The Luckiest Lady In London (6 page)

Lady Balfour harrumphed. “We were getting on exceedingly well, until I realized you have not complimented Miss Cantwell on her toilette.”

He was becoming rather fond of the old woman—certainly a ferocious champion for her charge. “How unforgivable of me,” he answered lightly. “Miss Cantwell, may I be so forward as to mention how exquisite you look today?”

She glanced up, a soft blush upon her cheeks, and a bright, bright light in her eyes.

Which he realized the next moment was less arousal than a reflection of the panic simmering inside her. So she did feel it, the prospect of a good marriage slipping farther from her grasp with each passing day.

To his surprise, he experienced a twinge of guilt. Perhaps even a stab of it. But nothing strong enough to lead him to apologize. Or reconsider his plans.

“You are too kind, sir,” she murmured.

“Now, now, Louisa,” Lady Balfour objected. “Don’t be so grateful. Lord Wrenworth has committed not a kindness, but a faux pas. And he must now make up for it by escorting you for a round in the park.”

Had he paid Lady Balfour in advance, she could not have better performed her function.

Miss Cantwell objected modestly. “I’m sure Lord Wrenworth has no such—”

“I am determined to commit a multitude of faux pas in the future, if my penances all prove to be so sweet. Miss Cantwell, may I have the pleasure of your company for a short walk?”

“Yes, you may,” Lady Balfour answered for her. “Now, off you go to speak of what young people speak of these days.”

Y
ou should not give her such hope,” said Miss Cantwell, as they left Lady Balfour’s earshot.

She really did have a pretty walk, as if she were gliding, with just enough sway to her hips to give interest to her movement.

“I can truthfully avow I have never done anything to give her hope,” Felix answered her charge, a tiniest bit of smugness to his tone.

She heard it. “I have noticed. At the end of the Season,
when she looks back and wonders why there is no proposal from you, she will see that every time we have been thrust together, it has been as a favor either to Lady Tenwhestle or herself—and that you have never sought me out on your own.”

“I hope you would approve—that a man in my position does what he can to avoid marrying by accident.”

Her parasol twirled. “I have no doubt you will be ultimately held blameless, but you cannot convince me that you are not aware of the hope you are sowing in Lady Balfour’s heart.”

“I will hold myself forgivable as long as I am not sowing those hopes in your heart,” he answered glibly. And then, in a moment of genuine curiosity, “Am I?”

“I do not pretend to understand what drives your interest in me, save to know that it is not the kind that leads to a church.”

Clever, clever girl. He beamed at her. “Then I need have no fear.”

They passed the cluster of young men and women playing blindman’s buff. Mr. Pitt was among them, standing next to Miss Lovett. He cast a glance of unhappy longing toward Miss Cantwell.

“Any—” Felix began.

“No,” Miss Cantwell said simply.

“A pity. When Parliament repealed the Corn Laws, I’m sure all the eminent gentlemen who voted in favor never thought their decision would have such repercussions on your marital aspirations.”

“You forgot to mention the gentlemen who made rail and steam transportation ever faster and cheaper, as well as those who modernized agricultural machinery,” she replied glumly. “They, too, were not thinking of the future impoverishment of all the English squires who would have otherwise made wonderful husbands for me.”

“The entire course of recent history seems to have been conspiring against you.”

“At this point, I would not be surprised.” She was silent for a few breaths. “And why, exactly, are you, sir, interested in my progression—or lack thereof—toward matrimony? You do not wish to marry me yourself, so that cannot be a reason. Despite our unusually frank discussions on the topic, you are no friend of mine, so that also cannot be a reason. Try as I do, I cannot think of anything else.”

At last, an open salvo. They were reaching quite another level of intimacy, he and Miss Cantwell. “Do you spend a great deal of time pondering my motives?”

The handle of her parasol turned faster. “Sometimes. Does that gratify you?”

Yes. And how
. “Sometimes.”

“And my misfortunes—my inability to attract a suitable proposal—does that also gratify you?”

She had lobbed similar charges at him before. It tickled him that The Ideal Gentleman was accused of such a rampant case of schadenfreude. “It would make me a terrible sort of man, Miss Cantwell.”

“But I am correct, am I not?” she asked, staring straight ahead. “Does it amuse you to see me founder like this?”

He lifted a low-hanging branch for her to pass. “It does not
amuse
me, per se. But I cannot deny it opens an opportunity for me to exploit.”

She cast him a wary glance. “I do not see how you can possibly benefit from my inability to marry.”

“I have been doing some calculations concerning your future circumstances, should you return home at the end of the Season without having secured an engagement.”

“And did those calculations arouse compassion on your part, or scorn?”

“I did note that the sums required to keep all your sisters
and yourself in a state of reasonable comfort—a state of minor luxury, one might even say—consist of an amount that is negligible to my ledgers.”

“My, how did I already know that a day’s income for you, sir, would feed, house, and clothe my family for an entire year? It is too bad that rich men do not become—or remain—rich men by rescuing genteelly destitute ladies.”

She could be quite scathing, this girl. He enjoyed that.

“Indeed, rich men do not finance poor ladies out of the goodness of their hearts. However, I could see myself offering a similar sum to you, for a fair return.”

She stared at him.

He had to refrain from smiling. “Keep walking, Miss Cantwell. I see your mind has already gone down one particular direction.”

She resumed putting one foot before the other, though she stumbled a little. “How many directions are there for such things?”

“True, not many. So let me be blunt: I will give you a house, not far from your family’s current residence and superior in every way. It will be yours to do with as you wish, though I recommend putting it up for let, so that it will generate an income in addition to the annuity I will settle on you for the remainder of your life, one thousand pounds a year.”

He had to remind her again to keep walking.

“For . . . sleeping with you?”

“For the pleasure of your company.”

She looked as if she were barely holding back from whacking him with her parasol. “No.”

Of course she would reject his proposition immediately. Of course she would be offended and outraged. His aim for the day, however, was not instant success, but the planting of the seed of possibility in her mind.

“Why not?” he asked, as if she had turned down not a
particularly salacious sale of her person, but merely a chance for a game of lawn tennis.

His question took her aback. When she answered, it was almost a sputter. “I will not sacrifice my reputation. Or disgrace my entire family.”

“Who said anything about loss of reputation? Surely you do not think I aim to make a fallen woman out of a respectable young lady in broad daylight.”

“Then how?”

He had anticipated few moral objections from her. Still, it was heartening how quickly they were moving on to the practical aspects. “Very easily, in fact. I host two house parties a year at my country seat, each one lasting from ten days to two weeks. I will invite you and a chaperone for you—then proceed to keep your chaperone busy.”

She blinked at his facile answer. “What you propose is madness. There is a reason self-respecting young ladies do not consort with gentlemen in such a manner. There are consequences. What if I should become”—she flushed—“with child?”

“Who said anything about acts that would lead to procreation?”

She looked stumped for a moment, then flushed even more furiously. “So we are to engage in unnatural acts, then?”

He laughed softly. “Is that what you call amorous activities that do not result in a self-respecting young lady being in the family way?”

She took a deep breath. Both of her hands gripped the handle of her parasol. “I did not have a high opinion of you before, sir, but even so I could not have expected anything so obscene on your part.”

Her rebuke stroked him pleasantly. “It isn’t pretty, what I propose, no flowers or valentines. But it
will
prevent Miss Matilda from ending up in a poorhouse, when the rest of your sisters must scramble to keep a roof over their heads.”

“She will
not
go anywhere near a poorhouse,” Miss Cantwell replied vehemently. “She is a wonderful girl, and we have relatives who will gladly take her in.”

“And which relative is that? Lady Balfour might not outlive your mother. And even if one of her daughters is willing to take in an invalid who must be looked after around the clock, do you think her husband would not object? Do you really want to count on their kindness when you can instead count on a fortune in pounds sterling and a house built to last?”

A
horrible thought struck Louisa. “You’ve done this before, haven’t you? Lured otherwise respectable young women in difficult circumstances into prostituting themselves.”

He looked genuinely shocked at her accusation. “Of course not.”

“Why me, then?”

He looked directly into her eyes. “Because I’ve never been wanted so much by a woman who dislikes me so. And I would like to experience that fully.”

God damn his beautiful eyes. And the good Lord really ought to answer for why He so often chose to bestow comeliness upon the most corrupt souls.

“What is wrong with you?” she huffed.

“An aristocrat with degenerate tastes—how shocking,” he murmured, not at all chastened.

She was rendered momentarily speechless by his gleeful embrace of his own wickedness. The Ideal Gentleman, her
arse
.

“You are possibly
the
most rational and pragmatic young woman I have ever met,” he went on. “Think about what I have offered—and I do not mean merely security for Miss
Matilda. You will not have to endure marriage to a man you do not love. For eleven months out of the year, there will be no man around to disrupt the peace and quiet of your existence. You can travel, if you wish. You can choose to never step out of your house. Or you can spend all your waking hours in the Reading Room of the British Museum.

“What husband will give you freedom of such quality and quantity? What husband will be more generous with the pin money he offers? And what husband will, even if he is perfect otherwise, let you be your calculating and not so truly agreeable self?”

The man spoke with the devil’s own sweet, forked tongue.

“No,” Louisa said again, but with more difficulty this time.

He raised a brow. “Not even for dear Matilda?”

“Dear Matilda would never want me to subject myself to such degradation, especially not for her.”

“You are so sure of her love?”

“I am. And if it should be the case that she does not love me enough, then why should I martyr myself for her?”

He smiled again. “Well said.”

She felt a warmth that had nothing to do with the utter impropriety of the subject of their discussion, but everything to do with his approval of what the world might consider selfishness on her part.

She kept it hidden, that consideration for herself. Even her mother and her sisters did not quite understand it—they all thought her the good, self-effacing daughter who would be glad to do anything for her family.

But he liked her that way. In fact, he seemed to like her far more for her flaws than for any virtues she might possess.

“Then let me speak more to you of your own gains to be had. The house I will settle on you currently fetches rent in excess of five hundred pounds a year. Think of everything you can do with such sums. Or, knowing you, think of the
pleasures to be had in watching your bank account grow fatter by the month.”

She would like that, wouldn’t she? She would eagerly compute the month’s various revenues—rents and interests and perhaps dividends from prudent investments—a pleasure she’d never had in all her years of being impoverished. Then she would calculate how much her income exceeded her expenditures and giggle to herself at the cushion of comfort and security she was accumulating.

This time she had to struggle to speak with prim objection. “My lord, the only way a man will sleep with me is by marrying me first. And you are no exception.”

“Tempting, but alas, I have no plans for marriage,” he answered firmly. “However, are you sure I cannot entice you with a core collection to start your own library?”

The merest of trifles, yet she felt as if she had been struck by lightning: All of a sudden she understood the game in a way she hadn’t before. To start, it
was
a game to him. He asked from her everything that was worth anything, but he had put up nothing more than—how had he phrased it earlier?—an amount that was negligible to his ledgers.

Two, he would not consider her response today to be her final answer. He had, in fact, given himself several weeks before the end of the Season for gradually wearing down her resistance, a process he would enjoy the way the master of Château Lafite Rothschild savored his own best vintage.

Three, there must be a way for
her
to play this game. Except she did not yet know how. She had heard his initial offer. Could she bargain for two houses? Or two thousand pounds a year?

And more importantly, did she want to? He asked for only four weeks a year, but she was not so naive as to believe that should they become lovers, thoughts of him would not dominate her waking hours the rest of the year. Was a house and
a thousand-pound annuity—or even double that—enough compensation for being in thrall to him for as far as she could see into the future?