Read Where the Road Takes Me Online
Authors: Jay McLean
CHAPTER THIRTY-ONE
Chloe
If I could dream the same dream, a million times over, it would be of you—sleeping peacefully in my arms, every morning, for the rest of my life. Gone for a run, beautiful girl.
That was what the note on his pillow said when I woke up. Red ink. How could you not love him when he said things like that?
“You wanna just stay here for a couple of days? We can have a proper look around, see if we really wanna live here?”
He pushed off his arms. “Forty-eight,” he said, before moving in to kiss me.
It was one of the best parts of my day. When he came back from his morning run and did his sit-ups and push-ups in front of me. Shirtless. Sweaty. Showing off muscles I’d never known existed. I watched, my head on the edge of the bed, and after each one, he’d kiss me. He said it was his motivation to keep going. To keep pushing himself. He said
I
was his reward. “That sounds great.”
“How many more?”
“Fifty-one.” He kissed me again.
“I wonder if I could do a hundred push-ups.” I got out of bed and got on all fours next to him.
Arms outstretched, he watched as I got into position. And then he laughed so hard that his arms buckled beneath him and he fell on the floor. “I dare you!”
“It can’t be that hard.”
“Babe, I make it look easy, but I do five hundred of these a day.”
I stretched my legs out behind me and tried to copy his form. “So one hundred should be easy, right?”
“Sure,” he laughed. “Go ahead.”
Two.
I got to two before collapsing.
“You’re so weak!” His cackle was so loud I was sure you could hear it in every room of the hotel.
“Shut up!” I lunged for him, but hitting him was like smacking a brick wall.
He stood and made his way toward the bathroom. Shaking his head and chuckling to himself, he mused, “I can’t believe you thought you could do a hundred.”
I leapt up and brushed past him, ripping off my clothes as I did. I froze just inside the bathroom door. His eyes lit up as they roamed my naked body. A smirk appeared instantly. He stepped forward, his hand already out, ready to touch me.
I slammed the door in his face, making sure to lock it. “I can’t believe you thought I’d let you touch me!”
He banged his fists on the door. “Chloe, this shit isn’t funny!” he yelled. “My dick’s about to snap off!”
Blake
“Blake!” she yelled from the shower.
I opened the bathroom door in time to see her cover herself.
“You can’t just walk in! I’m in the shower!”
She moved to the corner of the tub to hide herself more.
“Babe, I’ve seen you naked.”
“Get out!”
“You were the one calling me!”
“Turn around! Don’t look!”
I took a step forward. Just enough that I could see her eyes narrow and the snarl on her lips. And a nipple. There was definitely a nipple.
“Quit looking and turn around!”
I chuckled but finally did what she asked. “What do you need?”
“My lotion. It’s in my bag. Can you bring it to me?”
I left the room, went to her bag, and rifled through it, looking for the lotion. I found the lotion, but I also found something else.
I couldn’t hide the smirk from my face when I went back into the bathroom, hands hidden behind my back. She was already out, one towel wrapped around her hair and another around her body. “Did you find it?” she asked, hand held out expectantly.
I nodded, trying desperately not to laugh.
Her eyebrows bunched, her head tilted slightly as she took me in. Then it all played out in slow motion. Her eyes went huge, and a gasp escaped. She knew. “What else did you find?” she whispered.
“Nothing.”
“What’s behind your back, Blake?”
I squared my shoulders. “Don’t know what you’re talking about.”
Her face flushed instantly. “Oh my God,” she breathed before quickly looking away.
“It’s kind of huge.” I stood behind her, so we were both facing the mirror. “I mean, is that what your expectations were? I think I’m close, Chloe, but I can’t be sure.” I wrapped one arm around her stomach to hold her in place. I moved my other hand to the space between her and the mirror, revealing her bright-purple vibrator. “Should we compare?”
And just like I’d suspected, her feet kicked off the ground, and she tried to bolt for the door. My grasp tightened, keeping here there. “Why are you trying to run? Are you embarrassed?”
“Blake!” she squealed, trying to wriggle out of my hold.
I let her go, just long enough to shut the door so I could stand in front of it, keeping her in the tiny space of the bathroom.
“Oh my God.” She covered her face, but the blush had taken over, from her chest up to the tips of her ears. “This is so bad.”
My body shook with laughter as I examined her toy. “I have so many questions right now, I don’t know which one to ask first.”
She grunted.
It made me laugh harder.
“Fuck it,” she said. She uncovered her face and raised her chin. “So what? I have needs. Big deal.”
“You have needs?”
I repeated. I held the vibrator up between us. “That’s some pretty
big
needs.”
“Shut it!” she yelled. But she was smiling, too.
“Does it have a name? I mean . . . did you name it?”
She threw back her head in laughter, the blush almost completely gone. “Yes.”
“Yes?” I stepped toward her. “What’s its name?”
“Pussy Hunter!” she yelled through a chuckle.
I froze, remembering Josh’s little rant the first night we’d all hung out. “Pussy Hunter? That’s cute.” Then my face fell. “Wait. Have you used it? I mean . . . since I’ve been here with you? Have you got off using this?” I waved it in front of her face.
Her lips thinned to a line.
“You have! When?”
She looked away.
“When?” I repeated.
She shrugged. “I dunno. One night you were walking around shirtless, and then you went out for a run, and I . . .”
My eyes narrowed. “You used it when I went for a run?”
She laughed. “Babe, I was thinking of you the entire time.”
“Cute,” I said, before examining it further. “How does this thing even work?”
“No!” she squealed, lunging for it.
I pulled back and held it above my head and out of her reach.
“Blake, I’m serious. Stop!”
Then I found the dial at the bottom . . . and I turned it. The power of it scared the shit out of me. It shot out of my hands and into the air. We both watched as it landed in the bathroom sink. The buzzing and rattling against the porcelain was loud enough to echo off the walls in the small room.
“Holy shit!” I said, shocked by its intensity. We both walked to the sink and looked down at it.
“Aww . . . poor Pussy Hunter,” she joked, before breaking out in a fit of laughter.
“How many more do you have to do?” She hung her head upside down off the edge of the bed, watching me.
I pushed off the floor and straightened my arms. “Twenty-three,” I said as I completed the push-up.
“Hurry up.”
“Why?” Another push-up.
“Because I’m getting tired, and I want to cuddle for a bit before I fall asleep.”
Another push-up. “I’m a man. I don’t cuddle.”
She laughed at that and ran her fingers through her hair. It hung loose and still a little wet from her shower.
And then I noticed something I’d never noticed before. Her hair was darker at the roots. My eyes squinted, trying to get a better look, but she moved quickly and sat up on the bed, legs crossed. “Drop and give me twenty more, Hunter!” she commanded, her finger pointed at me. Her fake glare was too fucking cute. I gave her twenty more, never once taking my eyes off her. I watched as the amusement left her eyes and was replaced with something else. Want. Need.
She mumbled something under her breath before getting between the sheets. I got up, switched the light off, and joined her. “I always thought you were a natural blonde?”
She tensed in my arms. “Is it bad? Is it really noticeable?”
“No,” I said quickly. “I just noticed when you were running your fingers through it before. It’s not bad or obvious. I just thought I would’ve noticed earlier.”
“Oh,” she said, but she seemed uncomfortable.
“There’s nothing wrong with you dying your hair, Chloe. Heaps of girls do it.”
“I know,” she sighed. But something was wrong—maybe I’d offended her.
Reaching over her, I turned on the lamp on the nightstand. “Did I say something?”
She shook her head but refused to look at me.
I laid my head on her pillow so we were close enough that she had no choice. “I’m sorry if I said something wrong. It’s not like I care that you dye it.”
“I know. But I don’t want you to think I’m vain and care about—”
“Chloe, you’re the least vain person I’ve ever met. Personally, I think you’d look just as beautiful with darker hair or blonde hair or no damn hair at all.”
She smiled. “I was born blonde. I’ve been blonde most of my life, but the last few years my hair started getting darker.” She pressed her lips softly against mine, kissing me once. “My mom was blonde,” she croaked. “I felt like I was losing a part of her when it started to get darker. I liked having that connection—something we both shared, even after she was gone.”
Blake
“I miss my mama,” I told her.
She pouted. “You wanna go home and see your mama?”
“No.” It was my turn to pout. “I don’t want to go home. There’s nothing there. But I wouldn’t mind seeing her. I honestly do miss her.”
“You want to call her? Ask her to meet us here? I’m sure she’d come in a heartbeat. It’s only a couple hours’ drive.”
“No. I feel like I’m hijacking this.”
Her eyebrows quirked. “This?”
“
The Road
.”
She laughed. “Don’t be stupid. I’m calling her now.” She reached over and took the phone off the nightstand. Then she just stared at it before lifting her gaze to me. “I don’t know how to use it,” she whispered.
Chuckling, I took it from her, dialed Mom’s number, and gave it back.
“Mrs. Hunter?” Whatever Mom said made her grin. “He’s good. I’m taking good care of him.” She giggled. “We were both wondering if you’d like to meet us in Durham tomorrow? Or the next day . . . when you can. I’m sure you have deadlines and such—” Mom must’ve cut her off. “Okay! We’ll see you tomorrow at noon.” She hung up and handed the phone back.
“She didn’t want to talk to me?” I said, feigning disappointment.
“Sorry, baby.”
I sighed dramatically. “Nobody loves The Hunter.”
She laughed—my favorite of all her laughs. The uncontrollable kind that consumed her entire body. “Oh jeez,” she cooed when she could finally take a breath. Then she turned serious.
“
I
love The Hunter.” My breath caught, but her finger covered my lips.
“I wanted to tell you after you told me,” she continued. “I wanted to say that I loved you, too, but I didn’t want you to think that I was saying it for the sake of saying it. Or because you did first. I wanted you to know that I was saying it because it was the realest thing I’ve ever let myself feel.”
I moved the hair away from her face so I could see her clearer, so I could remember the moment my life had a greater meaning than just me.
“Blake,” she said through a shaky breath. “I’m so in love with you. And that love—it might not be forever. But while we’re both here—that love is
always
.”