woman’s presence has been sorely
missed in this house since — ”
“Jeffers!” a loud voice interrupted.
Constance pressed, “Since what,
Jeffers?” She held her ground, unable to
dismiss
her
nervousness
as
her
husband’s muscular form filled the
doorway. His brooding eyes and tone, a
tone she had never heard or suspected
him use before, had sliced the air like a
pirate’s
booming
through
a
companionway. Terror gripped her
heart. Was she so set upon loving a
pirate that she pretended to hear him
even now, on her wedding night?
“Since His Grace and our mistress,
Lady Celeste, lived here, of course,”
Jeffers said undeterred.
Percy’s shoulder twitched and there
was a brief tick in his jawline at the
mere mention of Lady Celeste’s name.
Her heart twinged. Was Lady Celeste his
mistress? Were rumors of Percy’s
exploits true on at least one account?
Would the woman prove a powerful
enemy and a competitor for Percy’s
attention?
Tension filled the room. Constance
stood quietly in the resulting silence and
watched shadows blacken Percy’s
brown eyes, then ever so slowly recede.
“May I ask who Lady Celeste might
be?”
“A woman of no consequence.” His
heartless reply cut deeply. Was that all
she was to be given? Was she supposed
to forget such a woman exited?
“As you wish,” she whispered,
illusions of happiness fading.
She turned toward the window,
clasping her arms across her chest to
quiet her racing heart and the doubts
threatening to engulf her. She had
promised never to let her guard down as
she had done with Thomas. Now, in the
midst of trying to pick up the pieces of
her life and prevent Percy’s discovery of
her pregnancy, she had no choice but to
ignore Lady Celeste’s previous hold
upon him. To erect walls between them
at so early a stage of their marriage, to
appear a shrew before their marriage
bed, brought her no reward.
What a web you’ve woven,
Constance. What did you expect?
Loyalty and servitude? Unrequited
love? You’re cuckolding the man!
Unaware he silently approached,
she spun around — only to spin into his
arms. His gentle fingers held her steady
and then he tilted her face upward. Her
body reacted to his hard body with
unusual surrender.
“Celeste was very dear to me,
Constance. I’ve asked that her name
never be mentioned because hearing it
brings me great pain.”
Had Celeste been a great love he
could
never
forget?
Crestfallen,
Constance nodded, incapable of speech.
She could not forget how his brown eyes
had softened at the mere mention of the
mysterious woman’s name. How he must
have loved her, and loved her still.
Suddenly, she felt sick, as if someone
had punched her in the stomach.
“Forgive my sharp tongue,” he said,
smoothing her cheek with his gentle
fingertips. “I’ve just received grave
news which has blackened my mood. My
father needs me. I must leave posthaste.”
“Your father?” she croaked, frozen.
“Yes. He’s been sick for many
months now. I’ve sent for the best
doctors and none have given me hope.
Word now is he has very little time left.”
“Percy,” she said, her heart
breaking. “If only you’d trusted me with
your deepest worry. I had no idea your
father was gravely ill, though the papers
did mention his accident almost a year
ago, wasn’t it? Of course, we must go to
your father at once. I’m still packed. It
won’t be any trouble to accompany you,”
she insisted.
His brown eyes darkened and his
frown pricked her conscience. He did
not trust her enough to confide in her and
he was right in that regard. They knew
so little about each other. Still, she could
not help but wonder why he’d never
mentioned his father or Celeste before.
Everyone had their secrets and she, for
one, had a marriage to consummate
before it was too late. The sooner the
deed was done, the better for her — for
her child. She could scarcely afford for
him to desert her now.
“Your devotion is quite gratifying,”
he offered, in part to soothe her
wounded pride. “But this is something I
must do alone.”
Constance was near hysteria. She
barely heard Jeffers pull the door to.
Only one thought ruled her mind — she
had to consummate her marriage so that
Percy believed her child was his.
“But you cannot leave me,” she
implored. “Not on our wedding night!
Let me accompany you. I can console
you. We can weather this storm
together,” she suggested, knowing at
some point of his bedside watch, he
would have to sleep.
Percy grabbed her elbows, pulling
her close. “’Twould only serve to bring
sorrow to the man.”
“Sorrow?”
“For all that he will miss, my gel.
My father’s been brought low by the
accident. The fact that he’s held on this
long is only by his fortitude alone. If any
of Burton’s accusations follow us to
Sumpton Hall, I fear it will cost him his
life.”
“Are you saying you believe
Burton?” When he did not answer, she
ceased to breathe. And then it dawned
on her. “You kept our marriage plans
from your father?”
His fingers tightened around her
upper arms. “Yes,” he said.
Her lungs fought for air. “Why
marry me, then? Was it your aim to
humiliate me by offering marriage in
name only?” Why had she expected
anything more?
“If you only knew the lengths to
which I have gone to marry you, you’d
understand, Constance,” he said. She
closed her eyes, unable to face him.
“Trust me. That’s all I can ask, for I will
not divulge anything more.”
“Trust must be given in order to be
received.”
Embracing her, he kissed her
forehead. “I must go,” he said.
Desperation sank in. She could not
allow Percy to desert her. Not now! Not
tonight! Tears swept down her cheeks.
She closed her eyes, took a deep breath
and pressed herself intimately close to
his chest, unwilling to be parted. His
heat was a welcome delight. Her hands
slid up his sides and then splayed over
the planes of his muscular chest with
distinctive need. Craning her neck back,
she gazed up into his eyes and stretched
on tiptoe, eager to taste his lips, to
succumb once more to the passionate
storm that had once taken her by surprise
aboard the
Striker
.
Her mouth inches from his, she
said, “Can you not stay long enough to
consummate our vows?”
“No.”
Percy’s heart thrummed beneath her
hands. He drew in a ragged breath and
his touch emboldened her, soliciting
warmth between her legs. His eyes
radiated fire and he stroked her cheek,
before bending down to kiss her mouth.
Desperate, Constance held nothing back.
In Percy’s arms, there was no thought of
danger, no sounds of cannon or fear of
mutinous rebellion. She was married to
him, free to give herself, submit her
body without fear of repercussion.
Pressing her lips against her husband’s,
she ached with undeniable need.
Wantonly, she wrapped her arms about
Percy’s neck and pulled him closer,
pressing her breasts against his rapidly
beating heart. She sighed contentedly
when one of his hands traced a path from
her elbow to her waist, inching higher up
her rib cage, slowly toward her breast.
Lost in his kiss, she was vaguely
aware he moved her toward the bed and
dipped her backward onto the coverlet.
His hands sought the hem of her gown,
igniting a fiery path along her calf, her
knee, and thigh as he lifted it higher. His
fingers caressed her skin, her inner thigh,
eagerly searching for the center of her
being, while his lips blazed a trail down
her neck toward her swelling cleavage.
She urged him on, unable to think, unable
to control the desperation building
within.
A distant knock muddled her
senses. Or was it the sound of her heart
once again coming to life? He apparently
had heard it, too. He paused, and then
gazed into her eyes.
“It would give me nothing but
pleasure to spend the night in your bed,
my gel. Though you will not understand
why I cannot, know that what I do now is
for you, for my father — for our future.
Rest assured, we will pick up where we
left off when I return.”
Brushing disheveled hair out of her
face, he placed a gentle kiss upon her
brow.
“Don’t leave me, Percy,” she
pleaded. “I need you!” She held him
close, but he was stronger of mind and
spirit and tore himself out of her arms.
He rose from the bed, stepped back, and
gazed down at her like a drunkard
refusing a drink.
“Don’t wait up for me, Constance,”
he said.
With a gallant bow, he departed,
leaving behind an unsettling silence in
his wake. Numbly, she lay on the bed,
her hand gently cupping her budding
abdomen, until panic took hold. She was
horrified that Percy wouldn’t return in
time for her to suspend his disbelief that
she carried another man’s child. Every
minute she was alone, the solitude
swelled into deafening heights.
Percy’s kisses were fresh in her
mind. She touched her lips with her
fingertips and sat up, suddenly aware
that she’d desired his coupling for more
than the obvious reason.
“If you only knew the lengths to
which I have gone to marry you, you’d
understand, Constance.”
What lengths had Percy gone to, to
ensure their marriage took place? Had
Burton threatened him? Had he been
forced into a duel? She’d heard nothing
about Green Park in the Gazette.
“Trust me. That’s all I can ask, for
I will not divulge anything more.”
Scanning the bedroom, she rose and
righted her skirts, smoothing her hands
over the creases, until her misty eyes
focused on the ordinary room. As
Marchioness, she stood to lose more
than her good name. Discovery of her
ruse could and would damage Percy’s
duchy.
If the circumstances were different,
she might understand why he didn’t want
her to accompany him to see his ailing
father.
A knock startled her. Had Percy
changed his mind? Had he returned?
She rushed to the door and opened
it, only to find a maid, who with a nod
and a curtsy entered the room quietly,
lighting several candles mounted along
the wall. With incredible speed and
agility, she started a fire in the hearth,
curtsied again, then left as soundlessly
as she’d arrived.
Constance stared at the light
filtering into the room, casting odd
shadows upon the walls. Transfixed by
the room’s transformation, she glanced
around the room as it took on a bizarre
yet familiar tone of burnished gold. Her
eyes settled on a small, oval painted
replica glistening upon a night table in
the dancing light. She walked to the table
and picked up the image, holding it up to
the candlelight, startled to find the
rendered likeness of a woman who bore
an uncanny resemblance to Thomas. The
young woman with dark auburn hair and
the bluest eyes stared back with
unquestioning trust.
Who was this beautiful girl? She
must have had an important place in her
husband’s life to sit ceremoniously close
to his bed. Was this the indomitable