Unrestrained (21 page)

“Take off everything but the pearls, heels and stockings.”

The trembling she’d mostly contained in front of Ellen took her over then, every limb quivering. She removed her jacket and shell, unzipping her skirt. As she took off each piece of the uniform she’d donned to deal with her board, she felt like his attention was removing any layers or shielding beneath it, stripping it all away. She reached back, unhooked her bra, let it slide off her arms. Then her panties. Her windows were tinted, so facing buildings couldn’t see what she was doing, but it was still perturbing to look at the bank across the street and see people so clearly through their non-tinted windows. Employees working at their desks, secretaries running copies, meetings in progress in posh boardrooms.

Dale began to close her blinds. They allowed filtered light, but to such a lesser extent it created the sense of a hushed cave, underscoring their privacy. He left one blind up, a three-foot-wide section of the facing building and sky backdrop still visible, and shifted in front of it, drawing her attention to him. “This is about you and me,” he said.

“Yes sir.”

“Stand there, just like that.” He moved across the room to her desk, gazed at the files on it, the computer screen. She knew he was seeing her screensaver, a montage of different flowers slowly opening their blooms. He looked in her middle drawer, found what he was seeking. Withdrawing the wooden ruler, he slapped it against his hand. The crack made her jump.

A million things were going on inside her. Uncertainty, anxiety, arousal. She didn’t realize she’d closed her eyes until his fingers brushed her lips, making her lift her lashes. “I’m scared,” she said.

“Why?” His voice was tender now, and tears stung her eyes.

“Because I’m afraid of how all this makes me feel. I can’t control anything.”

“You control everything, Athena. You tested me, to see what I’d do. These are the consequences you wanted. Proof that I’m your Master.”

At her distressed look, he shook his head, sliding his arm around her waist, settling his fingers over the curve of her buttock. She leaned into him and he allowed it, brushing a kiss over her forehead. Her bare thigh was pressed against his denim-covered one, her breasts against the T-shirt stretched over his broad chest. “I’m not saying you manipulated things deliberately. This is part of the way it works, with a sub like you.”

“So I’m predictable?” She tried to rally some spirit about it and was rewarded when he smiled, those eyes sparkling at her like Caribbean waters.

“Not a chance. I didn’t anticipate you taking that exact tactic, though I knew you were having trouble with our conversation. That’s why I wanted to give you a few days, see what you’d do with it, where it would take us next.”

“So you’re not really going to hit me with that?” She cast a dubious look at the ruler.

“Oh, hell yeah.” He chuckled, a wicked sound. “I want you sitting on a sore ass during your important meeting, thinking about me.” He lifted a strand of hair off her forehead. “But if you want me to corner Larry in a dark alley and make him scream like a little girl, I’ll be happy to do that. I don’t like to hear that anyone is giving my girl a hard time.” At her ironic look, he grinned. “Except me.”

Stepping back, he nodded toward the one window that wasn’t covered by a blind. “Go over there. Put your palms flat on the glass, and then step back as far as you can from it without taking your hands from the window. Raise your ass and spread your legs shoulder-width apart. Your Master plans to play with what’s his during your punishment.”

The particular part of her anatomy he was referencing liquefied. Her breasts felt tender, her nipples getting tight under his close regard.

“Don’t keep me waiting. Unless you want Ellen to hear you getting your bottom whipped for trying to control things with your Master.”

She moved to the window. She felt disembodied. Yes, she’d had punishment scenarios with Roy, but this . . . had it felt like this for him? She didn’t think so. While Dale had been almost kind when she realized she’d actually solicited this, his intentions were inexorable. What’s more, the war in her lower abdomen between need, arousal and anxiety told her she craved the definitive reinforcement that she was the submissive in the relationship.

She put her palms on the glass, and walked her feet back as he’d instructed. She was leaning toward the window, her body stretched out. When she spread her legs, it was both uncomfortable and exposed, which she was certain was his intention. Her vacillating reactions intensified.

Dale moved into her field of vision. He’d removed the stress ball from her desk. It was the size of a small apple and yellow, with the Summers’ logo printed on it, a sun against some decorative elements. Dale nodded to her mouth. “Open wide. You’re going to be screaming by the time I’m done, and this will keep the rest of the building from calling security.”

It was bigger than her mouth, but he squeezed it down enough to get it past her teeth, and then it expanded, pressing against her tongue and the roof of her mouth, filling that cavern completely, as if its intended purpose was being a ball gag. Too big to cause a choking risk, but muffling any sound she made, it increased her sense of vulnerability. A safe word wasn’t possible, and he didn’t seem inclined to suggest a safe gesture.

“You need the punishment,” he said, as if reading her mind. “You don’t get an out for that. Trust me to know what you can handle. I can read your body language, Athena. That’s your safe word.”

He ran his hand over her buttocks, gripping the left one, his thumb sliding along her labia. “Higher, girl. Show me how pink and wet you are, thinking about your Master punishing you, making things right again.”

She lifted her hips to a more extreme angle, whimpered against the ball as he slid two fingers inside her, proving how slick she already was. “There she is. My gorgeous girl.”

She liked it when he called her
girl
. He used the same tone as other Masters or Mistresses did when they called their subs
pet
,
slut
,
even
slave
. It wasn’t a debasement, but a mutually craved sign of ownership.
My
girl, my pet, my slave. He’d called her that earlier, hadn’t he?

“I’m going to give you fifteen smacks with this. I think that’ll cover it. Then I’m going to fuck you, right here in your office. You’re not going to get to come. This is about you understanding that I’m your Master. You serve me. That’s how you find what you’re seeking, Athena. By giving it all to your Master, trusting him to take you where you need to go, give you what you need.”

Her fingers curled against the glass, those tears threatening again. Remembering the last punishment he’d given her, she had a feeling they were about to be doing more than threatening.

He put his palm against her abdomen to hold her in place. On the first strike, she curved over that touch, her ass tucking down at the outrageously painful sting.

“Ass up,” he snapped. “Don’t you hide from your punishment.”

On trembling legs, she obeyed, crying out against the gag as the second blow fell on the opposite buttock. He alternated, though a few landed solidly over both, a couple on her upper thighs, sending a stinging echo through her pussy. His hand slipped down, his fingers now pressing on her clit, not manipulating or caressing it, simply capturing it between his knuckles, squeezing with firm pressure. “Don’t you move,” he warned her. “Every time you move enough to shift my hold, you’ll get one more strike.”

Oh God. Did he realize how impossible it was to keep the body from reacting to pain with movement? Of course he did. While rationally she knew she wasn’t being permanently maimed, that the marks he left might be gone in a day, the pain activated a flight instinct hard to defeat. She couldn’t stop herself on stroke fourteen, cursing against the ball as her jerk of reaction made his knuckles slide off her clit briefly. Her swollen clit.

He clamped back down on it, gave her the next two in quick succession. Fortunately, he didn’t count the penalty shot against her, because she twitched again. Her ass was on fire. If he kept going, he’d have to go on forever, because she knew she couldn’t bear it in stillness any longer.

He’d said he wanted to think about her sitting on her sore ass. Sitting was going to be out of the question. She’d be doing a lot of standing at that meeting. Unless he ordered her to sit, since his mind tended to work that way. She cursed and craved it at once.

Her hands were pressed so hard against the glass she knew she’d need to pull down the blind until she could wash off her prints. It was a fleeting thought, because Dale’s grip left her clit as he shifted behind her. She heard him unbuckling his belt, unzipping his jeans. A condom being ripped open. He was really going to do everything he’d promised. He—

No dramatic pause, no slow easing this time. He slammed into her, pressing his pelvis tight against her throbbing bottom. He caught her breasts in both hands, tweaking the nipples, squeezing them with rough male pleasure as she moaned in an entirely different way. Now she would have welcomed that touch on her clit, but he’d promised she wouldn’t get a release out of this. This was about serving her Master’s pleasure. That thought made her hotter, her clit throb even more than her abused buttocks. Her sounds of pain had become ones of needy pleasure.

“That’s my shameless girl,” he muttered. “Fuck, your cunt feels like heaven. I missed you like hell this week. Even if you hadn’t done a single . . . thing . . . wrong”—he punctuated every one of the three words with an extra hard thrust—“I probably would have whipped your ass for having to be away from you.”

She cried out against the gag. He’d missed her. Being away from her hadn’t been easy for him. He was so laconic yet brutally honest, such a brief statement unleashed a whole flood of new emotions inside her. He was ruthless, tough, totally in control. Her Master.

He climaxed then, and she wished he hadn’t donned a condom. She wanted to feel him jet inside her. She reveled in his harsh groan, the way he grunted with satisfaction as he received the full measure from her. Her inner muscles milked him, one of many ways her body was communicating how much she wanted to keep him there, even if she missed the board meeting or if Ellen came back. Now she understood why teenagers were so irresponsible when they were falling in love. It wasn’t that adults didn’t feel exactly the same way—adults just exercised better control. Mostly.

The thought snagged her. Was she falling in love with Dale? She couldn’t address that. She’d lost control of everything, particularly her thoughts and feelings.

When he pulled out, her shaking legs buckled. Her fingers reflexively tried to grip glass, but she needn’t have worried. He caught her around the waist, holding her steady. “Easy, girl. It’s all right. Let’s put you down here a moment while I take care of things.”

He eased her down to the carpet, her shoulder against the window. She lifted her gaze to see him strip off the condom, tuck himself back into his clothes. Tugging up the zipper so the jeans were held loosely on his hips, he grabbed a couple of tissues from the box on her desk to wrap up the condom. He put it in his jeans pocket, finished buttoning and buckling, tucking in his shirt. She was still vibrating, her clit swollen and pussy wet. She wanted him back inside her. She was also fixated on that small lump in his pocket. She’d worried he would act inappropriately at her place of business. Instead, he’d even avoided leaving behind any evidence of impropriety on her part, no matter that it was evidence someone would have to dig through her trash to find.

He’d told her, though, hadn’t he?
A Master is about more than demanding every corner of a sub’s soul. He needs to be about protecting that soul as well.

She had tears on her face again. It seemed every time she was with him, he gave her a cathartic cry as well as a shattering climax. She was helpless to quell either reaction, her mind spinning in too many directions.

Leaning down, he slipped a finger into the corner of her mouth, worked the ball out, helped by the pressure of her tongue pushing against it. He put the gag aside, then he slid his arms beneath her legs and back and lifted her. She felt the shift as he accommodated the action on his two disparate limbs, but other than that, as always, her weight felt like no issue for him. Moving them over to the couch, he lowered himself to it, holding her in his lap.

“It’s all right,” he said, keeping his arms tight around her. “Just let it out, girl.”

She kept hiccupping over the sobs, the tears pouring out for a good five minutes before things slowed down. Her ass hurt, but her heart felt easier, things more . . . in balance. Just as he’d promised. She was still wound up as a teenager, though. Days of thinking about him, and now this, and still, no permission to . . .

He slid one hand between her thighs. The arm around her shoulders shifted so he could close his hand around her throat, nudge her chin up with his knuckles. He held her there, with her looking at him, as he found the heated flesh between her legs, began to stroke. And circle. And press . . . and pinch . . .

When she wanted to avert her face, self-conscious about how she must look, her makeup ruined, her eyes red from crying, mouth slack with desire, he shook his head. He pressed more insistently on her chin, increasing the strain on her neck, the sense of restraint.

“You’ll keep looking at me, Athena. All the way to the end. If you look away, I’ll stop.”

Her body twitched, her sore ass pressing down against his legs, then lifting, then dropping, starting to work in rhythm with him.

“Dale . . .” She needed to say his name. Her fingers had latched into the front of his shirt, her nails digging in.

“I’m right here with you, girl. Everything is safe with me. Everything you are.”

It happened so fast and hard, she barely had time to warn him, to beg, but he rode over top of the gasped words.

“Come for me. Come hard.” Then he had his mouth on hers, swallowing the scream, his hand shifting to cup the back of her head to hold her fast to him. His fingers never stopped their skillful manipulation of her clit, the stroke of her labia, the press of his knuckles between them. She was rolled over and over in the waves of her climax, the buildup of the week making it intense, long, and so incredibly satisfying that when it finally ebbed away, she felt like a sunbaked creature on a flat rock, so replete she never needed to move again.