Twice Upon a Time (15 page)

“I'll warm you up, sweetheart, as soon as we are out of sight.”

“You will not touch me,” she said in Japanese.

“I guess I pissed you off again,” Reece said in English. “Do not tel me what I cannot do, Onihana-chan,” Kojiro said in Japanese. He sighed loudly. Was it Reece or Kojiro sighing? Probably both.

Hana followed him into his house, grateful to be indoors until she realized he could see her clearly now by lantern light. She stood just inside the door, upper arms trying to conceal her breasts.

“Turn around,” Kojiro said quietly.

She turned.

“Oh my God,” Reece said suddenly. “You are giving this guy such a hard on. I’ll stand still if you want to kick him in the nuts.” Lara laughed, and glanced at him over her shoulder. “Is that what you are hiding beneath that fish basket?”

“Maybe,” he murmured. “Why don’t you cook them for me and see?”

“Why don’t you shove them up Kojiro’s ass?”

He grinned. “I'm sorry, I've just never been inside a man who was so bad with women, yet so totally turned on by his own bad behavior.”

“Well, straighten him out while you're in there.” She paused. “On second thought, you'll probably only make things worse. Just let him make a mess of his life. Hana isn't going to take his shit for much longer. She's about at her limit here and if I didn’t know you’d suffer as well, I’d help her cut off his bal s.” Reece flinched. “One eunuch leap is plenty. Thanks. Let's see if we can find the poor girl some clothes. She'd probably like to wash up a bit, too.”

“I will not accept any comforts from you,” she said in Japanese.

“Here we go again,” Reece muttered. “You will gladly accept my generosity and thank me for my consideration, Onihana-chan,” Kojiro spat. “Or do I need to remind you of the consequences of your bad behavior again.”

She lowered her head. She was going to kill this bastard in his sleep. “Thank you for your consideration, Kojiro-dono.”

An hour later Hana was washed, dressed in a lovely kimono of pale green and seated across from Kojiro at his low dining table. Kojiro's mother, Ladeo, was piling fish on her son's plate. She then placed a single fish on Hana's plate before leaving the room. Hana was starving. She doubted one small fish would take the edge off her hunger, no matter how succulent it was. She waited for Kojiro to start eating before picking up her chopsticks and plucking bits of fish from the bone. It was, by far, the best thing she'd ever eaten.

“You should serve the rice now,” he told her.

She glanced up. He nodded towards the large covered bowl in the center of the table. She reached across and lifted the lid. Steam rose from the mound of rice beneath. She served a bowl of rice to Kojiro and then to herself. Perhaps she would have her fill after all.

“You look lovely as a woman,” he commented.

She wasn’t sure if he was complimenting her or insulting her. She decided to take it as an insult. “What was I before?”

“Masculine,” he murmured, his eyes seemed to caress her. “Those scrapes and bruises take away from your beauty, but they will heal soon and you will then be worthy of my attention.”

She gazed at him incredulously. “Are you saying I am not worthy of your attention as I am now?”

“I require a great beauty for my wife. A lady with refined skil s, obedience and an education. You do not quite fit my idea of a suitable wife.”

“I do not wish to be your wife.”

“You will change your mind,” he said confidently.

She doubted that with every fiber of her being.

“How is your fish?” he asked.

“Very good,” she admitted.

“You could eat like this every day. Wear fine kimonos. Learn important skills.”

“I already know everything I need to live as a ninja.”

“You will be a ninja no more, Onihana. I have already decided that you will marry me.”

“Why would you want to marry someone who loathes you?”

“You will change your opinion of me soon enough.” Hana ate her rice, turning his words over in her mind. She didn't think there would ever come a day when her negative opinion of Kojiro would change for the better. Of course, there was that brief moment on the boat when she had forgotten they were enemies and was truly enjoying his company. She wondered if they had met under different circumstances if she would have a more amicable opinion of him. Well, maybe.

If he hadn't murdered her older brother.

“Lara?” Reece whispered.

She glanced up and smiled. “Good to see you.”

“This is a real drag,” he murmured, scooting around the table. “I want to spend time with you.”

She lowered her lashes. “You don't find Hana charming?”

“She's about as charming as a rattlesnake.”

“I kinda like her,” Lara admitted. “She's tough. She's plotting Kojiro's murder, however. You'll probably want to hide anything remotely resembling a weapon if you want to survive the night.”

Reece wrapped an arm around her waist and drew her up against his side. She winced.

“What's wrong?” he asked.

“I have a big bruise on my hip.”

He placed a gentle kiss beneath her left ear. “Let me kiss it and make it better.” His nose brushed against her earlobe and she tensed. “Don't be getting me al excited, Reece. You know you won't be able to do anything about it. Not while we’re being hosted by a pair of enemies.”

“I miss you,” he whispered. “Why are you having such a difficult time with this leap?”

“I can't compete with Hana's hatred. It's a strong emotion.”

“So her hatred of Kojiro is stronger than your desire to be yourself.”

“I don't know. Why are you being so critical?”

“I don't mean to be.” He touched her cheek. “You look beautiful in this kimono.”

“You say that about every outfit I've worn. Are you into role playing, or something?”

“Maybe.”

“Do you want me to dress up like police officer and arrest you?”

“Only if you use your handcuffs to bind me and then take advantage of my compromised position.”

“Let me guess, future-me played that game with you.” He shook his head. “No. I wish I would have thought of it sooner.” She turned her head and found their lips only inches apart. She looked into his eyes and was instantly lost in them. He moved closer, his eyes drifting closed. She closed her eyes as well, eagerly anticipating his kiss. His lips brushed hers gently and she was consumed by a crippling fear. She struck out at him with a startled cry and tried to scramble away. She found herself on her back, looking up into the face of Kojiro. Her lower body was pinned beneath his. Her hands captured in his firm, yet gentle, grip on either side of her head.

“I will not hurt you,” he promised. “Do not look at me with such fear and loathing.” Her heart thudded rapidly in her chest. Her throat constricted so tightly it threatened to cut off her air supply.

“Onihana, could you ever love me?”

Her eyes widened. “How can you ask me that? Surely, you know how much I hate you.”

He considered her response for a moment before speaking again. His voice, as always, was deep and calm. He never seemed unsettled by anything. “Do you really hate me, or do you hate the results of my actions in the chaos of battle?” She found that a difficult question to answer. “I don't really know you,” she admitted.

“That is a fair answer,” he murmured.

He continued to stare down at her, his black eyes searching hers.

“Will you let me up?” she asked finally.

“I like the feel of your body beneath mine.”

Her heart rate had just returned to normal. It accelerated again. A tear leaked from the corner of her eye. She didn't know if she could allow her body to be taken by this man, even to save her people. She closed her eyes and swallowed, feeling guilty for being so selfish. She felt his lips against her cheek as he removed the tear she'd shed.

She thought of each surviving member of her clan. She had to be obedient for their sakes. Whatever he required of her, she would endure it. A trail of gentle kisses were pressed against her jaw line. Her only protest was a small sound of denial in the back of her throat. She was surprised she didn't find his kiss repulsive. It wasn't as if she wanted his kiss, but it was less horrible than she imagined it should be. His body shifted as he lifted his head to look down at her. After several moments, she opened her eyes.

She didn't know quite what to make of his expression. Tenderness? That was impossible.

He released her wrist and stroked a strand of silky black hair from her face, tucking it behind her ear. “Are you finished with your meal?” he asked. “What skil s do you possess for entertainment purposes?”

“Skil s?”

“Do you play a musical instrument? Sing? Dance?”

She stared at him in disbelief. “Why would I do those frivolous things?”

“What do you do for enjoyment among your clan members?” His fingers moved from her hair to trace the line of her jaw.

“Train in the martial arts.”

“Are you skil ed in making love?”

Her eyes widened and a flush spread up her throat and across her face.

He smiled tenderly. “Or are you a virgin?”

She knew what he wanted to hear, so she lied. “I have taken company with many men, often and repeatedly, but I will never lie with you willingly.” His eyebrow twitched. She realized this was the most unsettled she'd seen him since she’d bashed through his wall that afternoon. He moved away from her, returning to his side of the table and continued to eat. Hana sat up and picked at her delicious fish, her appetite suddenly lacking.

“Why do you lie to me, Onihana-chan?” Kojiro asked in an angry growl.

She glanced up at him. Was she so transparent? “I did not lie.”

“You should wear your innocence proudly.”

“I am not innocent,” she said.

He snorted sardonical y. “Prove it.”

She stared at him blankly.

“I doubt you've ever even kissed a man,” he said.

She lowered her eyes, afraid he would see the truth behind her lies. “I have kissed many men.”

“Who? Your grandfather?”

She couldn’t look at him when she said, “Lovers. Many lovers.”

“Show me how a woman kisses her lover.”

She had an inkling that he was toying with her, but she was unaccustomed to this type of behavior in men and did not know how to react. “I would gladly do so, if you were anyone but my brother's killer.”

“Then I am correct. You are a virgin. When I claim your body as mine, I will be your first, last, and only lover.”

She shook her head. “You will be neither the first nor last.” He chuckled. “You sound unsure of yourself.”

She glanced up, surprised that his laugh sounded so warm. Their eyes met for a brief instant before she turned her unseeing gaze to the tabletop in front of her.

“Show me how a woman kisses her lover and I will spare you further humiliation this evening.”

“What do you mean?”

“Kiss me now and you will still be a virgin come tomorrow.” Her heart thudded. If she didn't kiss him, would he force her to lie with him? Or maybe he was being deceitful. Maybe if she kissed him, he would still force her to accept him as her lover. “I don't believe you.”

“Then let us go to bed, so I can sample what so many have had before me. I prefer the tight sheath of a maiden, but an experienced woman brings certain benefits to a joining.”

Mortification did not begin to describe her feelings at his words. She wasn't even sure what he meant by “tight sheath”, but was certain she didn't want to know. She’d had a very awkward experience with a local boy a few years before and since then had kept her legs firmly closed.

She took a deep breath, trying not to hyperventilate. “I will kiss you, if you promise to keep your word. A kiss will be less offensive than joining with you.”

“I don't know, Onihana-chan. Perhaps, I will no longer be satisfied with a mere kiss.

You must have learned many skills from your various lovers. I am interested to know what those are.” It seemed as if he was teasing her, but she was too unsettled to be sure. And how was a man as cold-hearted as this samurai capable of teasing anyone?

“But you promised…”

“I did,” he murmured. “One kiss tonight. Nothing more.” He made no move, but instead waited for her to approach. She stood—because crawling in a kimono was next to impossible—walked slowly around the table and dropped to her knees beside Kojiro. The tightness in her chest could only be attributed to her nervousness. She licked her lips, eyes trained on his mouth. She'd never noticed how interesting his lips were. His upper lip was thinner than the lower. She leaned closer, the only sound she could hear was the blood rushing to her head. She pressed her lips to his gently, and then leaned away.

“That is how you kiss your lover?” he asked, his voice low. It didn't sound as if he were mocking her, only asking her a question.

“Yes.”

“Disappointing.” His fingertips brushed across her cheek. “Close your eyes.”

“You promised.”

“One kiss intended for a lover, not a grandmother.” She closed her eyes. Was there really a difference? She felt his breath on her lips just before he claimed her mouth. So there
was
a difference. She could only submit to his glorious assault on her senses as he suckled her lips in abandon. He drew away and she stared up into his dark eyes.

“That is how you kiss a lover,” he said.

She couldn't look away. Why wasn't she repelled by this man? She
despised
him.

Yet she wanted him.

“Yes.”

“Go finish your rice, and then clear the table.”

“Yes.”

She kept her word, and he kept his. He did not try to force himself on her. Nor did he speak to her. He did watch her eat as if he were watching a fascinating Noh theatre performance. After Hana had cleaned up the remnants of the meal, Kojiro called for entertainment. A beautiful, young woman dressed in a red kimono entered the room.

She walked with a short, shuffling gait, not with the grace of a shinobi, but with feminine subservience. Her demeanor made Hana’s skin crawl. The woman glanced at Hana but lowered her eyes quickly and kept her head bowed as she knelt near the wall and held a stringed instrument across her lap.