The Secret Mistress (11 page)

“And with a complexion one can describe only as swarthy,” Mrs. Cooper added. “Her looks would have been a severe trial to her poor dear mama had she lived.”

“We will be offending Lord Heyward,” a lady whom Edward did not know said, smiling archly at him. “He danced the opening set with Lady Angeline and perhaps has a particular interest in her.”

“I do find her quite remarkably beautiful,” he said. “However, she is not the only beautiful lady in the room. Miss Goddard, would you do me the honor of dancing the next set with me?”

Eunice got to her feet while her aunt looked at her with triumph and the other ladies looked with interest. She set her hand along the top of his.

“Poor Edward,” she said as they walked away. “I will not hold you to your offer. I will not expect you actually to
dance
with me. It is quite unbearably stuffy in here, is it not?”

“You will stroll with me on the terrace?” he asked hopefully. “I cannot tell you how grateful I would be.”

She chuckled softly.

“And were you implying back there,” she asked, “that I was one of the
other
beautiful ladies in the room? Being the Earl of Heyward has given you a flattering tongue.”

She was wearing a light blue gown that was neither fashionable nor unfashionable, neither new nor old, neither pretty nor ugly. It was the kind of gown one purchased, he thought, when one did not intend to buy a dozen and did not want the chosen one to be so distinctive that it would be recognized wherever she went. It was not inexpensive—her father, though not extraordinarily wealthy, did not lack for funds either. She wore no jewelry or other adornments. Her brown hair was dressed in a knot high on the back of her head with a few ringlets curling over her temples and along her neck to soften any suggestion of severity. She was of medium height and slender, pleasing figure. She had a pretty face made more so by the bright intelligence of her gray eyes.

“I was not just implying,” he said. “I was
stating.
”

“Then thank you,” she said as they stepped through one set of open French windows onto the terrace beyond. “You were quite right about Lady Angeline Dudley, though. She is indeed beautiful, even though I suppose it is possible to list all sorts of defects if one considers her person piecemeal. As is true of everyone. There is no such thing as pure beauty.
Her
beauty comes more from within than from without. I see her only through a woman’s eyes, of course, but it seems to me that she is the sort of lady who is far more attractive to men than to other women. Am I right?”

He looked down at her as they began to stroll. With almost any other lady he would suspect an ulterior motive in her question, a plea to be assured that indeed he did not find Lady Angeline attractive at all, but that he found
her
irresistibly so. Eunice, he knew, had no such motive.

“I do consider her lovely to look at,” he said. “But she is oh so frivolous, Eunice. She turned her ankle deliberately so that she would not have to dance with such a clumsy fellow as I. I wonder how many people noticed that she rested the wrong foot on the stool I fetched for her.”

“Oh,” she said, and when she looked back at him there was a hint of amusement in her eyes. “I did not. But how very careless of her.”

“And then she proceeded to regale my ears,” he said, “with a tale of how she broke her leg last year after climbing a tree to avoid the attack of an angry bull. She had been knowingly crossing his meadow because she was late for some visitors who were coming. She expected me to
laugh
at the story.”

“You must admit,” she said, “that it
is
rather droll.”

He had a sudden mental image of Lady Angeline Dudley dashing across a meadow and straight up the trunk of a tree with a bull in hot pursuit. It
was
rather funny, he supposed, when translated into pictures rather than just words. And he had to admit one thing in the woman’s favor. She did not mind laughing at herself. It was the very last thing most people were inclined to do.

“Oh, I suppose so,” he said, “if one ignores the fact that she might have been killed, either by the bull or by her subsequent fall from the tree.”

“But then she would not have been telling the story to you or to anyone else,” she said very sensibly, “and the question of its humor or lack thereof would not have arisen.”

“I suppose not,” he said. “She was in Hyde Park this morning, Eunice, when I was riding there early with Headley and Paulson. She arrived there alone, or with only a groom to accompany her, anyway, and met her brother quite by accident—the other brother, Lord Ferdinand Dudley, not Tresham. He was there with some other men, and she proceeded to gallop along Rotten Row with them despite the mud, whooping as she went. And she was wearing the most garish hat I have ever seen. If there was a color yet invented that was
not
in it, I would be surprised.”

“At least she did take a groom,” she said as they came to a stop against the stone balustrade and turned to gaze down into the garden, which was dimly lit by a few lamps swaying from tree branches.

Did it take Eunice to convince him that he really was stuffy? But really, a young lady who had not even been officially
out
at the time ought not to have made such a public exhibition of herself. Had she even
known
any of those men apart from her brother? But it was just like Eunice always to see the best in another person. She was quite
unlike those tabbies with whom she had just been sitting. Poor Eunice. It was no wonder she did not enjoy social events.

“Edward,” she said, “I think you really ought to pursue a courtship with her.”

“What?”
he said, jerking his head sideways to stare at her.

“She has enormous consequence,” she said. “You have only to look about you. I doubt there are many members of the
ton
who are not here this evening. And the reason is that this is Dudley House and the host is the Duke of Tresham and the ball is in honor of his sister, who has just made her come-out and is now ready to take a husband.”

“But, Eunice—”

She did not let him finish.

“And she is rather lovely and full of life and fun,” she said. “She has qualities that are perhaps missing from your life.”

For a moment he was stunned into silence.

“They are qualities I can do very well without,” he said firmly when he found his voice again. “She is a
Dudley
, Eunice. Tresham is her
brother
. He was one of Maurice’s closest friends, if you will remember. They were every bit as wild and irresponsible as each other. It was Tresham Maurice was racing against when he died.”

“Lady Angeline Dudley is not the Duke of Tresham any more than you are Maurice,” she pointed out. “And to be fair, Edward, the duke is still a single man, and he is still young, probably no older than you are. Who knows how he will behave when he is married? He may change completely. Many men do, you know, particularly if they have a fondness for their wives. Your brother unfortunately seemed
not
to be reformed by marriage. But we ought not to judge him, not having walked in his shoes. Though I suppose you have more of a right to judge than I do. But
he
changed
you
, Edward, or at least had a powerful influence upon you. The wilder he grew, it seemed, the more you moved to the opposite extreme. Perhaps it is not the best place for you to be. Extremes usually are not. I know you are determined not to be the husband he was, but perhaps …”

She stopped. Was she saying he was
wrong
? That he ought to be
less concerned about duty and good sense and … and plain
decency
? Surely not. Not Eunice!

“Perhaps?” he prompted.

“Oh, never mind,” she said. “But I do think you should seriously consider marrying her, Edward.”

He drew a deep breath and released it slowly.

“I still want to marry
you
,” he said. And suddenly he really did, very much indeed. Without further delay. By special license. Then he would be comfortable and safe.

She sighed.

“It did seem a good idea at the time,” she said softly, “and it still would be
 … comforting
to lean upon it. One feels a little bereft to be entirely free. But I do believe, Edward, that everything happens for a reason. The fact that you are now the Earl of Heyward makes a great deal of difference to both of us. It has shaken us out of our complacency. But perhaps it was meant to.”

“You think,” he said stiffly, “that I consider myself too important now to marry you?”

“I think no such thing,” she said, smiling into the darkness of the garden. “Oh, Edward, I
know
you are not so fickle. But perhaps I think you too important for me. Though
important
is probably not quite the right word.”

“I have not changed,” he protested.

“Yes, you have,” she said sadly. “Not in yourself, maybe, but in … in who you are. You are the
Earl of Heyward
, Edward, and the title has forced you to change. As it ought. You have never shirked duty.”

He turned and looked with unseeing eyes through an open French window into the ballroom, where the final dance of their set was in progress. He was feeling remarkably unhappy. How was he to persuade her that she was the only one he had ever considered marrying, that she was the only one he could contemplate marrying with any confidence of finding peace and companionship and comfort?

Peace and companionship and comfort?

From a
marriage
?

Was there nothing else to be hoped for, then?

And safety. That word too had leapt to mind just a few minutes ago.

Safety?

Yes, a marriage ought to be safe, ought it not?

His train of thought was suddenly broken as his unseeing eyes focused. Sharply.

“Oh, I say,” he said.

“What?” Eunice turned too to look into the ballroom.

“Of all the gall,” he said. “
Windrow
is dancing with her.”

“Windrow?” she said. “Dancing with—?”

And he told her the whole story of the episode on the road to London, with the exception of a few unnecessary details. In this version, for example, Lady Angeline Dudley had merely been standing at the window of the taproom.

“How typical of you,” Eunice said when he had finished, “to have risked your own safety in order to defend a lady who was behaving so badly from a gentleman who was behaving worse. Especially when you did not even know her. But he did apologize. I daresay there was
some
decency left in him, then, though that does not entirely excuse him from behavior that was not becoming in a gentleman.”

“And now he is
dancing
with her,” he said. “And
ogling
her. And no one but me knows how outrageous it all is. She does not look happy.”

Or perhaps he was imagining that. She
was
smiling.

“Which is very much to her credit,” Eunice agreed. “Lady Palmer is her chaperon. She is a very proper lady. However, without the pertinent information, she would not have known to refuse him the nod of approval when he came to solicit Lady Angeline’s hand for the set.”

“And Tresham,” he said through his teeth, “is his
friend
. He has a whole army of such ramshackle friends.”

“But to be fair, Edward,” she said, “he would doubtless not feel very friendly at all to Lord Windrow if he knew the man had accosted and insulted his sister at an inn.”

Edward’s nostrils flared. But he could
not
, of course, stride into the ballroom to demand that Windrow step away from Lady Angeline Dudley and quit Dudley House without further ado. Or ride in there on a white steed, brandishing a flashing blade in one hand while with the other he scooped the lady up to the saddle before him and bore her off to safety. This was none of his business. And she was doubtless safe from harm tonight, though heaven knew what Windrow was saying to her. He was saying
something
.

“The set is almost at an end,” he said, “but it is the
supper dance
. He will be leading her in to supper, Eunice.”

“It is altogether possible,” she said, “that he has apologized abjectly again tonight, now that he knows who she is, and that she has forgiven him, though I certainly would not have done so in her place. Not easily, anyway. He certainly ought to have been made to grovel. Perhaps she is enjoying both the dance and the prospect of sitting beside him at supper.”

It was indeed possible, Edward conceded. She was no delicate flower, after all. Quite the opposite. She was really quite as ramshackle as her brothers, though perhaps that was a little uncharitable. Perhaps she was delighted to see Windrow again. Though she
had
been outraged when she first set eyes upon him at the ballroom doors, he remembered.

“And perhaps not,” Eunice said as the music came to an end and the sound of voices from within the ballroom rose and the guests turned almost as one in the direction of the doors and the supper room beyond. “And she ought not to be compelled to go undefended just because she is too polite to make a fuss. Come along, Edward. We will follow them out and secure a place at their table if we are able. He will not dare be impertinent in
your
hearing. Indeed, I expect he will be quite ashamed of himself.”

Windrow would doubtless shake in his dancing shoes as soon as
his eyes alit upon the sniveling coward from the Rose and Crown, Edward thought ruefully. And this really
was not
his business. Or Eunice’s. He did not want her within fifty feet of Windrow.

But she had taken his arm and was drawing him purposefully along with her in the direction of the supper room.

A
FTER THE FIRST
set Angeline danced with two young gentlemen and one older one—a marquess, no less—before it came time for the supper dance. She had enjoyed every moment, even the labored and florid compliments the marquess had seemed to feel obliged to press upon her while his breath came in increasingly audible gasps and his corsets creaked. She had enjoyed too the brief intervals between sets when she had been able to speak with other guests. She had spent a few animated minutes with Lady Martha Hamelin and Maria Smith-Benn, the outcome of which was that they were to visit Hookham’s Library together the next day.