Unravel Me (3 page)

“I’m beat. Thanks for letting me stay here.”

Stephanie circled the table and hugged me. Even though I had a flesh and blood sister, she was as close to me as Dayna. We could fight like cats and dogs or have disagreements but our bond remained unbreakable. I could always turn to her, no matter the circumstance.

“The guest bedroom is all made up,” she said, squeezing me tight. “Seriously. You can stay here as long as you need.”

That was as close to an apology as I was going to get for the time being.

Once I snuggled under the blankets, I reached for my phone. I wanted to call Alastair but I didn’t want to worry him. He’d probably flip out and fly back here. His little quirk about always needing to know if I was safe was no joke. Telling him wasn’t an option until I knew all the facts. He didn’t need added pressure, especially with everything he was dealing with at work.

And then there was Nathan.
What am I going to do about him?
Anxiety churned through my body. I tossed and turned forever before finally falling asleep.

The next day was uncomfortable to say the least. I was jumpy and paranoid. I nearly suffered a panic attack in the afternoon walking to the bathroom at work when I heard footsteps behind me.

“Hey, Lia.”

I spun around, my heart beating a mile a minute. Katie Vitale, our morning show reporter, stood next to Edit Bay One. Her eyes widened at my blatant display of fear.

“Didn’t mean to startle you. Sorry.”

“It’s okay. My mind is just littered with a zillion things.”

She grinned, tossing her strawberry-blonde hair over her left shoulder. “Ugh, I know the feeling. They’re having me cover the Malone trial starting tomorrow. I’d rather stay on the motel explosion.”

“I think we’ve milked that one for all it’s worth.”

“Well,” she huffed, “I guess. Hey, are you going to be around this weekend?”

“Nope. I’ll be out of town.”

Folding her arms, Katie sized me up with a shrewd glance. “Visiting the competition?”

Her slightly sarcastic tone irked me. Not everyone at my station was dazzled by that fact I was dating our biggest rival’s newly minted CEO. A smile tugged at the corners of my mouth. “I’m visiting my boyfriend, yes.”

“Must be nice to get all this time off. I asked to use a vacation day next Monday so I could go to Panama City for the weekend. I was told I’m needed in the area just in case something new breaks in the motel story, which you so succinctly described as being ‘milked.’ Obviously, Bruce sees it differently. But you get to flitter off to Scotland. You have Singleton wrapped around your finger, don’t you?”

Funny how a few snotty words from someone could turn me from being paranoid to exasperated in less than ten seconds. I clenched my fists in an effort to control whatever response was about to be unleashed.

“I’m not taking any time off, not that it’s any of your business. I switched my schedule with Louise.”

Giving me her best
whatever
stare, Katie turned on her heel and sauntered down the hallway. This wasn’t the first time she’d voiced her opinions on my love life. When I dated Nathan she’d made it clear I’d landed the biggest catch since Kate nabbed Will and I should marry him immediately. Sometimes working in a newsroom was like being in high school.

I spent the remainder of the afternoon reordering stories in the rundown and editing scripts. Sydney and I chatted about her upcoming cookout bash at the lake house. She and her husband, Ray, have been throwing this late summer party for as long as I’d lived in Orlando. Aside from the massive fireworks display at Lake Eola on the Fourth of July, the Makeeda family soirée was the biggest event of the season.

By the time I settled into the control room for the broadcast, I’d managed to push aside my annoyance over Katie and my trepidations over the photos.

I decided to stay with Stephanie one more night and headed home on Thursday. Everything looked exactly as I’d left it. Pictures were still scattered across the living room floor. I shoved them back in the envelope and tossed it on the kitchen table.

I peeked out the window. There were still another couple hours of good sunlight. A long, hard jog would be beneficial. I changed and drove out to Cranes Roost Park. Drowning out the world with music, I ran around the lake until my legs begged for mercy and the July humidity saturated my lungs. Running in this sweltering heat drained me but I loved the escape. At no other time did I feel more alive than when I ran. Once I arrived back home, I filled the tub and soaked my sore muscles. Exhausted, I collapsed into bed.

* * *

“Hello?” I mumbled into the pillow. I think the phone was at my ear. The ringing finally stopped. Squinting at the clock on my nightstand I learned it was barely five in the morning.

“Did I wake you, kitten?”

Blood sang through my veins as I heard Alastair’s velvety English accent through the phone. I smiled. “You’re five hours ahead of me. You know you did.”

His low, throaty laugh curled my toes. I half expected to turn and see him lying next to me.

“Sorry. I wanted to hear your voice. I don’t like waking up alone.”

“I know the feeling,” I said, sliding my hand along the cool sheets where his body should have been. “Are you working from home today?”

“No. The office. I’m in between meetings. I have about seven minutes to give you my undivided attention.”

I laughed, stretching my legs. “Well, well Mr. CEO. A whole seven minutes? How do you plan to spend this time?”

“Enjoying the sound of your voice,” he answered, lowering his tone. “I like hearing you first thing in the morning.”

I closed my eyes, amazed at how quickly my heart was beating. Goose bumps rippled across my skin. The effect he had on me transcended an ocean and several time zones.

“Are you trying to seduce me over the phone?”

“Only if you want me to. Although I’d need more than,” he paused, “six minutes.”

“I doubt that,” I muttered, kicking off the blankets. My internal body temperature was off the charts. Another one of his deep, sexy laughs quickened my pulse.

“Patience, love.”

“I’m barely awake. You’re a tease with a gorgeous accent who knows how to push my buttons. Thin ice, Holden, thin ice.”

“I should wake you up early more often. Which buttons am I pushing, exactly?”

Christ. I could almost see the smile on his lips. Shifting on the mattress, I curled up on my side. The pillow he’d used still smelled like him. I inhaled deeply, wishing I could wrap myself around him.

“Patience, chief.”

“Fair enough.”

I squeezed the phone. Hearing his voice unhinged me a bit. I wanted to tell him what happened this week. More than anything I wanted to feel him next to me. Steeling myself against the unwelcome onslaught of emotion, I took a deep breath.

“You’re awfully quiet. What’s wrong?”

“Nothing. I’m just a little tired seeing as someone thought it would be funny to wake me up at the crack of dawn.”

There was a long pause.

“You’re sure there’s nothing else bothering you?”

I hated lying to him.

“Only that I miss you like crazy.”

He sighed heavily. “I can’t wait until you get here. I have a few things planned for you.”

“Oh?” I sat up, leaning against the headboard. “What things?”

“A lesson, of sorts.”

My erratic pulse skipped a few beats. “What type of lesson?”

“Something I’ve been wanting to teach you. A curiosity of mine, really. I’ll ease you into it, until you get a feel for what you’re doing. Then, I want to see you take control and show me what you can do.”

I squeezed the pillow to within an inch of its life. In all honesty, whatever he just described made my ovaries move. I swallowed hard. “I think it’s safe to say I’m intrigued.”

“Good. I have to go, love. Think of me today.”

“Obviously.”

He laughed good and loud. “Have a safe flight. I’ll see you tomorrow morning.”

A smile remained plastered to my face all day. That early morning phone call was the perfect remedy for my weeklong jitters. Not even a barrage of breaking stories derailed my good mood.

“Are you humming?”

I looked up from the computer screen and was greeted by Sydney’s smiling face.

“Uh, maybe?”

She laughed. “Don’t be embarrassed. I’d hum too if I were heading for a weekend of naughtiness with a hot Brit.”

I grinned, feeling my cheeks heat up.

“Seriously, Lia. That man is too gorgeous to just cuddle. The illegal things I would do to him,” she smiled.

“Sydney!”

“Hypothetically speaking, of course.” She winked. “I only have eyes for Ray.”

My desk phone rang, mercifully ending the over-sharing session.

“Lia Meyers.”

“Do you have a minute?”

I clenched the receiver, wishing I hadn’t answered. “What do you want, Nathan?”

“Rachel Jameson is behind the pictures.”

“What? How do you know?”

The length of the pause was torture.

“I don’t want to get into that right now.”

My stomach rolled. I swallowed, trying to keep a serene tone. Sydney might be working but her ears had sharpened.

“I’d appreciate it if you could go into a little more detail.”

“Not over the phone while you’re at work. I debated whether or not to call but felt you should at least know that. Let me come by when you’re home and we can talk.”

“I can’t. I’m going straight to the airport from the station.”

“Shit,” he hissed. “Don’t go visit him.”

Any shred of the good mood I’d enjoyed all day disappeared. I glanced over the partition separating my cubicle from Sydney’s. She had headphones on to listen to a press conference. Turning my chair so it faced the back of the newsroom, I lowered my voice.

“I don’t know what little scheme you’ve cooked up with Rachel but it needs to stop. I should have known she was in on it when she showed up at dinner. You’re a piece of work, Nathan. How many times do I have to say it? This is over. We’re done. Don’t call me again.”

I pulled the phone away from my ear only to hear him yell for me to stop. I didn’t know what possessed me to listen.

“You’re not giving me any choice here, Lia. This isn’t how I wanted to tell you.” He almost sounded apologetic. “Rachel was hired to follow you. She’s being paid to dig up dirt from your past and to keep an eye on you.”

Panic seized my heart. “Who hired her?”

“I don’t want to do this over the phone.”

“Who hired her?” I asked through clenched teeth.

Nathan sighed. “Money was wired to her from an account in the United Kingdom.”

My body went cold. All the lively sounds of the newsroom faded into oblivion. Immense pressure squeezed between my ears. I couldn’t believe what I was hearing.

“Lia.” He paused. “The authorizing signature was from Jason Holden.”

Dropping the phone into its cradle, I stood up abruptly and somehow walked to the restroom. One of the editors was washing her hands. She smiled as I brushed by and locked myself in a stall. The cool stainless steel door did nothing to soothe the heated skin on my forehead. For the most part, I was numb. So much had been thrown at me over the past few months and this new revelation didn’t deliver the massive blow I would have expected. Partly because I didn’t believe a word coming out Nathan’s mouth and partly because I refused to accept what I was told.

Alastair’s uncle isn’t financing a tabloid reporter to dig up dirt on me. That’s ridiculous.

I leaned against the door. My heart pounded so quickly that the inside of my ears hurt. We were barely three weeks removed from the biggest breakthrough in our relationship. He had opened up. He told me everything.
Or did he?

No. I wouldn’t allow my insecurities to run rampant. This was all part of Nathan’s sick, twisted plan to win me back. Anger roiled my stomach. Straightening, I walked out of the stall, did a quick check in the mirror and went back to my desk. I zeroed in on nothing but the rundown and various scripts that needed tweaking. The broadcast flew by in a nanosecond. The next thing I knew, I was in the sanctuary of my car.

Gripping the steering wheel, I forced myself to breathe. I had a nine-hour flight to endure. The last thing I wanted was to spend it pissed off. I drove more aggressively than usual through the traffic. My only goal was to get to the airport lounge and try to unwind. Since I didn’t have any luggage, I zipped through security.

Once I was settled in the lounge with a glass of chardonnay I felt better. Not great, but better. Of course I flirted with the idea of getting back in my car and going home. If his uncle really was behind all this nonsense, visiting Alastair was the last thing I should do. It hurt my heart to even consider the possibility. All of this could be cleared up quickly if I asked him.
Oh yeah. That will go over well. Hi, Alastair. Is your uncle stalking me? Oh, he is? Amazing.

The ridiculousness of that scenario made me laugh. A couple of passengers looked at me funnily. I smiled at them and sipped the wine. By my third glass, a nice fuzzy calm settled my nerves. The Holden family wasn’t investigating me. They had no reason to.

CHAPTER THREE

A sizable group of family and friends were gathered near the arrivals entrance at Glasgow International Airport to welcome weary travelers home. I assumed Alastair’s driver, Paxton, would be picking me up. I scanned the crowd for a tall broad-shouldered man in his forties with salt and pepper hair. All I saw was a young guy in jeans, black t-shirt and backwards baseball cap with his back to me.

Shuffling past him and another group of people I wondered if I’d have to take a taxi. The thought annoyed me. Plus, I was cranky because my period decided to show up early thanks to the high altitude while flying.

“There you are.”

I turned toward the familiar rich voice and wound up staring directly at the guy in the ball cap. Seeing Alastair always hit all my hot buttons. The casual look didn’t mask his aura of powerful elegance at all.

“What the hell is on your head?”