the mirror looking at herself she decided she wanted to get it over with then. She decided it was about time to experience what Megan had
sworn was so good.

She wanted him right then and no changing her mind.

  Instead of going to her room she went to Turk’s room.

She stood outside his room trying to build up the nerve to go in. Finally she swallowed hard as she opened his door slowly and walked into the dark room. She was shaking all over.

As soon as she stepped in she closed the door so no one would see her. She walked over to the side of the bed and looked at Turk. He was watching her with his eyes wide open.

“What are you doing Macy?”

“Turk I am ready. I want you now.”

“No Macy I am not going to do that to you. I promised you I wouldn’t and I am not going back on my word.”

“Turk I have made up my mind. I want to get it over with so I can have a little peace in my mind.”

“Macy I have never taken a girls virginity and I love you too much to do that to you and take the chance that you will hate me when we are through.”

“Turk, just shut up and move over so I can get in bed with you.”

“Ok but don’t blame me for this.” 

He moved over, pulled the covers down. She swallowed hard, dropped her bathrobe and climbed in beside him. 

She leaned over and kissed him lightly.

“Macy I can’t believe you are here. I will let you just lay there for a while and let you think about what you are doing.”

“Just hurry up and get it over with before I change my mind again.”

She kissed him again and opened her mouth. The kiss became more passionate as his tongue searched the inside of her mouth. Macy snuggled closer to him letting her breast press against his chest.

“Turk, just take it slow and be gentle. This is a big step for me and I don’t want to rush.”

“Macy I will take it as slow as you want and you can say stop any time you don’t feel comfortable.”

She laid back and tried to relax. She could feel his heart beating fast. He
continued to kiss her letting his mouth slide off hers and across her face he moved over to her ear and nipped lightly on her ear lobe.

He was in no hurry and she didn’t want him to be.

He had all night and he wanted to savor every inch of her body. He worked meticulously without a word.

  He pulled the covers off her and let his tongue work its way down to her throat.

Macy could feel the heat starting to rise in her body as he moved down to her breast. Her breathing was increasing with every new thing he did. 

Macy started to moan quietly as his tongue circled her nipple making them rigid and putting her body on fire. Turk could feel her shaking as he worked. He knew she was scared.

She was a little apprehensive at first letting him touch her breast but the feelings rushing through her body and counseled that thought out.

Deep in the back of her mind she could hear Megan’s voice “Relax and go with the flow. Just relax and enjoy it.”

She forced herself to lie there and enjoy Turk’s advances. Every muscle kept saying get up and run. 

She fought the urge and continued to let Turk explore her body with his tongue.

Turk moved down to her stomach running his tongue across her flat firm stomach stopping long enough to circle her belly button. He rose up and crawled between her legs.

When he put his tongue in her crotch she about sat up in the bed. The feeling of his tongue felt even better than his finger did that night on the hood of the car. Macy spread her legs farther apart giving him more excess.

“Oh God Turk that feels so good.”

She felt like she was going higher and higher with desire as he made sure that each thing he did was just right. 

He licked up and down as she curled her toes with pleasure. She never thought that he would do anything like that. She thought she would get in bed with him, he would stick it in and in a couple minutes it would be over with. No one had ever told her about foreplay and how good it felt. They hadn’t told her about climax either and she was about to have her first.

Her juices coated his tongue and tasted sweet and her valley smelled of violets from her bath powder.  

She could feel the passion rising the more he licked.

Her body started jerking and she dug her fingers in his shoulders as she reach the top and exploded in a tremendous climax. Oh god Turk that felt so good. Do it again.”

She started breathing hard and pushing his head away as one climax after another rushed through her body faster and faster till she thought she was going to scream out loud.

“Oh
God oh God, Turk stop I can’t take any more. It feels too good. I, I, ooh, ooh, ooh, yes oh God it’s so good.”

Turk knew he was doing everything just right by her pleads.

Climax after climax was ripping through her body ripping her apart. 

Finally when he raised his head up the convulsions subsided. Turk stood up and got a condom out of his nightstand. He pulled it out of the foil and rolled it on to his stiff member. 

He took some K-Y jelly and put on the condom and on her.

She looked up at him and said, “Please be gentle. 

Remember this is my first time.”

“Macy this is it. You better change your mind right now are it’s going to be to
o late.”

“Turk just put it in. I have to do it now.”

“Ok here we go.” 

He held her hips up spread her legs as far as he could comfortably and he guided himself slowly inside her. 

She felt a sharp quick pain followed by the warmness of him inside her.

It didn’t hurt as bad as she had been told. In fact it felt good to her.

He slowly pushed himself in till his abdomen was against hers. She felt like he completely filled her insides. Strange new feelings were ripping through her body. She realized then she was no longer a virgin. But Turk felt so good she didn’t care.

“Oh Turk I love you. I will remember this night for ever and the man that took my virginity.” 

She felt her body start convulsing again as he slowly slid back and forth inside her. 

Her lower abdomen started flexing and releasing with each stroke. 

She couldn’t believe how it made her body feel. She wanted to scream with the pleasure but she knew better. She didn’t want to wake the whole house.

Turks stamina was unbelievable as he kept pumping. 

Macy wanted more and more as she started rising to meet each of his thrust as she tightened and released all the muscles in her insides.