Chapter Four
T
y woke up with a hellacious hangover and a body nearly crippled from a night spent on the sofa. He'd never gone to his bed simply because he didn't want to be alone in it. He'd hoped to convince Monica to stay, but once more she'd walked out on him, even after he'd laid everything on the line. A lot of last night was fuzzy, but that part wasn't.
Neither was his emotional breakdown.
Jesus, he'd wept like a friggin' baby. He hadn't done that since he was ten and the bull gored his father. What kind of pussy did she think he was after that? He partly blamed the booze. He hadn't drunk that much in almost eight years.
The anvils inside his head called for a hair of the dog, but he didn't trust himself. Last night only proved how easy it would be to fall back into old habits. He'd allowed himself to wallow in grief, but he was done drinking and done grieving now. It was time to put all that behind him and move on with his life. Trouble was, he didn't have a damn clue where Tom's passing left him.
Monica was hell-bent on selling the hotel unless he came up with the money to buy her out.
Ironically, it was Delaney who'd come up with a potential solution. Delaney had offered him a means of securing a loan, but her deal came with strings. He still didn't know why she was so eager to help him find an investor. He knew it wasn't an altruistic move on her part. She wanted something from him, but he didn't have a clue what it might beâother than his half of the ranch.
What time was it anyway? He squinted at his watch. Almost noon.
Shit.
He'd slept half the day away. He got up, clutching his head with a groan. He'd just have to pull himself up by the bootstraps and suffer through the agony, which would be a special kind of hell since he was facing a sixteen-hour drive to Oklahoma. He'd been stressed to the breaking point, but the drive would give him plenty of time to sort things out. Staring out at an empty highway, it would be easy to get lost in his thoughts, an indulgence he hadn't experienced in weeks.
He'd never considered before what losing Tom would mean to his future, but now it was time to face that reality. Tom had offered him the job in Vegas when Ty was at an all-time low and desperate to break the cycle he'd sworn never to fall into. But he
had
fallen, deeper and harder than even his old man ever had. Given time, his end would have been the same. The change of scenery had been a literal lifeline.
Tom had agreed to rebuild the Hotel Rodeo right before his first stroke, but then Monica had come into the picture, with guns blazing and plans to sell. She'd given him no reason to believe Tom's passing had changed her mind about that. If anything, she now had even more reason to get rid of the place. Maintaining any interest in the hotel would mean a continued connection with Ty. She'd made it pretty damned clear how she felt last night when she'd come to collect Tom's ashes.
Maybe she didn't care about the hotel, but he did care. The people who worked there were like family. He was responsible for their livelihood as well as his own. Monica had given him the dubious courtesy of sixty days to buy her out before putting the place on the auction block, but he still needed fifty million dollars, and time was ticking away.
He forced himself to face the hard reality that he might have to sell out. Problem was, without the hotel he'd have to return to one of the only other things he knewâranching or rodeo. Losing the hotel would still leave him with half of his ranch in Oklahoma, but once again, that meant dealing with Delaney. She didn't want him there any more than he wanted to go back. Delaney would buy him out in a heartbeat, but he had no intention of letting her have his ranch, and they sure as shit couldn't work the place together.
On the other hand, life on the rodeo circuit had almost killed him once. He was eight years older now and might not be so lucky the next time a fifteen-hundred-pound bull decided to plow him nose first across an arena.
The only other option that sprang to mind was to maybe take over managing Tom's place. The present foreman, ol' Bart, had always liked him. He was also older than dirt and might be persuaded to retire if Ty wanted to take up the reins. Then again, Monica probably had plans to sell the ranch too. After closely considering every option, the only conclusion he'd come to was that his entire situation sucked big, hairy, donkey balls. Any way he looked at it, Ty was screwed.
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“I'm afraid I'm not much of a cook.” Bob set a plate in front of Monica with an apologetic look. “Fortunately, I found some of Rosa's tamales in the freezer. Maybe it's not haute cuisine, but it's better than the cowboy beans and son-of-a-bitch stew the crew's been living on.”
“Son-of-a-bitch stew? Did I hear you right?” Monica laughed.
“Yup,” Bob said. “That's what they call it.”
“What's in it?” she asked.
“Dunno and probably don't want to. All I can tell you is they've been a sorry lot of grumblers since Rosa's been gone.”
“Does she do all the cooking?” Monica asked and took an appreciative bite. She wasn't a big fan of Mexican cuisine, but the tamales were surprisingly good.
“Yup. She usually prepares all the meals for Tom and the ranch hands. Don't know what they're going to do if she leaves.”
“Do you think she'll want to?”
“Probably,” Bob said. “She has grown kids in Houston, I think. With Tom gone, she'll probably want to move closer to them. Unless, of course, she goes to work for Delaney. That's a possibility. I think they're still pretty tight.”
“Delaney? Do you mean Ty's ex-wife?”
“Yup. Rosa practically raised her. She followed Delaney out here and eventually came to work for Tom.”
Monica digested that connection along with her food. They finished the rest of the meal in silence. Although Monica found Bob's company pleasant enough, she was happy when he pushed his plate away. “I hope you don't mind if I turn in early. I have some briefs I need to review while I'm here. I put your bags in one of the guest rooms down that way.” He inclined his head to the west wing of the house. “Second door on the left.”
“Thanks, Bob,” Monica said. “I'm going to try to get caught up on some reading myself.” With her mind still racing about Tom's will, she decided another drink and then some mind-numbing reading would be the best medicine. She had an entire week's worth of
Wall Street Journal
to catch up on. Perfect bedtime material.
After Bob retired, Monica picked up the bottle of Chivas and a glass, but instead of heading straight to bed as she'd planned, she found herself exploring the rest of the house, something she hadn't been comfortable doing with Bob shadowing her.
The first door she opened was a bedchamber decorated in navy and rust, shades similar to the owner's suite at the Hotel Rodeo. Could it be Ty's old room? If she'd had any doubt, the trophy case that occupied one entire wall confirmed that the room had indeed belonged to Ty.
Overcome with curiosity, she set the bottle down to approach the case. One full shelf was dedicated to football. The MVP trophy cup took her completely by surprise. She hadn't even known that Ty had played the game.
The rest of the case was filled with photographs, framed newspaper clippings, and at least a dozen gold belt buckles. Sipping the whiskey, she examined each of them, fondly caressing the cool metal. Given Ty's laid-back manner, it surprised her to learn that he was such a serious competitor. He didn't seem to have the killer instinct that was so dominant in Evan. The two men couldn't be more different if they tried. Nevertheless, the buckles were evidence of the steel that lay beneath Ty's carefree surface.
She poured another drink, wandering the room. Although she suppressed the urge to open dresser drawers, she couldn't deny the perverse instinct that drew her to Ty's bed. Glass still in hand, she lay down in the middle of it, wondering anew about the young boy who'd come to live here after losing his dad. The boy who'd played football and then gone on to ride bulls. The young man who'd dropped out of college to live on the rodeo circuit, then wooed and won a Texas beauty queen before almost drinking himself to death.
Had Ty successfully chained those demons? Or did they still haunt him?
Why did the hotel mean so much to him? Ty didn't just need money. If he was going to make a serious go of it, he needed a partner who knew the ropes in the world of big business. Knowing this, Tom had tried to convince her to help Ty. Now Bob was also applying not-so-subtle pressure. Would guilt finally compel her to partner with the one man in the world who could tear her heart in two?
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“You go on in, Rosa,” Ty urged. “I'll bring the bags in later.”
“Do you want some breakfast?” Rosa asked.
“No thanks,” Ty replied. She was accustomed to cooking for the ranch crew well before sunrise, which was still a good hour away, but living in Vegas had long ago killed that habit for Ty. “I just need to get some shut-eye after that long drive.”
Worn and weary, he'd be in no shape for a confrontation with Monica. His whole life was turning upside down, and he still hadn't figured out how he was going to deal with it all. Or with her. But he didn't want to think about it anymore. It was past time to quit thinking altogether.
Right now all he wanted to do was drag his tired ass to bed. A few hours of sleep was all he needed. After that he'd be ready to face whatever his future held.
Not wishing to wake anyone, he didn't bother with the lights but navigated using the glow of his cell phone, not that he really needed light. He knew the layout of the house like the back of his hand. Finding his way to his old room, Ty threw his hat and phone on the chair, kicked off his boots, and stripped down to his boxers.
Feeling his way to the bed, he flung himself full-length onto the mattress with an exhausted groan, startling the moment his outstretched arm made contact with a solid form. He bolted upright with an exclamation and reached for the bedside lamp. The light flicked on just as Monica sprang from his bed in a break for the door, and then tripped over his cast-off boot.
Half a second later he was glowering down at her. “Monica? What the hell were you doing in my bed?”
She blinked sheepishly into the blinding light. “I . . . ah . . . was exploring the house and got a little sleepy. Must have been the scotch,” she said, her cheeks flaming.
“There are six bedrooms in this place. I can't help wondering why you picked mine. You couldn't make it ten more feet down the hall to the guest bedroom? Not that I'm complaining, mind you, I just don't like this âcome hither, go away' game you seem to be playing.”
“That's not what this is,” she protested, even as her gaze slid slowly over his near naked body. “I came in here because I was curious. I wanted to know what it was like for you growing up here.”
He held out his hand to help her to her feet, his weary body coming back to life the moment his fingers closed over hers. “If there's something you want to know, all you have to do is ask me,” he said. “Didn't I prove that just one night ago?”
“Yes,” she agreed. “You did, but I thought it was mostly the booze talking. Sometimes people under the influence say things they really don't mean.”
“Maybe the booze unlocked my lips, but I remember every word I said, Monica. I not only remember it, but I meant it. Do you need to hear it again to believe me? I still want you,” he continued. “You're the only one I want, and it's damned near making me crazy.”
“Me too, but I don't want to do this again, Ty. We're no good together.”
He stroked his hands down the length of her arms, watching a trail of gooseflesh form. “I don't know if you're trying to convince me or you. Either way, it's not working. If you want me, all you have to do is say so.”
“Please Ty, I really can't.” She pressed her hands against his chest.
The contact with his body only made him itch to have her hands slide up and around his neck. He tamped back the powerful urge to wrap his arms around her and pull her in close.
“Yet you're here. In my room.” He added softly, tracing a finger over her lips. “Waiting in my bed.”
“I wasn't waiting for you!” she protested. “I told you I just wanted to know more about your life here with Tom. I can't help feeling a little jealous that you had him for all those years and I didn't.”
“There's no need to feel that way,” he said. “Sure, Tom was like a father to me but you're his flesh and blood.”
“I feel so resentful,” she confessed. “I lost something that I can never, ever replace.”
“That makes two of us,” he said. “But it's time to move on. You know as well as I do that Tom would have wanted that.”
“And that's why I came here,” she said. “To say goodbye and then to move on.”
“Back to New York?”
“Yes.”
“And that asshole, Evan? Are you back with him?”
“No, I'm not back with Evan. When I left Vegas with him it was only to return to my job. We're not back together as a couple.”
His gaze narrowed. “But you're thinking about it?
“I haven't decided,” she replied.
“It's time you did decide,” he replied. “We're too old for games, Monica. You need to make up your mind if you're coming or going.”
Was it only weeks that had passed since this impossible and infuriating woman had strutted into his life in her four-inch fuck-me pumps, barking orders and expecting everyone to kowtow to her? They'd butted heads from the very start, both believing they had nothing in common besides Tom, but it hadn't taken long for their mutual antagonism to combust into explosive passion.