The Mystic Masseur (12 page)

‘They look so
powerful
,’ Beharry said.

Suruj Mooma could never get over it.

At last the book was completed and it was Ganesh’s joy to bring home the thousand copies in a taxi. Before he left San Fernando he told Basdeo, ‘Remember now, keep the type set up. You never know how fast the book go sell, and I don’t want Trinidad bawling for the book when I ain’t have any left.’

‘Sure,’ Basdeo said. ‘Sure. They want ‘em, you want ‘em, I print ‘em. Sure thing, man.’

Though Ganesh’s joy was great there was one disappointment he couldn’t quite stifle. His book looked so small. It had no more than thirty pages, thirty small pages; and it was so thin nothing could be printed on the spine.

‘Is this boy Basdeo,’ Ganesh explained to Beharry. ‘All the big talk he give me about point and leading, and after all that he not only give me that ugly type he call Times, but he had to give me small small type.’

Suruj Mooma said, ‘He make the book look like nothing, man.’

‘Is the trouble with Indians in Trinidad,’ Beharry said.

‘All of them not like Suruj Poopa, you know,’ Suruj Mooma interrupted. ‘Suruj Poopa want to see you get on.’

Beharry went on, ‘You know, Ganesh, it wouldn’t surprise if somebody did pay this boy Basdeo to do what he do to your book. Now, another printer who didn’t jealous you woulda make the book run to sixty pages and he woulda give you thick thick paper too.’

‘Anyway, you mustn’t mind,’ Suruj Mooma said. ‘Is
some
thing. Is a damn lot more than most people do in this place.’

Beharry pointed to the frontispiece and nibbled. ‘Is a nice picture of you here, you know, Ganesh.’

‘He look like a real professor,’ Suruj Mooma said. ‘So serious, and with his hand under his chin like if he thinking real deep.’

Ganesh took another copy and pointed to the dedication page. ‘I think Suruj Poopa name look nice in print too,’ he said to Suruj Mooma.

Beharry nibbled in embarrassment. ‘Nah. You only making joke, man.’

‘I think the whole thing look nice,’ Suruj Mooma said.

Early one Sunday afternoon Leela was standing at the window of the kitchen at the back of Ramlogan’s shop in Fourways. She was washing the midday dishes and was about to throw some dirty water out of the window when she saw a face appear below her. The face was familiar, but the impish smile on it was new.

‘Leela!’ the face whispered.

‘Oh – is
you
. What you doing here?’

‘I come back for you, girl.’

‘Go away quick march from here, you hear, before I throw this tureen of dirty water all over your face and wash away the grin.’

‘Leela, is not only come I come for you; but I have something to tell you, and I want to tell you first.’

‘Say it quick. But I must say you was able to keep it to yourself a damn long time. Eh, eh, is nearly three months now you drive me away from your house and in all that time you never bother to send a message to ask me, “Dog, how you is?” or “Cat, how you is?” So why for you come now, eh?’

‘But, Leela, is you who leave me. I couldn’t send you a message because I was writing.’

‘Go and tell that to Beharry, you hear. Look, I go call Pa in a minute and what he have for you ain’t nice, I could tell you.’

The smile on the face became more impish, and the whisper was more conspiratorial. ‘Leela, I write a book.’

She trembled on the brink of belief. ‘You lying.’

He produced it with a flourish. ‘Look at the book. And look here at my name, and look here at my picture, and look here at all these words I write with my own hand. They print now, but you know I just sit down at the table in the front-room and write them on ordinary paper with a ordinary pencil.’

‘Oh, man! Oh, man! Oh, man, you really write the book.’

‘Careful! Don’t touch it with your soapy hand.’

‘Look, I go run and tell Pa.’ She turned and went inside. Ganesh heard her saying, ‘And we must let Soomintra know. She wouldn’t like it at all at all.’

Left alone under the window in the shade of the tamarind tree, Ganesh began to hum and take a minute interest in Ramlogan’s back yard, though he really saw nothing, neither the copper cask, rusted and empty, nor the barrels of water full of mosquito larvae.

‘Sahib!’ Ramlogan’s voice rasping from within. ‘Sahib! Come inside, man, sahib. Why you pretending that you is a stranger and standing up outside? Come in, sahib, come in, sit down in your old place in the hammock. Oh, sahib, is a real honour. I too too proud of you.’

Ganesh sat in the hammock which was now, once again, made from a sugar-sack. The Chinese calendars had disappeared from the walls which looked mildewed and dingy as before.

Ramlogan was passing his fat hairy hands over the cover, and he smiled until his cheeks almost covered his eyes. ‘The book smooth smooth,’ he said. ‘Look, Leela, feel how smooth it is. And the print on the cover, man. It look as if, sahib, is really part of the paper. Oh, sahib, you make me really proud today. Remember, Leela, was just last Christmas I was telling you and Soomintra that Ganesh was the radical in the family. Is my opinion that every family should have a radical in it.’

‘Is just the beginning,’ Ganesh said.

‘Leela,’ Ramlogan said, with mock severity. ‘Girl, your husband come all the way from Fuente Grove and you ain’t even ask him if he hungry or if he thirsty?’

‘I ain’t hungry and I ain’t thirsty,’ Ganesh said.

Leela looked miserable. ‘All the rice finish, and the
dal
that remain over not much really.’

‘Open a tin of salmon,’ Ramlogan ordered. ‘And get some bread and butter and peppersauce and some avocado pears.’ And he went himself to look after the preparations, saying, ‘We have a author in the family, man, girl. Girl, we have a author in the family, man.’

They seated him at the table which was again bare, without its oilcloth and vase and paper roses, and they fed him in enamel dishes. Ramlogan and Leela watched him eat, Ramlogan’s gaze shifting from Ganesh’s plate to Ganesh’s book.

‘Have some more salmon, sahib. I ain’t a pauper yet that I can’t afford to feed the radical in the family.’

‘More water, man?’ Leela asked.

Chewing and swallowing almost continually, Ganesh found it hard to acknowledge Ramlogan’s compliments. All he could do was swallow quickly and nod.

Ramlogan at last turned the green cover of the book.

‘I really wish I was a proper reader, sahib,’ he said. But in his excitement he betrayed his literacy. ‘A Hundred and one Questions and Answers on the Hindu Religion, by Ganesh Ramsumair,
B.A.
It sound nice, man. Eh, Leela? Just hear it again.’ And he repeated the title, shaking his head and smiling until tears came to his eyes.

Leela said, ‘Man, I tell you a long time now that you must stop going around calling yourself a
B.A.
’

Ganesh chewed hard and swallowed with difficulty. He looked up from his plate and addressed Ramlogan. ‘Is something me and Beharry was talking about only the other day. Is a thing I ain’t approve of, you know: this modern method of education. Everybody start thinking is the little piece of paper that matter. It ain’t that does make a man a
B.A. I
s how he does learn, how much he want to learn, and why he want to learn, is these things that does make a man a
B.A.
I really can’t see how I isn’t a
B.A.
’

‘You is a
B.A.,
man, sahib. I like to see the man who go come and tell me to my face that you ain’t a
B.A.
’

Ramlogan turned a few more pages and read aloud: ‘Question Number Forty-Six. Who is the greatest modern Hindu? Leela, just let me hear you answer that one.’

‘Let me see now. Is – is Mahatma Gandhi, eh?’

‘Right, girl. Fust class. Is the selfsame answer it have in the book. Is really a nice book, man, sahib. Full of nice little things to know.’

Ganesh, swallowing water from a brass jar that practically covered his face, gurgled.

‘Let we see now,’ Ramlogan continued. ‘Listen to this one, Leela. Question Number Forty-Seven. Who is the second greatest modern Hindu?’

‘I did know. But I forget now.’

Ramlogan was exultant. ‘Is the same thing I was saying.
All
sort of nice things in the book. The answer here is Pandit Jawaharlal Nehru.’

‘Was that self I was going to say.’

‘Try this one. Question Number Forty-Eight. Who is the third greatest modern Hindu?’

‘Leave the book alone now, Pa. I go read it by myself.’

‘You is a sensible girl. Is the sort of book, sahib, they should give to children in school and make them learn it off by heart.’

Ganesh swallowed. ‘And big people too.’

Ramlogan turned some more pages. Suddenly the smile went off his face.

‘Who is this Beharry you give the book to?’

Ganesh saw trouble coming. ‘You know him, man. A thin little man break-up like match-stick who does get good hell from his wife. You did meet him that day you come to Fuente Grove.’

‘He ain’t a educated man, not true? He does keep shop like me, not true?’

Ganesh laughed. ‘But he ain’t no sort of shopkeeper at all. Is Beharry who start asking me question and give me the idea for the book.’

Ramlogan put
101 Questions and Answers on the Hindu Religion
on the table, rose, and regarded Ganesh with sadness. ‘And you mean, sahib, you mean you give that man the book rather than give it to your own father-in-law, the man who help you burn your father and everything? Was the least you could do for me, sahib. Who start you off? Who give you the house in Fuente Grove? Who give you the money for the Institute?’

‘The next book go be yours. I done think of the dedication too.’

‘Don’t worry about dedication and edication. I did just hoping to see my name in your first book, that is all. I was right to hope for that, wasn’t I, sahib? People now go look at the book and say, “I wonder who daughter the author married.” And the book go tell them?’

‘The next book is yours.’ Ganesh hurriedly polished his plate with his fingers.

‘Just answer me that, sahib. The book go tell them? You dragging my name in the mud, sahib.’

Ganesh went to gargle at the window.

‘Who it is who always standing up for you, sahib? When everybody laughing at you, who did protect you? Ah, sahib, you disappoint me. I give you my daughter, I give you my money, and you don’t even want to give me your book.’

‘Take it easy, Pa,’ Leela said.

Ramlogan was crying openly. ‘How I go take it easy? Tell me, how I go do that? It isn’t as if a
stranger
do me something. No, no, Ganesh, today you really hurt me. You take up a big knife, you sharpen it, you hold it with your two hands and you push it right inside my heart. Leela, go bring the cutlass in the kitchen.

‘Pa!’ Leela screamed.

‘Bring the cutlass, Leela,’ Ramlogan sobbed.

‘What you doing, Ramlogan?’ Ganesh shouted.

Leela, sobbing, brought the cutlass.

Ramlogan took it and looked at it. ‘Take this cutlass, Ganesh. Come on, take it. Take it and finish off the job. Cut me up twenty-five times, and every time you chop me think is your own soul you chopping up.’

Leela screamed again, ‘Pa, don’t cry. Pa, don’t talk so. Pa, don’t behave so.’

‘No, Ganesh, come, chop me up.’

‘Pa!’

‘Why I musn’t cry, eh, girl? How? The man rob me and I ain’t say nothing. He send you home and ain’t write a line to ask, “Dog, how you is?” or “Cat, how you is?” And I ain’t say nothing. Nothing, nothing, nothing! Is all I does get in this world. People go look at the book and say, “Who daughter the author married?” And the book ain’t going to tell them.’

Ganesh put away the cutlass under the table. ‘Ramlogan! Is only the beginning, Ramlogan. The next book –’

‘Don’t talk to me. Don’t speak to me. Don’t say another word to me. You disappoint me. Take your wife. Take she and go home. Take she, go home, and never come back.’

‘All right, if is how you want to behave. Leela, come, let we go. Go and pack your clothes. Ramlogan, I going from your house. Remember is you who drive me away. But still, look here. On the table. I leaving this book for you. I sign it. And the next one –’

‘Go,’ Ramlogan said. He sat down in the hammock, held his head in his hands, and sobbed silently.

Ganesh waited for Leela in the road. ‘Trader!’ he muttered. ‘Damn low-caste trader!’

When Leela came out with her small Anchor Cigarettes coupons-suitcase, Ganesh said, ‘How your father so much like a woman, eh?’

‘Man, don’t start again so soon.’