watching january (5 page)

“Are you talking divorce?  That’s hard to swallow so soon…”

I cut him off.  “Not that.  I just want more.  It’s like I’ve been starving all this time and now I want to gorge myself.  I want more of you.”  As I said it I realized that I didn’t know what ‘more’ meant either.  I needed to be honest with myself.  Was it sex?  Was it variety?  Was I feeding off my husband’s voyeuristic arousal?  What more did I want?

Chapter 8

Roger

After they were gone I asked Jan how she felt.  She knew I wanted to hear details so she gave me a second-by-second review of her last fuck with Griffin.  “The orgasm was fantastic but feeling his cock throb rope after rope inside me was like cum icing in more ways than one.”  Then she asked me about Nadine.  “We heard you, Rog.  Did you get to fuck her?”

“No, I did give her some good pussy licking though.  Maybe that’s what you heard.  She did like it.”

“Did you get off?” she asked me.

“No I didn’t, but that’s okay.”

“My poor husband.  Maybe later I’ll take care of that problem.”

“You’re not tired after all the sex today?”

“I think I have more of an appetite than I used to have, thanks to you.”

“That’s what I want to hear!”

We didn’t speak any more about the day’s events until we climbed into bed.  I honestly hadn’t seen her this bouncy —this alive—for years and told her so.  She exuded sex appeal and I explained, “That’s why I wanted this thing with Griffin to happen.  I knew what it would do to you sweetheart, and subsequently what seeing it would do to me.”

“But it’s not like you’re getting your share?”

“That’s the thing,” I said.  “My ‘share’ isn’t maybe what you think it is.”  I pointed to my cock, which inevitably grew erect as I looked at her gorgeous body and the new ‘glow’ around it.  “No matter how many times I’ve explained my motivation, you still don’t get what I’m looking for.  I don’t want Nadine.  I want you to be the old you again, the sexy, go-for-it woman I married.  I know it’s hard to understand it, but if the person who does that isn’t me, but Griffin or someone else then all I want is to see what it does to you.  That’s my love for you.  That’s my ‘share’ in all this.”

“I am beginning to get it but it hasn’t been easy to grasp that you’re happy because I’m hornier and cum harder with Griffin than lately with you.  In my mind I don’t understand how you can’t be jealous.”

“Oh, I am jealous.  It’s just that the kind of jealousy you’re talking about is more like selfish defeat, yearning for one hundred percent of nothing than a smaller percentage of something special. I’d rather have you of the past couple of weeks than the you of the last couple of years, even if it means Griffin gets the bigger piece of the pie.”

“You know, my pie is a little hot and moist right now.  Why don’t you check it to make sure it’s done?”

She didn’t have to ask me twice.  I went down on her and found her as delightfully moist and hot as she suggested.  After one very quick orgasm I slid between her widely parted thighs and entered heaven.  She was still virginally tight, and I envied Griffin as I took my share of my own wife.  She moaned and gurgled as her legs held me like a vise, urging me as deeply as I could go.  Her eyes remained closed throughout and I knew she was dreaming of Griffin, not me.  No matter, I had a fantastic orgasm that drained my balls of every drop as she shook and screamed.

“I love you Roger,” she said before falling asleep.  I was content; even while fantasizing of Griffin fucking her I knew she meant it.

The following weekend had us back at the Langmans’ house.  Griffin appeared jumpier than usual, Nadine explaining that he was “too horny for his own good.”  Evidently he was as in need of my wife as she was in need of him.  The flies in the ointment were Heather and her two male friends who were in the pool when we arrived.  Griffin and Jan would have to wait.  Nadine introduced the two friends as Chad and Tucker.  Both were older than Heather, somewhere around twenty or twenty one.  Both were buff and strikingly handsome, and it was obvious from the start that Heather was teasingly playing them against each other in a game for her affection.

Looking once again at Heather in her bikini did make me jealous of the two guys.  She definitely was a knock-out and didn’t take after her mom. Of course that was assuming her tits were the real things.

When Griffin and Jan entered the pool I wondered if they could control their urges long enough until we didn’t have an audience. I watched them glance furtively around and occasionally touch each other when they thought nobody was looking.  I couldn’t help myself; I grew erect and didn’t let it bother me.

I was lying in a lounge chair close to Nadine, with an open lounger between us.  Heather left her beaus in the pool, and grabbing a towel lay next to me in the heretofore empty chair.

She immediately turned to me and said, “What’s going on around here?  Is my dad sleeping with your wife?”  Before I could gather my thoughts for an answer, she saw my bulge and added, “Good God!  You guys are swinging!”

Nadine heard her and piped in, “Not swinging dear, exactly. Dear Roger’s got some nice equipment but you know he’s not my type, and besides he’s more interested in watching.”

Heather stared at me again.  “You mean you both are letting them fuck so you can get off that way?  I guess I can’t understand that shit.  Too heavy for me.”

I said, “Okay, so I’ll ask the magic question.  Are you fucking either one of those two?”

Her eyes were daggers as she said, “That’s, like too personal, but the answer is no, not yet.”

“Thanks for the honesty but now let me ask why?”

“Let’s just say I’m working my way toward one or the other.”

“Letting the tension build?  Making the end result that much better once you choose the right guy?”

She thought about it, biting her lower lip while she did, eventually saying “Yeah, maybe that’s what I’m doing.  Building it up so when the time comes …POW!”

“Well, maybe that’s what I’m doing.  Jan always lusted after your dad, so I’m saying it’s okay because it gets her that big bang like you’re building up to.”  Neither one of us spoke further as we watched the fascinating interplay in the pool.  Clearly Jan was coming on to Heather’s friends and Griffin didn’t know how to respond.  Jan made a hand sweeping gesture towards us which precipitated both young men glancing over.  I figured Jan was either telling them that she didn’t need my permission or that they might need Heather’s.

Nadine had already stripped off her top and she chose that time to urge her daughter out of hers.  “Nobody can see us, and don’t you want to impress the boys?” was how she put it.

Heather’s tits were something to look at, yessiree!  They were big, firm—and real.  I was working hard at not staring, and she knew it.  I saw her smile as well as look at the front of my shorts.  She wasn’t disappointed.

When I grew certain there was some touching going on in the pool, I turned back to Heather and asked her which one of them she’d bet on.

“You mean like which one your wife will try to hook up with?” She thought about it for a few seconds and then said, “Probably Chad since Tucker might be a little more timid with all of us around.”

“Not both of them?”

She gave me another of those looks.  “You want her to be double teamed?  I can’t believe you!”

I laughed.  “Your mother’s right.  I think I’ll get naked too,” I said as I slid my swim shorts down and off.

Then she laughed and said, “You
DO
get off on this shit, don’t you?  You’re some crazy motherfucker.  Nice cock though.”

“Thank you,” I said with an exaggerated bow of my head before looking over at Nadine and saying, “How about we both go into the pool and roust your husband away to see what Jan will do?”

She said, “I don’t know if you’re an asshole or a genius, but I’m game.”  She stood and dropped her bottoms to the patio.  Facing her daughter, she then said, “You won’t mind if we play mind games with your boyfriends, do you?”

Heather chuckled and said, “They’re not boyfriends, and so you two do whatever floats your boat.”

Nadine and I jumped into the pool together.  Our nakedness was not lost on those already in the pool.  Jan welcomed us over to where they waded and surprised me by planting a kiss on Nadine while Nadine loosened Jan’s bikini top and tossed it out of the pool.  Griffin was taken aback, maybe more from our intrusion than by our nudity.  He looked at me, though it was as if one eye was looking at my erection under the waterline, and asked, “What’s going on?”

I ignored him and leaned toward my wife’s ear.  I whispered, “You know you can if you want to.  Heather suggests Chad.” 

Chad’s eyes moved from Nadine’s tits to Jan’s now that they were uncovered.  Tucker undoubtedly was a tit man since he couldn’t take his eyes off Nadine’s super-sized pair, and she took advantage of the attention by yanking his swim trunks down and palming his erection.  Jan whispered something to Chad that made his eyes bug out; probably telling him what was going to happen between them.  He furtively glanced first at me and then at Heather who was watching intently from the lounger.  She exaggeratingly waved to us, or specifically to him, but I imagined her real intent was to shake her bare tits at him as a tease.

The fun had begun.

I motioned for Griffin to follow me out of the pool.  Once out he said to me, “You might get off watching but I can’t.  I’m going in.”  He walked away and into the house but not before looking at his daughter and shaking his head as if in disgust.

I pulled up another patio chair next to Heather.  She shook her head, but for a different reason than her father.  “Oh Roger, does that thing ever go down?”

I chuckled and facetiously replied, “Not when you’re around.”

“Stop it, you idiot.”  Her attention shifted back to the happenings in the pool.  “My dad has fallen in love with Jan, hasn’t he?”  It was said as a statement, not a question.

I said, “I’ve been wondering the same thing.”

“How do you feel about that?”

“That’s a good question.  I guess I should have expected something like it could happen.  My main concern has always been to make Jan happy.  She hasn’t been this happy in a long time, and I like seeing her this way.”

She changed the subject.  “Do you think my mom is going to fuck Tucker?  I mean, it’s about the last thing I expected.”

“I don’t know, though we’ll soon find out.  Maybe she’s just showing off her tits to an appreciative audience.”

“Yeah, she sure likes to do that.”

We watched the goings on in the pool for a while.  Jan had spurred Chad into foreplay action.  She scooted up to sit on the pool’s rim and Chad’s head was nestled between her spread thighs.  His body language spoke enthusiasm, probably because of the forbidden fruit aspect of having sex with a hot, older woman right under her husband’s nose.  At least that’s how I saw it.  Jan’s head was back and she was moaning softly.  In the meantime Nadine was letting Tucker do a Russian on her.  I knew how that felt.

“Do you like my mom?” Heather asked me out of the blue.

“I’ll be honest.  I didn’t at first.  She can come across pretty bitchy at times, though I doubt I’m telling you anything new.”

“She’s kind of weird but she’s the best mother in the world and in spite of her taste for women she does love my dad a lot.  Like, she could be the one chasing your wife … I can see how she looks at her … but she, like you, wants to see her spouse be happy. By God, Dad’s had to suppress his sexuality to stay married to her, hasn’t he?”

The last statement had me wondering, and when her eyes met mine she must have been able to read my face.  She said, “I know what you’re thinking.  No, I have never slept with my dad, though when I was younger I made a fool of myself by trying to seduce him.”

“Really? How old were you?”

“Like, thirteen, I think.”

“Wow,” I exclaimed.  “How did your dad respond?”

“We had a little talk, you know like the birds-and-the-bees shit.  Like, I was there in bed naked next to him, and he wasn’t afraid of letting me know that I aroused him a lot.  He told me we couldn’t have sex expressly because he loved me.  He told me, you know, stuff about someday finding someone to love and that was when I’d have sex.  I asked him if that’s how it was with him and mom.  The look on his face, like told me everything even though I was too young to get it then.  He probably wanted it bad but he never touched me.  I know that now; how much sex he’d missed out on by marrying mom.”

“I feel flattered that you’re telling me all this.  And I feel even better about hooking him up with Jan.”

“I still think you’re crazy, Roger, but I’m coming around to understanding you a little better.  My dad gave up something to love mom, and you’re giving up something to see Jan sexually fulfilled like when she was my age.”

“I do think I’m getting something in return,” I said as our attention was drawn to a section of the patio near the pool where Nadine had spread some outdoor chair cushions and oversized beach towels.  Chad was doing Jan from behind, doggie style, while Tucker knelt in front of her with his dick buried in her mouth.  Nadine had disappeared into the house.  I had a newly-invigorated, pre-cum leaking hard-on and pointed out to Heather what “getting something in return” meant.

I wasn’t the only one aroused.  Heather was breathing hard and her hand was inside her bikini bottoms.  She hoarsely said, “Look at Chad’s ass move …oh God, she’s starting to cum!”  Indeed, Jan’s body quaked and shivered although any climactic sounds she might be making were stifled by Tucker’s cock.

“The boys are cumming too,” I chimed as each unloaded into my wife.  “Look at Chad’s ass twitch!”

I turned back to Heather and was surprised she was looking at me instead of them.  Her hand worked its magic and she began her own convulsions.  “Your… ass… is… better… than… theirs, Roger, ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!”

As she looked at me, I looked at her and jerked off.  It didn’t take long for me to shoot my pent-up load in a geyser-like plume.