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The City Series (Book 1): Mordacious

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Mordacious

 

The City Series, Book One

 

Sarah Lyons Fleming

Table of Contents

Title Page

Copyright

Dedication

Chapter 1

Chapter 2

Chapter 3

Chapter 4

Chapter 5

Chapter 6

Chapter 7

Chapter 8

Chapter 9

Chapter 10

Chapter 11

Chapter 12

Chapter 13

Chapter 14

Chapter 15

Chapter 16

Eric

Chapter 17

Chapter 18

Chapter 19

Chapter 20

Chapter 21

Chapter 22

Chapter 23

Chapter 24

Chapter 25

Chapter 26

Chapter 27

Chapter 28

Chapter 29

Chapter 30

Chapter 31

Chapter 32

Chapter 33

Chapter 34

Chapter 35

Chapter 36

Chapter 37

Chapter 38

Chapter 39

Chapter 40

Chapter 41

Chapter 42

Chapter 43

Chapter 44

Chapter 45

Chapter 46

Chapter 47

Chapter 48

Chapter 49

Chapter 50

Chapter 51

Chapter 52

Chapter 53

Chapter 54

Chapter 55

Chapter 56

Chapter 57

Chapter 58

Chapter 59

Chapter 60

Chapter 61

Chapter 62

Chapter 63

Chapter 64

Chapter 65

Chapter 66

Chapter 67

Chapter 68

Chapter 69

Chapter 70

Chapter 71

Chapter 72

Chapter 73

Chapter 74

Chapter 75

Chapter 76

Chapter 77

Chapter 78

Chapter 79

Thanks for reading!

Acknowledgements

 

Copyright © 2016 Sarah Lyons Fleming

All Rights Reserved. No part of this book may be reproduced in any form without permission in writing from the author, except as used in a book review. Please contact the author at [email protected].

 

This is a work of fiction. Names, characters, businesses, places, events and incidents are either the products of the author’s imagination or used in a fictitious manner. Any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, or actual events is purely coincidental.

 

For my brother, Ian, who would cross a broken bridge to save me
,

although he probably would’ve tossed me off when we were kids.

Chapter 1

Sylvie

My mother is dying.

I’ve waited years for this day, anticipating the relief I’d feel when she finally did herself in, but the day of reckoning has come and there’s nothing but a clinical detachment and an overall sense of unreality. When I arrived at the hospital last night, they said she had a few hours at most. But, being my mother, she’s hanging on to life in the face of all odds. And not in a good way—in a
you’ll never be free of me
way.

Her breaths are so abrupt and ugly that I think each may be her last. Her teeth are rotted away, her flesh flabby and yet wasted. She was pretty once, with her deep brown eyes and glossy dark hair. That woman is long gone, replaced by a visage that could be a hundred years old instead of fifty-one. People used to say we looked alike, but I’ll be damned if I’ll ever resemble this wreck of a woman on the bed.

All I’ve said is, “Hi, Mom. I’m here.” And that’s all I’m going to say. I’m not in the market for deathbed absolution. I’m here to make sure she’s gone for good, and then I’m getting on with my life.

Her dragging, snore-like struggle for air is reminiscent of the years spent listening to her passed out, from the age of seven until I moved in with Grace’s family at seventeen. As a child, I prayed she’d live, that she’d make it through the night. Eventually, I prayed she’d choke to death in her sleep. Not very kind, I know, but it would have meant escape. I was a prisoner of war in my mother’s battle with herself, and the only liberator was death.

After a soft rap on the door, Grace enters and then stops at the sight of my mom. Her eyes fill and she makes a sympathetic noise. “Oh, Sylvie…”

“Don’t,” I say firmly, and stand to hug her.

Grace lets out a gust of air, equal parts understanding and exasperation, but she doesn’t argue, only drops her bag on a chair and tightens her wavy blond ponytail. She wears her usual off-duty outfit of jeans and a blousy, hippie shirt, which matches her Earth Mother vibe. But looks can be deceiving, as the patients in her therapy practice often find. Grace will clear your chakras and then tell you to get your head out of your ass all in the course of one session. I like the disparity. It keeps her interesting. Interesting enough to be my only real friend—my only real family.

“Thanks for coming,” I say. “You really didn’t have to cancel all your appointments.”

Grace gives me the head-tilted, slightly disbelieving look I often invoke. “Of course I did, idiot. My mom sends her love. She wanted to come, but I told her no.”

“Thanks. She called last night.”

As much as I love Grace’s parents, the juxtaposition of her mother and my mother in the same room would only serve to reinforce the huge gap between their parenting styles. Mom is reminder enough. I draw a breath. Now that Grace is here to distract me from the incessant breathing, I can finally absorb some oxygen.

She picks up my mother’s hand. Her touch is gentle, gentler than my mother deserves. “Hi, Ruth. It’s Grace.”

She presses her lips together and glances my way for permission. I shrug. She has every right to say goodbye. I said goodbye years ago, but Grace always held out hope it wouldn’t end this way.

“I’ll make sure Sylvie’s okay,” Grace says barely above a whisper. “I’m sorry you couldn’t.”

It’s not that my mother couldn’t, it’s that she
wouldn’t
. I curl my fingernails into my palms and try not to regress seventeen years in the span of a second, into a ten-year-old holding back tears over the woman who doesn’t love her enough, or at all.

I walk into the bathroom so I can’t hear more. Old snapshots of my mother stare back when I look in the mirror. Although, from what I remember of him before he took off, my Italian father is as responsible for my appearance as my mother. In any case, my eyes are only slightly pink. I won’t cry over Ruth Rossi ever again.

When I reenter the room, Grace sits in a chair with her feet perched at the edge. She manages to make the most awkward positions look comfortable, and even when she’s moving she exudes a stillness and calm. Graceful, like her name. She doesn’t blunder through things the way I do.

“Done?” I ask.

Her head tilt returns. Grace wants me to be
present
. To deal with my emotions in a healthy way. But after almost fifteen years of friendship, she knows it’s unlikely.

My mother moans. Grace’s feet drop to the floor, while I calmly press the button on Mom’s morphine pump. The hospital is short-staffed and leaving the button-pushing up to me. I know better than to skimp; I want my mother to be out of it just as much as she wants to be out of it. Maybe more.

“You know she’s loving this, right?” I say, hooking my thumb at the machine.

“God, Sylvie,” Grace says, but she laughs.

When my mother’s breathing gets to be too much, I put on the TV. Bornavirus LX is the hot topic of every news channel. It’s been around for a week—a virus spread through bodily fluids. It started somewhere in Asia, moved to the western U.S. and now, the newscaster says, it’s here in New York City. She tells us that a few cases have been identified throughout the five boroughs, including our borough of Brooklyn, and that air travel from the west was suspended last night. She runs through the whole spiel again: The virus leads to aggression in the infected, who attack their caregivers and spread it further. But the city is safe, she assures us with a vehement nod that doesn’t produce a single twitch in her blond helmet of hair.

“Did you see Facebook?” Grace asks.

I raise an eyebrow. She pulls out her phone with a dramatic sigh. “Sorry, I forgot Facebook is the beginning of the downfall of civilization.”

It feels good to joke. My mother’s presence has chipped away at my sense of humor.

“Weird, it’s not updating.” Grace’s fingers move on her phone before she gives up and hands it over. “But you can see the older stuff.”

The hours-old posts promise videos of infected people, but the links don’t transport me anywhere. The word
zombie
is bandied about in one. People love zombies. Every sneeze that spreads past ten feet means the zombie apocalypse has arrived. Another post says the rogue virus is a product of the U.S. government, which I find a little easier to believe.

On TV, a balding man yells about California and Oregon and an epidemic. A different balding man talks over him, saying all is well. Everything is blown out of proportion, every story rehashed with such fervor by newscasters that they all blend into one gargantuan never-ending crisis that never happens. One day we’ll all be blindsided, since the news is the equivalent of the Boy Who Cried Wolf.

I switch to a home-buying show. The hours go by, in which we watch inane afternoon television while listening to my mother’s respiration. I pick listlessly through my bags of chips and candy, and then I force Grace to eat the sandwich I bought for her earlier—whole grain bread, of course.

I hold up a Snickers. “You want?”

“I’m trying not to eat processed sugar.”

I peel the wrapper down slowly, a chocolate bar striptease. Grace watches, green eyes narrowed. I take a big whiff. “Mm…chocolate.”

“I hate you,” she says, hand extended.

I drop it in victoriously. Why she tries to deprive herself of delicious things is beyond me. Something about living longer. But I don’t want to live to be a hundred if it means a hundred years of healthy eating.

“I got my period two days ago,” Grace says. She chews a bite of Snickers and keeps her eyes glued to the TV like it’s no big deal.

“Shit, I’m sorry.”

Grace and her husband Logan have been trying for a baby for the past year. Every month she spends far too much money on pregnancy tests, obsesses about every symptom, and cries when her period shows up like clockwork.

“I think we’re going to a specialist. They say to give it a year first. I’m going to call next week.”

I pat her shoulder from my chair. “Good. Who knows, maybe it’s something minor they can fix. And then, boom, you’re knocked up.”

She sniffs and nods. I don’t know what else to say about the lack of a baby. I do know, based on my entire life’s experience, that I’ll probably say the wrong thing.

“Sorry,” she says. “I didn’t mean to make it all about me. I’m a jerk for bringing it up now.”

“No, you’re not. What else are we going to do, discuss
my
feelings?”

Grace kicks me with her Earth Shoe. On TV, two house-buyers decide whether the wall color of a house’s living room is a valid reason to not buy said house. Grace sighs. “Dumbasses. Because you can’t repaint.”

I put a finger to my chin as I pretend to check out a house. “It’s just perfect! Shit, except for that light fixture. Oh well, we’ll keep looking.”

Her smile falls and her face works to stay neutral. Or doesn’t work—I can read Grace’s every emotion.

“You okay?” I ask.

“I have to stop torturing myself. Logan’s getting tired of me jumping him for ten days straight every month.”

“Somehow I don’t think Logan is going to get tired of sex. Your butt has a dent in it from all his manhandling.”

Grace lets out a small laugh followed by a big shrug. “Whatever’s supposed to happen will happen, right?”

I want her to get her baby, not wait for the universe to provide her with one. Once started, Grace can wax on about how the world is beautiful if one only stops to look. How we get out of the universe what we put into it. I’ll admit it over my dead body, but I sometimes like to hear it even though it’s a load of crap. Lives end in horrible, unjust ways every day. Sometimes life just sucks and then you die.

“But that doesn’t mean you shouldn’t call the specialist,” I say. “Maybe don’t depend entirely on your naked full moon fertility rite.”

Grace shifts her eyes my way with a crooked half-smile. “You know I have one.”

“You do, don’t you?” I shake my head and shut off the TV. “Seriously…”

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