The Ten Year Affair (8 page)

“Come here baby,” he softly whispered. “Let me love you.”

He slid her jacket off her arms, threw it over his own jacket on the
chair and drew her into his arms and quickly brought his lips to hers. The kiss
wasn’t hard as Alex expected it would be because of his eagerness. It was soft
and tender. His tongue slid across her lips leaving them wet and wanting more.
Oh, how she wanted more. He pushed away and stood back from her to hold her
hands at arms length.

“I want to look at you Alex. I want to look at your beautiful body.”

He reached up to unbutton her blouse with both hands never taking his
eyes from hers. Alex’s breathing was short and ragged. When the back of his
hands brushed against her pert nipples she thought she would explode. Her
arousal had not gone unnoticed by Ian. His voice was thick and husky as he
spoke.

“You want me don’t you Alex. You want my hands on you. Touching your
breasts. Feeling the slick heat between your legs. You want that don’t you
Alex?”

Alex’s blouse slid to the floor revealing her lacy pink bra. Ian groaned
as he took in the sight of her. His hands rose to claim her soft mounds. His
thumbs brushed back and forth across her nipples as he kneaded. His touch was
just as she had imagined but she wanted more, so much more. She didn’t know
what to do, didn’t know what
he
wanted her to do. So she just acted on
instinct and let herself feel. She closed her eyes and her head fell back as
she arched into his hands and felt the warmth that passed through her body. She
was lost in his touch but he quickly brought her back to reality when he fell
to his knees and his tongue flicked across her nipple. She jumped and grabbed
his shoulders to keep from falling limp to the ground and looked down into his
wickedly smiling eyes.

“I can see you liked that Alex,” he said in that velvet smooth voice. “Do
you want more of that Alex? Tell me you want more.”

Alex thought she had lost her voice but she whispered what he wanted to
hear. “I want more Ian. Show me more.”

At her words he lowered his mouth to her breasts and suckled her through
the sheer material of her bra. She wound her fingers into his sleek black hair
and she pulled him closer to her as she lowered herself to sit on the edge of
his bed. He switched his attention to the other nipple and she gasped. Her
nipples ached so much. The feel of his tongue lapping at them eased some of the
pain but the ache between her legs was becoming unbearable.

Ian lifted his head from her damp chest.

“Let me see you Alex. Let my tongue feel your skin.”

As Alex reached behind her to unhook her bra Ian hurriedly unbuttoned his
shirt revealing his hard, muscular chest. Alex remembered watching Mary Ann
caress that chest at a pool party last summer and also remembered how envious she
had been. It was her turn now.

As Alex’s bra fell to the floor Ian froze. He stared at her chest as she
stared at his. At the same time their hands reached to caress each other. Alex
rubbed his chest loving the hardness underneath her.  Ian found her breasts
with his mouth once more suckling and fondling each one so tenderly. Alex felt
the strong muscles of his back and felt him shiver. She suddenly felt so
powerful knowing that she could make a man as sexy as Ian shiver.

Ian pressed his lips to hers with a hard, hungry kiss and she parted her
lips and accepted his tongue tantalizing her mouth as he’d just done to her
breasts.

“I want to see all of you Alex,” he moaned against her lips. “Now.”

Ian, still on his knees, grabbed her bottom and molded her. He kissed her
navel and teased it with his wet tongue. He pressed his face against her firm
belly and held her tight.

“You’re beautiful Alex,” he groaned. “So beautiful. You’re everything I
imagined.”

Ian’s shiver had given Alex a new-found confidence. She suddenly felt
seductive and she knew now that she could please Ian. She wanted to please him
so badly but she was finding that she ached so much. Her breasts longed for his
touch again. Alex reached up to mold her breasts to ease her ache. Alex gazed
into Ian’s eyes as she soothed her aching mounds. Without thinking or realizing
what she was doing she toyed with her nipples with her thumb and forefinger and
tugged gently on them.

“Good god Alex what are you trying to do to me?” he moaned and swiped his
hand through his hair.

Alex suddenly realized what she had done and was horrified.

“Ian I’m sorry. I’m so embarrassed I don’t know why I…”

“It’s all right Alex. Don’t be embarrassed. It’s wonderful. I want you to
let go and do whatever you need to do to feel good…to make me feel good. I
liked watching you touch yourself baby. I want you to do it again. It turns me
on baby. Do you want to see what you're doing to me? Do you want to feel what
you’ve done to me?”

Ian placed her hand on the ripple in his jeans. He was hard and big. So
big. Alex was frightened at the thought of that going inside her. She wasn’t so
sure this was going to work after all.

Ian had seen the scared, doubtful, look on her face.

“Don’t be afraid Alex. Everything will be all right. I’m not going to
hurt you. I don’t ever want to hurt you Alex.”

Alex found herself spiraling out of control from Ian’s words and touch. She
had never thought she could be this turned on, feel this sexy and desirable. As
Ian removed her hand and worked to free himself from his jeans his eyes never
left her body. Alex slowly stood up, slid her hands down her belly, unfastened
her jeans and dropped them to the floor. She was now standing before him in
nothing but a lacy pink triangle of silk while Ian was completely bare. She
couldn’t take her eyes away from his throbbing manhood. She had never actually
seen one before and still wasn’t sure one that size would fit inside her.

She lifted her eyes to his face and they both grinned. He started to come
toward her but she held out her hands and stopped him.

“No Ian. I’m not done.”

Ian gazed at her with a questioning look on his face but it wasn’t long
before he knew what she meant.

Once again Alex slowly slipped her hands down her belly. Her fingers went
slightly below the pink triangle, which caused Ian to swear under his breath.
She grasped the side strings of her thong to cast them aside but lost her
nerve.

“Go ahead Alex. Don’t stop. Let me see you. I want to see you naked. I
want to see what I’ve dreamed about for so long.”

Alex slid her panties to the floor. Ian’s eyes widened and he let out a
slow wolf whistle.

“You astound me Alex. You are so hot. So hot,” he said as he devoured her
mouth hungrily and laid her gently on the bed. He laid down next to her and propped
himself on one elbow and gazed down at her.

“I’d planned to be gentle with you Alex but I can’t promise you I will
be. I want you so badly. I nearly exploded when you touched yourself. I knew
you had a very sensual side to you after that day I kissed you on your porch.
Man what have I missed all these years? Touch me Alex. Please touch me,” he
whispered. He smiled down at her and eagerly claimed her lips.

Alex reached out and gently grabbed his manhood unsure what to do.

“Don’t be afraid baby. You can grab it tighter. It won’t hurt me.” Ian
put his hand over hers and guided her hand showing her how to stroke him.
“That’s it baby.” Ian groaned as though he were in pain and Alex jerked back
her hand.

“No Alex. It’s fine. It feels so good. Don’t stop.”

Ian began to fondle her breasts as she began to stroke him once again. He
gently kissed her throat and cuddled his face in the hollow of her neck.

“My god Alex this feels so right. You're very special to me Alex. I’m not
just saying that. I really mean it. It means so much to me to be your first. I
was going crazy thinking that Peter had touched you.”

“You're very special to me too Ian. Peter has never touched me. We’re
just good friends. I only wish I could have been your first too but I plan to
make you forget any girl that came before me.”

She grabbed his face and brought his lips to hers. They melted together.
Their bodies were hot and slick and their hands slid over every inch of each
other. When Ian’s fingers found the wet lips between her legs she tensed. No
one had ever touched her there and it made her feel uneasy. Yet she ached to be
touched there.

“It’s all right baby. Relax. I won’t hurt you. Tell me what you like.” He
penetrated her with his middle finger. “Do you like that baby? Does it feel
good? Talk to me Alex.”

Her head was spinning. “I’m scared Ian. I love what you’re making me feel
but I’m scared too. Do you have protection?”

“Don’t worry about that honey. It’s okay. I’ve got some condoms in the
drawer.” He gestured with his head towards his nightstand while he delved into
her moist box with yet another finger.

Alex moaned and lifted her hips. She felt the tenseness ease somewhat
when Ian placed yet a third finger inside her. In and out, in and out. He
simulated sex with his fingers and drove her wild. She closed her eyes, arched
and grabbed his shoulders and found her hips rising and falling in rhythm with
his fingers.

“Look at me Alex. Look at me baby. I want to watch what’s happening to
you Alex. I want to watch you come.” Alex slowly opened her eyes as his fingers
and her hips continued the pleasure.

“Do you know what an orgasm is Alex? Have you ever climaxed baby?”

Alex could hardly talk. “No,” she rasped. “No, I don’t know what it feels
like but I want to know Ian. I need to know. Show me. Please show me!”

She was breathing heavily now as his fingers continued their magic. He
whispered naughty, provocative things in her ear and gently kissed her lips and
her throat.

“You’re so hot Alex. So damn wet. You’re ready for me aren’t you Alex?
You’re ready for me to slide right inside you. To stretch your lips. To fill
you up and pleasure you ‘til you come. You do want to come for me don’t you
Alex? You want to know what it feels like to have a man pleasure you to a
climax. That’s what I’m doing to you Alex. I’m going to feel you with my hands,
with my tongue until you go over the edge. I want you to scream my name when
you come baby.” God she was so aroused! She needed him to stop. She thought she
would die if she kept feeling like this. It was too much. He had to stop.

“Stop Ian. Please stop. I can’t take this. I can’t Ian. For gods sake
stop.”

But he didn’t stop. He gazed knowingly into her eyes that were begging
him to stop but he knew what she needed was to go over the edge. He knew what
she was feeling. It was new to her and she didn’t understand the release that
would make it all feel better.

He gave her a wide grin and dipped his head to her breast and whispered,
“Scream for me baby. Scream for me now!” She screamed his name when he began to
suckle her still begging him to stop and then, when he found her swollen nub
with his thumb and caressed it in slow, languid circles she screamed and fell
over.

“Ian, oh Ian!” Her climax came hard and he could tell by the way her eyes
widened she was frightened. Her body convulsed and she continued to grind against
his fingers.

“It’s okay baby,” he whispered in her ear. “It’s okay. Just relax and
feel. Feel how good it is. Know that when it’s all over you’ll do it again.
I’ll make you do it again Alex.”

She remembered how scared she had been when that first climax hit her and
how loving and tender Ian had been and smiled. He had really made her a woman
that night and for that she would always love the jerk.

He had held her tenderly rubbing her back until the convulsions stopped
and her breathing returned to normal. When she was able to open her eyes again
she lazily smiled up at him.

“Are you okay baby?”

“Oh Ian I never…I never knew.”

Ian chuckled. “I know Alex. It’s a beautiful thing isn’t it?” Alex just
answered with an embarrassed smile.

“Touch me again baby. I need you to stroke me.”

Alex rose to her knees as Ian slid to his back. Alex suddenly felt
confident and seductive. She began by massaging Ian’s thighs. She did as he
asked and touched him and he squirmed. Alex felt powerful as he writhed beneath
her touch. She was amazed at how she instinctively knew now what to do to bring
him pleasure. He lay back with his eyes closed while she stroked and he
murmured her name and told her how good she made him feel. He opened his eyes
and they were glazed with desire. They stared at each other for what seemed
like hours while she stroked and caressed and she read in his eyes what he
wanted from her but he was too afraid to ask.

She smoothed one hand along his flat tummy while continuing to stroke him
with the other. She certainly didn’t feel like an innocent virgin and what she
wanted more now than anything was to take him in her mouth and she knew that
was what his eyes were pleading with her to do. As she lowered her head Ian
groaned.

“Oh my god Alex yes. Yes baby yes.”

Alex smiled to herself as she remembered taking him in her mouth and stroking
him with her tongue. How naughty and hot she had felt. How good it’d felt to
make Ian squirm. She recalled she hadn’t performed long before Ian threw her on
her back, rose above her and slowly entered her. There had been a small sharp
pain as he broke through her maidenhead but it was quickly forgotten in all the
wonderful feelings he brought to her. He’d brought her to climax again and he
had come inside her calling her name. She remembered how scared they’d been
when they realized they’d forgotten a condom and how they’d worried until her
period had finally come.

To Alex’s surprise it did not turn out to be a one-night stand. They’d
enjoyed each other’s company and each other’s bodies for the rest of the summer
however they were much more careful with protection. What a summer it had been.
They had explored their sexuality together; each teaching and being taught how
to give and enjoy the pleasures of sex. Not only had they enjoyed each other
sexually, but they had really had fun together. She had never laughed so much
or felt so carefree.