"Wow, she's beautiful. I'd feel a special feeling if I met her too," Jim drooled.
"Very funny, Jim. So, her name is Helen and that's her photo, she's a healer, that's all I know. I don't know where she lives but funnily enough she has a sister who lives here in Kew."
"Tom, London is way too big to find someone with nothing more to go on than that. Surely, you must have at least an idea of where she might be."
"I don't, honestly. I was hoping you might have some bright ideas, seeing as you how you work in IT support for the police. You're the closest I have to a real life detective," Tom joked.
Jim finished his pint and took a deep breath, "Tom, mate, even I don't have a clue what to do when there's no data trail. If you could provide me with some personal details I could track her down for you within 24 hours. Strictly off the record of course, we shouldn't even be having this conversation. And I wouldn't with anyone else. Seeing as how it's you I can make an exception since I'm quite sure you're not an axe murderer. That is, unless you learned some new skills in the jungles of Peru."
Tom smiled and smacked Jim on the shoulder, "Thanks Jim. I did have one idea. Can you guys do an image search to identify someone?"
"We can. Tell you what, Tom. Send that photo to my phone and I'll get back to you tomorrow to tell you what I've come up with."
"Sending right now, Jim. Okay, good to meet up with you and thanks so much for your help with this. I appreciate it."
"It's nothing, Talk to you tomorrow, Tom."
Helen had enough. Six hours searching personal transformation training sites for Tom proved to be a complete waste of time. It was a lovely sunny day so she headed out for a long leisurely walk along the river by Kew Gardens. She lost track of time as she picked wild flowers and by the time she got to the Kings Arms she was debating whether or not to walk the long way home or to catch a bus when her phone buzzed a text. It was Sarah: "in pub, fancy a quick drink?"
Sarah looked giddy when Helen found her sitting in her favorite spot by the open fire.
"Did you enjoy your Sunday stroll Helen?"
"How did you know where I was?"
"I have my sources, you know, I have you under constant surveillance," Sarah laughed, "I was driving past and spotted you. You looked like you needed a good stiff drink."
Two red wines later, Sarah whispered,"So, tell me, meet any hot guys on that dating site?"
Helen crossed her arms and pursed her lips. "Not yet. To be perfectly honest, it seemed like a good idea at the time but now I'm not so sure. Anyway, I went back to the site to log in and somehow I crashed my computer so I can't log in to check the messages. Actually, I can't even turn the computer back on, I think I need to get it repaired. I don't know what it is with me and technology, it just always seems to break."
"Not again Helen, people like you shouldn't be allowed to use computers. That's the end of the online dating for the moment then." Sarah grabbed Helen's arm. "But you still need to get out there, don't use this as an excuse to hibernate, ok?"
"I think I need a man break." Helen replied.
Sarah persisted. "Get out of here. You've been on an extended man sabbatical for longer than I can remember, for someone with so much to offer you are the world's worst dater, seriously. Anyway, it's your life, I've nothing more to say on the subject."
"What about you, Sarah? You seem exceptionally pleased with yourself. What have you being up to?"
"I met a guy. And, Helen, you'll never guess where? I was sitting right here a few days ago and I got chatting with a guy who was standing by the fire to warm up. He was early to meet a friend and I was just about to leave but we swapped numbers. Nice guy, he works for the police, imagine that. Now, I really can have you under surveillance," Sarah laughed.
Helen grabbed Sarah's hand. "That's great news. So, what's his name or is it a big secret?"
"Jim!" Sarah beamed and laughed again.
Helen rolled her eyes. "Oh God, I can tell you're going to be insufferable for the next few weeks. Excuse me while I go book a long holiday."
"Very funny! Listen, Helen, I'm meeting Jim here this evening. He said he'll bring his friend. Why don't you come along too? His friend is his childhood best friend. Sounds like a nice guy, you might like him."
"Look sis', I'm delighted for you, I really am but I seriously need that man break or sabbatical as you put it. Have a good time and text me to let me know how it went."
Tom picked up his phone and texted Jim back: "can't make it to the pub tonight. have fun". Tom paced the floor over to the windows of his penthouse and looked across the river to Kew Gardens, he admired the huge Victorian structure that housed the botanical gardens. It looked like a space ship parked inside the high garden walls and under the full Moon it glistened like wet silver.
He really wasn't in the mood for meeting a girl. The sister of Jim's new crush. Whatever. This was the second text he'd received from Jim today. After a painful wait, Jim had finally got back to him about the image search - the computer had trawled all the social media sites and come up with nothing. He'd felt deflated the rest of the day, going out was the last thing he felt like doing.
His phone beeped another text, who is it this time? It was his girlfriend: "It's over Tom, bye." Tom smiled, at least it wasn't all bad news. He'd had a long heart to heart with her over lunch and he told her straight it wasn't working for him, he just didn't feel a connection with her. She took it pretty badly but thanked him for his honesty. She agreed things had been stale for a while and there was no point in denying that.
Tom told her he was happy to keep seeing her just as long as she knew it was no longer a serious relationship. She had looked surprised by that and said she needed some time to think about it. So she had made her mind up, probably best for everyone.
Tom sat on the floor and stared up at the full Moon. He knew he wouldn't sleep much tonight. The Moon always had that effect on him. He'd stay up late, meditate and take time to be alone and to reflect.
So, now all of a sudden, I'm single again. I'm free to keep on looking for that special connection. I'm free to search for that girl, for Helen. Now, that's a big challenge - how to find a girl with no contact details. I don't even know where she lives. It suddenly struck him, she could be anywhere.
Maybe Jim was right. Maybe I'll have to let that fantasy go and get out there and meet someone new. Maybe I'll have better luck now that I'm single, I won't have any guilt about talking to other girls. I've always been good with women but I could never pursue anyone because I was stuck in that relationship limbo for so long.
Time for a change. Tom watched the Moon light flickering on the river and watched a couple walking hand in hand across the bridge. They were smiling and whispering something to each other. They looked happy, very happy.
That could have been me, if only, if only I'd asked Helen for her number. Stop it, stop it! I need to get her out of my head. This is driving me crazy. What was it Jim said? Oh yeah, I need to get out there but do it in my world, at the festivals and workshops, in my world, yes, that's where I can meet someone special. And seminar season is starting soon, who knows, maybe I'll meet Miss Right For Me. By the next full Moon that could be me walking across the bridge with my lover.
The airport cafe was noisy and jammed with people craving their caffeine fix. Jim did his best to ignore it and scanned the conference agenda.
"Is that seat free?" someone asked.
Jim looked up at the stunning woman with the long brown hair standing before him with a coffee in one hand and a book in the other. "Ah, yes, please, sit down, take it."
Jim couldn't help staring, "Excuse me, have we met before?"
"I don't believe we have but nice to meet you, I'm Helen."
Jim couldn't believe his ears, "I'm Jim. I know this might sound strange but did you fly from Heathrow a couple of weeks ago?"
"Yes, I did, I hope it's not a crime to be a frequent flier," Helen joked as she pointed at the police logo at the top of Jim's papers. "I even stopped for a coffee at this very cafe, if you must know."
Jim laughed, "No, not at all, it's just that a friend of mine, my best friend actually, meet a girl here a few weeks ago and he never got her phone number."
"His name's not Tom by any chance is it?" Helen asked nervously.
"Yes it is actually. Now, I know why I recognize you. Here look at this." Jim handed her his phone.
Helen stared at the photo, the one Tom took of her holding the book cover next to her face. Her jaw dropped and she looked back to Jim. "This might sound crazy so please don't arrest me but I've been trying to find Tom, I spent ages online looking for him but I came up with nothing. I really like him, I'd love to see him again. How bizarre is this, bumping into his best friend like this. It must be destiny."
"He's been looking for you too. I can assure you, you are all he's talked about for the past two weeks, it's starting to get tiring to be honest with you. I think he's head over heels over you. He's lost his appetite and he's not sleeping much. He's on the love struck diet. You two had better meet up asap for the sake of my sanity if nothing else." Jim took out his wallet and handed a card to Helen. "That's his card."
"Thank you. I'll phone him as soon as I get back in two weeks. I'm boarding in 10 minutes so I'll have to dash. Great meeting you Jim, and I mean that, really, really great meeting you."
"And you Helen, talk soon, bye." Jim grabbed his phone and dialed Tom.
Tom took the call as he sped over the bridge, rushing to beat the traffic lights, he was running late for a workshop.
"Hey Jim, what's up? Shouldn't you be in Berlin by now for that techie conference with the boys in blue?"
"I'm on the way, I'm waiting for my flight to show up on the departure board. Enough about that though. Guess who I found? You'll never believe this but I just spoke to Helen."
Tom squealed. "You did? That's fantastic. Where does she live? So, that computer search eventually did the trick, wicked."
"No, Tom, I bumped into her at the T4 cafe."
"Get outta here, really?"
"For real, Tom. I'm not joking. I showed her the photo and everything, she can't wait to meet you. I gave her one of your cards, the cards I keep in case I meet a nice new age chick you'd like."
"Okay, Jim, this is a wind up right? Don't mess me about on this. I'll murder you if this is a joke."
Jim raised his voice. "Come on, you know me better than that. Honest to God this is the truth."
"Alright then, Jim. Give me her number, I'll call her right now."
"Tom, she was in a hurry to catch her flight so I gave her your card like I said and she said she'd call you when she gets back home in two weeks. Then she left. I didn't get a chance to get her number. Sorry, I should have grabbed it."
"Ok, no worries, I suppose I can wait another two agonizing weeks until she's back. So, what do you think of her?"
"She's absolutely stunning and she's warm and friendly. She's perfect for you. Don't mess this one up Tom. She's a keeper, and very bright, I think you two are very well suited."
Tom smiled from ear to ear as he drove. "Yeah, that's what I thought. There's something about her. I don't know if it's her voice or the way she looked at me that day but I just can't stop thinking about her."
"Yes, I know that. Look, Tom, I gotta go. I just wanted to tell you the good news. Catch you later."
"Thanks Jim, I owe you big time for this. You're not such a useless cop after all." Tom laughed and cruised to the workshop, he could be a few minutes late, it was no big deal. Anyway, he'd need a few minutes to wipe the silly big grin off his face.
Helen stood at the departure gate as the passengers filed onto the plane. The number was busy, she dialed again still no luck. One more go, no, still engaged. She switched off her phone and joined the back of the queue. Ah well, I'll talk to Tom when I get back, it'll be a long two weeks but I can wait if I have to.
Sarah will be blown away when I tell her the news. She won't believe it. Maybe now she'll start to believe in synchronicity and fate. She's been so supportive through all of this. I have driven her up the wall talking about this missing man. Well, soon enough, she'll get to meet him.
Helen took her seat and reached into her bag for Tom's card. It was gone. How could she have it lost it already. Oh no, this was really tempting fate. That's enough drama for one year. Come on, that card must be here somewhere. Nope, not there, not in any of these compartments. Helen sat back and sighed, how could I be so careless? What am I going to do now? Sarah isn't going to be too impressed when I tell her this. Oh God!
Tom ran a towel over his hair and grabbed his phone: one missed call. He didn't recognize the number, he grabbed his keys and headed out the door to meet Jim in the pub.
Jim was in his usual spot by the fire. "Hey Tom, I got you a drink already, cheers." Glasses of whisky clinked.
"Thanks, Jim. I could do with this."
"So, Tom, you heard from Helen yet?"
"Nope, it's been two weeks now, I haven't heard a thing. I'm kind of disappointed to be honest. Perhaps she changed her mind. What do you think, Jim?"
Jim smacked Tom on the shoulder. "I'd say give her a chance, she's been out of the country for a bit. I'm sure she will call. Be patient."
"I suppose you're right but I don't have much patience left as this point. I've used it all up. She better not have lost that card. Maybe she did or maybe she's just not interested." Tom stared into the fire and bit his lip.
"Don't worry, Tom. It'll be ok. Oh, just before you got here my new girlfriend rang, she asked if it was ok to pop by for a drink, she'd really like to meet you. I said yes, I hope that's ok, she's on her way."