The Skybound Sea (36 page)

The reef grew up around it, over it, encroaching upon it as though it were an embarrassing blemish that it hoped to hide behind wild color. As well it might, the highway was thick with the signs of war: burnt banners on shattered standards, bloodstains painting the pavement amidst fallen weapons, and more of the twisted bells, lined up in a chorus hanging silent, some teetering over the edge.

And yet, as black and foreboding as it was, the grotesqueness of the highway only made the chasm beside it more alluring. From however far below, kelp grew, the color of a bruise the moment before it darkens. It shimmered, almost glowing as it wafted, reaching out of the chasm with swaying leafy fingers as though it sought to pull itself out to join the rest of the reef.

And against the vivid purple, the darkness of the chasm was all that much more absolute. And it was the darkness that drew Lenk’s eyes, a familiar sensation, uncomfortably distinct, alarmingly close.

As he peered into the darkness, something peered back at him.

“She’s going to kill you.”

“What?” he whispered back.

“I didn’t say anything,” Kataria replied. “Though I might as well.” She pointed down the highway. “We follow this as far as we can, then. It looks like it’ll go on for a while.”

Lenk could only barely hear her. The voices returned, clearer, bolder, and much, much louder.

“Lead us to die.”

“Betrayed us. All of us.”

“Should do something. Why didn’t I do something?”

“Do what?” he whispered.

“Follow it,” Kataria replied, blinking. “It’s a road, isn’t it? It has to lead to somewhere.” She clicked her tongue. “And if I’m at all clever—”

She paused. He blinked.

“Something wrong?” he asked.

“No … I just kind of expected someone to insult me before I could finish that thought. Anyway …” She thrust a finger toward the horizon. “I’d guess it leads
there
.”

In the distance, rising over the reef like a colossus, the mountain stood wearing a halo of clouds. But even at this distance, one could see that it was carved, lined with twisting aqueducts down which blue veins of water ran.

“If I were to hold onto a book full of weird, mysterious gibberish, I’d hold it there,” she said. “And if it isn’t there, we’ll be in a better position to find where it might be.”

“It doesn’t make sense,” Lenk whispered. “All this stonework and there’s only Shen and fish here. Who made it?”

“Not right. Nothing right here.”

“Danger. Danger all around us.”

“A trap. We walked right into it.”

“That’s kind of beside the point, isn’t …” Kataria’s voice drifted away as her ears went upright again, sweeping from side to side, listening.

He waited for her to look back, to look at him. She did not.

“What is it?” he asked.

“Traitors. Everywhere.”

“Want them to die. All of them to die.”

“She’s going to kill you. You’re going to die.”

“It’s nothing.” Her ears focused forward like shields, she began to walk down the road. “Stay here.”

“If it’s nothing, then why shouldn’t I come?”

“Gariath might come back, just stay here.”

“Gariath doesn’t need me to wait for him.”

“It could be a Shen ambush.”

“We haven’t seen the Shen in ages.”

“Maybe a carnivorous fish or something.”

“What?”

“The point is
I don’t know
.” She growled. She bared teeth. Her ears flattened against her head. And still, she did not look at him. “Just stay here.”

The fish had scattered. The purple kelp swayed. Silence settled over the reef as she trotted off.

Thus, when Lenk shouted, she could not pretend to not hear.

“NO!”

His voice echoed. Across sky. Across sea. Across shadow. It fell into the
chasm, rose up again on voices not entirely his own. Kataria didn’t seem to notice that as she turned around to face him.

Not when Lenk had his sword drawn and pointed firmly at her chest.

“No more of this,” he said, solid as his steel. “No more leaving. No more listening.”

Her gaze did not waver from his. Her ears did not lower. Her bow did not drop from her hand.

“Let me explain,” she said softly, as though she spoke to a beast she did not dare flee from.

“Lies.”

“Reasons.”

“Excuses.”

“
NO!
None of that!” he screamed. “No more lies. No more silence.” His blade trembled in his grasp. “I … I need to know, Kat.”

“Traitors.”

“Lied to.”

“Pain. Blood.”

Kataria’s hands lowered to her sides, slowly. And she did not look away.

“No,” she said, all trace of soothing gone, “you don’t.”

“Don’t say that. It
said
you’d say that, so
don’t. Say that
.” His eyes were quivering in his skull. “I need you to tell me. Why you abandoned me. Why you want me to die.”

“I don’t,” Kataria replied calmly.

There was no great conviction behind the words. She did not scowl at him for the accusation. He did not apologize for saying it. Everything she was seemed to bow at once, a heaviness setting upon her with such force that it threatened to break her.

“But,” she said softly, “I did.”

“TRAITOR!”

“DIE!”

“BLEED!”

“Why?”

Lenk couldn’t hear himself talk. The voices howled, roared, smashed off one another, off of his skull, crushing, crashing, echoing, screaming. And beneath all of them, running through his thoughts like a river, it spoke on a calm, icy whisper.

“I told you.”

“I don’t know,” Kataria whispered.

“What?”

“I DON’T KNOW!”

Her head snapped up, teeth bared in a snarl, ears folded against her head threateningly. But these were lies, betrayed by her eyes wet with tears.

“I don’t know, I don’t know, I don’t know,” she said, shaking her head. “Because I couldn’t hear the Howling, because I didn’t know what my father would say, because I didn’t feel like a shict, because you’re a
human
.” She thrust a finger at him. “
You’re supposed to be a disease, Lenk. It’s supposed to be easy to hate you
.”

Her breath staggered. Her body shuddered. Tears fell down her cheeks.

“But …”

A silence hung in the air. Lenk waited, shut out the voices, shut out everything, as he waited, waited for her to say something.

“But you still left me,” he whispered. “But you still wanted me to die. You.
You
wanted to kill me.”

“I wanted one of us to die.”

“Why?”

“Why do you
think
, Lenk? Do you think the ears are the only thing that makes us different? I am a
shict
. You’re a human. To look at you the way I looked at you … to stand over you like I did, to … to … have done what I did, it was
sick
. It was
diseased
. I was
infected
. They don’t have
words
for what I feel.”

“And,” he spoke softly, sword lowering a hair, “what do you feel?”

She did not answer. Not with words. She looked at him. With tear-stained eyes, with grief, with pain, with anger, with something else. She looked at him.

And he knew.

And he lowered his sword.

“And now?” he whispered. “Why do you want to go away now? Why do you want to leave again?”

“Because I’m afraid.”

“Of what? Of
this?
” he snarled, gesturing to himself. “Of me?”

“Of
you
, yes,” she snarled back. “Because I hear the way you talk and I see you talking that way to people that aren’t there. So
yeah
, I’m afraid of you. And whatever’s wrong with you and of whatever it’s going to do if I’m not there to protect you.”

“I don’t need protection.”

“You do. If you didn’t, I wouldn’t be trying to do it all the time. I wouldn’t be keeping one ear out, listening to you talk to whatever’s inside you while I keep the other ear out for
them
.”

His sword lowered farther. He stared intently at her. “Who?”

“Them,” Kataria said. Her ears twitched, rose up. “The greenshicts. My people. They’re close. I can hear them. I don’t know how close, though, and that’s why I have to—”

“TRAITOR!”
he screamed, taking a step forward.

“Lenk.”

Someone spoke. Outside of his head. Outside of his air. Outside of everything. Close, familiar, so much so it made him ache that he could only barely hear it over the din inside his head and heart.

“Don’t.”

“Tell me why I shouldn’t.”

The voices said nothing. None of them.

Kataria said nothing. Kataria did not look at him.

“Tell me how to make it stop.”

He tried to heft his sword, found it too heavy. He tried to breathe, found his throat closing. He tried to look at her, found his vision swimming.

“Tell me.”

No answers. No lies. No truths. No voices.

“Please.”

Only Kataria. Only her tears. Only her stare that he could no longer bear.

He turned away from her. And then, and only then, did someone speak.

“No.”

It reached out of his skull, into his heart, into his blood. It clenched at him with icy fingers, twisted his muscles, sent his fingers tightening against the hilt.

“She must die.”

He opened his mouth to protest, to scream, to apologize to Kataria for what was about to happen. But he had no voice outside his head.

“If you cannot …”

His arm rose of its own accord. His foot turned him. His eyes went wide as he felt himself, his blade, pointed at Kataria.

“I will.”

Kataria did not back away, did not look away, only whispered.

“Lenk …”

“Kataria … I’m so—”

He paused, saw the shadow falling over him, growing larger.

And then he felt the stone.

It struck him from above like a boulder, smashing him to the road beneath him. He felt them: large, powerful hands pressed into his back, hopping off. He saw them: landing before him on five fingers, green as poison, walking away. And when he looked up, he saw the long, lean legs they were attached to.

From beneath a green brow, between ears long as knives and marked with six ragged notches to a lobe, two dark eyes burned holes in his forehead. From
down on the stone, she seemed to rise forever, body like a spear with muscles drawn tight behind bared green flesh covered only by a pair of buckskin breeches. Her mohawk crested above her shaven scalp, exposing the black tattoos on either side of her head.

“Greenshict,” Lenk whispered.

“She betrayed us! KILL THEM BOTH!”
the voice howled
.

“Get up, Lenk! GET UP!” Kataria cried.

All of them were silenced. Kataria by the elbow that lashed out and caught her in the belly, driving her to her knees with a grunt. The voice by the sudden rush of fear that seized Lenk. And Lenk himself by the sight of two large, sharpened tomahawks sliding into the female’s hands.

“Stay still,
kou’ru
,” the greenshict said calmly. “I can make this quick.”

“So can we
,” the voice growled inside him. It seized him once more, forced him to his feet, forced his blade to his hand.

The female smiled, baring canines that would look more fitting on a wolf than anything on two legs, as though she had been hoping this would be his answer. She slid smoothly into a stance, hatchets held loosely, as though she had been born with a blade in each hand.

Something inside him tensed, raised his sword, forced him into a defensive posture. Something inside him forced his eyes to search her stance for weaknesses, tender points to jam a sharp length of steel into. Something inside him smiled.

It never came to blows.

For as soon as either of them took a step forward, the road quaked beneath them. The rock shook, granite shards skittering across the pavement as something struck the stone.

Something below.

Something big.

It struck again, pounding against the road’s supports. There was a crack of stone, a groan of old rock. Cracks formed beneath their feet, growing to tremendous scars in a single breath. In one more breath, Lenk looked at Kataria. She looked up, reached a hand out, said something.

He couldn’t hear her over the sound of stone shattering. And in the next breath, he fell into darkness below.

“LENK!”

Her voice was swallowed up by the chasm, as it had swallowed him. Her reach was woefully short. And her eyes, tearful and useless, could not see him.

“Do not look, little sister
,”
someone whispered
,
far away and far too close
.
“Inqalle will handle it. Avaij will protect you. I will watch you.”

She heard him, knew where he was immediately as she looked up to the coral. Naxiaw stood, face set in a blank, green expression, arms folded over his chest. He watched her, impassively.

She could not think to send the Howling back at him. She could not think to scream at him, to beg him to recall Inqalle, to ask him for anything. She let him watch her.

As she stood up.

As she walked to the edge of the chasm.

As she jumped in.

A
sper stared at her hand.

Twenty-seven bones, seventeen muscles, five fingernails, all spackled onto a wrap of flesh and fine hair with what she had convinced herself was a grand design stared back. She stared at it with the kind of anticipatory intensity that one awaiting a visitor might stare at a door, as though her hand would simply open up and show her what else was dwelling inside it.

Her hand was not answering.

“What,” she whispered, “is wrong with you?”

No matter how many times she asked.

“Hurt.”

Fortunately—in the absolute loosest sense of the word—she had more than enough to keep her occupied from such thoughts. Nai lay beside her, unmoving but for her lips.