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I have responsibilities that don’t involve Rich. I have my work, my education. All the things in my life I’ve tried to straighten out after leaving the orphanage. All the things I put on hold while going on this wild run with him.

As much as it hurts to admit, maybe leaving Rich now
would
be the best thing for me. I’d cry about him for weeks after. But if Min was strong enough to endure a clean break, maybe I can be, too.

The difference is, Min has a chance to go back. If I leave Rich, there will be no going back.

I stand up and start to pace the patio. I’m restless. I’m anxious. I’m a confused mess.

No. No, I cannot just leave Rich behind
. I can’t just forget about him. Even if I wanted to, I know my mind will never let go.

I take a deep breath and try to calm myself. I don’t know what to think. I wish I had someone to go to for advice.

I dig under my shirt, pull out my locket, and open it. There’s not enough light to see the picture. It doesn’t matter. The image is permanently etched in my mind.

I hold the locket tightly and bring it to my lips. “I wish you were still around to tell me what to do,” I whisper. “I wish I could have had the chance to know you, dad.”

I hold the locket close to my face for a long time. Then I sigh, and tuck it back under my shirt. Wishing for things to change never accomplishes anything.
Actions
are what determine a life.

I slump against the railing. I can’t remember ever feeling this uncertain. Min thinks I should tell Rich how I feel. I’m terrified that he might not feel the same way. Even if he
says
he does, how am I to know that it will last? I can’t begin to fathom the true inner workings of a male mind. What if a week is too short a time? What if he says he loves me now, then grows bored with me in the future? Where will that leave me?

Nowhere, that’s where. I’d be lost. Rich’s analysis of me was frightening in its accuracy. I
do
need to be in control. If I go any further with him, I risk losing what little control I have left over my life.

Rich had sacrificed everything for his sister. I’d seen them together today. Their love for each other is undeniable.

That puts me in an awkward position. Family comes first, right? I don’t have any direct experience, but that is how I’ve always thought things work. If things come down to Rich having to choose between me and his little sister, who will he pick? If it’s a question of mine or Min’s safety, whose will he protect first?

I swallow the lump in my throat. I have no doubt that it will be Min. They have a blood bond. Rich and I have… what? A few strong feelings? An unsteady relationship based on less than a week together?

How can I know those feelings will last ?
I ask myself.

That makes up my mind. The uncertainty is the reason Rich and I can never be together. Not in the way I might dream of. One week is just not enough time to know if you love a person.

I stand up, my decision sealed. A quick cut will be for the best. Maybe I can even leave without seeing Rich. That way, I won’t risk changing my mind.

Every step of the long walk across the rooftop hurts more than I can bear. I feel absolutely hollow inside.

I pause in front of the door. I take a deep, steadying breath. This is it. There will be no changing my mind after this.

I reach for the doorknob… and catch the reflection of the stars glimmering on the shiny metal.

My breath catches. All the memories of last night come flooding back. The way Rich stared deep into my eyes as he entered me. The way he called out my name as we orgasmed together. The possessive way he held me afterward, like nothing in the world could ever come between us.

No
.
No,
I can’t leave Rich! I can’t forget the best thing that’s ever happened to me.

I swing the door open and run down the stairs two at a time. I can’t believe how close I’d come to making the biggest mistake of my life.

Rich’s words echo through my mind. ‘
I will take care of you
.’ Nothing else matters. I realize, all of a sudden, that Rich and I have more in common than I had ever thought. Nobody ever took care of me. Nobody ever took care of Rich, either. He had a father, but the man never cared. His mother had died when he was young. His sister had been very little when he left home.

He’s always been on his own. Just like me.

I feel the excitement blooming in my chest as I run through the hall.
I
can take care of Rich.
I
can be that person. Neither of us has to be alone anymore. We can have each other. We can love each other. Together. Forever.

I pound on the door as soon as I reach it. Min opens it. I leap by her. Rich is just turning the corner when I jump into his arms.

“I’m staying,” I tell him. “Here. With you.” I laugh. “I love you, Richard Blackthorne, and there’s not a damn thing you can do to make me change my mind.”

 The End...

...for now!

Penny and Rich’s story continues in Change of Heart, Part 2... below!

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Change of Heart, Part 2

Book Description

If you told me two weeks ago that I would fall in love with my would-be kidnapper, I would have laughed in your face.

Yet here I am today. Madly, deeply, and hopelessly in love. With Richard Blackthorne. With the man who drugged me and left me for myself... but with the same man who came back for me later.

Nobody in my life has ever given a shit. I've always been on my own—before Rich.

Now, things are different. Feelings I'd never have thought possible are rushing through me. With Rich, I feel... alive. Alive, and treasured.

Yet doubts still poison my thoughts. Can a relationship that began with a lie lead to true happiness? How will Rich and I escape our pursuers? Will Min ever be free?

As I open my heart to the man I love, our devotion to each other will be tested. In this tumultuous world, friends become enemies and enemies friends. Every choice I make leads to consequences for those around me. The secrets Rich holds spread far deeper than he ever let on. When cracks begin to show in our relationship, I'm faced with the most important question of all: Can Rich and I ever find the peace I so dearly crave?

This book is a work of fiction. All names, characters, locations, and incidents are products of the author’s imagination, or have been use fictitiously. Any resemblance to actual persons living or dead, locales, or events is entirely coincidental.

CHANGE OF HEART, Part 2

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Chapter One

I have never been in love.

Sure, I once thought I was, three years ago with my first boyfriend. But that was not love. Lust, infatuation? Maybe. But not love.

Things are changing now. Life feels different. I never realized what I was missing before. My decision to stay with Rich three days ago opened my eyes to everything I didn’t have growing up. Every morning since, I’ve woken up with an infectious energy. An undefined zest. Something so fickle I expect it to flee at any moment.

Except, it doesn’t. It’s precarious and ethereal and a little bit frightening, that feeling, but I wouldn’t trade it for the world. It pushes me toward happiness. I wake up feeling alive. Alive, and wanted, and
needed
.

Not needed in the grand sense of the word, like some famous politician or the scientist just about to cure cancer. I feel needed in a much purer, much more innocent way. I’m needed by just one person. It’s more than I’ve ever had.

I was not all right before I met Rich. I was scraping by, convincing myself that I was strong. I was determined to rely on no one but myself and to hold everybody else at bay.

Well, Rich broke through those walls.

I’ve never been in love,
before
now
. Now, I’m hopelessly, romantically, head-over-heels in love. I’ve learned that logic is meaningless in your heart’s domain. Feelings are the only things that make sense. If you had told me, just three weeks ago, that I would fall in love with my would-be kidnapper, I’d have laughed in your face and chalked it up to Stockholm Syndrome. But, now I know otherwise. There is no way to rationalize the way I feel. I’ve already given up trying.

The way Rich looks at me lets me know he cares. The careful way he studies my face, the slow, steady way his eyes drift to my lips. I’ve never felt so needed before. I’ve never felt that blooming warmth in my chest, those special tingles through my limbs.

Nobody in my life has ever given a shit. I don’t dwell on that, because there’s too much sappy sadness there. I never wanted to be one of those girls who feel sorry for themselves and expect the world to do so, too. When I was by myself, I had to be strong. To bury my emotions deep so they could never bubble to the surface. That’s what I thought being strong was.

It’s not. Strength is finding the courage to let another person in. Strength is opening your heart to him and exposing yourself in all your vulnerabilities—no matter how terrifying that may be.

In the end, that’s all that matters.

“I love you,” I whisper.

“Hmm?” Rich stirs from his resting spot beneath a tree. We’re together in a beautiful garden, lying on the green grass. The sun is bright, and I can smell lilacs and roses in the air. The sky is cloudless. Happy birds are chirping delightful melodies from the branches above.

Rich looks at me through half-lidded, sleepy eyes. A slow smile forms on his lips. “I love you too, Penny,” he whispers back, his fingers running through the strands of my hair. “I love you more than anything else in the world. You’re my heart, my life. I would give up anything for you. I would
do
anything for you. I love you now and always, and far into forever. I will love you until the moon stops spinning and the sun stops rising, and longer still. Our love will transcend ages, histories, centuries, millennia. When this planet turns into a lonely block of ice drifting through space, I will love you still. Nothing can change my feelings for you. They will last forever.”

“Oh, you’re just
sickly
sweet this morning, aren’t you?” I tease, rolling over to my side and ducking my head in for a chaste kiss. “You’d give up anything for me? How about food?”

“I would starve for you.” Rich smiles, kissing me again.

“How about water?”

“I would die of thirst before I stop loving you.”

I smile and close my eyes, breathing in deeply through my nose. Rich’s delectable scent fills my lungs. I’ve never felt this happy, this content.

“Air?” I muse. “Would you stop breathing for me?”

“If that is what you want,” Rich replies.

“Hmm, I don’t think I would like that very much,” I tell him, snapping my eyes open to meet his beautiful, misty-green stare. “And I know Min wouldn’t be happy with me if that happens.”

“I’m hurt,” Rich proclaims playfully, placing a hand over his heart. “The love of your life has just passed away to prove his devotion to you, and all you can think of is his sister?”