Nan flushed and stared. Getting married was an inexhaustible theme of confidential talk between her sister and the Elmsworth girls; but she felt herself too young and inexperienced to take part in their discussions. Once, at one of the hotel dances, a young fellow called Roy Gilling had picked up her handkerchief, and refused to give it back. She had seen him raise it meaningly to his young moustache before he slipped it into his pocket; but the incident had left her annoyed and bewildered rather than excited, and she had not been sorry when, soon afterward, he rather pointedly transferred his attentions to Mabel Elmsworth. She knew Mabel Elmsworth had already been kissed behind a door; and Nan's own sister, Virginia, had too, Nan suspected. She herself had no definite prejudices in the matter; she simply felt unprepared as yet to consider matrimonial plans. She stooped to stroke the poodle, and answered, without looking up: “Not to anybody I've seen yet.”
The other considered her curiously. “I suppose you like love-making better, eh?” She spoke in a soft drawl, with a languid rippling of the “r”s.
Nan felt her blood mounting again; one of her quick blushes steeped her in distress. Did sheâdidn't sheâlike “love-making,” as this girl crudely called it (the others always spoke of it as flirting)? Nan had not been subjected to any warmer advances than Mr. Gilling's, and the obvious answer was that she didn't know, having had no experience of such matters; but she had the reluctance of youth to confess to its youthfulness, and she also felt that her likes and dislikes were no business of this strange girl's. She gave a vague laugh and said loftily: “I think it's silly.”
Conchita laughed tooâa low deliberate laugh, full of repressed and tantalizing mystery. Once more she flung the ball for her intently watching poodle; then she thrust a hand into a fold of her dress, and pulled out a crumpled packet of cigarettes. “Hereâhave one! Nobody'll see us out here,” she suggested amicably.
Nan's heart gave an excited leap. Her own sister and the Elmsworth girls already smoked in secret, removing the traces of their indiscretion by consuming little highly perfumed pink lozenges furtively acquired from the hotel barber; but they had never offered to induct Nan into these forbidden rites, which, by awful oaths, they bound her not to reveal to their parents. It was Nan's first cigarette, and while her fingers twitched for it she asked herself in terror: “Suppose it should make me sick right before her?”
But Nan, in spite of her tremors, was not the girl to refuse what looked like a dare, nor even to ask if in this open field they were really safe from unwanted eyes. There was a clump of low shrubby trees at the farther end, and Conchita strolled there and mounted the fence-rail, from which her slender uncovered ankles dangled gracefully. Nan swung up beside her, took a cigarette, and bent toward the match which her companion proffered. There was an awful silence while she put the forbidden object to her lips and drew a frightened breath; the acrid taste of the tobacco struck her palate sharply, but in another moment a pleasant fragrance filled her nose and throat. She puffed again, and knew she was going to like it. Instantly her mood passed from timidity to triumph, and she wrinkled her nose critically and threw back her head, as her father did when he was tasting a new brand of cigar. “These are all rightâwhere do you get them?” she enquired with a careless air; and then, suddenly forgetful of the experience her tone implied, she rushed on in a breathless little-girl voice: “Oh, Conchita, won't you show me how you make those lovely rings? Jinny doesn't really do them right, nor the Elmsworth girls either.”
Miss Closson in turn threw back her head with a smile. She drew a deep breath and, removing the cigarette from her lips, curved them to a rosy circle through which she sent a wreath of misty smoke-rings. “That's how,” she laughed, and pushed the packet into Nan's hands. “You can practise at night,” she said good-humouredly, as she jumped from the rail.
Nan wandered back to the hotel, so much elated by her success as a smoker that her dread of the governess grew fainter. On the hotel steps she was further reassured by the glimpse, through the lobby doors, of a tall broad-shouldered man in a Panama hat and light-gray suit who, his linen duster over his arm, his portmanteaux at his feet, had paused to light a big cigar and shake hands with the clerk. Nan gave a start of joy. She had not known that her father was arriving that afternoon, and the mere sight of him banished all her cares. Nan had a blind faith in her father's faculty for helping people out of difficultiesâa faith based not on actual experience (for Colonel St. George usually dealt with difficulties by a wave of dismissal which swept them into somebody else's lap), but on his easy contempt for feminine fusses, and his way of saying to his youngest daughter: “You just call on me, child, when things want straightening out.” Perhaps he would straighten out even this nonsense about the governess; and meanwhile the mere thought of his large powerful presence, his big cologne-scented hands, his splendid yellow moustache and easy rolling gait, cleared the air of the cobwebs in which Mrs. St. George was always enveloped.
“Hullo, daughter! What's the news?” The Colonel greeted Nan with a resounding kiss, and stood with one arm about her, scrutinizing her lifted face.
“I'm glad you've come, Father,” she said, and then shrank back a little, fearful lest a whiff of cigarette smoke should betray her.
“Your mother taking her afternoon nap, I suppose?” the Colonel continued jovially. “Well, come along with me. See here, Charlie” (to the clerk), “send those things right along to my room, will you? There's something in them of interest to this young lady.”
The clerk signalled to a black porter, and, preceded by his bags, the Colonel mounted the stairs with Nan.
“Oh, Father! It's lovely to have you! What I want to ask you isâ”
But the Colonel was digging into the depths of one of the portmanteaux and scattering over the bed various parts of a showy but somewhat crumpled wardrobe. “Here now; you wait,” he puffed, pausing to mop his broad white forehead with a fine cambric handkerchief. He pulled out two parcels, and beckoned to Nan. “Here's some fancy notions for you and Jinny; the girl in the store said it was what the Newport belles are wearing this summer. And this is for your mother, when she wakes up.” He took the tissue-paper wrappings from a small red morocco case and pressed the spring of the lid. Before Nan's dazzled eyes lay a diamond brooch formed of a spray of briar-roses. She gave an admiring gasp. “Well, how's that for style?” laughed her father.
“Oh, Fatherâ” She paused, and looked at him with a faint touch of apprehension.
“Well?” the Colonel repeated. His laugh had an emptiness under it, like the hollow under a loud wave; Nan knew the sound. “Is it a present for Mother?” she asked doubtfully.
“Why, who'd you think it was forânot you?” he joked, his voice slightly less assured.
Nan twisted one foot about the other. “It's terribly expensive, isn't it?”
“Why, you critical imp, youâwhat's the matter if it is?”
“Well, the last time you brought Mother a piece of jewelry there was an all-night row after it, about cards or something,” said Nan judicially.
The Colonel burst out laughing, and pinched her chin. “Well, well! You fear the Greeks, eh, do you? How does it go?
Timeo Danaos ...”
“What Greeks?”
Her father raised his handsome ironic eyebrows. Nan knew he was proud of his far-off smattering of college culture, and wished she could have understood the allusion. “Haven't they even taught you that much Latin at your school? Well, I guess your mother's right; you
do
need a governess.”
Nan paled, and forgot the Greeks. “Oh, Father; that's what I wanted to speak to you aboutâ”
“What about?”
“That governess. I'm going to hate her, you know. She's going to make me learn lists of dates, the way the Eglinton girl had to. And Mother'll fill her up with silly stories about us, and tell her we mustn't do this and we mustn't say that. I don't believe she'll even let me go with Conchita Closson, because Mother says Mrs. Closson's divorced.”
The Colonel looked up sharply. “Oh, your mother says that, does she? She's down on the Clossons? I suppose she would be.” He picked up the morocco case and examined the brooch critically. “Yes, that's a good piece; Black, Starr and Frost. And I don't mind telling you that you're right: it cost me a pretty penny. But I've got to persuade your mother to be polite to Mrs. Clossonâsee?” He wrinkled up his face in the funny way he had and took his daughter by the shoulders. “Business matter, you understandâstrictly between ourselves. I need Closson; got to have him. And he's fretted to death about the way all the women cold-shoulder his wife.... I'll tell you what, Nan; suppose you and I form a league, defensive and offensive? You help me to talk round your mother, and get her to be decent to Mrs. Closson, and persuade the others to be, and to let the girl go round with all of you; and I'll fix it up with the governess so you don't have to learn too many dates.”
Nan uttered a cry of joy. Already the clouds were lifting. “Oh, Father, you're perfectly grand! I knew everything would be all right as soon as you got here! I'll do all I can about Motherâand you'll tell the governess I'm to go round all I like with Conchita?” She flung herself into the Colonel's comforting embrace.
III.
Mrs. St. George, had she looked back far enough, could have recalled a time when she had all of Nan's faith in the Colonel's restorative powers; when to carry her difficulties to him seemed the natural thing, and his way of laughing at them gave her the illusion that they were solved. Those days were past; she had long been aware that most of her difficulties came from the Colonel instead of being solved by him. But she admired him as much as everâthought him in fact even handsomer than when, before the Civil War, he had dawned on her dazzled sight at a White Sulphur Springs ball, in the uniform of a captain of militia; and now that he had become prominent in Wall Street, where life seemed to grow more feverish every day, it was only natural that he should require a little relaxation, though she deplored its always meaning poker and whisky, and sometimes, she feared, the third element celebrated in the song. Though Mrs. St. George was now a worried middle-aged woman with grown-up daughters, it cost her as much to resign herself to this as when she had first found in her husband's pocket a letter she was not meant to read. But there was nothing to be done about it, or about the whisky and poker, and the visits to establishments where game and champagne were served at all hours, and gentlemen who had won at roulette or the races supped in meretricious company. All this had long since been part of Mrs. St. George's consciousness, yet she was half consoled, when the Colonel joined his family at Long Branch or Saratoga, by the knowledge that all the other worried and middle-aged wives in the long hotel dining-room envied her her splendid husband.
And small wonder, thought Mrs. St. George, contemptuously picturing the gentlemen those ladies had to put up with: that loud red-faced Elmsworth, who hadn't yet found out that big lumps of black whisker were no longer worn except by undertakers, or the poor dyspeptic Closson, who spent such resigned and yawning hours beside the South American woman to whom he was perhaps not married at all. Closson was particularly obnoxious to Mrs. St. George; much as she despised Mrs. Closson, she could almost have pitied her for having nothing better to show as a husbandâeven if he was that, as Mrs. St. George would add in her confidential exchanges with Mrs. Elmsworth.
Even now, though of late the Colonel had been so evasive and unsatisfactory, and though she wasn't yet sure if he would turn up for the morrow's races, Mrs. St. George reflected thankfully that if he
did
she wouldn't have to appear in the hotel dining-room with a man about whom a lady need feel apologetic. But when, after her siesta, as she was re-arranging her hair before going back to the verandah, she heard his laugh outside of her door, her slumbering apprehensions started up. “He's too cheerful,” she thought, nervously folding away her dressing-gown and slippers; for when the Colonel was worried he was always in the highest spirits.
“Well, my dear! Thought I'd surprise the family, and see what you were all up to. Nan's given me a fairly good report, but I haven't run down Jinny yet.” He laid a hand on his wife's graying blond hair, and brushed her care-worn forehead with the tip of his moustacheâa ritual gesture which convinced him that he had kissed her, and Mrs. St. George that she had been kissed. She looked up at him with admiring eyes.
“That governess is coming on Monday,” she began. At the moment of his last successful “turn-over,” a few months earlier, his wife had wrung from him the permission to engage a governess; but now she feared a renewal of the discussion about the governess's salary, and yet she knew the girls, and Nan especially, must have some kind of social discipline. “We've got to have her,” Mrs. St. George added.
The Colonel was obviously not listening. “Of course, of course,” he agreed, measuring the room with his large strides (his inability to remain seated was another trial to his sedentary wife). Suddenly he paused before her and fumbled in his pocket, but produced nothing from it. Mrs. St. George noted the gesture, and thought: “It's the coal bill! But he
knew
I couldn't get it down any lower....”
“Well, well, my dear,” the Colonel continued, “I don't know what you've all been up to, but I've had a big stroke of luck, and it's only fair you three girls should share in it.” He jerked the morocco case out of another pocket. “Oh, Colonel,” his wife gasped as he pressed the spring. “Well, take itâit's for you!” he joked.